Fuck.. going to book in soon already..

still got 11 weeks left.

My time is so precious

I got not enough rest.

But too much rest is not good..

Really i nid something for me to endure in this fucking fire fighter training course.

PLS GOD give me the power give me the str give me the mental!!!!!!!!!!

I miss everyone.. I miss my gf, i miss my family, i miss the pass what i did and everything..

NS is freaking no life..

I am so scare of fire fighter, weather is getting hotter now aday and i will be dam hot and might faint.. Most of my mate will be too..

Hais..

fire fighter

For the honour

go for it!!!

JOHN YOU CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!