Didn't pay my internet bill.. So i can't update that often, cos i'm stealing other peep wireless connection le.... Alright today..... I help YINI!!!... Take her bag for a while.. + i borrow her my hp battery for almost 2 hour le =).. And i switch off my hp for e 3rd time.. BEcos of hER!!!! loLX..... Singing lost to her becos i dun sing =).... Early in e morning.. plan to meet guo wei at 12.30 at je kimage there to cut hair. When we reach there, we find e outside noticed written, cut hair.. 32.50 -.-""... So we went to facial mas to cut, i always go there.... We cut over there and i like this guy, as in i like the way he cut e hair.. But i hate one auntie which cutted my hair for 3 times liao.. All just suck..... Nvm... We cut finish le, then i sms christy to come down from e library, early in e morning, i still haven leave my house.. Christy sms me and ask me go play pool wif her later. Becos no one pei her ma, just like me.... When i'm not working, i'm just lonely.. Not one to accompany.. Even E love one... So i called her down to meet outside the library, then we ask whether guo wei wanna follow us go kpool.. so he decided to follow us for a while and go to school liao.. He said that he must reach school by 3pm.. We book in e table and i play wif guo wei first, becos he need to go school ma.. So let him play first, played wif him. Then when he leave, he told us that he not going liao le.. he wan to go home just to find e information for his project which is he must pass up by today... So he told his teacher that he not going... So christy am i play, we started to bet on green tea (canned)... I lost her 2 canned le.. Xiaoqin called christy and christy bluff her that she is playing pool alone, so she ask xiaoqin to come and accompany her, then christy say.. John might be coming over to play pool wif me too..... But actually, i'm already playing pool wif her liao lor.. Lolx.... We play finsih already 3.35pm, went to the toilet at e second floor, waited for them for 10 min becos of christy.. Always go to toilet for so long, went to e second floor kopitiam to eat our breakfast+ lunch..... Eat finish l iao,go take newprint, take 2 time and spend a total of 16 dollar for 3 of us... went back to mac and i ride one of my bic go home while another bic i can't take home, becos wenjun which have go back to his NS took the key... So must wait until he come out lol.. Ride home and i sweat alot le, ride on e road.. Almost kena knock and u will see me lying at e hosipital bed...... Bath and meet up muliani at je to go clemeti party world together.. But when i reach there, she is actually meeting everyone lol... Or not i will be going to clemeti by myself... Reach there and went in to e mac to wait for peep. Then yenni come liao le, at first didn't talk to her... But after a while, talk wif her for a sentence then finish liao. She say, die liao la.. Still got 19 drinks haven serve us. then i say, what???. Still got 19? glasses of drinks?.. Yenni: ya lor.. LOlx Finish.... Today is our mac outing le, go to party world.. I go there not to sing one le, but to drink beer.. Drink some only la lol. Wanted to smoke too, but i think better not???... Be a social smoker and drinker???... 20+ peep over there le, finish liao... Dam hyper le, over there play play play, then that yini.... Eveyerone scare of her -,-"".. Whenever she wan to sit beside us, we will block the space.... For once, i'm only a little bit hyper.. For quite long liao, or should i say.. I nv play till mad before??.... So alot of peep go home liao le.. YINi went home eariler then me, is that winning me too"? lOl.....

Left, yenni,esther,guihua,lei siang,wei jun, iskasdar,yong sheng,gou wei,sky and me... Yenni went home alone while this group of us decided to eat our supper... But iskasdar go home liao.. Hang out at e coffeeshop for a while, then we decided to go to 7 eleven, but esther guihua take cab go home liao le... So we go 7 eleven to buy something to eat, then i pay for them le... Nvm, is a treat them...... Eat finish liao, weijun tell me that she actually study very hard for his O level.. But he didn't make it, but he go to higher nitech... He ask me to get 3 (1) in N level then go to sec 4 Na and follow by 5na, if u can't make it on sec 5..... Retake once more, if u still cannot. Then straight away go higher nitech le... bUT i told him, nothing interest me...

I realise that everybody sings very well becos they know how to read the chinese words.. But i can't..SUX

A few day ago only le, my mum talk about... Guys must be able to support their family and look after them and get a good edu and so girls will be coming towards u when u got $$$$... But for me??. Maybe i can't even support myself??. How to support e family? + i got no edu?.. So i might as well dun marry.. Make my wife suffer?.... What if my future jobs = sweeping and that pay is able to support myself.. But not a house??... time to sleep le, wake up early go school for training..

Haix.. Once again, wanted to quit mac.. Dam tired... Didn;t know that the trainig would be so tiring.... K.. Maybe becos i not enough sleep.. yesterday play dota around 12+ with helmi.. Then till 1+ christy called and ask if i got bic to borrow them, they need 2 of it.. So i waited for them till 2am.. They cycle below my house, so i went to pump the 2 bic for them then bring it down and saw chong yee, followed by evelyn then christy.. There are a total of 4 bic over there, but only got 3 person. So evelyn called wen jun and alex to come down too.... We cycle around for a while, and waited for them to come...... Alright and so and so.. I'm crapping again... I'm still not tired yet, wanted to cycle to west coast with them also, but i got track + work later on... So i went home and play the VOS, a new game i guess, but not online game .. If u wan i can send u... u might like it too... Sleep around 4 and wake up at 7... Bath and went to school le, bring my discus along.. Over there, was thinking i might be late liao.. But i remember that miss wang ask me 8am go there first and warm up first.. Luckily i got bring a cloth to wipe my discus becos the field is wet.. Therefore, 1 do my warm up by jogging and stretch.. Then i started doing my discus throwing up one.. Unsuccessful.. I saw mr yeo go into e PE room, ask him if he can open the pe room for me.. But he say, cannot.. Later the whole school bells rings, but actually, miss wang already told out 2 discus, she put it beside e PC... So mr yeo ask me to take that to train first lor.. Do my standing throw, all not success.. Becos the discus is slipper, i find it so weird, only a few person came to school becos of their parent coming to meet the teacher.. Only me, ME!!!. at e field there throw here throw there, somemore not enough rest, i still go for e training.. Nvm, then miss wang come at 9.. Ask me to take a drinks first and go to the basketball side.. Then i did a few standing throws and she say.. All not successful, so she teach me the 3 quater turn.. which is, what those peep do during olypmic.. Spin spin then throw... I learn that liao le.. MUHAHAHAHA.. Siao -.-"".... When the training going to end, i felt very tired + gonna faint like that.. Cos i'm dam hungry..!!!... Reach home at 11.11am and eat my 2 prata but before that, went to bath first.. eat finish liao, intend to take a nap till 11.45 then wake up and off to work liao. But i really dam tired, so i dun care liao, wantedd to sleep till 1 then go work, say that i tok i work at 1.30?. But then, when i 1 oclock hear the alarm rangs, i felt dam tired.. So i decided, not to go..... Ys called at 4+ and ask where am i, y nv go to work.. Then later ask him check schedule for me, then i heard yenni ask ys.. Who is that, ys reply. John.. Yenni say, let me talk to him.. She answered and ask y i nv go.. Actually i was thinking, hang up e phone.. COWARD???.. So i answer and keep giving excuse.. Then she say, go see doctor la.. But i dun wan to, so she ask me to work tml.. So whats my plan now??.. Might leave mac after june.. Or during june bah.... Can't sleep at night, dunno y!!!!.. I can't stand been lonely at times.. When i'm alone, i felt boring.. Nothing better to do in my life... Haix

Pic taken.. during class bbq on friday

Quite Dulan.. But still i'm here.. Too bored till can't sleep.

For all the top 8 position for Shotput, discus and javelin..

Shotput:1st.14.39. 8th 10.60
Discus: 1st 43.95. 8th 32.29
Javelin: 1st 50.22. 8th 38.83

Alright, all based on last year result.. As for shotput and discus.. The 1st position. Is the same person.. Damit.. They train for at least 2 years.. But i got no experience in nation before + not enough training one lor.... Javelin is totally no hope, go there only waste my time.. I can't even get 8th position.. For shotput, i can get to 8th position easily, but i'm aiming for 13... Discus, i can get in too.. If i get my speed + accleration... Need more training i guess...... Samantha called and told me that she w ill be putting me work everyday le..

