Suddenly my mood turn like hell... Was a sleeping day for me, but that doesn't make me turn my mood upside down. So i was so sian till today science lesson at lab, i slept on the floor at the back of the science lab.. Where no one noticed, till suddenly helmi walk past and dun disture me, until ys say, where is john?. then helmi tell him that i behind sleeping.. Dovan didn't come to school today.. SO after school, a feel of us went to library.(Audrey,shirley,ys,edward and ariya).. So ariya and i was like so sian, but ariya got his nitendo game to accompany. But i just act like i'm alright. So they actually wanted to eat something for their lunch, so they decided to eat kfc and so, i go back mac and saw kavita, sarala and yunus. Kavita was like, hi darling.... Then i always tok cock with them de lol. Then saw yunus, he told me that today is his last day, but no one seems to know about it. So will be too bad, but he told me something, he promise to buy sandy candy floss. But he dun really earn alot, a candy floss will be costly.. So he was abit upset.. He will be attact to WCP( West coast park)... So i brought a mac chicken, was serve by kavita. Then talk with yunus awhile, and say a last (bye) to him, might not be able to see him again in my life again. Or maybe my life will be short?.. So i slowly walk back, till half way ys sms me and say where am i, y am i so long?. So i was thinking, i think they eat finish liao, thats y he sms me. So i rush back, saw shirley still eating, guess only this couple eat... Then we went to the library and ariya was left out playing his game sitting at the bench. While the rest are together finding their books that they are borrowing. So i over there flipping the books and put back again and again.. After they have borrowed. They decided to go forth floor and chat. So we went up there and i didn't talk much.. Becos, i know that (I).. So i said a farewell to audrey, i didn't say it just for fun.. I got my own reason.. So io left and walk home alone and told helmi that i will be meeting him at Je mrt station at 4.30.. So i reach home and bath, while i'm bathing, ys sms me and ask what is my block. So i told him and my dog start to bark after i bath finish. Then i guess is ys, i open the door for him and i start to change and make my hair dry. Then we walk back to Je and at the over H Bridge. Ys look at the interchange there and saw shirley just step into the bus 98. So the bus 98 wi ll be turning one round and drove past us, so we stop there for a while and ys was like looking at her inside the bus. So while walking to the mrt.. Shirley told ys that she saw him. Then i went to the nearby shop to buy a stick of wan ton with 3 wanton on it. And a oily stuff, forget what thats call. So i ate one wanton and gave 2 to ys.... Then we meet out at the mrt station and went into the same trainw itih helmi becos they came from Boon Lay. And we will be going bugis ma.. Btw, after so long, the 4 of us go out together again. And today no one quarrel and we seems to talk alot and jokes?. Y not this stays always? Ys always tell me y he hate helmi and dovan, While dovan always tell me y he hate ys + helmi also tell me y he something dun like both of them.. Y not when one party say something bad about u, u just let in?. So that he will stop?.... Suddenly got e urge to play basketball again, but after today. Guess i just carry on gyming, go gym not just to train. But .. to....only dovan knows about it... So went over there and was finding where is sim lim square lol. Take quite long to find and fianlly we found, over there called tiao sin where he brought his memory card from. but he didn't answer, guess he not free, i'm sure he are not those type of people who purposly dun wan to answer de. So we brought and helmi buy his one first, for 50 bucks, but we went to the other shop and saw the same memory card, it cost only 34 or 36 bucks. So he regret it, but before he saw the memory card which cost 34 or 36. He told me that, the moment he see the memory card, he will buy. Then i told him not to regret, Then suddenly saw this memory card sell at a cheaper price. So we was like laughing. Then i went to buy my memory card for 55 bucks.. So we decided to go shopping, but half way, all of us are hungry, we went into the bugis street the coffee shop inside. Ate over there and gues what i eat?. Chicken rice and kotong laksa.. Guess y i eat?. not becos i'm hungry, trying to use my anger on eating. Was going to buy some more chicken wings with dovan. But i think better not.. After we eat finish, we seat over there chat for a while and left for shopping, went to the second floor of the street and saw some shirt, decided to buy it. Brought 3 for 36, 2 for me and 1 for helmi... Then dovan suggested p laying Cs, so we wanted to go to bugis junction, so we anyhow walk walk walk, walk round and round and round, we just can't find bugis junction.. Walk a Dam long way.. Until they keep saying, john, i think we should change to ys to lead the way, but i insist on leading. So they got no ch oice lol. So we reach bugis junction toliet and ask ys change his uniform to the t shirt that i have brought, but he say he wan to go first. So he went back first and dovan+ helmi+ me went to the lane game and play. So we played for only 1 hour bah.. Over there nothing to do, played Cs with them and was kindly lousy, keep losing. I use to win, but forget it. I can't be bother whether i win or not anymore. I use to bother alot in the past, but not now.... So after we played, we went home and insde the mrt, chat chat chat, until when i was alone nothing to do. I started to think what have happen so far. So i decided. I dun suit anyone... So while walking home, keep cursing and swearing myself.. Dunno y. Tml gonna go alone to school at 9.30 to meet miss wang for track training.. Hope she will teach me the turning stuff for discus, farhan just told me that he can't make it tml. He use to win me, but right now, he lost alot liao. Becos he didn't go for the training.. Haix.. But, truthfully. The 4 of us, will we stay like what we did today?...

