Super sian la. conflict everywhere.

so many have left and i think more will soon.

Dama one of them(the gals can't come back, she will quit)
Alvin(maybe)
Jason(gone)
En(grad)
ronald(grad)
andy(no more interest)

and more la. doesn't wan to name them.

Now db to me is just to motivate myself to go for intense training so that after quite some times of intense training. Its time for me to get steriod and go to the bodybuilding road..


My feeling is that(After regatta, the team is gonna be close)
Unless they is mircale that new people will come in and start a team again =)

My long hair and short hair diff.

Yawn. super sian sia, but wif the short hair. Training is more easier as i dun have to touch my hair at all.

But actually, due to depression( so i cut my hair ) =(

LOL.

Training is tough tough tough, everyday dun feel like waking up as i will feel my whole body aching. EVERYDAY!!!. U like that feeling?. U must like that feeling inorder to piang in training.

I dunno how pervert i gonna be and i'm already one, so i gonna be the pervert one to train.

Everyday is only 2-3 hour of pumping muscle..

Sad to say. i got a feeling that the girls might not be able to come back, becos of that cheebyekia.

Ahlim say that the gal can only come back if the case is close, but u know that the police is not going to care and let it drag for years and years and years or until that bitch wanna stop it.

I dunno y is she dragging, probably she is a policeofficer and she wan justice. PENIS PLS.

How happy i was when i see a group of gals come and join cw team. But end up all gone after a week+.

This whole holiday i'm just lazy to go out, whenever people jio to go out, i dunno what i going to reply them. Quite hard ya? LOL

I dun feel lonely anymore after joining db. WELL QUITE TRUE...

Today Training super power.

at least today the training is better than all the others.

Quite chiong la, for me jasper and kok ann only la. The rest i not sure, didn't see how others do.

Starting quite breathless until behind, our resting time is longer becos tired liao ma. lOL

Feel like vomitting today, cos suddenly piang like one penis.

Hopefully everybody just continue and work hard, if we really work hard. This regatta gonna show them our str? =)

Train hard pls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! zzzzzzzzzz

We lost our race. both of our team lost..............


well actually. I already dun feel like rowing when i go and buy water for them and come back, then they kpkb ask us faster come. That one is ok, but then they aren't happy wif us for not counting the number of rep we are doing. SO they did jumping jack, we did 10 and 10 and 10, then kok ann keep count 0 becos no one shout it out.. Till behind, keng siang give up and dun wan to do anymore, then follow by ronald or jasper that get piss off. Well, at that moment of time, i already wanna leave the team liao. I just dunno y, any small thing can quarrel until like one penis. Then jiacong and ronald even wanna start a fight(some kind of).

Super sian lor, then jump jump until my head pain again. The feeling was like
(aiya, fuck care, got row nv row also the same). But still can't bare to leave the team.

Today is my second time thinking of quitting this db......

Btw. gonna cut my hair super short and it gonna be shorter than our armpit or Pnis HAIR!!!

Let it be a short one

Today gonna be our day as later gonna have our 5 men crew dragonboat competition at chinese garden.


I can't sleep ytd night and kept thinking and imagine i'm already over there and i feel heat up. felt so hhot that i can;'t sleep lol.

All the best for us later on! =)

As per normal

Sat and sunday have past

I'm rotting at home doing nothing. Sibei sian!!!

I'm just bored bored bored bored bored and i play back runescape

One day no training

I feel my fats is not burning

its irritating

Can't wait to win the race next week

Went to friendster and saw one pri sch (so call classmate when i'm pri 5) he view me and i view his profile, he tell everyone that he is what 184 or what penis.
He wrote something in his profile other than that (bro for life kena whack together, whack people together)

I find it funny when they are kena whack together, so stupid till they kena whack together. If u'r so powerful in the gang, y u still kena whack? LOL

Funnies joke( i laugh i laugh and i laugh).

He is a catholic, i find it a shame, to have this kind of person. Probably god let him out to become the devil =)

Life is boring.

My head is getting more and more pain.
Dunno y, probably too heaty liao. It is like as if a cancer tumour sitting on my brain which make me headach. ARGHHHH. If that happen. End of life =).

How i wish. Gangster that doesn't have a kind heart just die -.-

Just woke up after a whole night headach and coughing.

Know i'm sick and i still go for training and enjoy myself. Headach and coughing make me can't sleep ytd night, i'm forcing myself to sleep as my head is very pain.

Well everything is over now, not as pain as before can already =)

Ytd went to sea training, i rush home after school just to meet paul,kokann,xp, and ben up and go kallang together, we meet up and started our cock. All the while is cock cock cock joke joke joke lol. Then halfway, suddenly saw joy come into our cabin, was quite of surprise when she suddenly come in. Then was making lots noise inside the train, probably the whole cabin can hear our converstaion.