THen schedule for next week out liao.... I will be working every single day!!!. Work after trainnig.... Sian liao.. But hopefully... Trainings makes prefect right??. So what if they train for 2 years + while i onlly a month?.. or 2..... I dun wan to be like novemenber and december.. I will not have much fun, but only have fun after work which make me quarrel with my mum everyday.. But, i just can't be bother, becos staying there after work is important for me... Recently, i'm just been so mean man.... I get piss off easily.. When i get piss, all my vulgarities just come out from my mouth..... Don't cling on my past......

I get my result liao le... even through for e lvl position i get 5th/73... But i'm still not happ y wif it. Only get 407/600?.. EH wth... I told mr tan that i didn't tell my mum to go for e parent meeting on friday, becos i dun wan to waste their time + ask them come for what??.. So he bo bian, he gave me the printout of my result slips... The remark there, he putted.. John have make a effort to study.. Then i was like.. LOL!!. INfront of him, then i say..Actually, i didn't even study for it.. So he was like, mai hao lian........ So he promise to give me my report book when e school reopen, so tml i will not be going to school........

Got training after school at e field. Do discus today.... Miss wang haven started her physical trainnig yet..... Went home after that and buy lunch for my brother.. Eat finish, sleep from 5 to 6.. My mother keep calling and ask me go church liao... So i quarrel wif my bro and sis.. But in e end, went to church.. Dam tired lor... Didn't got e mood to attend the mass.. I'm cursing and swearing.... Alright dam BORED.. THen went to coffeshop shop after e mass and eat dinner wif my auntiel. But my bro and i didn't eat.. We only drinks, so we went home and watch e 9 o block show.. Then go and run our 4.8km again... But even if we dun eat, we can't slim down =)... My bro is already slim, only me ='(.. But nvm, i dun bother.. i nv eat becos i'm not hungry... Nvm.. Tml gonna go to work liao, wanted to cut my hair.. But got no time to go le..!!!... MAybe tml??.. After work at 9?

Realise i hate PLD/PAW LIAN DE ALOT!!!... He just sux to e core again..Hate him, didn't talk to him for long liao.. Even block him in msn... Alright alright.. Yesterday night went to run around the whole toh guan or half toh guan to the JTC there.. Got run past ssc... Then 1 Big U turn to IMM there, then my house... Wif my bro. He is going for his ns soon, so he gonna train for his ippt....... Went home and didn't sleep. Early in e morning then sleep.. Then during midnight, dovan called me and i answer his phone, no one answer and i hang up the phone.. He called again, i just off my hp lol.. Ever seens i buy this hp"??.. I off once or twices nia.... There will always be battery =)..... Sleep till 1.30. Woke up and go online to see yini blog.. But she haven change blogskins le.. Yay!!! i Won.. LOlx... Y i POn sch??. First thing, no lesson. Even if i go? just to entertain mr tan to show him that i at least bother to go to school.. If there is no lesson??. U call that school?.. lol.. Go school just for study. But i will not anyhow pon school one, if i know that day no lesson.. Not going to school.. 10+ am, Already in my sweet dreams... MR tan called my house and aSk me.. Wei, john ar.. Y today nv come to school?. Dun tell me u r sick... Me: no la, is that i dun wanan go to school..Got no lesson and so little people go to sch one.. Mr tan: u are so honest.. But he saiid it in chinese.. My hua yin pi yi sux... So i didn't type it out.. He told me to go to school tml, becos he got alot thing ask me to do as a monitor =)..lol..... THen tml take report book liao...


Went to work and blah blah blah... Only busy for 2 hours??.. The rest of e time= slack lol.. At counter there play, then the stupid kavita keep singing.. The sunday john, the sunday john.. Lolx.... Then i was like, use the D bag to cover his head... Then she hide her head, then keep shaking her backside... So i went for break after muliani.. It was around 6.45.. Then ipunch in and help kitchen till 9.. At kitchen, i do whatever ilike lol... Switch on my hp and blast out the songs.... Punch out and walk wif muliani and esther.. Stop esther at mrt there and walk wif muliani to e busstop.. Then bye bue =).. LOlx.... One thing muliani like to say.... Cheebye... Ur problem la.. lOlx.. The way she say, very funny de.... Reach home, heard from peijun a very irritating person i guess. Sry for been bastard.... She said that, the class o uting for movie cancelled.. So friday there will be BBQ.. If outing, maybe i will go.. But in schooll. WTF???. Then i told her, wtf? in school?. Guess what she say?. What is wtf???. Wtf stand for what the F.. Then she say i scold her?... ThenFine lor.. Lolx... So i guess?. Tml go school, sleep sleep sleep. take report book.. Then after school go track and field.. Then friday, parent meeting.. Ownself go and return the report book.. Then go home... Then off to work liao.... Alright, thats all..

Got nothing better to do, can;t sleep.. So i change my blogskins =)..

Hmm, didn't go to school today.. Quite alot of days liao, + tml not going too.. Going back this thrusday..... Went to work as per normal..Punch in at 3.30, punch out at 8.. WOrk so short, still go work for what?? Lolx... Waste my time, Rezal told me that there will be a mac outing.. But if there is a mac outing, mac close on that day? lol.. Then he tell me that there will be attact crew and manager lor.. What if the outing is chalet?. 3 day 2 night all attact crew? lol.. Cut short my post liao. Got complain =).. Helmi wanted to change his hairstyles le, so he wanna drag dovan along, but dovan juz cuts his hair not long ago.. So he gonna drag me along le.. But depends, see whether i got e time or not first bah.. But i know that i might change hairstyle'?? lol.. See how first bah, perherps just cut thinner or layer?.....

What will u do to this guy if he save you from an attack from the shark??. You go wif a group of tourist, and u happen to jump into the sea and you will curious what is under there.. So u decided to jump down with a group of tourist while the guy u r wif are afraid to jump into the sea.. Becos he can't really swim or he is afraid.. But for example, not shark.. But the group of u, something keep pulling the group of u down.. And u are stunk, shark started to attack the tourists surronding u becos u are lucky.. So u are in e centre.. But this guy, he happen to jump down and save u??... He bring u up of the boat and he got his leg bite off by one of shark... What will u do??. Be wif him for e rest of the life??. But even if his leg nv kena bite off... U will LOve him right??.. Thats part of true love??.. No matter what, u will save ur love one... Even if she got bullied by a group of peep.. And u got no backup?. U r alone??.. Will u leave her alone there becos u know that the group of peep will not do anything rough to her?/Cos u r afraid that u wi ll kena beaten up?..

But no matter what, as long as u love her.. U will save her de right?.. U nv try, how u know u will lose?.....

Can't sleep till i Ton yesterday...

What a bad boi i'm?.. POn school again u know??.... But this time, my parent dunno about it.... Becos e whole night, i can't sleep?... So i ton till morning and went to school.. And i decided to pon.. So i sms audrey as she need to borrow shoe bag from me ma.. So i wear my uniform on liao, went to school and meet her outside the school gates.. At that moment, so many peep saw me lor.. But i nv go to school lol... Then from far, i saw audrey, jerry/terry? + xueqi waited for me at the gate over there... Then terry/jerry saw me and ask me to go school lol.. Then audrey was like, dun dun. Then i just walk to bustop there.. But then, walk till e busstop liao, saw jessica.. Then while walking to e busstop, aisha walk pass me and hafreez... But we didn't say hi to each other, just walk past just like we dunno each other.... But actually, i take cab to school u know??.. Or not i might be late liao....

