Happy 2010 to everyone.

By right nothing to be happy about.

you are just counting down year by year for the judgement day..

The day u die and leave ur love's one.

People have all kinds of new year resolution.

So lets talk about mine.

Bench 140kg 6REP
Squat 140kg 6REP
Deadlift 160k 6REP
Biceps curl 100kg 2REP
Military press 100kg 6REP

Kinda impossible as i am not working hard enough, but wif constant training, i will be able to reach somewhere near =). NOthing much about new year resolution, just to wish the world peace.

Nothing much happen in my life.. Just wanna fucking finish NS and get the fuck out of that racist place. WE may be friend right now, but not when everyone of us ORD.
Guys tend to find their Life long buddy During their NS life. But i doubt so.

Anyway, just come back from counting down with LJKK.. PPl CLub, ppl pub, ppl bbq, ppl swimming, ppl chalet,ppl ktv, ppl movie, etc..

While we go out and take a scroll, have our dinner together, have our langaming together, have our movie together. Thats our weekly rountine. Unlike people with diferent groups of clubber friends.. It was a enjoyable one although i got FLU.

FUCK the 2009 and lets enjoy our 2010

Seriously nothing interesting to blog about atm..

I am just lazy

Fucking headach from sunday til today. I think tml is going to be the same, 4 days of pain already.

So if tml still pain..

MC DAY =).

Starting my practical for driving this friday already. And i just finish the fortlift course, hopefully it help some for my driving.

Zzzzzzzzzz



When u are different races. dun expect anything much.



u can't do things ur way, becos thats not ur skin.





If i am able to shut my ear as and when i like, i think that will be cool..



ORD 2011, wth?. how to tahan. CB.



Nth to do?. slp?. dunno y nid to serve this 1year 10mth, waste our 2 years.. Pay people high so that people will sign on la, then we wont have to serve 1 years 10mth.. Make me fucking old if i study finish.

Today go camp, go liao then enchik tell me to clear the off, like fuck.. But nvm angry also a while only no hard feeling..

Sunday go seahawk rowing, fucking shiok, so long nv row boat already. Luckily nv row distance and i started to try focusing on the stroke as in pulling of water..

Should i or should i not?.

Wah

A fren thatu wish to know if u are single..

My friend told me, his fren ask him to go club tgt wif his gf and then after that can fuck.
Because ur my gf is ur gf ma, and ur gf is my gf.. HOHO

Most of the pic are over here.

All the pic are rank accordingly.

LJKK la.. but u see dejian, u know he is insane and drunk

not again? he think he is on the titantic show

Birthday cutting cake. if i know i getting him a KEy figure cake

spilt image, that shows that his 21 years old soul is going into his body

MUHAHA. he can bend so low, u take out ur rig cage already right?

beside his head (the tree there, look like someone is watching over him)

Fucking, always kiss kiss.

Fuck, he dun wan give me the cake one sia.

not again, u see dejian face?. horny and drunk face.

This one, he call himself mao bao chao ren, now he call himself lobster. Dam kawaii

Our yan ge, future navy coast guard, let the dagger says the word

Infact, rebacca was the first one to received the cake, cake presentation. Cock idea.

No choice lo, have to act like shitting, kena force by all, if not kena beaten

Yan ge getting fitter, pok horny face, dejian thinks he is still in his lalaland

Bow to the bday boy

Thats all for the day =).

Happy birthday.

May ur wishes come true.

hoho. just come back from ecp for pok chuan bday.

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY POK GE. CAN SPECIAL ALREADY AH.

upload all the photo later when lisa and rebacca send =)

Zzzz

First time i wanted to row, but i got no chance to row? wth?.

Sat went down to 5men crew race wif a smile, hopping that i will be able to row with the person i want to..

But vicent dun even bother to put me down for any race, he send so many team, but non of them involved me in it.

dam sad?

What to do..

skip training..

waste of time, if not i would have go out with LJKK.

This Sat is ah pok bday..

Going BBq at ecp.

wanted to book the pit. but got no money to book..

Bloody hell, ask wenbin for 8 bucks so i can book that bbq pit, but he choose not to reply and transfer me reason being( i nv go out lei, where got atm)

FUck. i waited for like 1 week later then i book, he is trying to tell me he never go out for 1 week..

WTF..

Somehow i believe guy is like a beasts..

But i am not one although pokchuan,wenbin,dejian,jun yan says i am one.. But i believe i am not.

but just this somemore is a beasts which i think worse than me.. I already a beasts, that guy even more beasts man..

have a fun time ytd nitez..

dam sian sia, everytime no $$.. Dunno how i spend my money also.. Bill coming up for the month, anyone know how to money grow money?.

