Love is ?

I always tell everyone around me, if you love someone, love them whole hearty, have possession of them. It's useless if you love them and u can't have them. 

But for now I understand that, even though one may not be together, but love can be there, and you would love to do anything for that person. Despite all the disappointment in them, and for what they had say towards you after the break up. I still faithfully wish for your good, continuing mocking at me, but still, I secretly pray for you days and night, in exchange of my happiness for yours. So long you received your happiness, I am willing to neglect my happiness. 

Not being able to see your smile anymore, but I believe and for what you believe you friend says you are happier now. I believe you are happier now. 

I still rmb the day, now stupid I am to write an essay and ask u to send to your friend for the acceptance of me. 

But after thinking, wtheck? You get together wit someone because of peer pressure? That's dam weird. And you break up because of peers word as well. Think about that, you said to not disclosed about your past because you might receive some unwanted attention. I did as you wish.

I whine to your friend, the next thing she ask was, what have you done for her?

I am speechless, I believe you yourself will say this things as well. Do one being together, must it be doing something for another half? 

You said also, I am like a fucking lazy pig, because I always sleep till very late. Well that's just me! The time when I am too tired from all the studies and work, do you know that? Well, honestly I am stupid and that require me to study longer to understand the question. I sleep longer: I know that whenever I don't have enough sleep, I'll be dam cranky, and that I don't want to appeared myself in a very cranky mood when I am with you. Why would you think the other way, in fact, a lot things need not be said for understand. But if you think that everything have to be mentioned, then why do girls demand so much on what they need and argue on guys not able to understand them without saying? Why guys can't be the same. 

In fact you are the one that get me really exicted. Nobody else, even if I date a few. 

I am a very sentimental person, therefore no matter how nuch I hate a person, deep in my heart, I still can't bear to hurt you.