Haix, Dun write about my mood now.. So hmm, doing the same thing in school again =).. But i'm late to school today, haix!!!.. Actually wanna reach there before 8am shape de. But becos i forget what bus i'm in, so i can't. Becos if i take 334, i will take until the busstop beside my school, but it will take a one big round. So i went down the bus and saw 334! lol.. Nvm forget it. I was late and the Dm just say some words with me only bah. Went to class with my Adominal aching. Due to yesterday gym do too much for the Ads exercise liao... But during recess, suddenly we talk alot with lian de, or maybe just me?. Keep shooting him lol, saying he and wei ling + polly in the past, make him pai seh.. So after school, helmi dovan and i went to mac becos helmi wanna buy a apple and go to JJC for his track & field.... So when helmi go liao, dovan an i go to the mama shop and buy a packet of milo, the size of what mac is using. + a root beer for myself and a kit kat+ apple juice for dovan. So we share the milo amou nt ourselve and share it with some people when 'i went back to school to throw javenlin + discus.. I find that my discus, the distance that i threw is getting nearer to me!! lol.. But nvm, i really can't be bother if i can break the record or win liao, not really can't be bother la, if win means win, lose means lose.. So what i'm training in gym now aday is just for myself. Went gym with Ys just now, actually dovan and simon say wan to go de. But last min, both of them didn't answer my call.. Am a person very unreasonable one?. Cos dovan called me at night and suddenly the call cut off, he tok that i'm angry, so he sms me and tell me y he didn't go.. But i was *like lol. Nvm, i'm not angry at all.. So i saw ys in the gym and he said that he will be coming to gym every tuesday and thrusday =)!!!!> YAY!!! finally, after so long nv go gym with him liao. ever since last year oct.. But haix, must train!!!... So when i reach the bus stop, the bus 333 just left and ys take 334, so i go oppsite to take 99 and go home.. So on the way home, i need to walk a distance to my house ma. So when i was reaching, i saw my sister and gigi talking, but only gigi saw me, so she told my sis, ur didi behind u lol.. So we went home together lalal =)..Lets see if i can break a record of going gym non-stop for 1 month?. But can;t la, midyear coming + i have nv done that before, the most only 6 day...

Haix Today ar lol..Recently, very hot. During PE today, only run 2 round field, we are so united lol.While we are running, we did alot of stun lol. Very fun, everybody is laughing and having fun.. After that was Our Eoa test, helmi and i faster wait outside the class and take out our book to recap liao lol.. So we went in and was given 5 min for revision, while i trying to recap some of the question that i think might come out, he keep saying, ah ya, so easy one, u study so many day, i just need to study 1 hour enough liao.. LOl. So during the test, guess waht he did?.. Lol. Ys should know. Finsih the test and went to recess, quite late liao, so ys me and dovan decided not to eat, but end up, dovan and me buy sushi and eat, while ys buy some desert to eat..
So we have our science lesson at science lab today, ah pek unbotton his uniform and walk like gangster, so i was looking around me, got anything to throw at him or not, so i a piece of paper and threw it at him ( wei, gangster ar!)l. But i hit mr tan leg lol. Mr tan was like so angry and say, who threw this at me, i admited. And told him, actually wanna throw at ah pek de. But i'm sorry, Then everybody shout, what kind of monitor is this, so childish lol...Fine.
After PE, i was walking to eoa class ma, but i'm waiting to my turn to drinnk some water, but when i turn side way, i saw audrey+ shirley, so i just walk towards the staircase and go up to the third floor for my eoa .
So after the science lesson, today got asembly, while we are walking towards the hall, suddenly saw audrey calling me standing beside shirley, she told us that someone tore our book.. Guess who is it?. Wait for tml bah, during MT period..
Went to gym with helmi and dovan, and ate kfc.. I ate alot lol!!!. Haix.
Hope i will score something for my eoa haha lol

Haix, didn't do much things now aday.. Haix. What i just know is that tml is Eoa test, i have tired my best. So, hopefully =). Now aday in school alright alright bah. During math period, we went out of the class to play tacorow. Before i went out, standing at the door, miss tan say( you look sian). Yup, so i went out and play with ys, dovan and wilson. After school went to mac, while crossing the road, i look behind and saw audrey, then we smile smile, then go liao. Lol. Then went to mac and eat a big mac meal + corn. But i can't eat finish my fries and big mac, so i just left it there and leave mac liao. So we went back to school becos helmi going to meet up with track people and go to thirth city. So i was in the school to see whether there is people setting up a place for discus, but there is a soccer match again!!!!.. Crap la, got soccer match y come to our school?.. So i went home with dovan, then ask him to go to gym with me when he reach home, when i reach home and sms him to say that, when u going to leave your house, tell me.. So we meet 4pm, but he left his home at 4pm and he tell me to leave my house. So i was chatting online, can't bear to go haha.. Then when he reach gym, then i started to leave my house. Rush there and see quite a number of people. First i went to do alternate dumbell on bicerp. Train abit only, maybe me feels that i can't carry any more... Haix, too long nv train bicerp liao, cos i always train chest. EK!!!!.. Next week competition le. Haix.. Later on at night must piang eoa again, till i remember everything.