So i saw jesscia and actually say. Erm hi..Then she tell me that her fren not going MOS, but going on 15 june.. Was thinking should i go??.. Might make myself drunk lol.. But i dun have to go there to get drunk. But at home, but one thing.. can't i wait until 18? then go clubbing?. With no fear?... Then i sms ys, when i reach his house there.. But i guess he is sleeping, or not iw ill be having breakfast with him.. So i walk to the busstop and take 98 go home.. But i know that alot peeep saw me.. But nvm.. Went home, no one at home.. Sleep then 10 + ys reply me his msg.. But too sleepy liao, didn't reply.. THen 12 tiaosin called me while he is in school lol... THen ask me wake up pee..... Then fi nsih e call. Went back to sleep till 2+ to 3.. Go msn ask helmi dovan and ys wanan go jp watch poseidon... Then ys and dovan not enough $$$. So i request borrowing them money first.. So we meet there at 4.. I knew that ys will go to the jp posb there.. BEcos he wanted to withdraw money while i waited for him without knowing that he sms me that wait for him at the posb there... Cos i on e phone.. Then i chat at the staircase there.. Then saw him, ask him go in withdraw.. BUt the quene is dam long. I hang up my phone and ask him how much he need lol.. LIke loan shark.. Then borrowed only 20 bah. Called dovan ask him how much he need.. But his father gave him 50 bucks -.-"". Crap.. So good de.. He sometime one day take 20 bucks de lor.... Then we meet up and i told them that i dam hungry liao lor.. Faster go eat, becos i didn't eat dinner yesterday + i ton without sleeping + i sleep during breakfast time..... Go buy ticket first, then i was like.. 7 bucks only ar?


LOL!!!.... THen went to the basement, eat banquet.. Buy sweet and sour chicken meal.. Then when i eat finish, i'm still hungry, i know i eat dam fast.. Not even 5 min.. Then go buy takoyaki(oct and prawn de..).. End up finish eating. Still got e feeling that something is inside my stomach bitting my fresh lol.... But the takoyaki not nice de.. Went up to 3rd floor, before going to the cinema.. Dovan decided to buy cheese hotdog at the stall tamago at the so call coffeshop.. Becos he say is cheaper ma.. THen ys buy takoyaki just now and put it inside his bag, he smuggle it into the cinema.... 1 cheeses hotdog cos him 1.50.. But when he reach the cinema.. But at first, i ask him how much is the cheeses hotdog?. He said 1.50.. And he say it is cheaper.. SO i tok he say 2 cheeese hotdog for 1.50 thats y it is cheaper. But when we reach cinema there.. HE saw, 2 cheeses hotdog for 2 bucks.. Lolx.. So i buy 2 cheeses hotdog and dovan too.. + 2 large ILD.. ONe for dovan, one for me and ys.... Alright.. About cinema.. Which movie i watched, i feel dam cold de... [THE DAY AFTER TML] LAst but no less.. [Narnia].. Then when we went in the cinema.. We waited to seat at the side, becos we can put our leg infront, just like what we did when we watch M I 3... But the room is dam small lor.. No wonder only 7 bucks. Lolx.. Then one whole day.. I'm the one who crap alot... JOKER!!! lol.... Cos i'm alright liao.... Even if i'm not in e mood, i will still crap as per normal.... While watching, dovan went to toilet 2 times.. But he go dam fast one lor. Cos he run to the toilet and run back.. Then i tell ys, thats what dog is.. LOlx.. JK JK... Then dovan say he wanan go again.. I told him to pee at e back, becos we sit at the last row.. Then i
suggested another way, seens u drink ILT. THe colour is the same?. The taste might be the same too.. Y not pee inside? lOl... Then i forget what crap i say which make ys laugh like siao lol...


Today i saw yiu leung.. A very handsome guy i guess..... But he always study, thats y he go to SJI.. How i get to k now him???. Ever seens pri 2, we always go to our playground to play hide and seek, catching.. blind mice.... When he is pri 3.l.. He transfer to my school, ST ANTHONY!!!.... The first day he came.. + he happen to be at the same class as me le.. 3/3.. Then the only person he know is me.. But guess what i did?. I didn't bring him around the school lor, i can't even bother to talk with him... How bad am i ???....... But overall.. Get get into EM1 stream while i go to EM2.. BUt still, i failed my PSLE.. but nvm, what i have been wondering right now, have he been enjoying himself studying???.. But anyway, bright future for him=).. For me?. bright too , unless mircles happen..

DUn feel like blogging.. But i promise yini]liao le.. Must let her read LOng long De POst =).. Here am i blogging.. About yesterday.. I suppose that i wrote finish e blog liao, but i accidentally deleted it.. While yini com suddenly Kena reboot... Went to work yesterday at 1.. Punch in and was ask to take over all counter crew for break.. Thats that i hate lor, i hate it when taking over counter crew for break.. Must take over 5 peep le, then go to 5 different counter.. And when i take over the 5 of them. If the cusotmer is in. I can't go for break le.... Take over all e crew then i forget what i do liao.. But i remenber, i help yini take 9 corn cup cap... 9 lE =).. + today 4 da corn.... Then one whole day, i was like... Trying to help her + she also wanna help me.. BUt we stop each other from helping each other... Then one thing, When i just punch in.. Shufen do transiction, so she was like.. John, u are welcome by girls =).. But erm, becos since i punch in today.. I have been playing wif girls..Which include aunties.. Then she say, i'm flirting =)>.... If i nv flirt, My life. I got nothing better to do?.. LOlx.. JK.. Anyway, is that.. I'm so popular =)... DIao.... I mean, flirt=?.. Talk to girls?.. Or play around?.. As in, as a fren?. I can't talk with them?.. Thats is call flirt when i talk wif my Fren? LOLX... Yini they all went to kpool first.. But then i later abit then punch out ma.. So sky, me sandy and alicia went to je... They went to coffeshop there to eat while i went up to kpool and find them.. But i walk one room, didn't saw them.. Then went to coffeeshop to find sky,sandy+ alicia.. Then i sms yini, ask her where are them.. So they at 7.11... Then i wanted for their reply.. Christy called me and ask me where am i?.. She spoke very loud lor.. Then i tok she angry, then i told her that i will go and find them... Then before i hang up the phone, i got a second call.. From yi ni.. Then i was like? huh?.. ANswer the call. Me:Hello?..Yini:John where r u: Me:Then i was like, u not with christy meh?.. How come she called me and then now u call me again... Then i was wondering.. Chirsty called me without telling yini. So that yini will call me too =).... haha.. Then went to pool liao. So i P.S Sandy,sky+ alicia...... Over there.. Having a fun day,... With yini,christy,evelyn+ qiaoting.alex... But qiao ting and alex go home after a while.. Then only left me yini christy and evelyn.. We play and play. I o nly remember that, i win yini one time =)!!!.. But i can't remember that i lost to her.. Lolx. U can read her blog, then u know how many rounds i lost to her liao.. Then my dad keep calling me.. THen i was like, i going home liao la..... Guess what they say?. Help me buy something, i wanted to eat something.. So i was like, wait for me for what?... Ownself go and buy la seens u are hungry.... THen i reach home at around 12 below my house... And therefore, yini take cab home just to blog faster then me =).. LOlxx... Then evelyn and christy dunno go where... Then i walk home.. Below my house, called them that the stall is close.. Then i buy fishball mee for them. Went out and my dad entertain me.. Y everytime play pool until so late?.. Then i keep quiet, then i shouted to my mum room.. Tok u wanna eat, and yet u sleep?.. Then my dad say, u so late then come back.. She sleepy liao.. Then i reply:.. Seens u wanna eat, y not just ownself go down and buy and dun wait for me to buy???... Dam dulan, but i still sleep.... Today then.. Must be more details =).. Wake up at 10+ then rush to church for the cat class or whatever la.. Meeting over there.... Go there, then didn't saw anyone.. Dunno where they go lor.. Becos i'm late.. I even take cab go down.. My mother nag nag nag me.. Gave me 5 dollar and ask me take cab go down.. Then i take cab ther and just went in the mass. Meet my cousin and saw him first time styling his hair.. =).. NIce.. Handsome... cos i know i ugly =).. Then we went in e mass.. Dam angry when i on e way to church.. Was like, dun confirmation la.... Then my mum say, u study in cat class for so long just for this day.. But what if i dun wan to?.. No point right..... Not i dun wan to, but i'm lazy.... Then after mass, i find around the whole chruch with my cousin, we just can't find the class. Then he went back home while i take 178 go SSC.. Over there, reach liao. Saw Zi Wei in the bus sleeping, but didn't wake him up becos i reach ssc liao. Went in and punch in at 12.30.. Yenni was like, faster la. john... Jiu Me ar.. Lolx... THen when i punch in, customer low =)... Was ask to do kitchen , then yenni ask me do mc chick side with wen jie.. Becos he very blur. Becos he didn't learn mc chick side before!!!!. But after me, guiding him today..he is better and more faster then benjamin... Which i train benjamin... But at first, wen jie also very blur de.. Then later customer low liao, take over gou wei at grill side, then gou wei take over ys becos yenni saw ys is more hungry.. Then i say, u r the worm in ys stomach?. How come u know he is hungier.. lol.... Then.. Do grill till i break and when i come back.. I still do grill until 6.30.. Rezal ask me go counter.. But i told him. CAN.. But can i punch out at 8? Rezal: cannot, 8.30.. ME: 8 can? if 8+ abit, no customer i go k?.. Rezal: Actually he got no ch oice but to accept it, Or not iw ill not be going to counter lol... Then over there do counter till 7.30 and went in kitchen liao.. Cos kitchen down product.. Then alone in kitchen so sian.. auntie sharon started to do closing stuff liao.. Auntie bee koon also, then i alone in e kitchen.. So dam sian one lor.. Then over there eat the waste =). While dinie waiting for me to punch out.. Then when i punch out, went to toilet and went back mac chat abit.. Then went to pool liao.. Cos yini and christy give me a miss call.. Sms them and told them that i'm coming liao.. Reach there and saw, kyou,ken(yini Baby)..over there.. Peep who played.. (Dinie,yini,qiaoting,christy,ken,kyou,weijun,evelyn+ lei siang)... Didn't play with evelyn qiaoting christy and kou today.... YINI know that i will blog this.. Dragon BALL!!!.. lolx. 7 long zu..... But she won in the end..... I remenber the part yesterday at kpool, yini do one stun... She did something to her leg. LOLX... Then i keep laughing at her.. =\..... Then we went home early today.. 10+ =)... Went home and walk to e main entrance there.. Saw kristine.. Erm. Didn't even say *HI*.. Then i was like.. Standing over there. Saw gou wei sky and sandy over there... Then christy say, erm.. Intro pls.. Then i over there.. Diao.. Walk off.. Then waited outsidde for them. Actually wanted to leave liao, then sean came and we chat for awhile. Then yini and qiaoting did one thing.. Each of them pull my hand.. Left hand, yini. Right hand qiao ting... Luckily my hand nv kena pull out.. Lolx.... So we walk to mrt station there.. Sandy,sky,gou wei, kyou and weijun left us..Qiaoting and lei siang take cab go home.. Then dinie me christy + evelyn. Go 99 bus stop there... But before that, went to buy a drink and we talk about christy ex... Then over there suaning her =).... Walk to 99 bus stop there chat chat, then single deck 99 come liao.. They dun wan to take.. Then waited a while. 99 double deck came le.. They keep asking me to go home lol, cos tml i got school ma... Then i over there doing nothing, while they keep staring and me.. But i didn't look over there, so they went up to e bus and go liao.. I suppose i will read home very early de.. But i went else where and i reach home quite late liao.. Reach home and wanted to go down for a jog... Becos, erm... Then my mum shouted. Everyday so late come back and now already 11+ liao, and u still wanan go down run?. NO WAY MAN!!!.. So crap, i went into the bathroom and bath. First time bath dam LOng. Can't imaging what i did inside.. Cos i ibath for liek 30 min........ Tml morning onwards.. Not going into my mum room and say BYE bye, i leaving liao.. Not even going to take pocket money.. Even through, my wallet is empty.. After play pool.. Really empty lor... Tml go school sure eat nothing one.. + yesterdat night didn't eat dinner and today.. Maybe i forgotten to eat dinner le... But now abit hungry, later sleep and everything will be alright...

