Happy new year everyone...

I didn't spend my new year eve wif LJKK...



But i spend wif someone i love =)

Although we did nothing but to wonder around, but the time spend is just worth it!

Zzzzz.... What a big mistake i have done.. ffs....

Went zouk at the very last min ytd without asking.....

Went there, dam moody, walk around, avoiding the dance floor, becos it is so freaking hot?. And dun even have the mood to do anything...

Look for seats and sit down and went up and drink some.. its 1 for 1, so each of us 1 jug.

If i were to know, i shouldn't have done this.. hais...

John.. GO DIE

Kinda miss the past.

I have now until all the way to maybe poly? or NS or HIGHER NITEC?

3mths+ to go before i start studying or NS..


I am so lazy now!! arghhh.

What a wondering date/day.
Well..
Life time most important exam, am i going to pass this or fail?

Hmm..

3 weeKS left!??

MUHAHAHAHA

Alright.

Past 2 days including today is a family days for me..

What i can say now is.......

All the best in whatever u do..

Sometimes, Taking a nap in the afternoon is a waste of time, u should make full use of that time to do something meaningful.

Although whatever i do is not meaningful, but at least i try not to be lazy and not sleep =).

After watching bruce lee movie..

Feel liKE learning SOME KUNGFU!?!?...

HAHA..

Sat went out wif ljkk..

Was suppose to go st james for some clubbing session..

But actually all of us doesn't like to club, so we plan to go pub.

We went to the one in paradize centre and inside got pole dance de.

Starting was quite bored, but after a while when the pole dancer go up the stage and starting dancing.. Everything changed.

When she dance finish, she will walk around and sell liquid that are shot by shot. 1 shot for 10 bucks, so she was like walking around and came to out table, she kept entertaining our table becos we are the only group of youngest over there and are all guys.

So.......... Although they have their fun, i didn't do anything. =D. Wasn't in the mood to play wif the girls...

Cos my fren are just too yan dao that even the pole dancer can't resist? She's is 27s and owned a singapore citizenship's. When the pub close, we get to know each other and plan to go out together de, but her fren got problem, so we go for our dota session and train home after that.

OMG..

I am dam dulan due to all the suey things..And all the irritating ppl.

FFS................

Not interested in alot of things alr.

Feel like giving up. Giving up will stop all this problem from coming seriously, and my life will be easier.

I dreamt of alot of things that happen recently, everything patchs up.
I doesn't wan to be a bastard, but if i have to. I have to....

Giving up soon ya. I prefer my life in the past. ty. dun disturb.

Life is like so freaking short..

I gonna change myself..

Be nice.

Was hopingto end my attachment fast, and who knows that this 4 mths just end so quickly?. Very fast, year by year just end like that and god knows when will u die.

Hows the feeling when u die?

Was thinking of that last night after watching one movie regarding of one virus, everyone is infected and the leader of the group kill them all and purposely let other ppl shoot him and die too..Just to prevent this virus from passing around.

I am scare of death...

I am worried that ppl around me will die before me..

So everyone, long life ya =)...

Ytd went sentosa wif alumni, didn't manage to take any photo, it wasn't that fun but we do enojy being wif each other... KPKB each other, but we forgive each other.

Regatta is coming.

Not gonna pia =)... Gonna lose anyway.

I dun know y are pepole suspecting us again, me and andy again......

Other ppl.

fine..

But then..

Its just that someone...

That we can't take it...

Seriously..

He just forget the funn...

The trust we have for him...

I didn't say he betray me................

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.............

Attachment ending soon.. 1mth2 weeks..

Sat and sunday was 5men race.. Went on sat and heats1 we get second position.. And i kept telling myself that its a waste of time to come on sunday for the semi-final..

Cos its a waste of time of coming to semi-final and go home..

I just think that rowing is just so simple.. But then i still can't get it. Cos i think fucking half stroke can life the boat up and it will go faster.. But its true? As long as everyone is doing it.. ITs fucking easy?..

U think the half stroke is useless?. Use it for one men time trial or charging part..

We got second on one kuku compy... And its GRC youth. Not OPEN?.

Anyway.. Cw guys got first..

Thumbs up...

Time to stop
acting like an idiot..........................

Something u will have to agree...

Brother come first? Frens come first?

As in..Nv betray them.....


I did something really stupid today at work, and i realise that this things shoudn't be happening in my life again....

I was panic..

But..

He stop asking.. so..

I was thinking and was afraid..


Ya something u will have to rmb....

Whats the point of having someone to trust u so much.... But end up so much trouble and disapointment.. Seriously..

I have learn my lesson today..

Can't be forgiven once it is repeated..

GREat? 1mth and 3 weeks left for attachment!!! ya HO!H!O!!


Most probably everyone is going poly except me, stubborn kids that doesn't wan to study and day-dreaming.

If u nv upgrade urself, u are loser........

News things come..

Prob manmy many.

Supervisor always told us..
Are u prefect? then y are u complaining at others? U nv think before u actually make the matter worse........

IS LIKE?

So u know fren is how impt...

ONce Done...

Thats it.

All the Best, goodies , buddie fren are all like fake?. U can say that we are good fren all this.. But there isn't any trust within ourselves.

Death senteance are given for those wif butt brain..

And ppl like u is fucktard..