Went to sea training and was quite happy becos jason turn up for training today ^^
Saw him behind us while we are on our way to the training ground,

Was hopping to get two 10men boat, so we can complete wif each other, but then haix.
But nvm. it is better to row as a team =). I was kind of giving up as my deltod is aching on our way to marina, it is aching and i just can't stop, and finallly i make it to marina and i got my rest.

We hang around there for a while and row back to our destination. We did 100 stroke by 100 stroke, i find that the first 50 wasn't that fast for the 100 stroke, but when it comes to 50 stroke by 50 stroke, the power is there. It can be more powerful if we guys train harder before regatta. It will be on 2nd and 3rd nov, not far away. Only 7 week for us to train!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. Dun miss any training anymore guys. Holiday training gonna be tough and it all depend on urself whether u wanan win or not.

After sea training, we went to the nearby coffeeshop to eat our lunch and follow by beancurd, was quite of piss when i saw 2 idiot(so call gangster) actually kick,grab and punch a small kids. I think that small kids is their gina or whatever shit, walk past them and was staring at them, they didn't have the gut to look back still call themselve a gangster. Wanted to whack them up seriously, but who do u think i'm? wan to whack jiu whack meh? anyhow find problem. Can't stand this kind of person, told my mum when i'm home, she was like(pls let the police handle it).

After that, we walk to PA to see the draw lot, for our race this coming sat and sunday at jurong lake. 5 men crew dragonboat =). It gonna be a tough race as there are 44 team taking part in the (opens men). All the best then =)

Super sian. Didn't go work today and i gonna quit my job liao, dun feel like working anymore. My mood just gone and i dun mind( not going out and spend $$$ and buy extra clothes or any other thing, i'm fine wif it). Normal life will do.

I'm just super slacking, heard from joy that she is getting bond and i and also quite interested in it, but after asking helmi. He say that if i'm able to go poly and take bond, it will be 1000 per month!!!!!!. ISn't that great?. So when u serve ns, u will get higher rank and so on..

Hopefully i'm able to jump to poly after my higher nitec without serving the ns first.

Becos if i get bond wif ite cert, my bond is only 700 and i gonna do all the seh kang lor while serving the ns.

Well. So is better for me to suffer without money now =).

Seriously got no mood for studies atm, it wasn't like the secondary mood anymore..Quite a number of my friend is getting 4gpa while i'm still 3gpa. 4gpa is already hard for them to get into a poly as we are ite student. how about 3gpa?. ALRIGHT.

No point no point..

Actually i got enough money liao, is just that i didn't use the money correctly. Buy useless stuff.

TOTO. although it is only 2 dollar, but lasttime i buy more than 10 dollar.

Not going for anymore outing atm liao. Hopefully my mum will sponser me money for db chalet.

WELL JOHN ALL THE BEST. STUDY HARD OK?.GOGO

My sickness is getting better, really wan to train hard, its not just for myself, but for the team. Hopefully everyone do =). Get the stroke better and so on. Is time for me to be my freak again. And this time round, even more freak =)

Saturday went to work, O'brien. That place was rather slacking and the people there wasn't that bad. But most of them are malay, i'm ok wif it.

I'm sick this feel day, block nose, abit sore throat+ coughing.

Didn't have the str to go for running and gym on wednesday. Was rather slacking and disappointment as there isn't much people went for training.Probably becos of exam nextweek =).

Have been late for classes everyday, since like i doesn't bother much about studies anymore. All the subject i'm having this term, i dun give a dam to it. Next week gonna be peq and po1 theory class test, total there is 18 chapter, and i dun even understand one single chapter as i dun listen in class at all.

Well. I dun think i have e time to study for that, as i gonna go for dragonboat tml and be home late and gonna sleep without studying. Gonna work this sat and sunday from 3pm-10.30pm. So i dun think i would have the time as i dun wan to wake up that early to study and off to work.

Realise something, i might be horny and despo, but i didn't really go for what i wan?. O.O. Sounds cool eh =)

I'm missing my training in chervon like a freak last time, training at the chervon gym every night 9pm to 10+. That time i'm really a freak, i did before 13 day training straight, without a day off. And i'm gaining my mass from 70 - 77 before i went in db, and now i'm 72 kg. CCB. I increase that 7kg, i dun think its lean muscle at all, its all the fats from what i have been eating in the past. So now i'm just cutting back the fat only..

Bodybuilding competition wasn't easy at all, u can see people taking part in it and he is so much bigger size than me wif lighter weight like 55kg?.. Well btw, i'm still so fatty, so i better stop thinking about it bah =).

Haven been buying bodybuilding magezine as i didn't have the $$ anymore to buy, whenever i got the $$$, i nv make use of it and i only make use of it when i dun $$.

I willbe working working and working as part time and save all the money and try not to spend..

Went to clementi kbox wif de jian just now, we didn't sing much as he dun really know alot of the songs name + i dun know at all. I sing until i dun have e voice becos of block nose and coughing. WELL? Doesn't matter, he pay for me =)