Haix.. SRy la.. Tml then update lol.. Cos i update .. Then accidentally delete -.-"".. Nvm. NITEZZZ>>>> YINI!!!! lolXXX...

Work 12 hour..

I suppose to be working from 9am to 7pm.. But they extended me to 9pm.... Haix.. dunnno should i say tired or what.... Actually is becos they no peep then extend me.. Or not u think yenni will allow them to extend me?.... Dam tired when i wake up.. Eat one slice of bread and went to work and break at 2.03 if i'm not wrong..... Alright, about what i did today..

Punch in and the customer was in.. Punch in and yenni say, today u very important le.(oH Only today??? Wtf)... Go arrange the storeroom, but firstly. The freezer first.. Went in and is dam cold lor, but can't be bother.. Just wanted to do everything finish and fast. Do finish at 10+.. WHile auntie ah hoi help me to arrange storeroom.. Then yenni ask me to help kitchen to take care of all e large order.. Got 4 large order.. but i make 83 filet first.... Then this auntie call wang wah i guess??. Or dunno what wah de.. Came.. I think i remember her. I went to jec filet nsrs.,. She tired to help me..... But didn't talk to her.. Very busy le.. Then was crapping with auntie jamilah..Even if she isn't in a mood.. She will still smile smile smile =).. NO matter what happen!!!.. + she say, only john understand me..? .. Me le? lol.... Then later auntie ah hoi was like.. I dunno auntie ah hoi would talk to me so much?.. Maaybe she is boring + she saw the way auntie jamliah and i is so close =).. I ask which school auntie jamilah daughter is in.. She is in hong kah this year and is sec 1. And she ask me to tell her daughter school.. (hey.. I'm ur mother fren le.. As in fren? lol.. How old am i..).. But fren doesn't counts by age..... then later talk wif auntie zainah.. Haha....

After e large order thing.. Make me dam angry while doing filet.. Then i push the bun tray into the steamer dam hard.. Most of e bun are stunk inside the steamer....... when there are alot customer and not enough crew in e kitchen.. i felt so dam tired. But when there is no customer.. I'm waiting for customer 'in' lol..... Something about arranging storeroom.. So long nv arrange liao. .Come back to arrange.. I use the thing to cut the box.. Then i press to hard on my finger and it just cuts..... Quite deep.. Keep bleeding.. Then quite pain when i haven put plaster on.. Cos i'm packing stuff and carrying thing ma... But didn't care much, customer in le.... Alright..

Auntie zainah came back from police post becos her son.. Haix.. But is a urine test. They ask auntie zainah go back to write one statement.. Then auntie zainah work spliit..... Gonna work tml??.. luckily at 1pm =).. Lol.. + l uckily miss wang not f ree tml. Change e trainnig to monday..

There is once.. I work like hell.. There is once.. I Deeply in love.. There is once..i Trani very hard.. Didn't study.. Slack.. Changes.. All becos of 1 thing i guess?...

Today, suppose to go school.. Went there and slack whole day... No lesson one lor.. So might as well dun go school tml.. I already plan liao, so tml i will be working at 9..... Y must i piang so hard?.... Duno la. lOL!!.... I very kPO.. So i went to yini blog and saw she post, she wanted to be like me... Be like me for what???.. lol!!.... Btw, i will not cry for anyone..... But, actually..... erm..

My chinese result, 29/50?.. Oh crap.. N level = fail.. Today = whole day sleep also.. Nothing better to do, only about 20/40 in our class turn up today?.. + tml more peep not going.. 10+?.. LOl... God liao, my english also score badly.. 76/140...... Today before i go back, our last period was english.. Mr said always wake us up whenever we sleep.. But today he didn't wake me up lol... Cos simon sit beside me.. Then he sleep, and so i do.. Then mr said always wake him up only lol.. THen ys was like, john so heng one, everytime sleep.. Teacher nv wake me up one.. Cos, they dun even bother me... Get it??.. Hopeless.... + today got gromming check.. Luckily, mr tan nv do anything + he nv ask for a nyone MC.. Including me, he know that no one will give him de...... Becos all of us isn't sick!!!...... So i felt sleepy but i got work at 3 becos yenni called me last night to ask whether i can work or not.. But i remember, i tok i said i dun wan help her???. And yet??.. Oh man!!! -.-"... + the pay on may 15th only 60+ -.-"".. Tml i work again le.. This time round, actually got this 3 new crew.. Introuduces by sky, but they last min say they tml cannot work.. Actually yenni wanted me to train them one le... BUt then, he rule my plan... Then yenni ask me to come early to arrange storeroom. But i told her that i very sleepy one le, even if i sleep early everyday.. I go to school, i sure sleep one... But then i got no choice, but to work 9 tml.. to 7!!!!. First time she give me OT... As in, put in the schedule right, maximum is 8 hour.. But she put 10 hour.. . Nvm.. So gonna wake up early?...

