I cherish every single thing we encountered before. The little sweet thing u did. I rmb every single thing of your stuff.

Every time I came by the place I was with you, I look back and rmb what meal we ate, why you drink, and even the seat we sit at.

U know my character, I had been look down upon my entire life. And now u wish to bring me down again? 

I told u I am studying. But what did you say? U said, hey! Look! I want to show that bitch what I can do! 

Why do you think I am seeking for a better life just to show you without you, I am living just fine? 

Wouldn't in my heart will say you are a bitch. Never once it came across my mind! I am fine if others look down on me. Ya I may not be rich, but at least, I do what I should. I will never let you die of Hunger or make you financial instability. Because I know when I am at that moment, I will fucking hell look for additional job to bite through the crises. 

Honestly u dunno me, you said guy can't handle lust. Let me tell you this, when we are together. U should be proud of yourself that I don't stray around. What's in my life was, how can I give you a better life in future. Plan for a future..

Fuck it. 

Once again you pm me

She came and lecturer me again. Well, my English is bad. So? 

And you are so into it back then? Why are you Mocking at me now? Just because you have a better life now? 

Seriously I had a terrible night, I went to outrage and drink like fuck again. 

The very next day, hyperventilation, went to a n e. U happy? You say you don't give a fuck, den don't bothered being friend once more? Don't u feel it's a disgrace to have me as your friend? 

I fucking tell you, I may not have an outspoken personality. I am not some guy that you can bring out and show off with. 

But I am a fucking loyal person?they may have some conflict in the r,s, I will try to solve it. Because I know it's never easy for someone to know and to get together and fall In love. It's never easy! 

You say, what's wrong with me? It's over a year already and I can't get over? Well you should be happy that, when your previous r.s is shit. Doesn't mean you should use that to revenge on me? 

Why must you use such nasty word? What have I done to you? Did I betray you? When I feel lonely, did I download all stupid app and play? 

Canon! Never in my life I find ways to talk shit about you. Because you are always perfect in my heart. Even if you go for other guys. Go ahead! I know his out my league. 

And what did you say? You said we live in the different world? If at the moment I could afford, I would love to travel the world with you. 

Boosting around that people say you are happier now? 

Well, when you are with me, your friend said you are happy as well.

No?

Pls don't bullshit.

Did I ever talk shit about you? In fact I pray that this time your r.s should be a present one, and I even curse myself to have a lousier life and so you could have a better life. I know you are hurt badly last time. 

But fuck, why did you come and talk shit about me again? 

Every single time you talk to me, you said you wanted to talk nicely, but look at your tone first before u questioned about my replies.