Haix!!!

Who am i?. A person who dunno how to express out how he feel?. yup, i guess so. Guess what are the reason y i hate syasya so much? She wasn;t in a mood i guess?. So what she did is, when i'm taking my order for the drinks, she also taking ma, so i was like blocking her, she will actaully press me away. Alright fine, i was standing at the UHC there taking nuggests, then i'm blocking her way ma, but how i know she wan to walk past me when i dun even have eyes at my back?. She ask me to go away. wtf . Even if i'm angry, i shall not say all the bad thing about her.. So next time when i'm angry, i just push her away? diaox, like as if i will do that. Diaox, no matter how hard i study for my eoa. Those question i know how to do one right, helmi sure know how to do. 100%, so, no matter how hard i study, its still the same.. I guess, i got time to go to gym liao =). FINALLY!!!!, Leave That JOB. Wait till i really got no more cash with me, then i start to work again... recently nothing to blog bah. Always forget what i wan to blog.

Hope i'm not emotional anymore

Haix, didn't turn up for Westmall there, after work straight away go home liao. World is not just about money right? lol. U guess w ho said that... Pass few day heard that tiaosin and his fren is going for curise after N level. So i was thinking of going too, but have to save up =).. Dun even know if my mum will allow me to or not first.. Got alot of thing in my mind to do bah,

I seems to have my own time when i didn't go for work =). Haha, on this coming monday for the speech day rephasel, i'm going to wear the white t shirt only. Anyway, Auntie Luck, Thank you for ur Chicken Wing rice =). lol.. Rather slack today, but when customer me, i'm alone over there doing grill becos auntie kim kuan went to toliet, today saw shufen, she come back liao le, recently, lydiawati keep sms me!!, guess she need someone to pei her bah. As what she told me, she at home nothing to do ma. Haix, so she need to chat on phone to make her day. How to make my day?. I also dunno.My happy day have past.

Gonna study for next wednessday Eoa test, gonna piang and win tiaosin and helmi, the 3 of our eoa have gone down to the drain lol, after studying my eoa, i gonna study chinese. I will try to study on my own bah, i know it will be hard, but i will still try if i can make it or not..

Haix, my COusin!! again.. Gualbert!!!. Always nothiing better to do, he always put this nick in his msn and he always say, i wan to study for my N level li ao, gonna prepare for it. But guess what is he doing?. Every single day, he will stay infront of his com and play Maplesea.

Stupid dumbell, the dumbell was about to drop, when it fall on the mid air, i use my toes to block. Make my toes dam!!!. If i nv use my toes to block, i sure get a scolding from my mum, for making a huge hole on the floor... Quite a long time didn't go for shopping liao lol. Or somewhere i can play

Haix. Just woke up from my sweet dream =). Haix. slack in school again, =). went to canteen and buy curry puff 1 hour before recess, actually today got work, but chirstopher last time say only tml+ sunday got work. Diaox. Nvm, more good=), thats y i'm been able to sleep. Yesterday went to gym and today woke up, whole body arching =). so long nv feel the pain liao, SM? lol!. No la, becos the pain shows the effect ma... Tml and sunday gonna work 2 side again haix. After this feel week, gonna study as and when i like, buy all the N level paper to do. If possible. Went did i become a person father?. and lyidawait is my daughter, keep calling me papa. Diaox. Today during science period, i'm listening to what mr tan is teaching, but i dun really get what he is teaching all the Chemistry stuff. Gonna buck up =)... Mrs chong faster come back pls !!!!.. I wan ur math remidel le.. Must wait until term 3 then u come back, then will be kindly late liao.. I told her that before she come back, i will finish up the whole.. hOping that by mid year, my chinese will improve?. Haha, waiting for that day to come. I seem to care alot for other people feelings, but if i care for their feelings, my day suck. Thats y all the days i'm passing through all suck... Gonna start to think about what is my future gonna be =).. next year. * Simei ITE*. *2 Years later*. *NS* *Follow by NYP* iF possible, or sign on in NS.. POssible? NTU. Its a dream anyway... When i'm young, i always dream of i'm those fighting stars. I just go around the world just like those people in the past, got all the wuda, shaolin kunfu. lol.. Then i beat all of them. But is it a dream afterall. If i tell u i wanted to train in gym until a big freak? lol.. Better dun let me train like those bodybuilder. People might scare of u, but u look er xin lol.. Now aday, my hair dam very messy lol. Or maybe my hair is always so messy? =).. Haha.. Wilson saw me today and actually push me, but play play only la, he is a person very big size de lol. So i was like going to push in back, then he say. Later u push me i fly lol. Cos she say i'm much more stronger then him, by str. But not bodyweight lolx.. Then i told him to go gym train, and thats is more then enough =).. U wonder helmi am i went there to suffer alot lol.. Kena all those injury. And something i did in school, i keep irritate jolene to ask her link me, it seems like starting of the this year 2006, i have been asking her to link me liao le, but she say she will link me when she go home. But until today, she finally link me becos when she is going to her blog to Create new post, i was about to anyhow press ma, then she scare. Then she say, hanah. i link u la lolx

