Gratitude

Sometime I realize drinking is just to chill. Not too much it's fine. Had panic attack for the whole dam week. But still I have to work, thanks to jasper whom volunteer  to send me home. Coz i just fall asleep while scrolling on my phone sitting down. Hopefully I can sleep properly today, I still miss her terribly. And I hope she is really happy with this one, hopefully this guy is not gonna betray her in anyway. It's matter of whether the guy want to betray or not. I choose  not to betray her because I love her.. But anyway one day when I pass away, I hope this blog can let those who care to see。thanks again jasper