I'm getting more and more irritating.. Lame.. Cold..Feeling, funny funny de.... So yini. Still wan to be like me??... Lolz..

Holiday plan.. Tuesday thrusday sat.. track and field.. till 12 then go work till night.. monday, wed,friday.. Sunday.. one of the day rest and go to gym.. Then work e whole day... Might be tired.. But whenever i got e time, i will work + go gym.... Wanted to pon school after seeing my result.. Dam suck.... Dun feel like studying liao.. Like holigans outside.. Everyday play pool.. Play acarde.. got nothign to do.. Cycle aroundd... Putting radio behind and blast it loud.....

Not Gonna STUDY!!!!!.. Mrs chong wanted to give us remidial during june holiday.. But she didn't call me, becos she know that my math is good.. But from 90+ drop to 72??.. O crap..... give up soon?.. Dunno.. Whatever..

Just come back from gym.. Felt rather suck???.. Didn't go work on sunday which is azeanni last day.. But yet i didn't turn up, she even tell me to turn up on sunday the day before.. But still, i didn't turn up... Alright, i remember when i just come in, which is 28th may 2005... I always do lobby, becos i do stuff very slow + i dun know alot of thing... So siew mei and henry always ask me to do lobby, everytime i tell them i punch in.. They will straight away say, lobby.. Which make me dulan... But after some time, azeanni come and ask me, y am i keep doing lobby?.. So she assign me to different station.. Always help me de, but then.. Whenever she ask me to do lobby, i dun feel anything bah... Not like how the way siew mei and henry treat me...... Y i didn't turn up??!!!!!... But too bad i guess??.. Feeling not right, i close all the windows very fast and get ready to go gym liao... There is something in my mind which can't make me train alot in e gym... Intended to do alot of stuff before i go there, but the moment i reach there.. Felt dam tired..

POn school today, but at home also nothing better to do.. Then we Ps helmi in school alone, ys me dovan all nv go school...

Then i watch this show.. Is about this four frens.. A B C D.. A is the most brave one, B=Act brave, C= Talk big. D= always kena bully by abcd, always need backup from abc to become brave.. So this story is about, They become swore brother and the next day, they went to school and walk together outside the classrom corridor.. They act dao and act gangster, then 4 of them walk together, they can actually block the whole corridor. So they went to the toilet and saw one guy and they some song like ahem.. Then that guy felt scare, so he walk out.... Then the ABCD was like laughing and say.. Team work is the power/strength.... So while they are fooling around at the corrdior, there is this 2 guy keep staring at them... So the ABCD follow them to the park becos they tok that 4 person can win this 2 guy?.. But when they reach there and abcd said. We got 4 guy, more peep bao less peep.. So the 2 guy say, o really?.. Then one of e guy whisper and all of his dude all come out from different direction and gather them into e middle... So now, abcd got lesser peep.. So A ask what they wan now?.. They wanted to whack A, so all their dude block BCD from helping him.. While A keep stareing at BCD, was abit regret that y he wan to swore bro wif them?... So what if they got m ore peep?... BCD also must help one ma, but they didn't.. D even run away... So A got no choice but to turn up to this Big gang leader and seek him for help....

Alright, for me?.. Even if i kena beaten up.... Solo enough lol.. Die means die, win means win... So i heard from simon they all say about hai kin peep at JEC.. Always at acarde there one + pool.... I guess they will not do anyhting to girls one right??.. better not..

Sigh

Yesterday which is monday, our school marking day, so dun have to go to school... A dam boring day.. Went to school at 8.30 for track and field, only done shotput.. From far away, i saw miss wang with one girl at the far end of e field, so i faster go to the toilet and change.. Reach there and the girl is sec 2 if i'm not wrong. Miss wang wanted both of us to correct each other mistake, so that when she is not around, we are able to tell each other where is our mistake... She told us that when the holiday starts, our training will be on tuesday, thrusday and saturday... Thats what she did in her secondary life too, but on monday wednesday and friday, he go for volleyball training.... I even wanted to go for chalet + alot other stuff, but got training le... How to go, + i even wanted to go other place to work, but got no other choice. Must work mac, or not the whole holiday no $$$...... Went home after that and take a nap. Then meet xueqi go jp buy present.. Went there and meet her at around 1+.. Then leave there at 2+ and went home, ask helmi if he wanted to go kpool wif me nia. actually i plan to watch poseidon wif ys helmi and dovan.. ,but dovan wanted to play maple while ys not enough $$.. Then i waited for helmi to go play pool wif me.. So i decided to sleep first, but i lie on e bed for quite long liao, but i still can't sleep.. From 3 sharp, listening to music + day-dreaming till 5+.... Then my mother back liao, she was asking, y i haven go out?.. Haix, waited for helmi for so dam long lor. Then we reach kpool at 7.30.. Started to play till 9.20 i guess.. PLayed 8 round only, becos we play very slow in the first few game.. So we played 8 games.. The score is =).. I 7 : 1 =).... Went home after that, but he wanted to eat mac.. So we went to mac and i was like so welrd.. Then i ate only 1 mc chick. Helmi wanted to try the pepperdrumlet.. But i forget to ask him whether nice or not.. Dotz... Then he ask me to send him the hui you na me yi tian.. Then i was like, u know how to listen meh??. nvm, then we eat finish liao.. I whip the table and stand up, i know that he is not going to clear the table, so i tell him... Eat finish liao, must clear the table, and throw what u have ate.. So i pick up my mc chick wrapper and throw it away lolx.. Then he bo bian, go clear his tray... .. Here comes today, dam tired lor.. Earl y in the morning, ts sms me and say he think he going to sch today le. EH!!!. -.-"". Then reply him, he ton le, nv sleep.. Tok he will sleep in school lol, iguess i sleep much more longer them him.. Get back my Eoa result, math and english paper 1 or 2.... Then i score 63 for eoa?.. math, 72.. english paper 1 or 2.. 36/60... Crap mark right??.. Thats what i get for not studying... Get this kind of mark, really can't be bother to do anythiny.. Gert back all e paper, do all the paper correction half way.. I go to sleep liao... Then went to gym wif helm just now.. But before that, i sleep first.. Go to gym awhile only....