Issit by saving every single cent?. 10 cent 20 cent and make it grow like fuck?...

If i were the men, i would have done the same things too...

But everything..

depends...........

Currently i am watching a fire fighting drama=).

Burning flame...

PPl say guy is like a beasts, but i dun agree...

Do u think u sounds like one?

Report to the dance floor..

energetic..

THrusday got guard duty.....

Anyone got nothing better to do on this coming thrusday right. feel free to text me or call me okay =)..

I dun find FD4 nice, the previous one are much better than this.

HAhahaha.

I think i just miss db alot, the clique last time...... Be it last time the CW team. Be it seahawk.. Be it the alummni..

hahaha.

Gonna have fun wif LJKK when their exam is over...

I am quite free now...
But busy at the same time wif ns -.-.

Stupid guard duty

We are human

I understand the feeling of human..

So can't be blame..

I am no longer xxx-johnpig-xxx.blogspot.com ALREDY!!!..

Thats my link all the way since i start blogging..

Its time to change.

Normally people change when something around left.

Might be anyone, ur love one..

Life is camp is so boring.

But i do enjoy the freedom in camp, rather than go fire station..

Although i am the only chinese, but i thinking playing pokercard is the best thing to bond wif them...

I tink my life is gonna lost in gambling..

UNLUCKY...

I brought a itouch from my fren at 180.. Condition still ok ok..

Anyone canhelp wif the application??? =)

Now i realise what is brotherly love.

WHICH is my LJKK!!! HOHO..

DEJIAN/WENBIN/JUNYAN/AHPOK. This 4 person.

Well actually there is damein and joshua, but we hardly contact cos both of them are gay. MUHAHAH


Well..

If 4 of them aren't around, i think.......

I gonna emo like fuck and gonna be lonely..

CMON MAN LJKK..

DIscipline in my diet and so maybe i wil slim down, then maybe a little bit more good looking=) easy to chase girl....

HAha.. i think 10 years later i reallyt gonna be in church..

But well..

I still can't make myself step into the club.

My camp mate always jio me go club almost everyday.. But i reject. probably too shy to approach girls.

28th of nv 2008.. i started to ask her for a date..

7th def 2008... The day we started our relationship..

and 26th july 2009 12am... our break up....


It was a sudden break up,. I am just not preapre for it...

i am just a jerk

When she ask whether i wi ll regret before we started our relationship, i said no..

But now, i am the one who dissapoint her..

She always love me.. She is faithful to me.. She is understand...She is a good gf...

SHE HAVE ALWAYS BEEN A NICE GIRLFRIEND TO ME!!!!.

What she wan is love from me..

But ii have nv show it..

She wan me to say this 3 word, but i nv say it whole-hearted.

I think this is gonnna be the last time... I LOVE YOU..

I am sure i gonna miss u.............................

I nv thought that i would cry becos of this...

And she is still so strong..

what kind of guy am i?.

She buy breakfast for me, she make an effort to meet up, she cheer me whenever i am down, she know i am a boring guy, so she always be the one finding stuff to talk, she knows that i am poor, she offered money to me, she care for me..

She is just everything to me. i can't find a way out in my life now.... ITS all my FUCKING DECISION!!!!


FUCK YOU JOHN TAN KENG SIONG FUCK YOU..

YOU CHAO CHEEBYE.. YOU WILL NV HAVE A GOOD ENDING.. U CCB!!!!!!!.

I am back blogging..

I dun find a need to blog..

But seriously i really got nothing better to do now..


For your information.

HOHO.

I PASS OUT FROM FIRE FIGHTING COURSE.. HOHO. I AM A FIRE FIGHTER!!!!!!..

AND I WAS POSTED TO CDA..

But to my disapointment that i am not selected as a fire instrustor..

So i was posted to A UNIT call SSU(SERVICE SUPPORT UNIT).

ANd i freaking tell u..

My life there is dam SLACK.

SLEELP EAT SLEEP WORK SLEEP EAT GO HOME!!.

Well, i am no racist. But over at my unit, i am the only CHINESE!!!! FOR GOODNESS SAKE, HOW CAN I JOKE HOW CAN I TALK COCK WITH THEM TALKING MALAY among themselves..

How about me?

Poor me?

So if u are free.

Feel free to call me

SMS me

WHenever u are free from monday to friday 8-530!!!1 =)

HAHAHAHAHAHA THANK you..

