DaY AFTER Day

Y so many thing happen this year?.. I dun have to worry for anything for the past 15 years...I knew that whatever i have done, is done.. I hate it.. But i got no choice, lot of things have stop me from studying?. I dun like to tell peep that i'm stress.... Becos i hate peep saying they are stress... So many things happen?. studies, family. frens.works..Lot more i guess.

And the stuff happen in mac today?.. amired handsome guy..But, what to do?.. Nvm.. Miss tan is going off to NUS liao.. So this coming tuesday will be her last day... Can't bear anyway. I dunno la... Whenever i write blog, i'm totally a different person.. Sms, different groups of fren. On phone, msn chatting.. At school.. Whatever.. .So many different kind..

The thing happen in mac today right?.. Haix.. Nothing to say.. I was once said by yenni.. I'm one of her best counter crew, but after that.. I didn't since to have fate in myself.. So i rather give up. I have been slacking away while working. Didn't do my best at all. fighting for the 3 dollar?.. -.-".. Any other mac can pay higher then that.. Told samantha that i migiht be finding jobs after N level.. Then she say, can at least work one day per week ma.. Dun quit la....Nvm..

Today Rita, the new traniee manager.. Today is her dunno how many days of working mac.. She learn how to do counter today... But she was ask to do like us.. A crew, doing lobby.... But everyone must learn from the basic first ma.. Today in the manger room while rezal is teaching her some stuff of keying stuff into the com.. Then they suddenly talk about my age. She ask which poly i'm in?.. TOld her that i'm only 16 -.-""....

Punch out and went kpool with guihua, yini and christy.. They say i got secret training. That shows that i'm getting better. Then the person ask whether i'm the only person playing with yini or still got others fren?.. Told her that only both of us. Then i know that she dun believe.. Went to our table 17 and told them that the person might come and c heck IC.. Then she came le, check guihua ezlink and she have to leave.. Then chirsty fetch guihua to mrt station and come back.. Then we play till 11 and left liao bah.....

Sometime, i really dun feel like chatting.. But i got no choice but to chat when u are talking to me right?. Isn't it rude if i didn't answer u?... If i dun answer u, thats show that i dun like u or i have something in my mind...Alright whatever. Wednesday our first paper start li ao.. So tml i will try to study bah.. Or not i will be slacking at home..

Change blogskins, dun really find it nice.. But, i dun bother... Past 2 day, my mum Birthday ! =).. But can't celebrate with her. She went to church and the father of the church treat them one meal dunno at where.. Counted as celebration for her liao.... Told her that, actually i wanna go out one le, but becos of ur birthday.. I didn't i go out.. Nvm..


Here comes the case about yesterday, after school. Went home at 12.30 becos it is friday ma.. Then
dovan meet his fren go play Basketball at fuhua outside there.. Then later i go home and intend to change blogskins and update friendster.. Suddenly, dovan called me. Was thinking what is it??.. Answered the phone and he told me that someone smack his face.. Then i was wtf?.. Told me to go down and help out and whack that fuhua person call desmond.. So i change and go press money to take cab down to fuhua there.. On e way, ask ys wanan go and watch show or not.. So he waited for me at the busstop.. Then on e way there, called wilson and ask him to help dovan lol.. Then wilson say, icic, i know what happen liao.. Becos the desmond gang is with dovan, then they call wilson and tell wilson that some hong kah peep tio them..... Then i dun care liao, smack dovan le.. Then reach there and come out of e cab, then ys is just beside e door.. Went down and before i go down.. Dovan called and tell me that wilson come and settle the problem liao.. Then i slowly walk to the basketball court to find them. Walk there and saw dovan sitting watching his fuhua fren playing basketball. Went there and after a while, wilson called and ask how many people over here lol... Intend to fight'?,.. Dunno.. Then i play basketball with them and saw 2 girl from nan hua come all the way here just to play basketball lol.. BEcos patrick is here =).. They fall for him.. But i dun think they girls are blind lol.. Patrick ? Yandao lol.... Then we play basketball together with some new frens of mine lol.. All fuhua de.. Then ys went home after tat. I play all the way to 5.30 and eat dinner, then go back to lpay till 7+ then went home le.....

Then heres come today, even though is my birthday.. I still go and work, punch in?. LOBBY!!. Nvm.. punch in at 9 and went to break at 12.30... Punch in and handle the large order and send to snow city.... Then come back liao, do counter till 2.30 and went to settle another large order and send it to snow city again.. Came back and they called mac and say they didn't recieved any sauces.... But then kamalia asked me to go take some sauces and give them again.. I take alot lol.. Around, 8 curry sauces, 8 sweet and sour and 8 bbq.. Then 10+ chili and tomato each.. Then yenni saw and ask y i give so much?.. But then customer in ma.. She told me and faster go snow city and come back do counter.. Went there and gave them the sauces.. But them i saw the sauces is on the table.. Tie inside a plastic bag with tissue in it.. But they nv untie it and seee. But nvm, just give them and went back mac and do counter for a while.. Then got one this customer, he buy one Mc chick and one large fries. It was 4.50 and he gave me 10.50. So i gave him one 5 dollars note and one 1 dollar coins.. He shouted and say, i gave u the 50 cents becos i wan u to give me the three 2 dollars.. Wtf?. Fine.. got nothing to say.. Just orh orh orh.. Dun wan to quarrel with him.. Then around 5, ys come while i'm stocking up the sauces in the storeroom. He came and told me something.. ERM!!!.. Duno what to say.. This thing will affect my studies i guess... Nvm. I have tired, i knew that this time round.. This mid year result will be very lousy.. Due to alot thing?.. But i dun care.. IF i fail? means fail liao.. Not going to study mt and englishbah.. BB =)

I'm sure that everybody is studying right now right?.... Yet i'm still blogging. Can't blame, exam is just next wednesday. But i still can't study.. U wonder if i will regret after getting my result?. Just like i get for my psle?. Btw, i didn't getting those lousy result when i saw my result for PSLE.. I straight away call my mum and tell her my result... She wasn't angry at that moment, but something i did really wrong?.. She save up the money she get monthly just to pay for my tution fees?. Is about 800+ in total bah.. Just for me monthly?. What result iget?.. Followed by, i called my tutor which is from jurong primary de.... But i didn't regret until recently?. Or last year.. But, hopefully i do well in my N level.. But i dun feel like studying.. nvm..


Today in school, the fun part is durnig science lesson.... Crapping and joking.. + i'm lame.... Then during asembly. Mr tan give me some flyer, then i stand behind my class and starting giving flyer. Telling everyoine that i know that walk pass me that i'm working. After giving this flyers, i will get 50 bucks.... crap.... Actually today, ys. Punch u right? lol.. Pai seh, Didn't mean to hit u anyway..... Heard from this someone, that helmi hate this person which is with me during sport day.. Then i'm not with him, that y he hate this person. But i know it from this someone =).... But helmi didn't tell me about it. Maybe he just dun wan to quarrel with me.. After knowing each other for 3Years +... Only when i'm sec 1.. Sometime quarrel, then after that.. Only both of us didn't quarrel..but something about helmi, i remember monday. Science lesson in e class. I dunno who saw something stupid or doing stupid thing, i know that he catch no balls. But he saw everybody started to laugh. Then he laugh also, and laugh very loud.. Then say, lame ar.. What liao, cannot stand it lor.... Then i was like, my face expression, i dunno how to react. He tried to look at me and wan to share it with me by saying lame or whatever to shows that he know what is happening.. But i didn't care, i just act like i dunno anything and i nv laugh...

Haix, everyday is still the same in school.. Got our 2.4 today, run 12.20mins.. ARGH!!!.. lol.. nvm.. Helmi 9.4 while tiaosin 10.11 i guess.. Then pei jun was so excited lol, he tok tiaosin run past me and that will be my last round, so all of them shouted to ask me run faster lol.. But i told them, still got one round lol.. Remember at the starting, i'm wearing my alpha houose t shirt. Then at the track, for the second round. I'm just right behind tiao sin and helmi.. Simon + his group from the far oppsite of me. Shouted, go Alpha go lol... nvm, nothing much to blog.. Really can't study?..... After 2.4 when to eat at the hawker centel withhelmi and dovan.. Guess what dovan and i ate?. Each of us 2 chicken rice and one plate of oyster lol..... Alright. study hard. Trying then...

This things bothers me alot. I can't carry on study, if this happen for the next 9 days before exam and yet, i still can't study.. I'm doom, hopefully this will not continue lor. Can't carry on study liao.... I even swtich on the aircon and study.. But i still can't!!! Fine.. Tmr go school=sleep again.

About this.. The worksheets that we have done so far for math, miss tan have punch hole on it and put a fasternen on it.... She did alot of effort. But out class didn't since to bother of doing it and hand it up.... Nvm, also one case today, during cpa. our first period.. There is 2 TA in our school, d oing all the computer things de.. Incharge of the 3 com lab... Liande acct got dota mA.. so tiaosin, me and simon + lian de himside log in and we play dota.. Then Army lim call the TA to come, the what ah sam de.. The Fater abit one.. He came and saw i play, then i log out.. then he come and use my com and keep finding where is the dota file save at.. Then i just act like nothing h appen lor.. Then he so angrily walk in into his room and say all the shit out of his mouth.. Simon haven even argue with him, his attitude problem come out liao.. Then the skinny one, another TA. Talk to simon nicely.. Then he say alot of story and simon just dun care about what he say lor.. Saying that he will block his acct and he can't log in anymore. Simon say that, ty for letting his life more easier. So that he dun need to log in and do all the stupid stuff again.... Dam crap lor...

I hate that, he use MR steven toh.. Saying that he dun wan mr toh to handle his case, or not u are doom..Alright?.. Whatever..

recently, i'm one who have attitude problem.. Can't be bother Doing anything!!!!!!!!!.... Tml got 2.4.. Guess how fast will i run? lol.. So long didn't run liao, last year almost fail.. Nvm.. Tml then see bah.. Then see the result when i come home blogging..