Not again lor, miss wang busy again, didn't see her at the place we should meet after school.. Alright so during math, i bring my ten years series to let miss tan to mark, then i tell her. I gonna make u mark until siao, actually she is marking jie wei the ten years series. But when she saw i did so much liao, she ask us to mark on our own, anything that we dun understand, we shall go to her lol... Now aday like so lawless in school, whenever we feel like buying anything from canteen to eat inbetween lesson, we will go to the canteen and buy lol. Secretly go there and buy. After school hang out outside the PE room and went to play BB with tiao sin yong s heng and dovan, then kena trash by tiao sin, so we own him 100 push up each, so i did a 55 push up non stop, then i stop liao lolx. can't tahan to 100... So we over there playing around the school, then the house practice start liao, still can't find miss wang, so both me and ys set up the shotput area while i can't use the field becos of some idoitic soccer player come to our school for a match. So i can't use the field for discus and javenlin, then i end up throwing the shotput which actually sprain my arm bah.... Haix guess what?, i Feel so relax when i stop working =).. But gonna exchange the work time to study.. What liao, guess what christopher say when i say i wanna quit?.. End up asking me back to work again, but i didn't promise him.... So i gonna work over there tml saturday and sunday + next sat and sunday. Hope that my finacial will be alright lol.... So i came back home and saw a noticed paste on my refigilator, my bro say that he went to gym. So i sms him and say i going to find him, then i went over there and train bah...

nv work also tired

Recenlty, i finally have enough sleep le. But i just can't y people tend to tell me all their things that is troubling them?. Not gonna mention.. Make me feel so.. Haix nvm. The work i'm working now at westmall, the most, i work till this end of month i will quit liao. I find that i got alot more other thing to do bah. But i dunno if i have to pay my N level fees myself, so the best is save up some money with me. Just incase i have to pay it myself.. I have enough sleep, but u guess what i did in school?. SLeep every period again... Am i feeling stress?. I also dunno about that.. Today after school, hang around with this 4 loner, last time la. but not now, now ys got his darling haha. Then helmi and dovan got their own stuff to do ma, so can't say they are loner. I also got my own stuff to do, but... Crap. We hang outside there and i just lie outside the harmonica room, i find mrs chua from 1.30 to 3.30 le, still can;'t her to open the door for us, so i just hang around below, i saw farhan throwing discus with his fren. So he ask me to teach him how to throw ma. Then we throw together, i slack over there becos i can't find mrs chua ma, so i tired to throw, all of them isn't a good throw, but is far. Can win anyone else in hong kah liao. But still haven reach the target i'm aiming, which i dunno how far my target is. So miss wang came and corrected what i have done wrong.. Then i rush back to harmonica room to check whether there is anybody insnide the room or not, end up i saw nobody there, but all the bags place on the floor.. So i tired to find her in the stuff room again, but she not inside + all the classroom. So i went back to the field and throw discus again, then suddenly MR wee bring a few guys to train their discus, then he ask what house i'm in, i'm in alpha, so he ask me to get away, today only for gramma house training. But he is joking after all, he seems to forget what he told me early in the morning. Becos i nv tub in my pe shirt, so he saw me and ask me tub in my shirt. He say, u come to school like that?. Then he ask me to tub in becos he dun wan to scold me. He seems to forget what happen. So mr wee ask miss wang to teach his gramma house member, but miss wang ask me to demo and teach them how i throw, i can throw far, but i didn't throw the correct way.. So she decided to get back to our training on every saturday lor =).. Finally, but she is going back to her studies during may. Sad after all. And stop crapping those xiong papa and xiong mama, Even though i dun really think alot, but audrey might get irritated de ma.. Haix. Gonna go and pay my internet bill tml!!!.. Everytime my money gone becos of all the bills!! Can't stand it lol.. Fine, thats my life anyway