I just enroll for my P3. Private driving licence. 19th august, my BTT =)

gOnna save all my money for driving licence, cannot anyhow spend money liao..

HRCT. FSA. IPPT. CAAB. BAPT. HEAT HUMIDTY. HIGHRISE FIRE.

FOR ALL THE TEST I CAN SCORE WELL =).

I am left wif flashover which is tml..

I am left wif 2 more weeks.

1 week of trainnig and 1 week of pop week.

HOHO!!!!!!..

But i am still stress for this coming week, becos on wednesday night, after our whole day of training. After dinner, we have to go for FIRE WAR. Each Rota will do one task, which is a very tiring task until midnight.

Then here comes my POP week which is on thrusday =-)=)=) =) =) =) =) =)=)=)+)+)+)+)+)+)+)+)+)+)+)+)+)+)+)+)+)+)+)+)+)+)+)+)+)+)+)+)+)+)+))++)+)+)+)+)+)+))++)+)+)+)+)+)+)+)+)+)+)+)+)+)+)+)+)+)+)

Life in there was fun when we are having fun..

Life in there is fuck up and kena fuck.

Life there is sad

Wonder whats the feeling is when i am booking in?.

The duration to camp is short, but that feeling is dam fuck up and stress and sad.. although the timing is short!!!!!!!!!!!

This week, everyday was ok, but thrusday was consider hell as i got my test...

Wear fire man suit, wif Breathing appertuas set.

4 man in a group and put the dummie on the sketcher and dummie weigh 100kg.

We nid to carry in on our shoulder and walk around the cda,roughly 700m.

My fren shoulder not as pain as they have a cusion protection, but i dun have.. walk finish 700m, come back and walk up 10th floor and walk down.

Walking is tiring enough already.

then come down and continue rolling hose in a very fucking tiried manner, then 4 of us sit down for 1 min wif a cups of water, shared amoung the 4 of us. then straight away put on our mask and go in into a suna room, 100 degree, went in.

each of us are ask to tie a knot that our sir ask us to tie turn by turn, and then he will tell us to carry the 8 jellybend to the location where he wan us to place it at..

I was out of my mind already, so i listen to my fren where i should put it at, i put 2 of it at a carry place, then later i carry another 2 to one location, one of my fren say is the wrong place, so i carry it back, thenanother say is wrong, so i carry it back to the location again, then my sir say is wrong, so i carry back and then he say is wrong again. FUCK!!!!!!!. THeen i carry it back, he said wrong again, i carry back half way, then he tell me is beside the door only..

I was like dam dulan inside and u know how hot or not?. u wearing the suit and do so many things before going into the suna, and then u go in still nid do this and that. When come out of that room, nid to wait for instrution of which item to take out from our body.

Next friday i have BAPT test, which is test how fast we wear our gear, BA set wif fire suit again. Then put on our facemask and start doing 4 station, first station was to pull 20 times of a machine that look like lats pull down. And then go climb a machine ladder up 16 floors, and then do some cycling at a pace and maintain it, and then breeaze walk at a speed where they wan for 3min.

Lastly, we have to go in the maze, go through all obstacle, and its full of darkness, we can only go through by touching... cant breath more than 210rpm.. Well. Wish me luck, life inside is fuck, thx.

Bye

booking in le

4 weeks over.


8 more weeks.


Weekly

I am

here

counting down..

Weather dun be so hot pls!!!!!. whatever shit training, pls have good weather.


This week i got myself 3 days of light duties =)..

Thats y this week pass so fast.

well...

Sometime i enjoy my life in there due to the fun and those normal training..

But when kena fuck, kena punish, hot weather, its seriously sux !!!

Alright. time to book in. Bye

Sian..

its another week of book in day...

3 weeks nia..

Hais..

gonna suffer on the 4ths week.

So far, ihaven slim down yet.

Sounds cool? the training like not tough?

Ya not tough, u can't afford to be tough.. Becos only by wearing the fire man suits, u'r already half dead..

Troublesome part is, nid to carry everythingback to brtc again. Maybe due to flu, everyone in cda have to move back to brtc that is where we belong at first. Over there the toilet is cleaner and the bunk is better.

But we have to go trainnig ground is further. Comfirm everytime late for training and kena punish like shit one lo.. bloody hell, what shit flu is it...

Wait for my return next week, hopefully guard duty on weekday and weekend will be save =)

Fuck.. going to book in soon already..

still got 11 weeks left.

My time is so precious

I got not enough rest.

But too much rest is not good..

Really i nid something for me to endure in this fucking fire fighter training course.

PLS GOD give me the power give me the str give me the mental!!!!!!!!!!