PPl who are smart think highly of themselves.
PPl who are butt, think highly of themselves too, but its butt.. Go for butt dance.

HOHO..
One bloody sat that i didn't go out?? I even promise to go back work today!!.

How stupid am i to work in the satday?..

My job for thrusday and friday was so dam song becos i am just doing some document stuff and i can go MSN!!!.

Using my manager com as he is on leave and i felt so relax???

Its really great without him around lo.

I went lunch wif 2 of the company staff, can say new fren or something. And my supervisor, its just the position of one person hide their trueself.. Makan wif them is fun hell ya?, rather than having lunch wif my schmate that come attachment wif me..

ALUMMNI TRAINNIG IS SO DAM SONG??

NOT MUCH DISCIPLINE INVOLVED. U DUN HAVE TO BOTHER U WIN OR LOSE, ITS JUST A GROUP OF US HANGING OUT TOGETHER IS MORE THAN ENOUGH..

BUT EVERYONE IS TRAINING HARD? SO WHATS THERE TO BE DISCIPLINE. LOSE JIU LOSE? WE TRIED OUR BEST =)... OUR STANDARD IS THERE MEANS THERE, THERE IS NOTHIGN TO BE SHY OF =). Wif Our CAPT ANDy Selling undies? he also not SHY..

Attachment is left wif like hell 2 mTH!!!???? HELL 2 mTH!!!????

SO where will i be next year?. higher nitec? probably i am the only one going higher nitec while my LJKK all go poly, i didn't study for my previous term and my marks drop to the lowest all lost to all of them!!! Thx to my bloody parther POK CHUAN, he went to early attachment and left me alone..

ANd mainly thats a reason y my GPA DROP!..

Haha..

It have been long time ever since i bond wif the cw!! and seahawker!! And the LASt time CW group WIF DAMA AROUND. And of cos my Secondary school mATE. MACDONALD GROUP TOO?

ITS TIME FOR SOME CATCH UP TOUCH UP OR TOUCH TOUCH. =)..

SRy. all are nonsense, but bear wif it..

Seriously y are we created this way that we will feel tired and nid some rest!?.

It make our life shorter in this way, but if we dun rest, our life is even shorter!!!

FUk IT. If only i dun have to worried about money

I will be able to play, RUNESCAPE/NEOPET/DOTA/MAPLE!!! But that is not the main thing i want.

Everyone let go their ego, this world will be a peaceful and wonderful place for human to live.

I wanted to trimmed my body
I wanted to put some metal at my teeth so that it will be straight
I wanted to be a full time javelin thrower as i'm kinda interested in it
I wanted to row dragonboat wif the clique i wanted to/But not fierce land training
Be able to do what i wan

Time past so fast, i'm already 18.. higher nitec finish = 20 yrs old,
Go ns till 22, then go for poly if possible?
Completed it at 22 or 25 while others already completed their Uni life and started working and enjoy their life. Soon i start working and when i'm 30, i will think about marriage and soon kids and that is the time when u feel like u are getting away from the earth. Real Soon.

And that is the part where u guys will feel the needs to cherish the love one around u or even stranger, so do consider for people around u.

Care for others, being gentle and not getting into fight is not gay.. Or scary cat.

I wanna get back to the perosn i wanna be wif.
Everyone that is not fake.

For like, what helmi did. Have been bestfren from sec 1 till now.
For example last wed i told helmi that i woudn't be going to simei for shotput on thrusday, so he didn't go too.

Then on thrusday morning when i'm getting ready to go work, i feel like going and go to work in the afternoon, i ask whether is he going, he was sleeping cos i didn't wan to go. And he didn't have enough rest for this past few days, he give this suggestion of taking cab down together and he pay all of them, although he doesn't have to go there for anything, just to accompany me go there.

We help each other whenever we nid each other and whole heartedly.

Thats friends.

Notlike what u think.. gay?

Although i'm like some gay that doesn't look for gf i think?

I just nid a normal life.

do what i wan.

DB Clique too

O.o

So long didn't update alr? =).

BUSY LA, weekday is for work while weekend is for me to go out and relax wif my LJKK member.

Went town ytd and decided to watch money no enough 2 wif jun yan, while the rest go and meet girls!

So i accompany junyan go watch movie wif his fren which is like 16 yrs old one?

Alright, actually the show quite touching, is just that i didn't let out my emotion....

We went clarke quay to take a look and see which club we wanna go, went to mos, alot people, decided to go find damein at phuture.

His a dancer, he come wif a group of dancer and the feel of us is like so paiseh, we form one circle and turn by turn we have to go in the centre and dance. Starting we dunno what to do and after when the crowds come in, HOHO!!.. HEng in the crowd until 4am and the party off.. Cab home, sleep 1 hr wake up and go church, went home sleep till now =). Didn't go training, can't perform anything even if i force myself to go......

Attachment is seriously fucking i tell u...........................................................

1 mth 1 weeks have past, still got 4mths and bloody 1 week to go!!!!!!!.

SO dam bored la.

But i must make myself in love with this so that my time pass faster..

Alright.

Standard have been dropping and due to not enough food and rest, hais.
How i wish i doesn't have to go for attachment and failt his attachment and just grad and study other stuff, although i know that it will be hard for me in future as to look for job and so on.

Without cert? Without confident? Can't speak proper chinese/english? and write?

Life is gonna be hard without that.