Alright, i dun wan to scold all the vulgar as and when i like. So i woke up at 8+ and rush to mac and work at 9.30. i punch in and went to counter to do counter. U know what?. We got no milo for sales, even the coffee cups also dun have.. OUR MUFFIN!!!!.. BREAKFAST NO MUFFIN LOL.. Cos the delivery man came late today. So i was asked to arrange the storeroom after that, but before that, when the stock is coming in, i was asked to take the stock take myself, which i have nv tired before =).. So i petend to know and try it myself, i did it lor. So i started to arrange, i can't find a penknife, so i use jian doa to cut all the box, i cut my finger again.!!. Haix.. Rather pain, becos it breed alot. Then i faster go to the first aids there and get a plasters. Alright. Then samantha got me a penknife which i actually didn't see it. It was inside the pigeon hole of kamalia de.. Customer was in all the way, people can't even wallk away at the place they are doing, For example counter!! So i punch out and stay at the crewroom for a while, then i leave mac and wanted to change my t shirt and rush to westmall to work liao. But when i take out my clothes, my clothe is like an salty fish.. So i rush home and suddenly saw my brother walk past me. So we went to bread shop and walk home. I bath and iron my clothe, and so i left e house.. h The customer over there also very in when it is around 6.30 all the way until 10. We didn't stop at all!!! lol.. Crap right... While serving, so many customer complain, shouting all this and that. Becos there is too many people. Alot people is having buffet. So i was serving this Sake Ramen to this old couple. About 40+. my ramen suddenly slip, and the soup just pour on my hand. So i was like dam hot on my hand. Kena my whole hand. luckily the ramen didn't fall on the flour, so i ask them to top up the soup for me. And i serve again, but when i serve a dishes to another couple, which is sitting behind the age 40+ couple. They told me that, is ur hand hurts?. There is someway u can make it better. I was like so touch, they dun even know me. They actually show some concern. And i guess they are actually angry becos of waiting for so long.. But they still show some concern..haix.. There is one group of ladies. There is one of them, dam polite. They ordered from me.. Alright, she is just polite =)... I hate this chee leng.. Nvm. Becos he work longer then me, more experience, so i guess, can't blame.. Something i noticed.. Whenver we have a conversation between chee leng, wenting and ying cheong. Whenever i talk, chee leng will not answer, he will always look at wenting and answer. BECOS SHE IS A GIRL!!!.. Get it?. That is y guys are called bastard!!!!.... Even i can't say that, i'm always good.. As long as u are a guy, u are a bastard... So i punch out at 11 with full of angers, due to all the customer+ all the mac customer. Ah ya, i dunno la.. Was thinking of quitting westmall soon, or maybe after i get the pay from westmall, i will stop going liao. I can't get use to this kind of life. Study finish, go and work. The same things again and again for the next day. Saturday sunday, mac then kotobukit. Siao one right?.. when i'm going home, i saw 2 guy. One of them should be this guy father, then this guy might be a gangster, or maybe, he just got into a fight, and he lost. So he is angry. He kick all the dustbin cover when he saw one... There is a part near my house, with a row of brushes, he keep swinging his hand and kick the branches.. Like siao one right?. I can't be bother, i was past him and was thinking if he will attack me.. But i just dun care, i'm not in a mood too.. So if he happen to touch me. We will caught into a fight.. ANYWAY!!!. I DUN LIKE MY LIFE NOW!!!

I'm alright today, but after the i have break finish, aunite eng luan wanted to break, so i decided to take over her as a PC, and she go to break. She keep asking me not to down product, when she left, all the FanTastic Burger have just sold out, becos the customer suddenly in So i'm in the blame becos i down product. REzal straight away shoot me, by saying( ah ya, john cannot la, u see u down product) Alright, u need times to build up product one right?. The reason y i down product? When my turn to become PC, all the aunties punch out without letting me know. So REZAL Straight away pull qiaoting in and take over me, so crap right?.. If kamalia is around, she will actually help me out or ask me to continue doing it. Becos she can trust me, not like rezal,azeanni also give me a chance before to do PC, and she actually help me out too.. But that rezal, crap la., Fine. To you i'm just useless.. Whenever i saw him, whatever station i do, when he ask me to take over someone for break he will ask me go lobby and take over them, y everytime me?. There is still other people right?.. FINE!!!!!!!! Was Abit fair up and i actually didn't fa pi qi at all?.. Even when someone shout at me recently, mac need people, busy like hell. after i qiao ting have punch out, i went to do grill. I'm the only the person there and the customer is in. So i was like flying around that side,. While VETS THere got 2 person. Grill only me?.. Crap.. Luckily qiao ting help me for a while Tml is her birthday, i just can't make it to celebrate with her, cos i gonna work. As what i have said, i can't last min tell them that i dun wan to work... Something about studies, i haven been studying hard, i guess, N level is coming soon. Very fast, and yet i'm, still working during week days and weekend?.... I'm fated to go ITE. ITE!!!!!. I just dunno y, i hate going over there, i prefer studying all the subject in JC, instead of poly and ite. I dun even know i can go poly or not. I guess, just hoping that i'm a useless person in future, inorder to make my family comfortable.. Hope doesn't help anyway, i must workhard for it, isn't it?..

Alright.

FUCK!!!!

Today so fuck man... suppose to work at 10 and i actually reach there 2 mins before 10. So i told yenni that, u dun need people now right?. She reply, (who say i dun nid people?).. Then i felt so hungry becos i rush here in a hurry and work liao le.. So i just don't care about her, i went to buy the 2 dollar SM+ ice milo, so total will be $2.25. She was outside and saw me buying it, then she say ( i got say i let u go and eat meh?. u seems to be bigger then me right?).. WTF lor.. But anyway, its my fault anyway... MY FAULT!!!!!!!!! FUCK........ I intended to quarrel with her after i have eaten and punch in if she keep saying the subject. So if i happen to talk back, i will end up scolding all the shit out from my mouth and just leave mac.. But she didn't, so i just punch in and do counter IC all the way till i break lor, customer in from 10 to 4 non stop, when i started to break, the customer still very in.