Exam will start on next webnesday bah.. But i have been sleeping in class again, for all the lesson... But ys even worse.. But we sleep about the same amount of time today.. But nvm, what i do is study at night bah.... During science period today, wilson was outside and he spray water into our class lor, then shoot until me + helmi.. Then i was like, cb, then helmi also.. Then both of us stand up, but only i went out to hit that wilson.. Then helmi always say, but did nothing.. EK!!!... Crap.... So i went home after that and told terry that i will be going home first, so u meet ur bro and audrey + yin long and call me up after that.. So we meet at Jp library, when i reach there, while crossing the road to the library, yin long was in school becos terry told him to meet in school lol.. So i told yin long to come first, then i call audrey to come by themselves without u.. So i went in and saw terry,jerry and audrey lol.. Nvm, so i told yin long that we will be waiting for him at thrid floor bah. Over there, keep askin jerry to study, but he listen to my mp3 and reading comics. Still jio me out to study, but end up reading comics.... Can't go with u to study liao. Or not i will end up chating. Then yin long came and kp so much, but i didn;t care much. So he told jerry that, come fight la... Then i was like, whack me first before fighting with jerry.. Then he say, come lor?...I make sure u lie on the floor.. A sec 2 guy wanted to whack me to e floor?.. So u see?. Been nice to peep, end up kena treated like that.?.. Was thinking, u kp again, outside library liao..Was thinking that, alright, yin long. OUtside library now. As a new fren of mine?. I dun wan to hit u lor.. Sounds like i very power like that??. But pls, one more time.. And u dun regret it.....

After looking all the blog. I'm just. Haix..

We study for a while and we went up to coffeeshop and eat becos terry say that he is hungry. Or jerry?. nvm, later audrey sure come and correct e mistake.. So we reach to the coffee shop, jerry go and buy western foods while terry who say he is hungry, take out his own make breads.. Then they eat so slow lor, saw ariya walk past outside the acarde. Wanted to find him but he went down by the lift's. So i went back to the coffeeshop and they are still eating, told them that i going to shoot basketball liao.. Went in acarde and play the basketball thingy 2 times... First time, went in and the records was 406, break to 416.. Then i wanted to play again, but no money liao. Top up 5 bucks and play once more. Break the record to 437 bah... Then jerry terry and yin long come and find me and saw audrey and ariya wanted outside the acarde. Then i was thinking?, tok ariya went home liao? lol.. But there is a reason y he follow us.. Nvm...

Was thinking if i can write a notes and stuff it into a glass bottle, and throw it to the sea. Let it float and float.. And let my unhappy memories flys away. Or, i really can't study.. Mrs chong come back and will say, u change alot?.. Ever since i left on the end of jan?.... But u think i got the time to go to any sea? or whatever.. Wasn't thinking so much of this when i'm in the gym.. But, i didn't go gym for quite long liao. Felt so uneasy?. But i find that i got more time to do alot more things.. There is alot things i hate myself, can't regret on what i have done?.. So no point. What i can do is stuff it inside my heart and goes with my coffin.. And burn off, hopefully, it will end fast... Or the pains?. lAst longer and... Nvm.

Gonna try to study liao.

Same old me, always got e time to blog......Sleep late yesterday. woke up at 7 and get ready to go church, went to church and the mass end at 8.30.. Therefore, we went to coffee shop and have our breakfast while my mum and sis went to the market then meet up with us at the coffee shop... Went home after that with my mum left in the church becos she is helping out for the donation. She went to set up a stall in church and sell drinks for today..... So we left her there and we went home, i disture my sister for a while becos she wanna sleep for 10 min before she get ready to go to church.... But then, i know that she will disture me later on lol..... So i went to sleep too, after awhile, she didn't come and disture me.. A Evil hearted of me.... Woke up at 1.10pm and bath then off to work liao... Punch in at 2 and went to do counter... Down crew today, it just suck. I hate it man.. So little peep doing counter and customer in.. Gonna piang like hell+ need to see that syasya.. Punch out and told sandy that i hate syasya.. Sandy told me that syasya bad mood.. So, her mood is always that bad every day when i work with her??..!!!.. o crap man.... Just hate her lor, told esther that, what to do.. Wan me to slap her?.. WTH who i think i'm?. anyhow slap peep.. Punch out at 7 and waited for christy, she talk with yenni at the table infront of the counter..So helmi and i waited for her and yi ni called me.. Ask christy to answer and she say that we will be there in 5 mins time... So when they finish talking, we walk to JE, then i ask christy what happen?... So she told me that she tell yenni that alot peep dun like her..Becos of your attitude.. And John, actually he wanted to be a CL, but u discourage him... Alright, i dun give a dam of becoming anything liao... Just leave me alone can liao... Got e feeling of, dun wanna win anything liao... So becos of this feeling, even how hard i study, half way i will give up... So we went to play pool with gui hua, christy and helmi first while yi ni go and have her dinner with her baby =).. Lol... stead.. Then we punch one table first, played with them. Lose all the way =)... Just anyhow play, nv tok of winning.... Actually, i tired to play as per normal.. But i guess, dun wan la.. So i played with yini and i lose her. Then later i punch another table. Played with christy and tell her that, loser pay. So we played 3 round, i lost 3 round.... So i pay for the game, it was 5.10 only bah.. Cos we play not even a hour for that table.. BUt another table, cos us 13 dollar and each of us play 2.50.. But i pay the most overall... So we went down and intend to buy long john for my bro. But when i reach there, they say close liao.. So i called my bro and he say he wan filet student meal.. Went to mac and order, there is this one guy who saw me when i take my nsrs.. Told him that i failed.... Then he take my order using hot and i buy liao.. Just leave and i only buy a apple pie for myself bah. My dinner=)... Apple pie will do.. Just now playing pool, gastic abit pain. But after a while, dun feel hungry liao.... So yini,guihua,christy and we walk guihua to mrt station and we go to the 99 bus stop...helmi left us while i'm buying mac.. We reach the 99 busstop and christy ask me to go first bah, tml studying le.. So i walk home after that liao.. K bah. tml go library with this group of frens.. Gonna be the first time and last time studying together before mid year.. Can't study together for more then 1 day. Or not we will end up studying nothing ...

Isn't it good to be nice to everyone??... Went to work at 12 and kamalia ask us to punch out at 12.30 can? So jinhua and i went to je library becos she wan to look for books. So we walk there and went to the fourth floor to look for books, cos she gonna find some books to read and improve her chinese or read during silent reading. So we walk around and she borrowed about 4 books and we walk to shop and safe becos guihua wan cup noodles, so jinhua buy for her and we went back to mac and customer abit in liao. So we punch in and was asked to do lobby to 2 bah. Over there quite slack at first, but not long later, time to do alot thing liao, so when there is nothing much to do right i ask jinhua to go in wipe the tray, while i one person in lobby and suddenly customer very in... Then i guess, been nice?.. Peep might think i'm stupid, one person doing lobby and walk so fast around the lobby, actually i can ask jinhua to come out and help me.. But i didn't.. Then after a while, she come out and help out and went in again.. But nvm, so later qiao ting come out and pei me do lobby.. Then after a while, i went to break and follow by qiao ting and christy.. So we eat together outside at area D.... Punch in and was ask to do counter, i let the thing past a bout syasya thingy.. But today do counter with her again..

She just BEEP!!!!!.... Dun like her alot...But, what to do?. Slap her?. Siao -.-"".... Then do counter till i punch out at 7 and samantha ask sky to go JE change $100 worth of 50cents and $100 worth of 20cents.. So jinhua and i pei sky go there and come back mac, came back and guess how much li cheal give?. lol... $ 200 worth of 50 cents coins lol. and $100 of 20 cents coins.. But nvm lol.. So on the way back to JEC, pass it to li cheal....

So we walk back and we intend to go pool find guihua they all + qiao tingi yi ni... But they dun wan, so alicia,esther,sky,and me went in to acarde and play first while jinhua went to K pool and find theh other group. So i played for a while and ask sky if she wanan go kpool, but she dun wan.. Cos she scare to go in again after last time, the police came and caught them lol... In the end, she went up with me and we went in and find them... Yi ni, christy,wen jun,wei jun,alex,qiaoting,jinhua,guihua and evelyn over there playing..... So i ask jinhua for her ez link card to Open the table.. Then both of us play, starting, i keep missing the white ball lol.. But then, VS guihua. Won, then ask yi ni to play with me.. Won for first round, guess she let me win?... Then second time, lost her and go back liao.... She pay me 2 dollar becos she say she also got play ma.. So we went to book out and it was 6.20, i payed all.... Then i sms esther ask if they go home liao or not, guess maybe she is angry and she dun wan to reply.. So jinhua ,guihua and i went home first.. When i reach the over head brige, esther called and told her that i going home liao. They actually at acarde there lol.. sorry about that... Then Hear i'm =).. Told my mum that next week then i start studying for my mid year... Or not, if i get a bad result.. She sure $%#$#@^#*. Can't go out after work liao lol... NItesZ =)