Expectation low? u gonna be happy and doesn't nid those stuff above...

Tml gonna go out wif pok and de jian!!!. Eventhough only 3 of us, i dun wanna waste this weekend staying at home..

SO insane la..

When the day u are born, parent have been suffering and saving money just for you and it was tough for them as they use more than half of their life supporting and care for you..

But when it come to us to become others parent, i dunno i can take this kind of pressure, i mean if u are rich that should be fine to u. But i as a ITE STUDENT and dun have any special skill, i think it is a Ending for me......................................................

Didn't go work today, gonna take some rest before competition!! but who knows that i kena FLu, fucking hell..

What i hate the most is june race, but if u win something out of it, it shows that u are something!

Regatta is what i adore, is all about power and biG size str! U win something out of it? U are powerHOrse..

SO what are u guys waiting for?

Attachment is kinda bored especially i was ask to do logitics stuff, i went to warehouse and issues stocks to production side!. Which is so no related to what i am studying now and i am like a part time worker in the warehouse!.


Hopefully everyone piang even more during the race, we lose poeple by some boat lenght, we dun give up and give even more, dun worried that nobody is using str, it gonna be a waste of effort even if u use extra str and other might not be using it. It is always better that u suffer and rather make the boat drop and we must start all over again!.

I have got nth to say =). i'm drifting away from the team, so nevertheless, its up to them to decide.

HAis

GonnA go dover ite for some light trainnig wif alummni after work, it gonna be tiring b ut i would like to try as i am growing fatter.

Although i feel like i'm getting weaker and weaker, but when pacing wif RP, i am not that weak afterall.. One hard one long make sure u really one hARD

I'm BACK FROM TAIWAN!!!!!!!

OMG


WE GOT IN 6th position amount dunno how many team la, but i could say we manage to win some team that is about our standard and lose to the rest 5 team.

There is only 1 team that is so far away from us, but the rest is alright.

i Will upload some photo soon.

Anyway, we doesn't have the time to shop la, only the last night we rush rush rush to get something i didn't manage to get anything for any1..

Only get myself a slipper and 2 tshirt and thats all and the rest if liqour and makan stuff!.

Anyway, i went to the acarde there and got myself injured wif 2 punch at the punching thing in the acarde and here goes my wrist injuries!!!!!!!!!!!!

ANd the next day still got race, leong kok help me apply some medicine and also the lady, i dunno what is her name. But luckily i was able to row without pain, but it was still paIN!!.


I can't wait to go for the trips to indonasian this coming august, hopefully i'm able to make it and here is sponsored again!!

Friday training was alright.

We went to lavender there to makan including jackson and micheal, ate some hokkien mee and some pasti for dinner.

We took micheal cars home and he drove so fast, omg pls -.-'

Saturday

Meet up early in the morning at je for breakfast, waiting and waiting and waiting and some eat at je mac while me makan at interchange there de kopithiam before meeting,

Met up and go vivo, take the dunno what train go in sentosa and then off we go to siloso bItch man.

COOLNESSS?

Andy fengru and i started playing wif the sand balls and after that, we all go down the water and play some monkey game. We play until jackson, raymond and michelle came and we started playing some throwing balls at people game, then follow by tug of war wif the rope that raymond bring. At the end of the tug of war, fengru and i VS sandra,michelle,ignasia and karen.

Team work is more important, so u guess who win?
Strength is still the winner after all, we pull and pull until very far and they have cross the line already, but in the end, they declare the girls as the winner becos we let go already. OMG Zzzzzz

Girls always the winner.

Then alot of them go liao
Jackson,michelle,feng ru and me one team. Andy,raymond,pk and ahseng one team.

We played volleyball and the winner is my team!! MUhAHAHAHA...

Well.......

We bath and we go and play skyride, it was fun when u are racing wif ur fren and at a fast pace.

Then the few of us get into jackson and raymond car and go MR PANG SEAFOOD and makan, go there and look for kokann and the boss give us some discount. It was jackson and raymond treats.

Raymond fetch me and andy to cck mrt and we train home.

Sunday

It was master series, as for the heats, we came in 4th or 5th, cos we paddle too much which make us breahtless and no str, i followed the pace and continue rowing wif no str in the paddle.

We went into the repe-charge and came in second and went into semi-final, it was a tough fight at for semi-final as we are completing wif the strong team, but we didn't lose much as all the boat are like so close to each other, we came in 5th, but it wasn't a waste.

So the last race is to fight for the position 7th-12th, we was leading all the way and maintain at that str, but when it was time for us to charge, TP give a longer pull and we lose by 0.07sec due to the short pull we have at the charging part!. OH MAN, we get 8th position again!.

The winner is mouthbattern again

We go kallang to work as a coach and coxsin/steerman. It was 35 bucks for 2 hour, we started carrying the paddle out and lifevest and waited for michelle to spread the group and some safety talk before going down, i was in the 20men boat wif raymond and alvin, raymond and i sit infront and teach, there is one girl sitting infront look cute =).. After that we saw andy boat only got him cocking, so i went over and do the cosxin while he teach. My english standard is those GG one, so i can't do the talking, i did cosxin and it was an easy job teaching the hua yi sec people.