I miss everyone.. I miss my gf, i miss my family, i miss the pass what i did and everything..

NS is freaking no life..

I am so scare of fire fighter, weather is getting hotter now aday and i will be dam hot and might faint.. Most of my mate will be too..

Hais..

fire fighter

For the honour

go for it!!!

JOHN YOU CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!

Finally i am book out..

They said we are the lucky batch..

Tuesday go in, thrusday book out due to friday is good friday =)...

Life in there is kind of bored..

Fucking..

Went for fire fighter interview and was abit scare by it..

Haven even start interview, already kena pushup and run up run down like dog..


Seated quietly in the room and waiting for our turn to be called.

Guess what they interview?

FFS

Interview = Tell us stand at that line, do standboardjump, and then ask how many pull up can we do and ask whether we really interested?..

He tell me jump, i doesn't wan to jump far, so its was a little bit short.

then he ask how many pull up i can do? 10+?

And then..

Are u really interested?

I waslike, erm erm erm erm.. Ya?

Then he ask me tick my name..

When result was out.

Corp came to our bunk and called my name out, i was selected and time to pack all our stuff back home and bring it to CDA On monday when we book in..

Well..

At least i dun have to book in on sunday 730pm. I book in on monday 730am! =)

This is the last post i gonna post before i go NS...


ENLISTMENT DATE..

APRIL 7th 2009..

OMG?.

Lets see whats my feeling now..

HMM...


KInds of regret and abit of scary and wonder what my life will be like when i'm in there..

Will i be a better person?

Normally people hate NS..

Cos its a waste of 2 yrs for them..

so.....

I should copy them =)


FUCK U NS FUCK U FUCK U FUCK U FUck U FUCK U FUCK U FUCK U.. NS FUCKING.. Y NID SERVE?.. SO many pEOPLE SIGN ON ALREADY.. STILL WAN US GO SERVE NS!. WIF ATTACHMENT PAY!

Death...


I am the age of 18..

I am afraid of death..

Any1 not afraid?

Where will i go when i die?

I know i can't go heaven.

But i wish to go.

But one thing..

When u die, is ur soul still alive?

Are u still yourself?

Can u see ur soul flying out from ur body and see your family member all surronding u.

Praying hard, crying..

Or are there no soul??? u die means die already.. And thats it and the end of ur story?

Y do we have to be born and suffer?

Y are they human?

Y aren't they all in heaven?

If there is no soul..

I rather there is soul and enjoy my suffering in hell..

IF u were to die tml?

Do u find ur life meaningful?

You are leaving everyone...

Life and death.

Its just a matter of time.

Make full use of it..

Spend time wif ur love one's.

Family/gf/fren/neighbour/any1 that u know or someone which u may not know..

Dun be selfish just becos u dunno them..

One day they might be ur friend.....

If when i die...

I will have my soul still alive..

I think i wont be that afraid when i know i am dying.

7 / 1/ 2009

1

Happy 1st Mth =)

1

For the whole month

1

we met up for more than half of it?

1

We are not suppose to meet up de

1

But still

1

we find time for each other

1

Thank you for your love =)

1

I am not regret =)

1

Lets wait for

1

1

S

T

1

1

yEAR!!

1

Thank you for the present

I really like IT

HAPPY20th BDAY MY DEAR =)

Although i'm still 18.

Went cable car and sakea wif her =)

Spend the day wif her until her bday end.

so ya...

Guess wah?



U wonder someone can be so sleepy that when she talk..



I was asking dunon what question and she replied





WEDNESDAY is 6 dollar 1 KILO.. WTF?.. LOL LOL LOL



ITS WAS FUNNY

HELLO..

IS there really something to blog about?

k..

Went for LIANA BBQ ytd. Its was a enjoyable one.

Celebration for paul and LIANA bday in advance, both of them doesn't know that each other is planning, then up liana was in the tent waiting for paul to come back, she lighted up the candle and paul lighted up the candle after he come back in a rush.

paul walk to the tent there and dama came out, and both was surpise if i'm not wrong?

Sing bday song and after that was cake smashing, i kena con lo -.-".

BLOODY HELL

I manage to learn stakeboard.

thx to wang jie and for the ride there =)

Someone keep went missing..

Troubled me.

And then liana and me went to the jetty there and wait for sunrise, who knows that the sun is not out becos it seems like it is going to rain.

And we went home after that.

And gues wah?

ITS MY BELOOVED BELOVED BDAY!!!?!?!?!

HAPPY BIRHTDAY to you my LOVE =).

Although u are 20s, but i'm catching up =)