Today?. haix, only talk to helmi once? when we sit together at the track. Then when we go to our houses. I sit with jolene, wei ling, with the 2 rafie. and hwee ching. Then after awhile, meet audrey+ terry+jerry+lidiawati+yin long+hock meng below outside the coffee shop.. Meet tehre and sms xue wi, but she didn't reply.. Guess she didn't saw, then we sit over there for a while and i went to toilet... Go in and hear someone shouting jeremy. Then they drag jeremy into the toilet.. First the gang of guo xiang or + those sec 5 chinese peep go in and close the door, then the 369 malay peep go in... jeremy tio by them... Then after a while, mr lawrence come liao... Then we went to Omega place to sit and i look at the event.. Then suddenly terry felt sick, or headach... Take tempreture, but he nv kena fever.. So after a while, he ok liao.... Then they talk behind while i sit infront of them dreaming.... But nvm, i'm always like that.. Then i saw helmi for a couple of times... But we didn't seens to talk to each other.. Then the sport day end liao, everyone are suppose to go to their own house.. I walk back to alpha house and actually wanted to go off liao.. But miss teo call me go there and take photo.. For those peoploe who took part in at least one event.. Take liao and went down can't find them lol, then called audrey and they come out liao... But wait a while and terry went to toilet, waited for him to come and look at the direaction where he is coming, then saw helmi over there walking towards my direaction also. But i nv talk to him or even eye contact..... Then walk off to busstop and take bus 30 to JP.. We reach JP and went to KFC. But then, i stand infront of the counter looking at the menu for about 10 min, but still dunno what to eat.. So got louis, terry and jerry + jia da eat at kfc while yi long, hock meng, lidiawati,audrey, xueqi and me go to the coffeeshop.... Over there waited for a while and found a sit liao.. Over there eat finish liao and ask louis to take my sis and i go acarde find jerry and terry.. Saw jerry playing the grum game in e acarde.. Feel like playing also lol, but they play until so fast like as if so easy lol.. But in the end, he lost.. But i really got e feeling of playing, but didn;t..... So i go and play basketball again, play once and dun have e feeling for shoting lol.. get 200+ max.. then alter the last game i play when yi long look for me becos all of them eat finish liao.. So i got e feeling, get 408 lol.. Then go and find them at e coffee shop and jerry suggested going to his house and we walk to his house.. walk half way and jerry stomach pain, he go home first lol.. He run and we slowly walk to his house.. Go in the lift and go up to 17th floor,waited outside for jerry to open the dog lol. But he just bath finish. Went in and play with his irabbits =)... 3 of them inside the cage while one more which is their daddy was in a uncover cage...... Then we stay in his house for a while and decided to go to the library...Then we left his house and we reach library liao, tell them that i wan to buy water.. So i went to JP there and buy, water.. When i come back and at the entrance, i look at them and all of them lookking at me. But i only saw the reaction of audrey.. Like telling them to stop ssaying something.. So i reach there and sit on the floor, then terry ask what i like lol.. U like basketball or any other thing?.. Told him that i dun like anything, then audrey ask whether i buy my school shoes liao.. Buy liao... Then right now, i'm 100% sure that they going to buy somethiung for me... Then we go jp again, go in and they say they wan to eat KFC. Then HockMeng lure me to one side and so they can discus what to buy.. So after a while, i went and find them and they pull me inside the KFC... Then i was thinking, lol.. They sure going to buy something, but i felt angry also bah.. Dunno y, left out over there... Then the stuff they do funny funny de... After a while, they come back liao. Then didn't saw terry, he behind of me and give me something, which is a BAG!!!... O ya, happy birthday... But haven reach lol... But nvm,THANK YOU!!!.... Haha.. Then we decided to walk around jp till 4.30 then go home bah... Then we reach a supermarket i guess?... Then talk about the chalet tingy which i say last time.. Then we plan again lol... But, very hard to organize a chalet... Then we went home after that... Yi long take 240 or 200+ bus with lidiawati while xueqi walk home.. Then audrey and i go take mrt then walk lol.. Then blah blah blah.. Reach home liao, onlnie for a while.. And...


PAPA!!! lol!!!.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!. Even though u r not looking at this..

LOL... Have our sport day... But woke up at 5.45.. EK!!!!.... Hate to wake up so early.. but got no choice, or someone will have to wait? lol... End up we waiting.... Over the stadium doing nothing lol, then one person sit a gang of peep over there talknig while i alone looking at those people running... Went jp after that and just wan to thx... AUDREY..planning to buy something for me, + calculating the amount lol.. and, lidiawati,,jia da,jerry,terry,yin long,xueqi bah.. THX yOU!!!> LOVe the BAG!! lol.. Can't bear to wear it, but must wear it on monday -.-""... Promise to wear on monday but not on the rest of the day right? lol...... Went jp and went to toilet and half way saw terry walking towards me wanted to go back to kfc while we go toilet to change.. Then i saw a gang of malay boys about 8?.. 2 of them. their hand go over Terry shoulder and they say, u very handsome huh?. But i know is bullying him, so i just dun care lol.. Just walk past and use my right hand to stop them and ask terry to go.. Then i just go in the toilet without caring anymore lol. Not happy can follow me go toilet...

Here i'm?.. Noticed that i'm always free?.. Update almost everyday... Tmr is our sport day le.. remember this morning when i take the trophy for 3 times.. I take and turn one round, pass it to farhan and take again. Then go put down the trophy and take another one. Mrs bay say, u wan to get how many? lol.. Then helmi was looking and me in a look that say i'm very hao lian.. But i nv say anything lor -.-""..... One w hole day sitting inform of e labby playing dota.. Always kena trash lol.... Tml will be my dad birthday bah.. then 27th next thrusday is my mum de.. EH!!!.. $$$$.. Birthday present lol.. Die. shouldn' t have spend money on acarde.. But i guess i still have some $$ to buy for them bah.. Or i s houdn't buy?.. Give them see good result can liao.. But not for mid year bah...

Today ar??. Hmm, sleeping day again?... Really dun have e mood to study, i forgotten everything out of a sudden.. Was english for this first period and we have some worksheet for us to do and it is counted as a exam.. So i do very fast and sleep.. Wake up and went for PE.. Put my hp in my pocket, so i didn't jump while playing volley ball today.. Razek told us that, we better play games as a whole class.. Or not u guys will miss each other when u all leave sec 4..... After pe, was eoa.. Went to class and mrs long was angry, as us to go out of the class and stand for like 5 min?. Then went back to class again, she started the lesson no petty cash.. Study for a while and fall asleep with tiao sin beside me... Both us sleep from 10.30 and we woke up half way when mrs long call us, tiao sin woke up and look at mrs long then go back to sleep. I help him write and i go to sleep. Then tiao sin turn to wake up and he help me write. Then recess time liao. Over there no place to sit. So we sit outside there, recess over liao.. Go for Science class, sleep all the way and mr tan ask me to wake up and do. Told him that i forgotten everything liao... Remind sleeping from 11.30 to 1.30...... After school liao, went home and meet my sister.. Then bring my dog go JP cut her hair + grooming... Then we left her in the shop while my sis and i went for shopping.. Was hungry and we went to the japaness shop and have our lunch, then went to acarde.. Play the basketball thingy again, walk around and walk till levi's, my sister tired the jeans and i tired the t shirt. So i brought a t shirt... 39+ bah.. Anyhow spend money... Then take cab home with my sis + dog.. Then go home on labtop, play dota for 5 min and go off liao.. Meet tiao sin and dovan at gym at 6. Reach there and saw tiao sin over there walking towards me. Then dovan on e way, we go up to the gym and i find out that i didn't bring towel, so tiao sin and i go down to the counter and buy a towel.. Then went in and train train train, train breasts first lol. Ops, chest.. Then dovan come liao... Crapping all the way and we go to the nearby coffee shop and have our dinner... Over there talk about dota and i told tiao sin that i not going to study for my mid-year... Gonna sleep for all lesson till mid year start liao.... But if i leak out of my position, jia lat liao.. Very hard to catch up, haix, i dunno la lol....

Dunno if i can still remind my result as the same as before?.. Feel like studying?. But u know that i got no hope in my MT and English. Sometime when i speak in english, my english just suck like hell... So i should rather be a mute?... Or should i write msg instead of talking?.. Haix.. Realise that lian de right.. He can trust peep alot, he gave me his mp4 today which cost 400+?. He nv even ask me to take care well of his mp4 lor.. He just gave me and ask when am i going to return him, Told him that tml i will return him.. After school, we got remidial with miss tan for math at 1.45.. So she gave us some worksheet to do. I look through before i started i and i saw grandient!!!!.. Suddenly i find that, i don't know much about math.. I only can remember those stuff and score high when the exam is near. But after the exam, i will forget all the stuff.... when it was around 3, we went to library becos it is raining heavily. But before that, miss tan crap alot lor.. Didn;t know that she is this kind of person.. Just like me, didn't know that i'm from nt.. + she is only 19, but she look more mature.... So we went to the library and took out the mp4, scare later peep might steal it from my bag. So i bring it with me and dovan go and use my nail cliper to cut the pencil box zip which lian de but his mp4 in it.. Then the zip spoil.. Thx to dovan, i can't be trusted.. Actually, i'm a person who can't be trusted bah. Dun trust me =)... So dovan came my house and waited for me to copy the Dota file into my lappy and bring the mp4 home and copy too.. So he waited for me and we decided to go JEC acarde. Went there and play the basketball thingy again, but, i'm the same old me.. Who like to spend money, spend till no money liao. then regert on what i have spend....
My family?.. Haix, the day when i went for attactment which is last week nia?.. few days ago.. My sis + bro kept calling me, told them that i be punching out at 11 and i will give them a call.. But i kena extend to 12. So i12 + then look at my hp, got 7 missed call..Called back and tell them that i'm safe bah, but actually, my bro actually tell me sis that. Lets take cab to wcp and take a look bah.. But my sis told him that, i will be alright de la.... Then sooner or later, i call back liao.
Told my sister something, i remember when i am pri 1. my bro pri 3 and my sis pri 5... My sister was suppose to look after me and my bro as we are in the same pri school..The three of us get 1.50 per day..... So i have the same recess time with my sister.. Everytime i anyhow spend the 1.50 on tibits and i feel hungry after tha't.. So i go and find my sister and ask from her 50 cents lol.. When she only have 1.50?.... She gave me almost everyday... When my sister left st anthony.. Is my bro turn to take care of me.. When i was pri 3 ad 4.. Whenever i need $$$, i will look for my bro and he will ask me.. How much u need?, then he straight away give me de.. Even though he is stingy.. he still give me some $$ when i need it... Am i forturnate?... As for my mum, always worried about me when i work everyday and go home late.... But she is been understanding sometimes when i say that i wanted to meet.. Then she let me go becos that is what most peep do during their relationship. But that is all e past..... Then my dad, is a person just like me?.. Dunno how to express their concern to someone....U know we felt very uncomfortable when we wan to show concern to someone, but we dunno how to?... Thats me and my dad bah.. Haix..