Alright, y can't people just considerate?.... I'M BUSY!!!!.. Guess what??.. Mac need poeple, west mall also need people. So y not?. Mac just let me work till around 4.30?. and i can work at west mall at 5.30?.. Y must they be so selfish?.. Mac need people, i will help them by working. But so do westmall need people?.. I can't be so irreponsible to just tell them, mac need people, i can't work today?...If i happen to help westmall, mac will be very angry right??.. So if i happen to help westmall, mac will also say, i also need poeple le. Just dun care about westmall la, just one day dun work only ma. But i the schedule already set liao, it is not like, erm. Like as if i didn't tell u that i got work at westmall at night right?. i DID tell u All right?... U think i bother to work?, they need peep, while i'm free, i just work and help them out right?.. Alot peep told me this, seems u find it so hard when u are working, y not just quit instead of having 2 jobs at a time?... O for goodness sake. Can't be bother.... Dun bother about my birthday, i just wanted to be alone.I might be giving u present, but dun give me.... My birthday still far away right?. What i have been doing now aday, work work work work work work work!!!> Early in the morning wake up to go work!!!.. I haven even done my hw!!!, but i just left some to complete. But i still have some revision to do, for the mid-year ma.. I might not be a person in ur mind that studies, i always can't be bother to study in front of u all right??. Cos i'm NT, i dun even know how to do any question from A math. Which i think i might be able to do some of the question. I only study basic science.

Wenting, she is only 19, and she is just waiting for her A level results, so she can go to NTU OR Dunno what U la.. So they talk about, how can we survice in Asia or China?.. As for them, they at least can score well in their English and Mt, as for me?.. Alright, dun say about score well, they can even score a just pass.. just pass. HOW about me??.. I can't even be good in that, or even a pass word, how can i leave by my own in e future?.. I was thinking of becoming Crewleader, but for what i'm thinking, u think yenni will let?. She will nv let a person with 2 jobs to become her crewleader, fine.. And i dun think i can become one. What i can do in mac is, all the lousy services, but fast. The fastest i can do. I always aim for the fast while working in mac, in order to make me feel that the time go very fast, instead of doing it slowly and so does the time goes slowly too?.. Alright.. I Dunno what to do, so i just follow my path that i'm doing now?.

I Didn't look down on myself.. I was wondering, u got saw me fa pi qi before?. Pls tell me, i just dun wan to fa pi qi, becos.. Lets say, if i fa pi qi, people will tend to say things about me, depending on what is happening la. So if u are angry?. and u went to work, for example, yenni not in a mood too, i didn't do a good job, she scolded me, and i actually stare at her? what will happen?.. Nvm, as for other things, i always dun talk back to those people who actually fa pi qi, i know they are angry, so i actually have some consideration. JUST dun care about them, even if they fa pi qi on me, i didn't do anything back to them.... So peep, pls be considerate.

Wah!!!.. Crap dam tired, cos.... I'm working 2 times a day, morning will be going to mac and evening, i will be going KOTOBUKI to work till 10.30 or even later. And yet this morning i wake up so early to go church and went to work after that. Luckily today nv work at kotobuki... Over there, quite slack de bah. Over there, what i have to do is to serve customer and take order, and do some things like lobby =).. So i must memories all the japeness dishes, so dam hard. But i can memories at least half of it liao....

yesterday work at mac and kavita said something about me, which i nv even noticed that i did something wrong. sigh. So i was like alone while walking home, i will be thinking alot of thing that what i have done again and again, did i do wrong?. wrong choice?.. Guess she didn't mean it anyway, so i dun blame her, she didn't know that the words that she have said had ... me. So is fine with me.. So right now, i'm still thinking.. While working today, thx for ISNARTI Console, or should i call it erm??. in some other words?... There is alot things that i wan to type it out here, and say it out, but i just can't....

So i was thinking?. day work at mac, evevning at kotobuki, what for earning so much money?. most people work becos they wan the money to buy something?. But i didn't thought of buying anything.. So yesterday punch out at 11 night, due to the customer doesn't wan to leave, the boss is a japeness, but he do speak english with us, but he can't speak properly, just like me =)... He looked so stress when he is making the schedule, becos there is not enough people, so when he ask whether we can work on some of the days. He will ask politly and in a down manner. GUess. he dont really earn at all.. Very hard for him who have 3 stores with him. Heard that he gonna open another stores at marinasquare...

This holiday is a working day for me, not enough rest everyday, during sch days, i will have to work at kotobuki too. reach home and sleep around 12+?. wake up at 6+?... Lets see how long can i take it?. I feel tired, but i just dunno y, i can just quit right?. But i just feel like working to make myself....... everyday.

Friday in school, before recess is math, so miss tan was like waiting for all the sets of worksheet that she have given to us to do.. BUt she told me, she is waiting for my paper to mark lol. To check whether there is any mistake. So in class, i piang all the way and have up 3 sets of paper to her. And one more sets, i can't do finish, so i stay with agnes and ys in e class and do until bell rang. But we still can't do finish bah. Kindly miss her when she leave, she will be leaving at around may, which is on our mid years examination, becos mrs chong is coming back bah..

