God love us?

Love by bringing us to earth and let us suffer.
Or is he trying to test us? to decide whether we should go heaven, or hell?
Perheps i'm not the one that suffer, but those die of hunger and so on.

Everyday life is so boring(play, sleep,study,exercise,)
This few i'm having now, ifind it bored and un meaningful.

But if i'm not able to go poly, i'm gonna start my work life and it gonna be worse, that is the time is where i gonna stick to it, till i'm old and meet death.

Bored?

Probably something that dun make u bored in this world is to be wif ur love one.

Alright

Ytd training was quite tired, all was dying... 4 more training before our competition =).
Looking forward, but we fight agains the strong team for our first heat, dun wanna lose in the first round, we train even more harder next 4 day, if we lose, the only reason is that we are still not good. Even if we win, we know our standard alright?. Dun always think we are the only person that train hard, how about others?.

DB training just can't make my whole body ach, was thinking whether should i go chervon do self bodybuilding or go back dover and train wif them. probably becos i love to train alone and silently wif no one disturbing. Chervon is a nice place whereby there is not much noise and there are some freak over there. Of cos i dun have to wait for my turn as everybody will finish their set fast and it gonna be my turn, unless those public gym or sch gym wif some idiot thinking they are pros that do one exercise more than 10mins.

Tml gonna be sea training again, it gonna be early and i'm not sure whether we gonna get our paddle or not. Later last min the person send it back again, it gonna be hell man..

So much thing i wanna say
But i just gonna bare wif it. yawn...