Oh? failed my NSRS for filet

Oh.. fail my nsrs... Was quite disappointed, even wanted to do grill nsrs after filet?? And wth i can't even pass my filet.. Guess what i did?. I use the tong to take the bun out from the steamer... + still got alot mistake..... Then i was talking to marshall in the manager room.. She ask y i fail?. due to alot mistake bah.. Then she encourage me. She told me that, yenni suppose to encourage me instead of scolding me.. I remember that i almost fail my lobby nsrs, and she scolded me.. But actually, yenni shouldn't have.. Then edwin came in and say that, actually i can correct ur mistake one. Only that u are late.. But i late becos i on the way to ssc first to take my OJE for nsrs... Not becos of that, when i reach the junction just outside ssc way.. MY umbrella spoil. The whole thing fly off. So i was catch in the heavy rain and i still walking, even if i rain. My whole body will still kena by the rain.. So i just walk and the road outside the mac is flooded. I remember that when i left my house. In toh guan road, all the drains is flooded... So i went in and i stragiht away go to the crew room and they ask me to change bah... So i chang[e liao and kamalia ask if i wan any hot drink and things to eat.. But i told her i dun wan.. So i went in and sit at the crew room. Samantha came while i'm looking through the question for nsrs.... U know that?, yesterday when samantha supopse to punch out, she felt sleepy and not feeling well, but she still take e time to go through with me all the question.. And she know i'm sleepy becos i didn't sleep well, due to i work till 12 ma.. So she brew me a coffee while i'm doing kitchen.. And she ask me to go home rest after work.. But i went to acarde and play.. So i reach JEC mac and edwin bring me around and tell me where is all the chesse + sauce all this stuff... So i started doing and firstly, i put the apple pie in the mechediser wrongly. And he kim hwee i thing? the examination corrected me.. One mistake, and there is alot stupid thing..... So i finish liao and sit down with him and i can't answer alot question and he tell me the answer... And at last, he told me that, u guess u pass or fail?.. Erm.. Just pass?.. Oh, unfortunaly. U failed.. So i was like. Hmm ok.. Was about to cry after he ask me to remember all the answer that he told me.. Then i went to manager room and talk with marshell, guess she is a very good Rm bah.. Not like yenni?... So i called mac straight away when i'm leaving jec mac.. Kavita answered the call and i told her that i failed and she dun believe. And kamalia answer, she also dun believe, tell her that i come back and give u see the oje form.. So i went back and was kindly sad?.. Then i slowly walk back to ssc bah.. Then saw kamanlia going toilet and i also going.. I gave her see the OJE and she still dun believe.. She say that, maybe the result is not out yet??.. But the result is already out and it is written on the OJE form..!!.... So i went in ssc mac and give kavita see the form too.... But when i'm in the call, i should be sad?. But yet i having fun talking with them on the phone.. Guess i'm a person who dunno how to express my feeling!!!!... Went back and kamalia even ask if wan to eat something or drinks. Told her that later i will help myself.... Was thinking of going gym or acarde to train or play.. But i guess, i should follow kavita to the mrt becos she dun have e str to walk.. Scare later she faint half way or fall down.. So i follow her to the mrt and went home liao.. Cos she is alright after awhile i stay with her at mac till 8 bah... So i decided to go gym tml after the math remidial.. On the way home and talk with kavita. She told me that she is a Head Prefect is her secondary school and everytime there i spot check, she will be the one confiscate all the illigel stuff. The teacher trust her becos she nv even tell her best fren that there will be a spot check.. A successful person.. But, if i happen to be the one spot checking?. I guess i will not confiscate even one hp..O crap.. Stay happy =).. Gonna go acarde play like mad this coming sunday again bah..

Easter sunday!!!

Ha??. shouldn't i be tired?. But as long as i'm be able to play, i will not be tired bah.. I got not enough sleep, as u know what time i woke up? lol.. 7.10am.. So i go to church with my bro and sis. Cos my parent haven come back ma. So we went down and take cab to church.. Reach there around 7.25am. Luckily the mass haven started. So we went in and attend the mass.. Then we went to the nearby coffee shop to eat our breakfast.. Follow by, we take cab go home again lol... So when i reach home. After awhile, gonna go to work liao le.. Reach there and saw samantha just come out from the toilet. Then she say, u can wake up ar?.. If i can't, u will down crew liao lol.. So she went back to mac while i go to the toilet and go back to mac.... Punch in at 12.02 and samantha ask the four of us.. sky, me, xue wei and syasya.. To look for her at the manager room.. So we went there and she look angry... She told us that, this is going to be our last chance.. Becos we late punch in for 2 mins... so i was liek abit angry. But it was my fault, isn't it??.. + she have been so kind to us all along.. She just want xuewei to punch in on time everytime. Becos samantha saw xuewei at 12pm, still at the changing room there slowly tie her hair.. Whichi make her angry. + xuewei is a new crew, samantha hate something about her becos, she always wanted to choose the station she wanted to do.. She wanted to do lobby becos she can play with the kids. And she can eat snake by making lots of ballons again and again...... But i guess, sry about it bah.. Samantha... Punch in and do fries and follow by hot. Then go to counter for a while and go and do housekeeping. + most of my time. I started wraping the stain on top of the long table there.. Took me, isnarti and kavti from 1 to 3.. to finish it up lol.. But i guess, isnarti started first aorund 12+... Then i went for break and punch in. Sit down with samantha for my nsrs tml.. Filet!!!... I scare later i fail bah... So i guess, i should try?. Then after that, i go to kitchen and punch out at 6.30pm... Then dinie and helmi + me went to the toilet first. Then take out our cap and wash our hair lol..... Went back to mac and saw sky, ask if we wanna go eat dinner with qiao ting there all. But we dun wan to, so we went to jec and play acarde!!!!.. At first, we wanted to play only 5 dollars?.. Haha, end up i play 20+ i guess.. So sky and i go and play basketball first. While dinie go and play initial D. Then i played for a while liao.Feeling so dizzy lol, but i'm alright around a few seconds. Then i continue playing basketball.. Then after a while, the four of us went to play the car thingy. Forget what does it called.. So i came in first for twins and second for once.. Cos we played 3 time, Then we go and play worldcombat. We count sky out.. So we played for awhile, we die liao lol.. It was around 7.50 and i decided to play till 8 and go off liao.. So i played the basketball again. The seconds time i play. Suddenly someone came beside me and shoot the ball. It was christy lol.. I played finish and turn around, i saw yini, weijun, guihua, qiaoting, and james... Then, christy+ qiao ting + me VS basketball. I won in the end and score about 100+ only lol.. So i saw yini playing ddr. She played with sky and sky dun know how to play, so sky come out and i play with yini.. Was abit blur at first.. But i remember that when i was around sec 1 or 2, i played that at home on playstation... But i can't do until very hard de la.. lol.. We last time dance becos we wanted to lose fats lol.. So i played for a while and we lost lol, then yini and i played again.. But i still lose her.. But i guess, next time i will train more lol!!!.. next weekend going again... I got e free time to play =).. Even if it is mid year exam. I just wan to relax myself during midyear bah..... But i scare that i might fail mid year. But nvm, so i play basketball again for the first time, get 100+ which is stage 2 and die liao. Then i played the second time, it suck.. Then the third time, better abit. Then the forth time and the last one of today. Played and scored 330+. But if i happen to get 350, i will be able to go stage 5 bah.... Gonna aim for higher next week.. Then i saw kristine withi her fren?.. But didn't have e . to appoach them.haix... The money i earn every weekend all goes to acarde lol.. Sooner or later, everytime i go i might spend 50+ bah.. Hope not lol..

Recently, i ate alot and i felt that i'm getting bigger and huge or should i say, FAT!!!... Today i nv eat dinner bah.. Not becos i wan to diet.. But becos, i only find out that i didn't eat dinner after playing acarde.... So i guess, forget about it bah!!!.. Then went to toilet with christy, went in and she say, she finally know who is kristine lol.. Then we went in and i waited outside for her.. But i hear qiao ting and yini voice come from the girls toilet. So i waited outside fore a while and they walk towards me. So christy told yi ni and qiao ting.. Actually, i like john.. Then i was lol... BUt she is crapping anyway =).. So we went down and i went to buy a mineral water. It was 1.80!!!. Crap. I shouldn't have buy it at the cinema there. Then went to watson and qiaoting they all go home liao.. So left gui hua and sky + me.. We went home after that and Here i'm =)..!!!

But one thing, i dunno if i wan to test my limit. Dun study for mid year and see what i will get?.....

What liao, y must i always think in some other way?