Lost to helmi,tiaosin,hamidah and rafie again for the CA1 overall mark.. This four of them!!!!. BUt right now, tiaosin get first... How can i win them?. haix i also dunno, but the only way just to study hard bah. Today after school, i rush home and change to PE t shirt and go back to school for my track and field, but who knows?. Miss Wang actually came to school today and didn't turn up for track and field. So i was like quite angry, i actually rush home and bring my pe t shirt becos i saw her in school, but she didn't turn up. So i went for alpha house trianing instead, i was the on e selecting and asking the sec 1 to try out for javelin, s hotput and discus.... So i over there and suddenly wilson come and throw also, so when i teach finish all the sec 1 throwing the javelin, i went to train on my own lor. Wilson ask me how to throw discus that far, he is big in size and strong bah... But he can't throw further them me, cos he dun really know how to throw, so i was like teaching him and he say something, i think u are the only one who can vs me in str. So wanna fight?.. Lol crap.. Promise not to fight.. As what i say, i promise not to fight right??/...

This stupid case came, i was online just now staring at the msn,my this stupid cousin sec 4 liao le, pm me and ask me. (U got any gangster fren?). Of cos have la, so guess he wanted me to do?. Ask me to ask my gangster fren to whack one guy, so i was shock and ask who that guy is, he say is a pri 6 guy... So i ask him to whack himself.. He reply and said, i kena police record liao, becos i whack that guy before, i know he is lying, but i still act l ike as if i believe him kena police record, so i was like, bullying a pri 6 kids?.. WTF. Guess the reason?, becos ( HE SAY MY BRO LOOK LIKE GANGSTER!!!!. IF THEY SAY UR BRO, U HAPPY MA?!!!).. SO WHAT U DID SHOWS THAT U ARE GANGSTER, COS U ASK PEOPLE TO WHACK HIM!!!... AND THATS IS A LAME REASON FOR WHACKING POEPLE RIGHT??..

He even asked me if i can help him whack that guy, so i was like, whatever reason i have, i wi ll not whack someone ok?.. I Train in gym to improve my str all this not becos to whack people.. Just to train for all the event, stay healthy and keep fit. Thats all k?... So if u wanna whack, whack him by urself, dun be sure a big bully, sec 4 whack a pri 6 guy?. u wonder how small the size of a pri 6 guy is or not?... Crap right, after i heard this, i was like whacking him up,(which is my cousin).. Whacking a person dosen't solves a problem right?

Fine, so i went to westmall to study after i reach home from my house practice =). tml night gona work again ^^

Haha.. JOlene suan me, saying that my front getting bigger liao. Crap.. Haix, Helmi going to somewhere that he can enjoy tml =). ENJOY URSELF =)...

Haix, today so slack in school, maybe till to yesterday night working?. then was like sleeping in school when there is free period. The last second period is SC. After that we will have asembly, so i was sleeping and suddenly Mr Tan came and wake us up.. Mr lim, Mr Tan. Wake up lol.
Monday i stay in school and throw discus with the DElta house people, i measure and it was around 27m bah. But at e first place, i threw farther then that, so there is 3 lady walk towards me and ask how to throw, diaox. I say, there is no event in discus for girls, then she say i look down on girls ar lol.. Then they was like anyhow throw and while i picking one of the discus, they almost hit me...... Crap afterall,

Was wondering if MIss Wang really went back to her stuides liao?. And stop teaching liao, so no one will teach me how to throw the spinning discus?, what liao!!!!!!!... But nvm, all the best for her studies =)..

Tml will be our alpha house first practices!!. Good lUck to Me, Luckily today gromming check nv caught me lor, everytime teacher will stop beside me and say some words, then i will crap with him lol. I last 2 week just cut only le?. U wan me to cut again?.. Went to westmall to study just now,at least i do study =)..

Crap crap crap.. Haix, no matter how tired i'm, just feel like working,dunno y... But haix.. So early wake up just to go church and ru sh to work and actually reach there at 8.30 and have my bIg Breakfast over there lor.. Then i was walking around and samantha y i haven punch in, cos i actually work at 10 de. Then i walk around nothing to do, then just punch in at 9.30 lor. I'm doing hot from 9.30 to i break, which is around 2.13.... I dun mind doing Hot this 4hr+. Cos yenni keep asking me to give the customer good services and actually ask them to write compliment letter for me =).. So i'm rather thick skin and give my first ever compliment letter to a family, of Ang Moh =)... BEcos they also very friendly ma.. But they only write a little bit.. The second one, i serve quite well, so i ask if they dun mind can help me write something about our services, she said NP =).. So i gave her straight away and she wrote a good compliment for me....Yenni actually approve, every single compliment letter that she have approved, she will give 15 dollar.. Thats what sean get also ma.. Extra 15 dollar income for today =)... I'm greedy, so i gave another one to a china man lol. His english not that good bah. But at least he wrote feel words. Take you very much, i will come again.. He is a Tourist!!!!!. He said that he will come back again OMG!!! lol.... Haix, so i punch out liao, walk around there and leave mac with guihua, samantha and sky.. Samantha always wan to give us free stuff to eat one le, always ask if i wan any more meal or desert. Then she write in her EMC.. So nice of her right?.. So we slowly scroll to Je and crapping, she on e way and saw CD stall, i told them that, dun let sky see those Cd stall, or not u gonna wait lol. So she really saw that stall and one CD cost only 7 dollar bah. We stop and wait for her, samantha and me point at our hand, a sign saying that,(what time liao)... Then we leave and sky suggested to go the pasa malen to walk, so we went there and we saw a stall, there is a couple of machine that u must put in 1 dollar and u can actually control a (so call robort hand, something like that la). Then u will press a bottom, (CATCH). Then the robort hand will go down and pick it up. IF u happen to get, u will get a pooh Bear =).. Then that samantha was like, ah ya, this kind of things bluff people money one la, she keep repeating and repeating, then the person who own the stuff is just right infront of us only lor... So sky played once and we left,then i told her how this actually worked. So we walk to a stall which actually sell ice cream, something like ice pop. They are make of different kinds of soft drinks de... So i pay for them lor, 80Cents each o nly bah.. Ask samantha if she wan, but she dun wan, so we walk and walk, a stall that sell quite alot of stuff bah.. Chicken wing, otah, pork sausges all this..Sky suggested that she wanted to buy, then samantha say, later in mrt, the smells come out and the people in mrt will be looking at u lol. So sky said that, i think better dun buy bah, so i brought 12 otah and guihua buy some pork sausges. Then we saw stuff buying some food too.. So samantha and i was like, i thought someone said that she dun wan to buy any food? lol.... Haix. So i just walk home lor, then going to bath time, suddenly hurt my left hand side the shoulder. Crap super pain, move abit will pain l iao.. Luckily not my right shoulder, or not i can't write, i must use left hand to write when i go to school tml lol.... Haix, ALright Finish liao..