After that we bath and waited for jackson and raymond, they still got one more section teaching the pri sch kids, i was bored, so i go down to raymond boat and stand infront of the boat, pri sch kids is so dam difficult to teach la, then got one kids sitting infront of me is so bloody cute pls, he is so kachiong and even stand up to pour the water on other boat kids. One is even funnier, she is like so small and guess what? She hang one sting on her neck connected wif a 1.5L bottle wif the bottle FULL!!... WELL

We go thomson road and makan and go home after that wif a free ride from micheal and his wife in the car, he drive slow this time round, i think becos of his wife in e car? ^^..

Anyway, do enjoyed myself this few day and its time for me to prepared for my exam next tuesday and off to taiwan =) and off to attachment Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

have be be EMO to skip all the outing and it stop u from eating junk food........ bodybuilding?. It must be a success says:
no come back one lei
U have be be EMO to skip all the outing and it stop u from eating junk food........ bodybuilding?. It must be a success says:
so dunhave same standard
andy - taiwan trip! says:
....
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sighhh
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i bwg.
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quit lah quit lah
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want to quit faster quit
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wah
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then i see left with what
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hair
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dropping
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??
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just some casual remark on hair dropping
andy - taiwan trip! says:
u all want quit faster quit, i keep the rest and help out as much as i can to maintain the team
andy - taiwan trip! says:
pk so stress
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he buy attendance book
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set up rules
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we discuss
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now u bomb this shit
U have be be EMO to skip all the outing and it stop u from eating junk food........ bodybuilding?. It must be a success says:
nv quit lei, is nv come training = quit
andy - taiwan trip! says:
i tmr
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duh O_O
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now no one is to miss a single trng
U have be be EMO to skip all the outing and it stop u from eating junk food........ bodybuilding?. It must be a success says:
ya lor
andy - taiwan trip! says:
and
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no land trng
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= dont come for sea training
- [FeNg ~ tF[b][c=0][a=1] [/a][/c][/b]] nn nn says:
aiseh man
andy - taiwan trip! says:
applies to everyone, including senior
- [FeNg ~ tF[b][c=0][a=1] [/a][/c][/b]] nn nn says:
we you we
andy - taiwan trip! says:
I tmr
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still going down simei
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settle things with raymond
- [FeNg ~ tF[b][c=0][a=1] [/a][/c][/b]] nn nn says:
if suey suey sick on the land training day
- [FeNg ~ tF[b][c=0][a=1] [/a][/c][/b]] nn nn says:
need to show mc?
- [FeNg ~ tF[b][c=0][a=1] [/a][/c][/b]] nn nn says:
wahaha
andy - taiwan trip! says:
yes
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now need mc
U have be be EMO to skip all the outing and it stop u from eating junk food........ bodybuilding?. It must be a success says:
i tell u, in this way.
U have be be EMO to skip all the outing and it stop u from eating junk food........ bodybuilding?. It must be a success says:
it says that
U have be be EMO to skip all the outing and it stop u from eating junk food........ bodybuilding?. It must be a success says:
nobody is allow to be sick, nobody is allow to skip one trianing
andy - taiwan trip! says:
no
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u can be sick
andy - taiwan trip! says:
but during june tt time
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got who sick
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last year
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0 sick
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except 1 gabriel
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how come?
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everyone so enthu
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everyone so pia together
U have be be EMO to skip all the outing and it stop u from eating junk food........ bodybuilding?. It must be a success says:
lol,
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u all first year..
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just over
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all burnt out
U have be be EMO to skip all the outing and it stop u from eating junk food........ bodybuilding?. It must be a success says:
he entu until sick
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fuck, i still maintain for 2 years plus
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not that everyone must be like me
U have be be EMO to skip all the outing and it stop u from eating junk food........ bodybuilding?. It must be a success says:
u are the man man
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as i said, wanna leave, go now.
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really.
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pk just now straight dulan
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i tell him, do what u can do liao
U have be be EMO to skip all the outing and it stop u from eating junk food........ bodybuilding?. It must be a success says:
come up wif this rule is coolness.
andy - taiwan trip! says:
lasttime also got rule
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ronald keep track
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who never come
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he'll ask
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and he'll want you to come again
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during the next trng
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zzzzzzzz
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i dont know lah
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enjoy urself lo O_O
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do what u think is right
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i mean, if you think pia so hard no medal
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= no point
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then dont need train liao
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like ronald enrique they all
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or us.
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dedicate ourself
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for the last june race
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and quit the team for good
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i tt time
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june race
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i pia WoW
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and pia db
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i reach home 11
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i play till 3am
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alvin, he pia dota means no trng
U have be be EMO to skip all the outing and it stop u from eating junk food........ bodybuilding?. It must be a success says:
aiya. The mood not there la, cb, jitao
andy - taiwan trip! says:
and vice versa
U have be be EMO to skip all the outing and it stop u from eating junk food........ bodybuilding?. It must be a success says:
u know i go piang halfway
U have be be EMO to skip all the outing and it stop u from eating junk food........ bodybuilding?. It must be a success says:
then 16june
U have be be EMO to skip all the outing and it stop u from eating junk food........ bodybuilding?. It must be a success says:
jiu start attachment
U have be be EMO to skip all the outing and it stop u from eating junk food........ bodybuilding?. It must be a success says:
fucking pcc
U have be be EMO to skip all the outing and it stop u from eating junk food........ bodybuilding?. It must be a success says:
then still got the amount of day
U have be be EMO to skip all the outing and it stop u from eating junk food........ bodybuilding?. It must be a success says:
that i will have to skip
U have be be EMO to skip all the outing and it stop u from eating junk food........ bodybuilding?. It must be a success says:
to june race.
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i dont know
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this kind of thing
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how i help you u tell me
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u let pk know lor
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then for now
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the BEST
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medal u can get.
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is june race medal
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i also want to get that one
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i go eat dinner first

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- [FeNg ~ tF[b][c=0][a=1] [/a][/c][/b]] nn nn says:

After saying so much

what he is trying to say

even though enrique they all know that the result is not going to be good, but they still continue to pia to the end and quit db.

so what am i waiting for......................................................................................

anyway, it will not have much training left.............

