Alright.

FUCK!!!!

Today so fuck man... suppose to work at 10 and i actually reach there 2 mins before 10. So i told yenni that, u dun need people now right?. She reply, (who say i dun nid people?).. Then i felt so hungry becos i rush here in a hurry and work liao le.. So i just don't care about her, i went to buy the 2 dollar SM+ ice milo, so total will be $2.25. She was outside and saw me buying it, then she say ( i got say i let u go and eat meh?. u seems to be bigger then me right?).. WTF lor.. But anyway, its my fault anyway... MY FAULT!!!!!!!!! FUCK........ I intended to quarrel with her after i have eaten and punch in if she keep saying the subject. So if i happen to talk back, i will end up scolding all the shit out from my mouth and just leave mac.. But she didn't, so i just punch in and do counter IC all the way till i break lor, customer in from 10 to 4 non stop, when i started to break, the customer still very in.

Alright, y can't people just considerate?.... I'M BUSY!!!!.. Guess what??.. Mac need poeple, west mall also need people. So y not?. Mac just let me work till around 4.30?. and i can work at west mall at 5.30?.. Y must they be so selfish?.. Mac need people, i will help them by working. But so do westmall need people?.. I can't be so irreponsible to just tell them, mac need people, i can't work today?...If i happen to help westmall, mac will be very angry right??.. So if i happen to help westmall, mac will also say, i also need poeple le. Just dun care about westmall la, just one day dun work only ma. But i the schedule already set liao, it is not like, erm. Like as if i didn't tell u that i got work at westmall at night right?. i DID tell u All right?... U think i bother to work?, they need peep, while i'm free, i just work and help them out right?.. Alot peep told me this, seems u find it so hard when u are working, y not just quit instead of having 2 jobs at a time?... O for goodness sake. Can't be bother.... Dun bother about my birthday, i just wanted to be alone.I might be giving u present, but dun give me.... My birthday still far away right?. What i have been doing now aday, work work work work work work work!!!> Early in the morning wake up to go work!!!.. I haven even done my hw!!!, but i just left some to complete. But i still have some revision to do, for the mid-year ma.. I might not be a person in ur mind that studies, i always can't be bother to study in front of u all right??. Cos i'm NT, i dun even know how to do any question from A math. Which i think i might be able to do some of the question. I only study basic science.

Wenting, she is only 19, and she is just waiting for her A level results, so she can go to NTU OR Dunno what U la.. So they talk about, how can we survice in Asia or China?.. As for them, they at least can score well in their English and Mt, as for me?.. Alright, dun say about score well, they can even score a just pass.. just pass. HOW about me??.. I can't even be good in that, or even a pass word, how can i leave by my own in e future?.. I was thinking of becoming Crewleader, but for what i'm thinking, u think yenni will let?. She will nv let a person with 2 jobs to become her crewleader, fine.. And i dun think i can become one. What i can do in mac is, all the lousy services, but fast. The fastest i can do. I always aim for the fast while working in mac, in order to make me feel that the time go very fast, instead of doing it slowly and so does the time goes slowly too?.. Alright.. I Dunno what to do, so i just follow my path that i'm doing now?.

I Didn't look down on myself.. I was wondering, u got saw me fa pi qi before?. Pls tell me, i just dun wan to fa pi qi, becos.. Lets say, if i fa pi qi, people will tend to say things about me, depending on what is happening la. So if u are angry?. and u went to work, for example, yenni not in a mood too, i didn't do a good job, she scolded me, and i actually stare at her? what will happen?.. Nvm, as for other things, i always dun talk back to those people who actually fa pi qi, i know they are angry, so i actually have some consideration. JUST dun care about them, even if they fa pi qi on me, i didn't do anything back to them.... So peep, pls be considerate.