Hmm, something about today??. haix, its 2am i started blogging right now.. So lets talk about the things happen 10 hoiur ago i guess?.Woke up and my sis told me that mac called me just now. So i call back after i have my hokkien mee which my sister go down and buy for us =)!!!!... So i ate and off to work.. On the way to work was like so fair up.. Esther called me up and ask me if i wanna go wcp with her after working at ssc.. So i rejected and ask her to go alone.. But she say, i dun care.. I gonna tell samantha that u wan to go.. So i was like, wtf?. I already say i dun wan to go liao right?.. Alright fine, went mac and saw samantha, straight away tell her that i'm not going.. So i punch in at 12 and sky + esther keep asking me to go wcp with them.... Sky was like abit sad becos, she suppose to pei me go play acarde de.. But end up going wcp for attactment... She also got e urge of playing the basketball thingy lol.. But she must go wcp.. So i started doing fries. Samantha called me and ask me go JE take one case of corn.. So i was like, ok.. Walk over there with no sweat. Then i went in and only saw sean.. The only person i know haha.. Then the manager ask me to help myself and take it in the storeroom.. So i went in and saw one case is open de, another one that is not open is below there. So i carry it up and felt the wt alright, becos i didn't carry it for long.. So i saw the wt 18kg.. Guess is alright bah.... So i carried out and the manager sign the paper. Then she ask me, how am i going to carry?.. i Guess i know what she mean liao. The corn case is heavy.. So i carry it out and half way at Long john silver street. My bicerp started to feel e pain liao...So i was like sweating like hell lor. Went back to mac and samantha say.. U bath ar ? lol.. Then she say, very heavy meh?. Y u sweat so much lol. Then she carry it and she apologies. Sry, didn;'t know that it is so heavy lol.. So i rest awhile and go to kitchen and do grill side..... then 3.22pm, i went for break and eat outside at D area, saw xue wei and syasya.. The subject they talk is about stead!!!!..About, which of your stead u stead with him for the longest and the shortest... Alright, they is alot more thing which i hate it.... One thing i wan to say.. Flirt... Both of them... There is stilla lot of thing i haven say thats shows what i said... So we ate finish and syasya got a phone call.. I stood up and throw the stuff i ate into the dustbin. Xue wei called me john kor kor.. Sit here and chat le. REply. ERm,, Hmm.. I guess i going toilet now. And dun anyhow call hor. Went did i become ur kor kor de?. diao.. Went to toilet and punch in at 3.52pm and arrange storeroom + freezer. Then do lobby a while and punch out at 4.30.. Then go Wcp with gui hua, esther and sky.. Actually i not go ing de. But since sky can't make it for the acarde thingy.. I find that i got nothing better to do. So i went with them.. We left mac and it was raining heavily. The entrance at the carpark yam water. lol..... So we went to the toilet first and go into the ssc shop which is outside the toilet.. over there talking to li ping and ask if she got umbralla can borrow us?. She didn't bring.. Luckily. sky got one small umbralla in her bag and we decided to.. Esther and i use the small umbralla, while sky and guihua use the big one which they get it from mac... So we left and while working to the busstop.. Gui hua walk in the rain and get herself wet.. But in the end. the four of us.... All kena by the rain, our whole body is wet.. They felt cold..... So we decided to talk cab.. But whats the point of taking cab when we wan to earn money?. Spend our money and go there work? So the money we earn over at wcp will goes to the cab fees.. So we take 176 and on the way to wcp, the rains started to stop... So we rush in and saw suhana.. Told them that, the last time i went there was around. Last year auguest bah..... The name i remember is sakinah only bah..+ pearl... So i started work at 5.30pm. Suppose to work to 11 and i was shock. Keep asking sky to tell them that we will be punching out at 9 and go back JEc to play acarde.. Sky and i was ask to lobby, actually i was ask to do counter, but i suggested to do lobby.. So esther do counter and guihua do fries.. Was kindly slack bah, really got nothing to do in lobby.. So sky and i was walking around the Big lobby. Then suddenly, miss lin which is the shift manager. Ask what station i know, told her that i know everything, but i tell her.. Not going to do counter. Becos i like to chiong in kitchen.. So we say,u like c hiong type one ar? lol... Then she say she will plan later.. So after a while, i didn't know that sky was pull to counter and i do lobby alone.. Crap.. But luckily, nothing much to do.. Then after a w hile, she called me in and do vets.. Then their customer is dam little lor... The place for mc chick. i'm not use to it. But i did it very fast bah.. Then i went for break and punch in.. Do REGUlar, which is grill.. Then i over there alone.. IN wcp.. Their product go dam slow one lor.. Maybe due to raining?... So i was waiting for 11 le.. gonna punch out at 11.. Waited for so long. U guess what?. ssc sell chix fan and beef fan so fast. But they take at least every 30 min to sell just one each lol.. But i was lucky also.. Cos they seperate the chix fan and beef fan.. So very mafan.. So miss lin keep asking me to extend to 2.30 lol.. Then i say i dun wan, then 1 am.. nO!!!> how about 12.30'?. No.. Then it tell her that i not going to extend lor.. It was around 10.30 when she asked.. Then when it comes to 10.45. Pearl came and ask me to extend till 12. Ahya, anything la.. + they will give us $$$ to take cab home... So nvm bah.... Then i waited for so long, and finally!!!!. 12 liao le.. Help them for a few mins and went off liao.. Then we waited inside the crew room for suhana to give us the money to take cab.. While waiting, miss lin ask us to take some drinks lor.. I take green tea. Guihua and sky take M ILT. Then esther take milo '? i guess?. Can't rmb.. So we over there joking with suhana lol. She gave us 50 dollar and ask us to sign on the petty cash paper.. Then they say, the oldest one should sign, which is me..,. So i was about to sign, but suhana gave it to esther and esther sign on it.. The 50 dollar is handle to esther, and she shall take the resoponsibility. So we decide to take one cab each. But then, esther need peep to pei. So the four of us take one cab lol.. So we went out and leave WCP liao.. I remembenr last time i waited for so long just for a cab.. But it take me so long to wait for a cab.. It was around 1pm at that moment.. So we walk half way and they will sceaming. Due to so late and no one around us.... Then we started to walk so close to each other and esther hold me so till!!!.. Then sky beside esther and guihua beside sky.... Then finally, we got into the cab and crap with the taxi driver.. So we went to Woodland, which is esther house.. actually we can go to my house first. Then guihua. Follow by sky then esther.. But instead. We go to the furthest one first.. So we go to woodland and fetch esther home first.Followed by sky then guihua bah.. I'm the last one, suppose to reach home first one right? diao.. The cab fare is 35.60.....

Haha, someone said that i'm good at hiding my feeling.. Haix, guess so?.. Maybe bahx. Or actually.. I'm happy =).. I nv hide my feeling ma.. Haha

Good friday.

I suppose today is?? GOOD FRIDAY!!!!!

Alright, remember yesterday i went to church with my sister at night and meet up my mum at e church. I am feeling so restless and so hot... Cos i'm outside of the church due to alot peep in the church..... So this morning, my mum wake me up and tell me that someone from mac called me and ask if i wanna work day?. I guess, should be samantha bah, i dun think yenni will call me de.. So i just ask my mum to tell her that i will be workiung from 11 to 4.00 bah.. due to, 5 o clock i will need to go church... So i work finish and punch out at 3.30 and have my EMC. Can't eat meat today, so i ate large fries and a filet.. Then around 4, when i leave and i waited for jessica. Then i brought a green tea and shaken fries.. So both of us went to the toilet and i waited for her outside. Then we left and on the way to mrt. My bro called me and ask me hurry up.. Gonna be late liao. So i say, u all go first la. Then he ask my mum to come to the coversation. So i was quarreling with her. Becos i dun wan to rush home ma. Reaches home and bath, change and take bus go to church liao.. waited for a while and the bus 188 come liao.. So i reach church and there is one part where they keep asking up to kneel and stand, kneel and stand for more then 10 times.. Feeling restless, over there keep cursing and swearing in my heart... But today is good friday?. I said this kind of thing?. Great sinners. + in the church.. Alright, so the mass end at 6.30 and we went for dinner at the coffee shop outside. And we go back church for divine mercy =).. My mood change after the divine mercy.. Over there praying and singing. With a bath of peeps =).. But i'm sitting with my sister and my elder cousin + my bro.. We are the youngest over there lol.. So call youngest, as they are some kids over there. The rest all old old de =)...

Saw my name for the NSRS this coming monday. Saw Je over there??. then i was like huh?.. SAMANTHA BLUFF ME!!!. But actually, she also not comfirm. So can't blame her bah...

Guess what day is tml???.. Audrey god bros birthday.. The TWIn!!!!> Jerry+ terry =).... HAPPY BIRTHDAY YA!..
I suppose, both of u collected lots of gifts liao? haha.. Terry, i suggest u dun work bah. Just focus on ur studies.. Instead of asking me to introduce u to mac to work. Might affect ur studies and ur muscial talent =)... TImes passes, and here i am? haha!!!.. My parents going batan tml until sunday.. Just right!!!!.. cOS I'm meeting this group of peep, sky to go acarde. But i guess sandy and esther will go too.. Gonna play like hell liao lol?.. Cos my parent not at home tml ma.. Maybe they might go home early?. I will be walking around from Jw to my house bah....
Recently, terry ask what i like?. I was thinking, what i like??!!!!>. How the hell i dunno what i like???.. As in what i like not who i like lol.. So what i like???!!!!.....

Haix.. Feeling so what? in Normal technical.. But i guess, i should study hard?. u know if u study till ite and stop studying liao?. U might get a job very fast. But ur pay is low, unless u strike 4D?. Different case, or rob the bank.. .. Maybe i only can survior till ITE??. Can't go any further for my studies?.. Haix.. No plan at all. I dun even know what course to take!!!

Ate a double filet meal Up size with green tea when i go home =).. from church =)

Haix.. Feeling that i have neglect helmi alot?. also dunno y i haven been talking alot with him for quite long liao?. Then everytime we sit together, he was like so sian de, cos i will walk out of the class and walk around the school during lesson. But he just stay in the class with no one beside him. Looking around for someone to talk to.. I'm sry for not been a good fren bah.. As time passes, i was wishing that i'm a loner and got no frens.... Just wanted to be alone bah...

We have been eating lots of stuff from KFC recently? lol... + wednesday, went gym and eat kfc... Then today eat again. But i treat jerry and terry + yin long KFc le.. Broke liao =(.. Today i bring them to gym and was like, haix.. They keep playing around, then end up running at the track and leave liao. Then i alone over there contiune training for a while then leave that place.... But before that, we went to kfc at (5 head)... 5 head? lolXx.. Then over there crapping, then walk to gym...

About the CCa stand down thingy.. dunno if i got the time to go back harmonica again?. Even if i go back, i walk around and play a fool. Mr soon will shout and ask me to go out, just like he did to kelly and joanne last time.. So is like, after national + cca stand down. Gonna study?, alone over at je library bah. Everyday except saturday sunday. Maybe i will be there at least 6 times per week?.Dun wan to ask anyone follow me bah.. Be a guai kia =)..

Hey, my looked? I change alot?. lOl. My god mother say that i change alot?. Then she can't reconise me lol. Cos i was sitting at the bench behind the stall. Was in the church. So many times she walk towards me, she was wondering who am i?. Till i talk to her, then she say.. What??!!.. John ar? lol.. Diao... Nvm. If during the study period, i would like to be alone =).. So if i happen to stare at my book in the library?+ listening to mp3. Then didn't noticed u, lol sry =\.. Haix, nvm. Wait for the time to come bahx.

Nothing bettert to do right now.. Having Eoa lesson in the com lab.. Haix, yesterday night suppose to do my tys?.. But due to something, then i stop doing and sleep at 10 liao.. But guess what?. I sleep liao. Then suddenly hear my mum call me to wake up liao... But i look at my hp, it was only 1.30.am. But before looking the time at my hp. I look outside outside of the window and it look like as if it is 7 liao... So i open the door and go to the toilet. Then when i go back to my room, then i realise it is only 1.30am lor.. But nvm, i carry on sleeping and i heard my mum call me, and the door is open. I turn and i saw no one at the door.. So i leave the room and i saw my mum sleeping. OMG -.-"... Two times, i heard her calling me, but i didn't see her.. O crap.. Die liao.. My luck?. Also dunno what happen to ys and shirley bah.. Haix, heard from wei ling that ys make shirley angry?. haix, i can't do anything to it anyway.. Sigh

Just came back from gym bah, with that dog. lol, he name me as wild boar. =). or wild pig?... Went gym with him and i did some training for tranzimp and arm shoulder only bah. Just for a while due to the gah fu wan to eat kfc lol. Recently, i have been eating kfc liao. haix,I noticed that i can actually studies very well with my dog close and with my mp3 =)... 3rd of may will be our first paper... So i guess, i only study math? lol. Cos i wan to piang TYS lol... . Lol, nothing much to blog liao. Gonna piang tys =)...