Recently, always wanted to play pool, but always kena check. Can't expect me to play alone right??.. I always wanted to play wif a group of peep, but they are not yet 16, then everytimke kena check.. + i rather dun play or go alone then go wif some peep who are already 16... Remember that time helmi go play dota wif us at chervon.. Then he always kena kill, then he shout so loud, ah ya lose liao la. Dun nid play liao la, a game only ma?. Lose lose la, play again lior.. Say so much for what?.. + yesterday dam dulan wif esther, didn't reply her a single sms. Yesterday?.. O crap, a angry day for me??.. Thx to that person, go work, punch in at 10.30 and take cab go je24 to take 3 big mac bug tray and 1 box of nuggests box.. Then bring 50 mac flurry spoon to give them, when there and saw joab, actually they wanted to give me 800 buck to change 200 (2bucks) 200 (5bucks) and 400 (1bUcks).. Then yenni say dunn nid to c hange 1 bucks. So i give them back 400 and tke another 400 go je24 change, then they only got 100(2buck). So i change liao, went back to ssc and do fries, i remember i told myself that, when the twister fries is out, dun do fries.. Cos one person do fries is already hell liao. + twister friies, if withhout twister fries, just do fries and pack the fries myself even if customer line up to the door there. I will not down fries, but now wif twister fries. No one pack fries for me!!. until Umairah punch in and do filet, she help me pack fries =).. Then later come to this.. Xuewei break ma, so she ask for a large fries if i still haven forget?. Then she stand beside me and waited for her fries, i didn't even talk much wif her lor, then that stupid esther came and say infront of her, u better dun flirt wif her or i shall ignore u, then she walk away liao.. WTF!!!!???. Even if i wanna flirt wif her is my problem right?... But i didn't, + everybody left out her and she can't make any fren in mac?.. Everytime see her smile smile smile and eat alone.. Alot peep dun like her becos she flirt?.. Y not dun like me too, i also very flirt one -.-"".. then i nv talk wif esther liao.. Served all ties?... Before i punch out, yennii ask me go nearby shop and safe buy lamp bulb.. Then i walk around the whole JE, no even a single shop sell.. Then i went back and she was like, u take so long and didn't buy anything back?.., Alright fine, then she always make use of peep one lor.. Punch out liao, then she come, john, can help me go IMM buy lamp bulb?. U take bus go la, then take cab come back.. Then ia nything la, then go in giant, they dun have 36/54W one, then i walk around the whole IMM, can't find anything. So dam dulan liao, still ask me go jialan jialan..... I know yenni will nag one, so i didn't take cab go back as i didn't buy anything ma, then i take bus go back ssc and outside the road of ssc.. Saw her and she look at me and give me a look that y i didn't buy?. Y dun call back and tell me first before u come back?. Theni shouted at her, i call so many time and yet they call is still busy?. I tired to call alot peep but they are still working, what do u expect me to do?. Then i walk back and went in mac, then give kamalia the 50 bucks and yenni come in from the back door and say, john.. u very stupid one le. Said in chinese.. The shop outside giant got sell all the bulb all this stuff one ma.. Y u nv call back and ask me where to buy?.. When i reach IMM, the first shop i go is there lor -.-""..Then go giant, then follow by BEST.... Nv even treat me a drinks and scolded me stupid?.. HEY!!!. Dun ask any help from me anymore man .... Stay over there to eat my EMC, then samantha ask if i can train benjamin and weng jia.. So i teach benjamin mc chicken side while sky train weng jia filet.. Then i ask them to read the SOC while i'm eating my EMC.. THen teach them liao, go mac chick side, then yenni ask rita make corn, so she left mc chick side and left me and benjamin over there.. He dam blur one de.. But at least, i'm better abit last time... But everybody just learn something, they will do abit slow de bah.. Till they have more practice.. Then i ask sky if she wanan go Kpool, then lets go together, then i ask ben and weng jia go together.. THen later sky come and tell me and say she not going becos she dun like ben and wweng jia.. But when sky tell me that she not going, esther walk pass me and give me a look, showing that, even sky if siding her.. COs she ask sky not to go.. Then i was like fine.. Just walk out of e mac and went to toilet first, but the toilet in ssc is close.. Then we go in Kpool and they check ben and weng jia IC.. Can't play again?.... So we go lpay acarde for a while and play the basketball, then play worldcombat.. before i started to play, mum called and ask me ta bao for her, then i say i coming back liao.. THen 5 min later while i'm playing worldcombat, my dad call and kpkb. Then i shouted, hanah hanah, coming me back liao la... Then i hang up the phone...Walk home and ben ask if i got play dota, then i ask if they got hamachi, then have.. So they ask me to join the network yuyang. The patch reaching my house got a place sell cai fan one. Then icall back and ask if my mum wanan eat, then she say dun wan, cos she wan eat dunno what mee before my house, then i told her that i go home and bath.. but she say she rather go down and buy herself, then i was like, hanah hanah.. I dun bath first laa.. THen go back liao and go home.. Then at night 12+, esther mum called me and ask where is she, then i was li ke. how theh hell i know where is she, then itold her that she might be wif sky, cos before i sleep, 11+. Skysms me and say she haven reach home. Then i guess, they sure go acarde one.. THen later i gave my aunt sky num.. Then my aunt told me that, she called esther and esther hang her phone after 1 dail.. Then she call again, esther already off her phone liao.. Then later i went back to sleep again, then after a while, my aunt call back again and ask if sky got tell me anything or not.. Then i told her tht sky nv answer my phone, i know that she is bathing by this time.. THen later i find out that they go acarde whiile reading the msg, aunt call again and say esther back liao, and she say that esther told her that she waited for sandy till 9 and the manager over there ask her to help out. So she came back so late, then she say me, manager can anyhow ask peep to stay back and help out one meh???. THen i hear estehr shouted, he so early go home one, like as if he will know like that.. WTF lor, then i keep quiet cos i wanna sleep liao. THen without saying bye and hang up the phone liao.. THen i keep smsing sandy and sky complaining lor.. Everytime tell esther to call back if she is late, but she nv!!!!>. Time and time again, i tell her to call, but u guess what she say??. I wan my mother to fan u cannot ar'?.... Then i can't sleep liao, wake up go lpay dota wif Tiaosin, play play play.. Then play fininsh liao, watch tv till nv sleep.. Then off to church liao.. Really dam pathetic and angry liao.......... Then the stupid esther, what crap!!!!... Sorry for all the vulgarities.. After mass, went to mac wif my bro at mac and he very irritating one lor. Then we go toilet, then i remember that there is a small gym, so i went to the reptionist and ask for a brochuce.. But i need to be 18 to sign up for member.. Haix.. So we left and went home after that, reach home and straight away sleep liao.. Sleep half way and esther keep smsing me, didn't reply a single msg, then woke up at 6.30. Sleeo about 9 hour..., Woke up and didn't reply her.. Can't stand her... + today nv go work, but i already told them yesterday liao..... PLan tuesday not going to sch liao, not matter what.., Not going..

Came back from my aunt chalet, didn't stay over nitez.. Even if stay over night, got nothing to do?.... Alright about today.. Wake up and rush to work, eat 2 slices of bread and leave e house early becos wanna meet sandy sky and esther at je mrt.. Then blast e mp3 and didn't know they call me and sms me.. Till i saw them and off my mp3,went to take a look at my hp and saw they call me.. Haix.. Then walk to mac and saw yi ni where the soccer gear.. Punch in and give out ballons for a while and yenni ask me go do speedie. But then someone wanna find her, then i take over her help her pack corn.. Pack finish liao, then azeanni come in and ask where is me, cos i'm her speedie ma. But yenni ask me do kitchen, actually grill, but grill got about 4 peep le.. Then i do the UHC, quite slack.. Then went to outside to do hot to take over sarala, then when she come back.

Very slack till yenni give me 7 min to stock up all the sauces and take over qiao ting Counter IC.. After a while, yi ni take over me, but i know yi ni might feel that i might not wan to take over my place.. Becos yenni always find a better person to take over something, so she ask yini to take over my place as a counter ic.. But yini still tell yenni, i also can do counter one ma.. But i think better not bah.. She is better, isn't it?. + crewleader is auto counter ic if u do counter... She will do all the part of counter ic, but i only know how to back up + send order.. Whats e use -.-"... Take over kavita to break then punch out liao, but she take so long for her break, maybe she not feeling well... Punch out and ate 1 R spite and pepper drumlet.. Alright la. Then leave liao, jinhua gave me e present.. Then i left and go home, see inside e plastic bag, saw her wallet inside -.-"".. Diao, faster change and whole family way go chalet. But before that, went to my aunts house first and ask my dad fetch me to mac first to give jinhua back her wallet.. Straight away go in and gave her e wallet becos she is doing hot... Then she was ike, ty ty ty =).. Then went to sandy counter to buy 1 large coke and 1 m ILT.. Then 1 mins was about to up liao, then i ask her i wan plastic bag. then + i add 1 chesse burger. Then the 1 mins up liao, but becos i add order. so the time is only 20+ seconds.. Left and walk past jinhua taking order, then she call me and thank me again.. then ok ok, welcome =)..