There's a secret......

Coolness ONE.........

Didn't go training yesterday due to my LJKK member again, plan to go club/pub wif them, suppose to go a new club at boat quay one, but fucking horny sankar wanted to go geylang there de pub.

Was slacking at the outside of the under tunnel pass at the boat quay there, then suddenly saw a group at a side corner slacking, but didn't see their face, skulli they walk pass me, i saw all of the mac poeple, first i saw kun tat and his chest is like so freaking big la, whenby i'm like so small pls?. And i dun think anyone can like see my chest but nipples??????? They went to some bar which i'm not so sure.

Felt motivated wif my bodybuilding plan when the starts of my attachment and db as a leisure sport..

So we cab down to coon jiat 51 there de pub, and that pub is like so happening la, one stage wif thai band ontop, dancing and singing like those getai like that, but quite nice la, and i can see so many dirty uncle which neglect their family by coming to pub and find girls and enjoy themselves instead of accompany his family.

Well, the pub close at 1,so we went to geylang 18 to look for pub, went into one of the pub wif pole dancer inside, take a look and left.

Anyway, brought a chivas and share it around and finish it, so many stomach is full of chivas.

Dam pissed off wif sankar, next time go this kind of thing dun wanna go wif him liao, everytime wan to go geylang and play wif girl and find CHICKY, spellin error? <======..

FUCKING BITCH.

Waited for first bus at kallang and go to church and go home to sleep, skipped seahawk training again, if i kena kick out from taiwan race, serve me right.

FADED!

I am keen in the training wif Gabriel!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Db have to stop

Slacking at home is like so cool man.

Fever up and down up and down and fengru say this is motan fever, i dunno wth is tat.

On my way to lavander to update passport wif pk, on the way there, pk wanted to see my photo so i gave him see and he Laugh his ass out. Then later he turn behind i see my passport have already extended and i dun even know that!!

But nvm, we went to quene up and extend pk passport, but it gonna be at our risk if the official at the airport dun allow us to go in, so we decided to make the new passport and it cost us 70 bucks each, gonna collect next tuesday =).

Hopefully tonight the fever doesn't go up anymore so that i can go sch tml, my class advisor everyday treathen me one sia, she doesn't allow me to go Attachment unless my parent go and see her.

Next sunday gonna be our masterseries again, i think we have to beat the poly can already, we must train until when we lose one or something, we catch up and win them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.

please ar, all out man, dun worried if SIM and mountbatten is in our heats, all out and we can give a good fight wif them!!!

SEAHAWK KEE MAKAN KILLKILLKILL SIOL!

OMG.

It had been Years i doesn't have a fever, but now the fever finally come, which mean there will not be anymore fever for me for the year and compy will be going smoothly.

Although compy is coming, my mode wasn't there at all, i always find myself ready as long as our stroke is good and land training doesn't matter anymore.

Whats important now is sea training, our fitness is alright alright already...

probably becos i'm lazy to go land training, thats y i said sea training is important...

I think for like 1 year, the most i only go see doc one per annual nia.Train hard everybody =)No conflict is the best thing =)

TAHAN whatever thing people is doing to u now, bad or whatever, saying things out or creating trouble doesn't mean u'r brave or daring.

Whatever is it..

btw.tell me about coolness =)..

Training training training and training.

if u dun get something out of it, u are wasting ur freaking time man.

Like months ago, i always got the motivation to train.

But months later which is now, i'm like so dam sian as attachment coming up and everything gonna go to drain .

Training increased to 1/3/4/5/6/7?

OMG PLS. It is like even more trainnig than N-team?

But hopefully we get something in return.

I'm trying very hard now to conqour my lazyness. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzz

Going training later not? =)

Sat we go bedok and train, but too bad that jackson didn't teach them our stroke and probably we row together so that they will be more bonding.

Now girls have some problem, hopefully guys doesn't have =)

Realised that everyone is like so evil, even myself?. u dare to tell me that u doesn't have those 2 sided face?. Soemthing like that.

WELL WELL.......

Mother day ytd, went out and eat at those kopithiam and gather wif my 6th aunt family and my 2 other auntie which not yet married and doesn't wan to, and my grandma..Every year we will go there and celebrate together.

CASINO management =) 5k+
But didn't have the $$ to study, probably i will have to study part time and work at the same time inorder to pay the sch fees.

ALRight

RESTING TIME =)

AISEH MANHAPPY BELATED BDAY TO MYSELF. I"M LIKE 18 LA!!!


OH MAN didn't go sch today and waited and slack at home to go out wif..