Confuse me

About today?. Early in e morning, went to school to meet up and gave terry and jerry birthday present lol =).. But they dun like the colour =(. haha.. There is a quarrell during recess, Ys.. Diaox. Duno how to say, just dun bother about him, just now he say the pussy thingy. Not even mentioning u. He is talking about the movie that he have downloaded. + all this kind of stuff, is like. We listen until sian liao right?. So i dun think will affect us while eating. Thats him, and can't be change?. But consider about it, everybody needs frens, isn't it?. So do he?.+ the way u say about him, can u please go to other place to sit instead of siting with us during recess. But if i say this to u?. Thats y i have been answering him when he talk to me, or not u feel very angry de right?. If u talk to me, i nv talk to u, u will shout at me or even if u shouted liao, i still nv reply u... Not saying u are wrong la. But u hate ur life in hkss. So just dun bother about them anymore when u go for your ITE...Maybe u should thing through?. He got his good point too, whenever he got good stuff, he will share with us. For example, his mp4. Sometime he happen to buy something to class and eat, he will even come and ask if u wan some. Maybe not u, but others.. As for helmi, i know that u treat me as a very good fren + i treat u as too. But sometime, about ur attitude on ys.. Guess, u oonly talk nicely to me all the times, but not to ys they all.. Cos u treat me as a best fren. But even if ys, might not be ur best fren, u can still treat him good de ma. Doesn't have to treat him in some other way.. How about the way u treat me. Exchange with how u treat ys with me?. I dun mind, as i can always control and even if u make me angry, i will still control... There is nothing i can't control if i wan to. Wondering, everytime only u helmi and ys quarrel. I didn't seens to quarrel with u guys, if there is, it is only jokes...Can find that tiao sin is a very nice person bah... Really, i mean it... I might not have the right to say all this.. Sry about all i have wrote. But i just hope u understand what i have writen here. Yesterday night, before having my dinner, i started doing my TYS and out of no way, its dinner time. Then after dinner, i go back to do again. i Find that times go so fast and 2 more weeks will be mid year liao. I didn't seens to be working hard?.. But i'm gald that i score 48/50 for eoa.. Today pe, play basketball with tiao sin and lian de again lol... Was quite fun with them lol.. Then suddenly simon and ys come liao. Then we play together. Simon shooting skill doesn't make me thinks he is a pro lol. Maybe he got not enough str to flip the ball at 3 point. Or not, i guess he can play very well.. Still find that Tiaosin is a best basketball player so far lol.

Haix, supose to go to JP with quite a number of peep de. lol. Nvm TOday in school, slack again.. PE period, play basketball again.. Then asked audrey to keep my hp for me, just incase during PE, my hp kena stolen.. TY =). Then math, ew was like dam tired all the time, then sleep from 10.30 to 11 without waking up.. Till english last period, mr said nv come. So we play in the class lol. Everybody take out MP3 Mp4 + hp. The relive teacher didn't seen to care, he talk things out with almjost everybody, but not me lol.When they walk around the class or walk out of the class... So after school l iao. Meet up audrey go JP hunt for something lol.. Guess what? HAPPY BIRTHDAY JERRY TERRY =).. This coming saturday.. So half way we saw one guy lol... She almost die from heart attack. lol.. So we saw xue qi and lidiawati. Ask if they wan to share with us and give it to them lol.. So they agreed and we went to jp together and having fun over there too =).. lol.... Wanna ask u all some question.. If ur wife can't give birth, and the problem lie on u?. But there is a way for ur wife to have a baby. By paying one guy to do something about it with her, but the baby is yours. But not ur real son/daughter. Will u accept it?.. Lol. sounds familier =)..

Today ar, suddenly feel like playing basketball and jio tiao sin to play with me after school. So we have a match, tiao sin,dovan and me team up Vs simon,ys,lian de and han sheng... When the game is about to over, we anyhow play lol, turn by turn shoot, but we can't shoot into the basket.. So we lost in the end, i sweat alot and return the basketball back to the pe department. So dovan went home and i go for my harmonica, today haromonica was very slack, we hang out outside looking at those people taking high jump event... Till about 4 then we saw mdm usha walking into the harmonica room, so we was like rushing back lol.. I tok that edward will win for high jump, becos he have been taking part ever since he is sec 1 or 2 bah.. But end up, Yan xiong win le. ALPHA AGAIN!! lol..... But nvm, but while watching the event. Terry told me about something happen, inside the harmonica room just now. Terry and jerry is playing the drum, but tianrong is on the phone with terance which is her BF. But terry and jerry played the Drum very loudly and ask jerry and terry to stop, but they didn't. So tianrong gave terance the address of terry and jerry. And terance said that he will go to their house and whack them up.. So he was like, what if he really come?. Alright, come to me. Lol.. So what if he is sec 4?. Thinking that he can bully terry and jerry which is only sec 2?. Today in the toilet i saw terry/jerry fren take his spect and dun wan to return. So i was like staring at that guy and wanted to talk things out with him liao.. I stared and helmi was laughing, he tok that i stare at him.. But in the end, he return, so i guess i shouldn't makes things worst bah... Alright fine. Thinking too highly of myself. But it is ur fren after all?. terry and jerry ask if i will keep updating my blog when i go to ite and so on in my life. I told him i will, so he tell me to keep in contact with them till i'm 80+ lol... Today i got no voice lol, or maybe should i say, for a couples of days liao. But i didn't go and see doctor bah, everytime i sick, i will nv go and see the doctor, due to.. Hmm??. Also dunno y. So far, mum + esther told me to go and see doctor +qiaoting.. So i was talking today and everybody was like, huh? huh? huh?.. Cos they can't hear what i said lol.. But nvm.. Cya =)..

Haix, have been thinking of doing alot of thing.. But N level is coming or should i say Mid year is coming. How am i suppose to do all the thing?..

Gonna study for the NSRS thingly. Inorder to go for Grill NSRS

Got e urge of playing basketball again ever since i stop playing at sec 1

Gonna train in gym.Training for heavier wt

Gonna train for national. Aiming for top 8

Gonna prepare for N level. Aiming 5(A)

Gonna earn money. Spending it on acarde

Gonna go out and play + watch movieto relax after studying

There is one thing i wanted to do, but i guess it will nv happen again. So shouldn't have try bah

Even more i guess?.. Am i going to do it slowly or?..

Nothing better to do now, its Cpa N level practical coursework.. ALmost finish liao

Actually, gonna write alot. But erm.. Nvm. Gonna write finish it fast... Feeling so sick and went to church early in the morning and still coughing + flu+ sore thoat.. Then my voice change.. Called mac and i know that today samantha will be working in the morning, so i called and told her that i fell sick. But i didn't get to see her for weeks liao. So maybe i should go and work?. Then she told me that, since like that, i dun let u do counter. U do Grill side la, becos now got the offer of the free beef fan per meal. So i was like?. Nvm, punch in at 10.30 and tapo bee hoon for qiao ting.. I punch in and was ask to do alot thing bah, but i do it slowly. Then i do Vets side, till 12 t hen i go to the grill side and customer in. I was asked to do Beef fan becos of the promotion ma.... Alright nvm, so i told her about where my nsrs will be at?. becos she also dunno where is it, the filet nsrs will be on the 17th of april le. And yet u didn't go through with me all the stuff.. Might be at Je. But then she comfirm and the place is at IMM bah.. Near my house, just walk there can liao. But monday i will have harmonica isn't it?. Thing i should tell mrs chua to excuse me bah.. Went home after work, but rezal ask me to pass this 4 oz cup to Je while i on the way home, at least he trust me i guess. The pink and yellow form. He asked me to return it to him next saturday bah. Hopfully i will not lost that paper or he might think i have stolen the 4 oz cups.. Went there and saw li cheal. She finally become 2nd asst liao. But i tok she should be 1st asst?. Haix, i also dunno.. So i went home after that and bath + change and meet up this batch of mac person at JE. Esther told me that they are going to Je liao, so i rush and reach je, guess what they say?. Alright, i come right now. Diaox.. They intend to meet up and take neoprint and have our dinner. So i was restless and walk towards them and saw them at the traffic light.. Then i follow esther go to the ATM. While sandy/alicia/sky and dinie sit at the stones chairs. Then we go and find them and went to JEC and look inside the mac, saw sean and licheal. But we didn't go in bah. Then we intend to go up to the acrade and saw Jessica with her fren going up. So we went up and dinie went in the acarde. was thinking i dun wan to play, i didn't since to like acarde that much lor. But i went in and saw a batch of gangster which i once quarrel with. But they dun since to remember me. So just forget it bah..... Then we keep looking at the Street Basketball acarde machine, Then sky wanted to play. So i payed 2 dollar and she pay 2 too.. So we told up the card and waited for our turn. We played a total of 3 games, Then the first one we can't even get to the second stage. But we started to play the second time and we are able to play better, went to stage 3 and die. When we left about 10 second and i actually look behind. Guess who i saw?. Kristine. But i didn't really turn behind, i just look at sky and i saw kristine behind.. So the games over and we look behind and. Erm. Hi =).. Then Bye. So we played our last game and i tired to shoot in, but we lost in the first stage again =)... When i left there and they ask. Nvm.. Then sandy was like abit sad, i also dunno y, maybe she will tell me later on bah?. Probaly...

I didn't went to church class for at least 5 times liao. Straight =)...Which is 5 week and once per week... Dunno if they will allow me to go for the comfirmation. If i can't, i think i will be scolded for sure.. I was thinking of going Jec acarde to play as and when i like. But, if i happen to keep playing there and i'm sure i mix out with gangster. Then i end up joining them or fighting with peep. But i guess, maybe sometime i will go there and play bah. =). Didn't play acarde for a long time liao. Cos i didn't actually went out to watch cinema + play.. except for the end last year?. Haha.. I guess, when mrs chong come back. She will be shock that i change so much. Become What they called. PAI KIA instead of the guai kia(Class monitor).... But that was me when i felt restless which i dun wan to..I walk dam fast when i walk home just now. But i stop at the over head bridge. Oh Haha =).. LOL LOL LOL......