Tml will BE KRISTINE BIRTHDAY.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ='(.. 15 Years old.. Sad case, getting older and older liao

Was going off to work and they ask me to do ballon crafting, so i stay at e storeroom and look at the book to learn how to make quite a number of thing liao bah, so i went to lobby and do some to the kids, i went to this family and they ask me if there is any charge, i say no. Then she straight away say NP, i wan some for my kids , diaox lol... Then do counter to Vs yenni, then i try to smile+ do all the stuff bah.. So when it is reaching 3.30, customer in and i can't punch out and rush to Bukit batok mac. Then suddenly saw sandy come liao, waiting for me, so i was *like rushing to serve all the customer lor, i do it dam fast.. Then no customer liao, faster go punch out and rush to Bb liao, but actually not rushing, i still scroll to the toliet and slowly walk to JE mrt with sandy+ her fren, then i got 2 miss call from mac, i called back and yenni said that no one call me, not even samantha, so where the hell the call come from?.. ghost? diao.... Then we go west mall to change first, then suddenly saw ke you in e toliet lolx.. So we talk awhile and go to BB mac liao, went in and no manager answer us -.-""!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. WTH!!!.. Then was like so pissed. All so Dao one.. THen sandy suddnely talk ab out the freezer stuff, she heard that sky say that samantha told her that the freezer got those kind of hunted stuff.. So we was told to do counter and fries. John was nice to let sandy choose what she wan, she choosen fries, but when she say. IF i do fries, i need to go into the freezer?.. alright fine, i think i better do counter.. So at first, it was rather slack and bored lor.. They just suck!.. Was like dam tired liao lor, didn't ate anything and Go SSC to work, didn't take the EMC and rush to BB, work till 9 then break -.-""... TOday back, the shop precious moment in west mall close liao. So can't buy anything, haix.. Too late li ao, kristine birthday on monday le lol....Goona wake up at 6+ and go church, then rush to mac to work l iao.. Crap. Hope i not going to do lobby becos of the big boss coming, and they just dun give me all this crap by saying, u can do a good job in lobby. So i wan u to show to the big boss. Crap man.

Haix... Stupid Ulcer grew on my gum, it started to absore lots of stuff and make it bigger and painful. It start on 5 day ago and it is still over at my gum on e 5th day... Haix.. Crap, my stupid index finger pain like hell .. Due to the training on thrusday, one person at e field without miss wang, just like an idiot standing under the hot sun....

So crap after seeing my science result, 22/44.. I didn't study at all, i forgotten more of the stuff liao, so i'm dam fair up and become so quiet sitting over there doing correction.... And regret training some of the stuff in gym make my whole body aching lor... Really Hate my Science Result!!!!!.....Tiao sin say i become more and more pai kia lol.... Then during math, i'm doing the worksheet that miss tan have given us ma, then i was stunk at some question, cos i have forgotten about (MODAL< MEDIAM AND MEAN)... So i actually stay back during recess and ask miss tan how to do lor, while other went to recess liao. So i was telling tiao sin, got pai kia even bother to question??? lol........ Went home afterschool and go gym at around 4.. We decided to go IMM to hunt for some present bah, so we take 334 to JE and dovan top up his Ez link card and he paid me 5 dollar while i help him pay by nets.. We went to IMm and there is renovation at the main entrance, then we must walk one big round and go in at the carpark entrance..... So we went to LONG JOHN SILVER to eat...... Suddenly turn quiet becos we started to eat liao ma..... So we actually went to hunt for present lol, i have alot of thing in my mind of buying what.. But end up so sleepy and didn't buying anything.. Only Helmi get to buy something bah.. Haix. Reach home and kena scolded by my mum for not telling her that i go gym and go imm after that.. Haix.. Eyez and body rather pain right now. Gonna rest liao, hope tml will be alright, or not can't go to work