JOY-IGNASIA-SANDRA-KAISIN-ANDY-ALVIN-KOKANN-JIACONG-FENGRU-AHSENG

THX FOR CELE BED TING MY BDAY WIF ME AT THE MOGOLIAN REST MAN!.

I'M LIKE SO ENJOY TODAY LA =).

THX GIRL THX GIRL THX GIRL THX GIRL AND THX MAN THX MAN THX MAN THX MAN THX MAN THX MAN

undies ORGANISZER SIOL.

THEN.

THX FOR ALL THE GREETING U GIRLS GIVEN ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)

Today was cool..

undies came to my house for about 1 hour of singing session wif me and we sing like LOL man.


And was planning to skip training and so on, but i did some improvement on my running, 2.4km was 10.50 last week but i did 10.39 today!! =)..

Hopefully it doesn't drop.

MUHAHAHAHMUHAHAHA MUHAHAHA

Yawn...



HEY DUDE!! DO U KNOW what day is it this coming tuesday?





LET ME TELL U MAN


IT IS A POWDERFULL DAY OF THE YEAR MAN!



I have tired the stroke of what jackson have teach us, the stroke is slow but efficient and of cos we are tired after a few stroke.



actually i think ah lim knows how to teach that stroke too, but i think he know that we are not up to that standard yet.



Ah lim car was stolen and the reason is unknown.



The number of day of training is increasing and increasing, i think before any of my aching is over, the next training gonna make it even more pain and continue day after day!.



Recovery is slow and so on. Gonna skip church again tml and wake up early for sea training wif jackson then follow by seahawk. Hopefully seahawk get to use the stroke for macau race and i think we gonna be somebody!!!.



Tml gonna be my mum bday, so gonna bring her somewhere for makan at night =)

Was dam tired after this 2 day race and end up getting nothing is seriously LMAO

But anyway, our stroke wasn't good at all as compare to any other group that is at the top position!

So there will be more changes and we nid to have more sea training.

Monday wed will be gym training while friday will be sea training, sat will be goign to bedok and train wif simei and follow by seahawk training becos we are going macau this june for race!!!!
Sunday gonna be seahawk training also.

Hopefully there will be adjustment for our stroke and teach us so called new stroke, so that we woudn't have much problem when we go macau for race =)

Hmm just come back from jurong west sport complex=)

Wif pk, supposely got andy and alvin, but as for andy. nvm

I went to cw brave warriors blog, everyone is talking about the team and always!

Since all of u have done some reflection, think of way to improve on urself alright?.

I got nth much to say =). Rmb Think for others first before u think for urself and stop comparing among one another.

Yesterday race Was AMAZING.

We came in 8th out of 17th team!

Realised that our timing for the first heats was 2.09 while the rest is getting worse, somemore first heat the civil def boat crash into our boat or our boat crash into theirs.

But our timing 2.09 is the best for the 4 races.

We would have go semi-final straight away without going to the rapid charge and we get first for that round! If that crash wasn't held, anyway, they came to apologies to us when we come up from the plat.

I think this race over and it gonna boost us up and train even more, isnt it true??

But that ah yew just hit my eldbow wif his paddle lightly, but i just felt so pain after the first race, i was wondering if i'm able to continue to race due to the pain when i use some str.

Was worried that this pain continue and i gonna be skip training for this week, luckily today wasn't that pain and i think i should continue =)

Vids Wasn't taken!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHH. I jusst enjoy looking at our team compy vids man. But too bad. =(

Was dam tired and went to marina square for lunch at the kopithiam there, and went out wif ljkk member for some dotaing=)

Anyway.

gonna thx ignasia,sandra,kaisin,weixiang and his fren for supporting us =) He came all the way from malaysia too while ignasia and sandra take cab DOWN!!!

Friday

cool.

sat

rox

sunday

winner



Alright

all the best tml =)

And i realise something about ignasia that she actually say ok ok or yes yes yes when she ordered her meal for lunch =)

I saw the post at hydrotiobe that they look down on seahawk and was rank behind. mUHAHAHAA

i Didn't look down on seahawk man, gonna get something out of it and u guys gonna be shy =)

As usual.

gonna go church and rush to seahawk training.

Heard from jayson or jason that sporty girls are horny =).How about guys?

Today the training was seriously strengthless when the training ends, although it was some 500m race only.

Anyway, next sunday gonna have one competition at bedok, hopefully i'm down for all the race and get something out of it.

After training, one guys came to tell us that 12 or 13th is the n-team trial, probably i would give it a try, this time must really see my luck. If i'm selected, i gonna buy toto, cos i'm lucky =)

People was asking me whether the chalet is fun or not...

my answer was (what is fun and what is not fun?)

There is fun but something which make everyone down.


First Day

Meet up and went to whitesand to have our lunch and brought some drinks before we check in, i didn't realise that this chalet is so freaking small that all of us can't sqeeuze inside the room and sleep.

Most of the guys went to swim and play some games that andy have organise, infact the game in the chalet is all organise by him, so we started bbqing and starting the fire, JIACONG AND RONALD IS OUR BBQER.

Their chicken wing all this are nice, then after that drink some vodka,choya,henniken and chorno.

Can drink alot of vodka one, but i didn't sit with jackson they all, jiacong and drunk and kokann was like so so he is drunk. Thats y he would do stuff to jiacong which make them wanna fight.