THen leave and went in e car + i got bring my prisiclla go =)... Then reach there and my xiao aunt come and find us to give us a entrance pass to go into the chalet carpark. Then she can't find us, then from far, we saw her and my dad was on e phone wif her.. Then she talk dam loud one lor, can hear her voice. As in not the voice out from my dad phone, but from far away we saw her talking into the phone.. Her voice is dam loud -.-'.. Then she say her leg pain, but my dog inside and yawn at her whenever she saw my aunt, then i let my aunt take e car but i walk.. Then she say nvm nvm, u go in e car. I walk by myself, cos prisiclla is barking =)..... Then i walk wif her lor, but her leg dam pain, keep asking me to hold her and bring her in.. But i didn't hear what she say until when we meet up with my fammily, then she tell them... So we went to e chalet and barbecue lor.. Haix, then reach 10 liao.. Went to downtown east to play pool, but walk past e acarde and go play e basketball.. I'm the best over ther elol, but the highest score all very hgih de.. Highest 907.. But when i throw, i only get 500+. But everybody seens to look at me and clap after i play finish, cos those peep around there at e moment can't even get 300=\... Then go pool there see, no table lor.. Went back to acarde and play 1 more time and go pool again, still fully book.... nvm, on e way back and saw kfc, buy mountain drew large and my mum ask if i got money, but i say i got. Then she say, anyhow spend money again.. I got money right?.. Then beside it, is jackpot.. I came go in ma, not 18 yet.. Then my bro went in wif my mum and i stay outside,

then i saw a MOTHER!!!. -.-"". NB... Crap.. USeless mUM!.. Left her kids outside which is a bout 7 years old nia?.. Or even younger, alone outside and went in to play jackpot..... Then i was like cursing and swearing lor... Went back chalet and keep listening to my hp song and wanted to sleep liao, but only about 5 songs only bah.. Then ask my bro for his phone, but he dun wanan give me.. THen i go alone and stay in another room and rest my eyes. Then all my small cousin came in and play wif me. They are fun anyway... WENT hOME AND HERE I'm.. +

what happen to YS?.....

Tml going work? haix... Went to play pool again, + tml night going to my aunt chalet at pasir ris.. I was about to say how much i dislike them lor.. But they are my relative, so its fated?... Went to pool and meet up with them, tiao sin me yong sheng go kpool first.. I book e table first and waited for helmi and dovan.. Then every single ball i hit is dam hard one lor, dunno y.. Even if i know that i hit hard will not go into the plot, i still hit that hard... Then dovan and helmi come liao, point to them to tell them open table 28.. Then actually dovan is coming and find us and ask helmi to book the table alone.. but helmi say he dunno how to open e table, so he follow helmi and the lady ask for dovan ic and he kena chase out... Then we go acarde for a while and i win ts basketball =)... But he told me, come come, real life basketball ^^... .. Then we went to chervon to play dota. Reach there and we go to e acarde there to book 5 com and play for 3 hour. So we paid and are ask to wait till 2.20 to play.. We went to eat first and we tok that the can drinks over there will be expensive, but it end up only 1.10. Cheaper them alot kopi tiam... Then we decided to go up to the bowling centre and play the pool table, but it cost 2 dollar per game le.. Very fast will end liao.. So we go in and saw peep playing liao. Then we hang out around there and go back to acarde to play dota.. We started and the com is dam lag lor!!!!> Worst them my Pc. tok my pc sux liao.. Nvm, half way though, yi long called me and ask me wanna go ice stalk.. But i playing dota ma.. + he keep calling me, can't stand it lor.. Get irritated easily.. I realise that i can't teach anyone anything, very impatient one lor.. Then whenever helmi ask me what to buy for that hero, i will tell him and actaulyl ask him to rape ts lol.. But he dun get what i mean, then i dun wan to talk loudly ma.. So i just say nvm... Then terry keep using yi long hp to call me and ask where is chervon and wth is chervon. They came and complain to me saying that the blame on me lol.. Saying that u took us 30 min to find this place.. But i told u all not to come liao ma, i will be going off soon.... + today talk alot crap+ cock+jokes... But still, feeling not right + mood when playing dota and pool.. Tml go chalet, sure go play pool again.. Actually i spend alot money recently liao.. Bill haven pay and i keep withdrawing money one lor.. Haix.. can't be bother wif my life.. Thats all..

Just wanted to say.... I Siao liao.. Feel like jioing peep go play badminton. Basketball liao. so

long nv touch moi badminton, going jurong east sport complex to play liao. wanna play pool..

Wanna learn thai boxing, but my sis scare i become violent lol. Gonna work different jobs after N

level and get e money to learn thai boxing. Can't stand that edawrd lol, i ask ys who he like now..

Then saw his msn, Another pic.. Nvm...... Tml then update, Cos tml going pool..

Realise, i went to read this blog... I read all about e past, realise that whatever i did. I did it wrongly, so. Feel so regret?... But i really wan the time to go back.. But can't, unless i'm god?. + sometime i find religons.. Haix.. So many rules. Every religons will say they are the best.. Sorry huh, not been religons or whatever shit.. Y not all be equal?... Whenever i'm emotional, i will tend to keep quiet, but whenever someone talk to me, i must reply de ma... I read the whole blog, is about 100+ post?. But some of it, i didn't actually read all of it... But right, u know the 100+ post?. I read it alot of time liao, whenever i'm free. I will always randomly go and see.. But, who knows?...Regret for giving all the fucking excuses.. Know y i did all t he those stuff?. Instead of been together, i rather stay in e acarde first. While the person is eating. Wait for the person to look for me.. Cos i still feel pai seh?.u know?... And i did treasure that moment, i know that it would last long.. But whats e point of starting.... + my results come out, i know that i will done badly, sure kena a scolding from my mum. Becos everynight, she will keep asking me to study or sleep. But i just stick infront of e com and telling peep that. (MId year only ma?. Dun nid to study one).. Not been hao lian or confident... But if u think i hao lian then hao lian bah... But, as a technical student right, even if i dun study much.. Becos i once study hard before, so i'm be able to remember.. So even if i nv study, i might score A1.. But if i can't, END OF E WORLD... SRy for not been what u wan. But it have already over. But i the amount of day i see u right. is not alot, but i remmeber all the images u r infront of me clearly. The moment when i saw u.+ u saw me.... Think i feel down again liao?.. And as for now, i dun have e guts to face the reality?.. Really dun have.. U might see me stareing at peep and looking for a fight. not those kind of guts..

Jia lat, time to go gym again liao.. U know y i go gym?. not becos of training, but the pain u will get after trainnig.. I remember that, at e beggning of e year. Due to almost everyday we train, i dun feel much pain. So i tend to train more harder every single day.. When the next day i dun really feel a pain that really hurts, i will train even more hard.. Right now e arm size is 14 inch. End of june, 16 inch?...... So u guess, when i feel down?. The only thing i can do is this?.. Haix.. Whatever.

continue reading it and sleep liao....

NItex.i guess i will be alright after sleeping? i'm alright...

Noticed that everyone have their own problem right?. Y am i always thinking that i'm the only one.. Crap Crap.. I'm a person who alwats smile ever seens when i step into this world with lots of burden. Till this year. Sec 4 life.... Thinking of going clubbing liao, Nv go before. Then ask tiaosin they all bring me go lol.. Go there = drinks until drunk... HB wanted to have chalet. mac wanted to have chalet... E!!!. MONEY!!! lolx... HP bill, gonna pay tml.... Today english paper? wth lor.. My english?=pri school standard. So tired, i leave alot question blank. So i just faster do finish and sleep liao... Something i guess, y i dun wanna study. One of e reason is, my studies really dropping lor. Becos i can't remember all the things that i have learn... Everything, so i guess?. If i still dun studies. Can't even get 19 for N level?... Went to mac after school and have our breakfast. Got tiaosin-helmi-dovan-me. Suddenly stomach pain, went to toilet and =O.. Then came back and eat the HC+S meal with milo., I hate it lor.. Can't fill my tummy... So helmi went home on his own becos dovan went to tiao sin house while waiting forme to go home and go to gym.. So i went home and faster change, on e way there going to reach liao. Tiao sin ask if i wanna go his house first, cos dovan playing dota lol... Then go his house and see dovan play, like noob lol.. Then my turn to play.. Not use to the keyboard he using... But i think, shouldn't take that as am excuse lol. I'm Noob too =).. So we went to gym together and gafu suddenly call dovan say he kena problem again.. But he alraedy settle liao, then ask if dovan wanan go play basketball or not lol.. Then tiao sin and i keep saying, settle liao then call u la.. If haven settle, call u also no use lol... Then dovan keep saying this to tiaosin. Not enough fren one u, that time nv come down help me. lol. Then if the person is me, he will help..LO!L!... We walk to gym and train abit nia, slack all e way.. Total time use, 1hr15 min iguess.. Then go to kfc, think i not enough money, then they suggest going kopi tiam.. So we went to the kopi tiam nearby just across the road of e sport complex.. Went there to eat western food again + ILD =D... Then i + salad + rice lol.. dam hungry, tell them becos just now in the morning we ate mac right?.. The hotcake, really bo cake one lor.. Can't fill my stomach.. LOL!!!.. Then over there eat finish liao, talk talk talk.. Then we decided to watch back to tiao sin house there which is the school busstop to take bus lol. Walk about 3 bus stop i guess.. Then went home bath then sleep liao.. Meet tiaosin at 6 to play dota, but he not online.. Then i play with PLD!!, hate him alot lor.. Everytime lose liao, always wan his face... Finding excuse, but i lost to him the second time, but i didn't leave the game lor.. I find that i can't lose to him lol, i lose to him. Feel dam dulan when i lose to him, but even if i lose to tiaosin. I feel nothing lol... I remember something. On e way to gym i take 333 to parc osias there to change bus.. But u guess what? i Day dreaming lol, i remember that i look outside all the way lor. But then, i skip that busstop, but i still can stop at another bustop. But i didn't see it also, then when the part the bus is turning to boon lay pri. Now become jurong pri liao.... Then over there take bus lol, then on e way.. Stare at so many JVs peep, can't stand them staring at me -.-"'. Then suddenly came up with e subject fo fighting and whacking peep. Then they talk about the past time, which is last year. Fought with the 2 malay guys...Was thinking, y didn't ask them 1 on 1?. Over liao, nvm.