Guess what?. Woke up at night and can't sleep liao, due to my sore thoat, then woke up go and drink water, + flu, take a hard time to sleep around 8pm. But i still sleep bah.. Then early in the morning woke up at 6.15am and bath, then change and go to school liao. Reach there and intend to sleep in audi, but teacher came in and ask me go out. Then must faster carry all the drum and piano to the hall liao. Cos the Mr soon shouted at us at the oppsite of the harmonica room, shout across the parade. Then i shout back at him in a very angry way. Then just carry on carrying it bah. Then reach there liao, forget to bring my file, went back again. Went back to the hall and the drum got something wrong, went back to band room again to get something again. Dam tired lor, then the performance today is GREAT!!!, we blow the loudest amount the rephesal and practice we had so far... But i enjoy listening to the band and Co =).. Rockz.. + The malay dance and india dance, they actaully combine together!!!.. This is the first time they make it, looks interesting lol, but i over there sitting at the chair so hot becos my t shirt at the collar can't be bottom, t shirt too small or should i say i too fat lol.. Was so angry lol, angry till after the speech day dun wan to do anything, but i must ma. Mrs chua told me, this gonna be ur last performance liao... Then y not i try my best blowing and help out?.. But guess what happen after the speech day?. Benjanmin that smelly ass, and ivan went home straight away, and they came late today, make us scare that no one will play the drums. So i gonna carry the biggest part of the drum lor. Then we got not enough people to carry, luckily the NCC guys came and carried the piano for us... Carry it to the band room and straight away go in the audi and sleep over there. Angry till hell.. But suddenly, audrey/lida(Bear bear family lol).+ xue qi came in and chat over there. Then they say they dun wan to go home so early lol. Then i crap with them, wan stay till 6+ ar?. lol... Then ariya came in becos someone is around lol ^^.. Actually he s hould have went home first de. So terry and jerry came in and said they wan to hang around also. So we over there chatting happily lol =). Then when i went to toilet, my hp is with audrey, actually my hp is passing around amount this few of us lol. Then when i went to the toilet, ys called and audrey answered. Then audrey came out and called me while i'm walking to the toilet, but she kept telling me, dun tell him who answered the called, ( Hello?, ya what is it). From ys( wan to come to mac?. and who is the person answer the called? audrey?) ME( No la, it was xue qi lol).. Then i told him that i not free lol, so didn't go. Or not i very extra ma, u and shirley together. So went to the toilet making some browniess lol.... Stomach ach, then suddenly terry came in the toilet and he know the reason y i came to toilet liao. So he went out and shout at everyone, (haha, john making cake lol)... Then was like so pai seh, but nvm. So the groups of us left the audi and intend to eat our lunch =)... So this group of us walk around the school coffee shop and was thinking where got aircon? how about mac?. Becos ys is over there, i just lie to him, so i guess i should just carry on lying to him lol. U guess y we wan a place with aircon?. Becos audrey suggested, VERY HOT AR!!! lol.. Actually everybody is hot. So walk to KFC at jurong sport complex... Then that terry keep using my hp to take photo lol..... So we reacch KFC and terry and jerry not enough $$ haha.. So who is the ATm? lol... Then i was queneing up behind terry, but i was still thinkin what to eat.. So lidiawati came and audrey, lidiawati was like so blur lol.. She brought a cheese fries and a pensi for 4.80 lol. So it was audrey turn, she ask me to order first, but i'm still thinking, so is she lol.. Told her that dun order bantido, u will regret it. Becos the taste not as good as last time.. But at last, she still buy lol. Guess what she say? i dun wan to sit with... lol.... So i'm the one ordering and taking the order that they own terry and jerry to terry and jerry.. Then they say, the servent have came!!! lol.. Or they say, john have become the servent lol!!!... Nvm fine lol. Then suddenly, the rains start coming down, so i was thinking should i still go to work?. Think i shouldnt go liao bah, even if i go, i got no mood to work till to the flu i have later on + sore thoat.. So while we are eating, we can't eat finish our corestaw and potato. So we gave all to ariya lol. So he ate finish all of them liao right, i took out the superstar coupon which can exchange for one coleslaw and one weak potato. So we gave it to ariya.. he can't eat anymore liao. So i end up eating it, i pour the colestaw together on the week potato, then i ate chili, abit only, but i ate the ABIT.. Taste so sweet lol.. But mix together is really nice.. Then rains start to come, all of us started to panic lol. Becos we got no umbralla + might get scolding from our parent.. But them we decided to walk around, we go up to the fourth floor and went to the gym, cos terry and jerry was curious... Then we decided to walk back to the coffee shop where we go there straight away after school.. But it was raining, so we just dun care lol... Just run across to the building next to it. But i was walking with jerry lol.. Jerry keep walking in the rain lol. Then we say, u just broke off with ur gf? lol.. So we reach at the coffee shop liao.. End up thinking where s hould we go now. So i suggested going to the library while terry and jerry wanted to come to my house. But i dun allow. So audrey called and ask if she can go to the library, becos she will have to tell everyone lol.. She is allow to =).. But ariya can't le, so he went home alone bah. Was hoping that audrey will say bye to him.. I know it, the way he look at us from far, but still, audrey didn't noticed him. So he left bah... Then audrey went to tapao nasi lomak for her sisters. Then we follow her to her home nearby block, she went up to her home and lidiawati/terry and jerry + me sitting at the staircase facing the house of audrey. Then we end up sitting at the staircase blowing harmonica lol... and so, we became bagger haha.. lol.... So audrey came down liao, they came to my house and we intend to take 98 and walk to my house becos they dun wan to change bus lol.. So while insside the bus, jerry just now keep standing below the rain, he feel cold and keep shivering, luckily he is alright after all. Came to my house and change to my clothes lol.... Then terry wanted to play ms, so i gave him my acct + all my money lol... So we left our house and walk to je library, we reach JEC and went to the toilet, i reach the entrance and i pee at mac. And i saw kristine lol, intend to go and find her, but then terry pull me along to the toilet, so i went with him and crap alot, so i told audrey that i saw her then lets go and find her, but customer in.... So i guess, my day?... Nvm, we came out of the toilet and i saw lydia looking at our direction from the oppsite side, then terry and jerry was shoick lol.. THey gonna get it from her some other day. Then we go to the library and hunts some books, audrey took out a paper with at least 10 books Author and title return on it lol.. But we find and find, we still can't find it. So jerry and terry came up with me at the fourth floor of the library, then after a while, i took out my TYS to do and out of no where, audrey and lidiawati come liao.. Then over there keep using my phone after i have charge my phone, so i'm ok with it.. Over there crapping then audrey parent gonna fetch her home. Came out of the library and she straight away go into the car without saying bye. But then saw her throw the window and say bye to her.. Then was like so crap lor lol. Half way walking to the traffic and saw my hp recieved msg. Then when i cross the road and look behind, saying bye again. I kick on a rock and almost fall down lol.. Luckily didn't.. Then went to mrt station to top up ezlink card for terry.. Then the four of us went to take 99 while i follow them till the bus come. then i walk home and bath. Then slacking beside my mum beds watching tv with my mum. Then my nose is dam!!!! crap!!!!.. Felt so cold, kena a running nose. Then i regret.. i told jerry not to regret lol.. Afterall, The day is fun bah. even through in the morning s**k.

Sry le ys lol. =0!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.. Haha, lie to u becos..

Guess what?. I got first for shotput and discus, second for javelin.. Last time i do write before, even if i win, will i be happy?... Who supported me?, helmi and dovan bah.. Ys over there looking also, guess also supporting me =).... But for shotput and javelin, Chee fu haven throw his javelin, so i can't comfirm that i'm second + wilson haven throw his shotput.... But even if i win, i felt nothing.. While throwing javelin first, we got 6 throw, but only one of my throws counted. Then followed by discus, went over there and tell mr said, give me target and if i reach it, buy me a drink. So he said 25m, the first three throws, while i'm waiting for my turn, i felt dam nervous, so i was playing basketball with dovan and hwee chia, then when it comes to my turn, i the 3 throws, i did like crap. The distance was 22.73 furthest. But i felt disappointed, if ever miss wang saw, she also felt disappointed with me.. But i have already won with that distance, so i just carry on playing basketball while waiting for my last 3 throws, i did the distance of 25.87m amount one of the 3 throws. Then i'm still disappointed. I'm doing better during my training, but y not competition?. + i Sore throat tilll i can't stand it.. So we went to shotput and i was practising my tanic. When over there and miss wang ask me how is the discus, i said i got first while others who are behind me is around 20m maximum.. Then she was like? omg.. But becos i got train, they didn't.. So we threw shotput and i'm the first one again, + javelin, i'm the first one who throw first, only discus, i'm the number 6 person.. So the first throw i did 10m and no one can beat liao, second i did 10.75m, records was 11.06m. I got the feeling of breaking the record, but guess what is the rest of the 4 throws distance?. 9.61m. All about the same, within 9.5 to 9.65. Till the last throws, 8.86m?... Nvm, but i got to say sorry to yong sheng, while i'm warning up with my discus, i accidently hit ys eyes. SORRY!!!!!.. An apology doesn't shows anything anyway... Dovan ask me, while we are eaiting. U Gonna stop training hard liao right?.. No lol, must train more harder for national.. But actually, what about my studies?. I have been trainnig for so long just for this few hours?.. But studies are more important. I dunno if i can start everything on july, can u believe that i will go to library straight away after school everyday to study?. Till N level?. Dunno, dunno if i can make it alone... Cos june i gonna train every single day for july national.. But by that time, miss wang already left me liao.. Dunno what is her plan for me.. But anyway, helmi have been supporting everytime i take part in e event. But i didn't go and support him for his running.. But i know he might win, due to we have been training hard?. But i dun think thats hard enough bah... He even help me to refill my waterbottle, from one end of field walk to the water cooler at the other end of the field under the hot sun, he did it quite a number of time liao. TY!!!!.. Haix, but i didn't did much... Guess i'm someone like this?.. Alright, i'm one of them.. And btw, yong sheng, whatever helmi said just now, just ignore it. I think what he said is too much.. But let it be and act like as if u heard nothing k?... I find that, how irritating lian de can be. I felt that i'm ok with him liao.. I might find him irritating, but i find that the irritating part i just ignore can liao.. Just try to look at his good point.. Sorry for all the peep around me, i didn't since to talk to u all when u all talk to me, becos i'm not in a mood.... I Spend alot $$$$$.. This month birthday. Shufen, guo wei, esther + me. and my parent.. $$$$..So Pls forgive me for nothing replying u guys