Both of them are not in a mood anyway.

Zzzzz

Suddenly doesn't have the mood to blog anymore........

Bb off to work soon=)

Seriosuly tired, just came back from work.

Morning went to school 8am till 4 and rush to work at 5pm and work until 11pm.

Notice that teacher have been telling poeple in my class not to kena influence by me, is like wtf?

They are fucking worse than me and teacher ask them not to kena influence by me. COOL?

Just get my pay, a 100 or something? just enough for chalet.

HOLS LIFE!

Work, training and powderfull!!! =)

Alright then. Seriously i got nth to write..

HOHO...

Went to sentosa wif powderfull people. O.O

Ytd was a fun day evantually.

John is super shy omg.

Saw my pri sch mate xiuzhen and i didn't even say a HELLO?

and both of us was like looking at each other when i'm looking at her side and she is looking at my side, but i both of us didn't say anything =)

OMG.


And it was like she is much more different from the pic =D. aisei man.


Haix. Gonna go lech de CO concert later on, dun have clothes to wear sia. Probably wear slipper and short pants go then =D

Dam tired now zzzzzzzzz

Tml gonna have my test. but haven study yet, cos of my com can't open the program.

gonna wake up early tml to go sch and study......


yawn..


Life is So..................................

Happy go lucky =D

I got nothing better to do, so i'm blogging.

life isn't easy for farhana

But she love helpingpeople around her and care for them.

Well

She shouldn't have been treated this way. seriously.

Today is the Taiwan TRIPS trial!.

Pull up 22 siol =D Actually there wasn't much improvement on this.

One man trial was penis, i lose to alot people. Lech is the fastest if i'm not wrong.

My stroke is nub, so i didn't do well=D.

Probably not sunday not going training, gonna go help people move house again. This time round, i dun think it gonna be easy and so much $$

O.o

realised that i wasn't that friendly as i thought, but i'm gentle =D

Well. I'm back to myself again.

Wed the db training is like so shiok, first time pull 5km cardio, but they rest is even more hard working, they pull 7km even the gals!!!. OMGG, can't lose out.

Chun yew is the only guys that lose out to the gal,ignasia was forcing all the way while the XIN XIN pull hard only when people walk to her and see her timing. Gonna find someone to stand beside her next time.

Hmm, cardio endurance is seriously tired, normally i would feel tired the next day when i wake up, but i feel dam tired and miss one 2 hour lesson and was even late for the next lesson.

Anyway, ytd went to Jurong west gym wif mairam,dama,kokann,andy and alvin. This few of us go together and train, but i dun really train as i'm lazy and dun bother to train. I will not train that much only when its db training then i will train a little bit harder =D.

Counting down, 3 month before i leave for attachment and i gonna stop db for like so freaking long?. Is either i will be 100kg when i come back or gettting smaller and smaller and come back and carry those kuku weight.

So far in my life, db is the only one stuff or commitment that i spend so much time in it and really bother. Unlike other cca and commitment.

MOODY DAY IS TML, gonna work 12pm to 11pm, alone wif no companies follow be work. SUPER SIAN! But i got no choice but left wif 30 bucks?=D

Hey guys, am i gentle? =D

Fucking retarded.

retarded

retarded

stupid stupid

no sad?

like real.

think and think.

Last night is a horror night again,can't sleep?

LIck ass -.-

I was too late.........................................................................................

Regrets??

U have to ask urself....

emo not stable.

gonna fuck myself off.

HAIS

Yesterday night can't sleep sia, i started lying on bed at around 1+ then nv sleep until morning jiu go church. Thinking alot, and dunno wth y can't sleep siol.

After church jiu go home, skulli i lie down on my bed for 2 hours, i still haven sleep.

Whatever shit it is..


Dam bored sia.

Whenever i set my schedule for work, i will think of it and wanted to skip work. I'm just lazy

Even now training, i skip for the whole dam week, i won't feel anything at all, the feeling wasn't there.

Just come back from town

Early in the morning meet up de jian and wenbin go jun yan house do project, anyway we go there and waste time, end up only do a few slide and plan to do on monday at sch.

No powerpoint is so troublesome.

So after doing the few slide, went far east and meet up cherry which is jun yan de gan mei mei. And they was like, aisei she come to see u nia.

So we walk around and went to cathy and watch L Save the world.. Interesting.

Planned to play lan at paradize centre till morning de, but then 2 of them is working tml.

We play play play, then later wenbin go say one of the opponent run like dog all this and that. Then when the game end, jun yan was like, wanna whack? dun care liao just whack, thats the way he do his stuff and i wanted to. Then before we even go there, those peopel come and ask who call them dog, so i was like sitting down there and listen what they arguing..

And jaffar and kumar was over there sitting down and doesn't wan to do anything, anyway i doesn't wan to get them involved also, i know they are not that type of person too.


And realised, everytime got this kind of problem, i will keep quiet and see whats going next.


i know everything, but i just keep quiet.

I would rmb today as a suey day for me, super. not just this case.

But really have alot fun going out wif them as chance will be lesser when i gonna work during weekend again.

FRIEND FRIEND FRIEND FRIEND?

Once u got new friends

Old friends are so call forgotten

Reject is one of the solution

Friendship can just break off due to some conflict and flict that doesn't make sense and it shouldn't be a flict at all.