Haix..

Esther stay over night at my house from saturday to today =).. Haix... Btw, about 2hr30 min later will be audrey birthday..... Can't sleep yesterday.. Already told esther y liao.... Ts jio me go kpool today. Play for a while then go lilao. Went to my auntie house there at bukit batok. Over there have our dinner. Long time didn't go gym liao. Tml after the oonly pape. go gym liao

Didnlt work hard? lolx.

Haix... remember what helmi say to me on tuesday night, before our eoa paper.. He ask me to study hard to get top 3 position and either one of us will get first or second.. he dun mind if i win him and get first position..Becos he dun wan to see hamida sitting beside him again..... Except for eoa, i studies for a while.. The rest of e subject.. didn't study at all. Maybe abit, early in the morning at the parade there study for 15 min and take the paper liao.... Yesterday, during math paper?.. haix... guess what we did?.. But nvm. not gonna mention.. I dun wanna cheat during exam de.. but i got no choice.. No matter how hard the paper is.. I will not copy de.. But intead i keep giving peep answer.. TS?lol!!. His math.. Nvm.. Thats e funny part, he pass the graph paper to me.. Mr tan didn't even noticed.... For all the paper, i do it very fast..

So after the paper yesterday.. tiao sin, han sheng + dovan and me go je library study.. Think we really go there to study for our science?.. Went there, we started to look through our books.. Then han sheng keep talking, so i came up with e subject of dota.. Talk tlak talk talk talk, till tiao sin buey tahan.. He go to another side to study lol.. Cos he can't let helmi win.. The three of us fighting for the top 3 position.. But i didn't care... After that, keep asking tiao sin to play pool with me.. Think i kena addicted to it liao.... dun feel like studying at home lor.. Nvm.. So the paper today?.. We got our science paper 1 2 and 3.. paper 1 and 3 first.. I do it very fast... Then sleep liao, wake up and change alot answer... Then during our break before taking paper 2.. Tiaosin and helmi nv eat.. Keep studying. But i'm the only one eating over there....... Nvm..... Then when we start our paper 2.... I dunno how to do... jia lat... Sleep SLeep SLeep KOON koNOn KOon Went home liao.

Actually i ask tiao sin to go kpool with me.. But then i tell him that i will be sleeping until 3.. I wake up and call him straight away.. But he ask me to carry on sleeping.. Then follow by dovan call me, he also just woke up.. So i called ys ask him if he wan to go or not.. But then he went out liao.. Guess where he go?. he go jp with edward without telling me.. Btw, i was going to ask him go jp to catch a movie too.. But then he already brought e tickhet liao.. Meet dovan at JP and we went to the cinema and see what movie we gonna watch.. We watched mission impossible 3.. So i buy e ticket and we go to acarde.. play the stupid basketball again.. This time highest 537...... Watched the show, told dovan that.. y is everybody laughing?.. Tell him that i will not.. Cos i dun understand what they say.. My english just suck... Then later i suddenly laugh, dovan was like? y u laugh.. Becos no one is laughing, that y i laugh.. e crap..... Didn't go gym for very long liao!!!!!. during june, not gonna work that much.. 24/7 gym.. So u might not be able to find me?... I dun wanan think much liao. After june=study study.. for prelim.. Then N level..... I got alot thing haven done yet..

Haix....2 days later.... Audrey.. lolx..15 punch lol. U nv even give me that 16 punch, i wanan give u 15 punch lol. Wanna save money go GNC buy some products liao.. Last time cost me a total of about 600+ liao.... + regret giving hwee chia my hp num ever seens sport day.. He ask for my hp number and keep smsing me.. What ar e u doing?.. But sometime i dun feel like replying.. When i wanted to reply, he msg and tell me y i nv reply him.. EK!!. Maybe thats e reason y alot peep dun like him..... SHould I QUIT MAC!!!!!.???... Or when i leave hong kah liao.. and quit mac.. Take it as i dun know anyone of them anymore!!!.. Then i will be alone everytime. But everybody needs fren?. so do hwee chia?. find out that hwee chia dun really have much fren.. I mean not close de.. Not even one... My hp bills. two months liao. still haven pay. + internet bill.. Nvm.. Slowly, take my time..

Exam? diao.. I dun really care right?. I last min study..The thing i did on monday..


Went to one old folk home to see my neighbour, she is 50 years old and fainted at our coffeeshop below about 6 months ago.. She is alrigt now, after 6 month, then i get to see her and her hair is totally white!.. Haix.. 6 months ago, her hair is still golden colour.....

After that, told my dad they all lets go and play pool at clementi. But then we have to wait for our turn.. So we decided not to play liao.. Went home, i lazy to study and fall asleep.. Tuesday went to school and sleep during eoa lesson, i tok i have eoa exam tml?.. Haix.... And yet i still sleep... But nvm, after school. Helmi dovan me and wei ling went to jp to buy some tys... Went there and i crap alot. We went to mos burger to eat.. But it is not hala.. So helmi went and buy drinks to drink.. We went to popular after that to hunt for some books to study.. I buy 1 english,math,physic tys and one extra math asset.. Cos me 24 bah -.-"".. Nvm.. But i haven started doing it... I went home after that while i'm bathing, my sister called and my bro answered. She ask if i wanna go imm with her.. So i tell her that i will be going.. Meet her later, she called and i went to imm and meet her and we eat again.. lOl.. Go chuncky carrot to eat.. Ham string pasta and fish & chips... Cos us 15.20. Then i suggest going JE the Kpool.... I think i kena addicted to pool liao... Even today after our last paper which is eoa. I ask whether they wan to go pool...... On e way to kpool, wnet to toilet and i... Actually.. Nvm.. Then went to pool a mood that i change very fast.. Suddenly become happy.. I suppose i'm not.. ... Went home after that and saw jessica in JE mac.. Then just wave to her and go home liao.. Went home and i watched tv till 10 + i go and chat in msn.. Then 11+.. went to bath and dovan ask me some question.. Answered all e question to help him and i offline liao.. Started studying eoa at 12 and end at 1. Can't tahan -.-''>. woke up at 4 to study till 5.45. Went back to sleep.. But i guess, i can't score well by studying in this way?... I do my eoa paper very fast.. The duration is 1 hr 30 min.. But i do finish in 20-30 mins time.. Then i sleep for 30 min i guess.... Tml got math paper.. So i guess?. Dunno if i wanted to study.. I didn't take my exam seriously.. The mT listening comp. When they read out the question, and after they read out the question.. They will have 4 option ma. a b c d.. When they read a.. I forget what is e question liao.. For the whole paper.. WTh.....