Just wanted to say.... I Siao liao.. Feel like jioing peep go play badminton. Basketball liao. so

long nv touch moi badminton, going jurong east sport complex to play liao. wanna play pool..

Wanna learn thai boxing, but my sis scare i become violent lol. Gonna work different jobs after N

level and get e money to learn thai boxing. Can't stand that edawrd lol, i ask ys who he like now..

Then saw his msn, Another pic.. Nvm...... Tml then update, Cos tml going pool..

Realise, i went to read this blog... I read all about e past, realise that whatever i did. I did it wrongly, so. Feel so regret?... But i really wan the time to go back.. But can't, unless i'm god?. + sometime i find religons.. Haix.. So many rules. Every religons will say they are the best.. Sorry huh, not been religons or whatever shit.. Y not all be equal?... Whenever i'm emotional, i will tend to keep quiet, but whenever someone talk to me, i must reply de ma... I read the whole blog, is about 100+ post?. But some of it, i didn't actually read all of it... But right, u know the 100+ post?. I read it alot of time liao, whenever i'm free. I will always randomly go and see.. But, who knows?...Regret for giving all the fucking excuses.. Know y i did all t he those stuff?. Instead of been together, i rather stay in e acarde first. While the person is eating. Wait for the person to look for me.. Cos i still feel pai seh?.u know?... And i did treasure that moment, i know that it would last long.. But whats e point of starting.... + my results come out, i know that i will done badly, sure kena a scolding from my mum. Becos everynight, she will keep asking me to study or sleep. But i just stick infront of e com and telling peep that. (MId year only ma?. Dun nid to study one).. Not been hao lian or confident... But if u think i hao lian then hao lian bah... But, as a technical student right, even if i dun study much.. Becos i once study hard before, so i'm be able to remember.. So even if i nv study, i might score A1.. But if i can't, END OF E WORLD... SRy for not been what u wan. But it have already over. But i the amount of day i see u right. is not alot, but i remmeber all the images u r infront of me clearly. The moment when i saw u.+ u saw me.... Think i feel down again liao?.. And as for now, i dun have e guts to face the reality?.. Really dun have.. U might see me stareing at peep and looking for a fight. not those kind of guts..

Jia lat, time to go gym again liao.. U know y i go gym?. not becos of training, but the pain u will get after trainnig.. I remember that, at e beggning of e year. Due to almost everyday we train, i dun feel much pain. So i tend to train more harder every single day.. When the next day i dun really feel a pain that really hurts, i will train even more hard.. Right now e arm size is 14 inch. End of june, 16 inch?...... So u guess, when i feel down?. The only thing i can do is this?.. Haix.. Whatever.

continue reading it and sleep liao....

NItex.i guess i will be alright after sleeping? i'm alright...