PLS

I dun wan be that bastard

Dun badmouth people even u know she/he is that bad, keep it to urself.

Controlling.

This is how people is, they think they are some powderfull?

Recently got nothing to blog, compare to last time whereby yini and i will complete wif each other and see who will be the one blog first and so on, and the time when we help each other during working at mac, we will write down what we actually help each other to do.

Kinda fun and thats the reason i dun mind working almost everyday. And lots of fun over there, but sometimes u think that u'r stupid by working for them 3 dollar per hour and work 8 hour aday for only 24 bucks?..

Went to sch today to write my cca record, teacher will keep asking, so far u got win any award from db? OMG MAN, its not just individual hardwork to win some award, but the whole team?

Although i'm the one that slack =D

HMMMM.

I got the cca award, gabriel got one too if i'm not wrong.

Gonna pass up lots of project and lots of class test, but i dun even know a single shit at all.

Super bored right now la,the feeling wasn't right at all for the day.

Flu cough sore throat pls go away, stop me from going training. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

It isn't good to be ignore or should i say, when theres nothing to say.

Random ya?

Gonna go sch tml to find shenwei and tell her my cca stuff and so on.

Today during break time go kfc, all my fren bastard, go take my picture then show one gal from clementi ite and take number, but too ugly le, so she reject.

My fren is like omg so horny?

Guess what he say?

He fren added 1.4k girls and most of them are from simei ite, he was like

Wei

Tml go sch, we appeal together

go simei

MUHAHAA

Super random la

Nth better to do

DAm bored

DAM

DAm DAm DAM DAM DAM DAM DAM DAM DAM DAM DAM DAM DAM DAM!!!!!

TOday quite bored la...........



What can i say?????? Ys say wan go wan go, then end up nv go. Dun wan go pls say, i know he will give excuse, but say let us know if u not coming or doesn't wan to come.

Overall

I'm still happy =D one reason

Today went for the Youth olypmic countdown.

SINGAPORE IS HOSTING 2010!!!!!!!!!!!

But doesn't concern me at all, there is age limit. By the time 2010, i'm alr 20.

My target is to go seahawk this sunday and try my best to go taiwan wif them for compeition. But one thing, my mum comfirm will not let me go one.
Maybe i can give it a try and see hwo is it, seriosuly i dun like that fucking dam guy in that team.

Although he row boat for so many years and he doesn't have sportmanships.

My 2.4km timing so far is 10min 55 second, i think 1 week or 2 week later. comfirm 10min 30 second and below de, wif the help of ah lim training.


I hate agruement la, seriously. so i rather dun talk.
and i dun fucking care how many training u have, dun show off to me =D

I"m just freaking lazy

Lazy to do my project until the very last min then i force myself to do.

Cny wasn't fun at all, it isn't what i wan. So i'm not happy wif it.

Kinda bored la

i dunno what to say.

The feeling seriously sux like ass.

This week training monday-friday, sat work then sunday kiyah-splash training.
All wanted to quit kiyah becos they nid to pay 60 bucks per 6 month, i have told some of them before that outside team comfirm nid to pay de, arbo who is the sponser?


I'm not as happy as what i am infront of u guys

tend to hide feeling? Perheps everyone is

People around just dunno how to think for others, seriously can't stand it.

Rotting at home now!!!. Just wake up from my wonderful sleep, i dream of alot of stuff, becos i wake up and i continue forcing myself to sleep again and again!!.

Lesson start at 8am, but i decided to pom for the whole day. I'm just so lazy la, even in class i also dun really remember what the teacher have teach.

Training is rather bored now, no more bodybuilding style, but those muscular edu training again. But i comfirm will be able to do lots of pull up before the june rune and physical fitness is comfirm fit one.

I'm trying to control my diet now, 1 day only 3 meal. And i have stop taking lots of egg inbetween meals. I WANNA LOSE WEIGHT!!!, no point eating so much as there are still so many fat in me?
MUHAAHAHA

Last sunday went to marina square de topman buy one black jersary and one purple skinny, rather weird. I brought it for cny, but i didn't dare to wear it, look kinda childish. Thats how i find it la.
Anyway i can't celebrate =(.
Doesn't matter, one year lesser ang bao doesn't really make much different.

Have been thinking of when am i going to die? hmm..

How will u feel when u'r out of breath and die?

Are u sure u will still remember and be urself when u die when u'r soul fly up to heaven of hell?.

If i really believe in god, i wouldn't be saying this. BUt erm.

Just back from training, was dam tired sinces ytd.

Went to sch ytd, was late for 1hour =D. Cool huh?

Actually i wanna skip for the whole day, but i can't skip any lesson, if not i gonna die for the next lesson. Alvin always ask me to go for english lesson, my english seriously suck?

MUHAHAHA LOL!!???

Didn't go for trainng ytd, wanna know y? call this number 999

Accompany kristine go bugis liao then jiu go home. Nothing much to do anyway.

Went to training today
fucking tired
Cos friday is my only free day and sunday. But next sunday, kiyah splash training is gonna start and it gonna be tough.

Everybody wasn't themselves today at training. Kok ann, alvin,andy,me. Know y? i myself also dunno y, suddenly the team is like so weird!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.

Meeting out my LJKK member tml!!!!!!
Buy new year stuff and go dota, very long nv see pok chuen liao, can't stop my crap wif him =D