Thank god

Personally I think after the break up I did drink heavily which I am scare it that continue, I wouldn't be here because I drink excessively which I never drink before every single day.

Therefore my body decided to break down and have this anxiety disorder, though it's already very uncomfortable and feel like life threatening. 

But it's better than having liver disease from all this alcohol. 

Thanking God for giving me this so that I would stop drinking, if not I'll probably be at hell right now. And you will be guilty as fuck.

That's my intention btw, luckily it wasn't disclosed to the doctor if not I'll be at mental hospital by now.

And for now there is a guy call Amos  that his behavior is far from ordinary.

I hope people could understand that he's probably having a mental problem and this is something one can't control.

And for that, his parent should do something about it before things get worse.