Noticed something? i didn't enjoy my life bah.. K lets talk about what happen today. Alright, early in the morning, all the classses are dismiss and our class are asked to stay back for some scolding lol. So i scare later he will check our bag to see whether we got bring any food to school to eat during class again lol. So i pass my Hp to dovan, luckily he sit beside me. Tiao sin also pass it to dovan. So we kena some scolding and most of the malay boys kena caught becos, Asri bring KFC to school, all the (WASTE). Then they have a pinic in class lol... Dunno who go and tell the Dm de. Then i was like, Y?. i tell the Dm one, cannot ar? lol.. But they know is a joke also.. So go past with all the boring lesson =).. I dun find my subject interesting, which make me sleepy... Alright fine, after school, the four loner rush to IMM to buy some product at GNC, i guess, just me bah lol. Then went to 7-11 to buy some stuff to drink. Then faster walk back and go take 99 back to school liao. Then helmi wish me all the best and tell him good news. The good news is, if i win all the event la lol. But guess what?. we went back to school and waited for so long for Mr cheen to come. But he took so long to come, but nvm, when he came, he go to shotput place for C girls. Because Miss wang was suppose to incharge of shotput, but she didn't up, so our time was wasted. We waited for a while and it starts to rain!!! just like lAst Year!!!. But i stil lremember who is the all the three event i'm taking the champ. discus, javelin and shotput.. Was quite fun last year with them lol. Discus, we have. kamaruzama 4t1 or 2 i guess. A Distance of 22.01m. Then Shotput, we have kennth leong 4A?, 9.61m. Then last but not least, ZhongWen 5n1?, javelin, 26.01m i guess... The three champ, but this year. Guess only i taking the shotput and discus lol... I hate it man!!!!!..
Something, i rather hate myself man, yesterday i went to kotubuki head office to get my pay, only 193 bah. Then i went to bank and bank in the cheque, then while i'm waiting for my turn to update my bankbook, a promtor came and promote this new master card to me, then he ask me how old am i? erm.. 16 this year. (sry sry) lol... Forget it, recently was quite hot, make me feel so hot temper.. Yesterday my family went to church without my brother. So we went for confrustion. Then end up queneing for so long. 1 hour+ i guess. I promise myself not to scold all the crap thing again. But yet, after i leave the church, i scold again.. I wasn't like that in the past?. Nvm.. Realise when i reach home and put my bankbook in my pigeon hole. I open and place it inside the pigeon hole, then i push it hardly and something was press inbetween and it bend!!!!!!!. Fuck, for goodness sake!!!.. I hate myself man..!!! The Card,!!! Kena bend!!!.. Even the chocolate, i dun even allow anyone to touch it... And yet the card was bend?.. Can't do anything on the anger, was thinking of giving up everything, including the event i'm throwing..... Can't blame, i'm in the fault!!!!!!.. For been so careless, no point been angry of myself
Next monday will be esther birthday, sandy+ sky and me went to imm to buy something for her bah. But before that, i pei them go kotobuki head office to collect their pay. Then go back SSC and check our schedule and heard something from kavita. Changing jobs soon. Then mac will be dam quiet liao.. But we can't force her to stay right?. She wil be able to earn more income =).. Realise that i didn't talk much with yenni after she have know that i work in kotobuki.. She called me yesterday and asked if i can work early on saturday. But i got speech day in school, maybe i can only work at 1. So i guess, she talk to me only when she needs me... I reach SSC and saw dajie, chat with her and she tell me not to quit, tok i say that i wan to become a crew leader first?. But i told her, u think i can?. LOl. Dreams. If i got the ability. I'm A crew leader right now. Dun have to wait for so long one right?... And yet i'm stil la Crew =).. FINE FINE FINE, Tml after school got shotput lol. VS all the sec 5 + 4. make me scare, but i guess, i can make it. isn't it?.. After some trainings. Tml dun rain pls =)... Is rather hot, but please rain at the right time... ARGHH!! Fine, i can't control the rains anyway.. Let the heaven decide

Hmm, early in the morning, went to school, the first period is PE and during reading period, forgotten to bring story book. Luckily no teacher caught me and make me stand. I guess, i change alot bah, like YS use to say, till now then i realise. So we did in PE. Round 4 round around the field and went to do sit up in the gym, intend to do 60+ sits up de lol. But i actually slow down at 35 i guess. Then did 52 of it... What i did is sleep!! sleep!! whenever i'm in school, see, thats one of the changes.. Btw. fianlly finish our N level Eoa pratical coursework liao... MR razak said this, u taking part in all the throwing?. erm ya, u better dun lose. Cos u have been training hard + this saturday u gto come to school and train right?. erm ya. Crap, what if i happen to lose? lol.. D unno la, whatever lor.. THey change to thrusday javelin then discus. Then friday Shotput, dun intend to go to school tml. Dunno y, but got no reason y i shouldnt go to school. The last period, english lesson. all of us seems to be tired and dun care about mr said, just sleep in class and make us so angry becos of the hotness... Then went home with dovan and helmi along the way, must pei helmi at mac and ate Chick Fan meal... Went home after that and bath, then practice the tanic for shotput for a while and change to and go to gym, went gym and saw ys running, dun disture him and start my workout first... At night guess what ys told me?. U seems to change alot.. Dunno y, thats me lor.... He told me that, i seems to change alot after seems all those thing happen to me for so long liao?.... And i have been going to gym becos of?. What he say about me today is that, i can't do liao, but i still carry on doing and make me more pain.. realise that my bank is empty. Not much $$ left with me, not working in mac le... I mean lessly work over there lol.Recently, i just keep spending money where i didn't even noticed how much i have spend liao.. Haix, forget it.

Hmm, early in the morning, went to school, the first period is PE and during reading period, forgotten to bring story book. Luckily no teacher caught me and make me stand. I guess, i change alot bah, like YS use to say, till now then i realise. So we did in PE. Round 4 round around the field and went to do sit up in the gym, intend to do 60+ sits up de lol. But i actually slow down at 35 i guess. Then did 52 of it... What i did is sleep!! sleep!! whenever i'm in school, see, thats one of the changes.. Btw. fianlly finish our N level Eoa pratical coursework liao... MR razak said this, u taking part in all the throwing?. erm ya, u better dun lose. Cos u have been training hard + this saturday u gto come to school and train right?. erm ya. Crap, what if i happen to lose? lol.. D unno la, whatever lor.. THey change to thrusday javelin then discus. Then friday Shotput, dun intend to go to school tml. Dunno y, but got no reason y i shouldnt go to school. The last period, english lesson. all of us seems to be tired and dun care about mr said, just sleep in class and make us so angry becos of the hotness... Then went home with dovan and helmi along the way, must pei helmi at mac and ate Chick Fan meal... Went home after that and bath, then practice the tanic for shotput for a while and change to and go to gym, went gym and saw ys running, dun disture him and start my workout first... At night guess what ys told me?. U seems to change alot.. Dunno y, thats me lor.... He told me that, i seems to change alot after seems all those thing happen to me for so long liao?.... And i have been going to gym becos of?. What he say about me today is that, i can't do liao, but i still carry on doing and make me more pain.. realise that my bank is empty. Not much $$ left with me, not working in mac le... I mean lessly work over there lol.Recently, i just keep spending money where i didn't even noticed how much i have spend liao.. Haix, forget it.

Guess what?.. Woke up at 7 and reach school at 8. But i felt very awake when i'm walking to school, but the moment i step in for the first lesson, which is the CPA. Today we got our Powerpoint N level coursework, but i do for a while, end up sleeping till the end of the lesson. Went For the following ME lesson, Mr tan told us about the NEwS.. The earth is in danger. Everyone might die just in a second times. Due to the temperture is getting higher after 10 Years have pass. No one is going to anything about it, the ICE Barrage is melting somewhere at the north? or whatever lol.. I might be a scienctist next time and save the world.. Guess y i dun have the !!!!!. Cos, i think too far =)... Haha.. After school went to rafie house with helmi, then was like so sian lol. His house very small, but he got a at least 42 inch plasma LCD Tv le lol.. + XBOxwhich i nv play before + i dun wan to. =).. Just now was dam hot during the speech day repshasal.. So dam hot lor, then when the rephasal is over, mr chua ask us to carry back all the stuff again, DAMIT LA -.-"". Wanted to shout out liao, she scare later put inisde the room at the side of the hall, people might hit the piano when they are carrying the chair.. CRAP!!!!.. Went to IMM with my sister at 8 and buy a pants + a t shirt for 40+. .. Saw a black shoes for my school, but didn;t buy. Also dunno y, the shoe i'm wearing got alot of holes lol.. So big somemore.. NVm forget it.

MIss wang told me that her goal is to train me and go into top 8.. But how is she suppose to train me during june? when she is going off at may for her studies liao. Next thursday in school javelin event liao le.. But i dun care about that lol, i join for fun =).. Lose for sure, only focus on friday for discus and shotput... Happy go lUCky =).. Went to work today becos of rezal call me down, or not i'm not going down, Went there and i suppose to do kitchen, but syasya and haniseh nv come, so i go do Hot, while doing hot... Was dam angry, becos i'm taking order + send order, wth?. But i didn't look angry, i also dunno y am i smiling always =). lol... Suddenly saw one girl at lobby, i tok she came from other stores de, cos she keep smiling like what those pros in lobby suppose to do in lobby. Then later then i find out that is esther fren lol.. Then i tell her, y u wan to hai ur fren?. ask her to come mac work to suffer lol..

Nothing better to do, early in the morning wake up to go to school and meet up miss wang, she also woke up so early just to train me more for discus + shotput. So i was asked to jog 2 round on the field and warm up with the discus. She make the effort to wake up so early to come sch to train me, and went home after that. So i was flipping the discus for 10min and started to do the standing throws liao. So while i'm throwing, when sshe is around, i can throw it correctly, but when she go back to the pe office, i'm getting tired and restless, then all my throws are lousy. She told me that i will be going to national on july. So i was thinking, i tok national is before june?. She said no.. So i will be taking part in the discus + shotput in the national.. She then told me something when we start to throw shotput... The way i throw ever since last year to now are all WRONG!!.. So she teach me and ask me to train for it.... But after a while, she told me that, must always remember who ur bodys feel whenever u throw the correct throws, and think about it, and she told me that she ever VS with those girls that are very big size and tall. But what she care is about how far she can throw, not her oppnent distance.. She manage to get the champion. And when you go to the national, make sure that u dun feel nervous, dun care how far iuther people throw, just focus. But when she told me just now that i will be going to the national, i started to panic liao. So all my throws are lousy.. Oh For goodness sake, heard something, ANF FULLSTOPS. Not gonna write liao