Guess what?. I got first for shotput and discus, second for javelin.. Last time i do write before, even if i win, will i be happy?... Who supported me?, helmi and dovan bah.. Ys over there looking also, guess also supporting me =).... But for shotput and javelin, Chee fu haven throw his javelin, so i can't comfirm that i'm second + wilson haven throw his shotput.... But even if i win, i felt nothing.. While throwing javelin first, we got 6 throw, but only one of my throws counted. Then followed by discus, went over there and tell mr said, give me target and if i reach it, buy me a drink. So he said 25m, the first three throws, while i'm waiting for my turn, i felt dam nervous, so i was playing basketball with dovan and hwee chia, then when it comes to my turn, i the 3 throws, i did like crap. The distance was 22.73 furthest. But i felt disappointed, if ever miss wang saw, she also felt disappointed with me.. But i have already won with that distance, so i just carry on playing basketball while waiting for my last 3 throws, i did the distance of 25.87m amount one of the 3 throws. Then i'm still disappointed. I'm doing better during my training, but y not competition?. + i Sore throat tilll i can't stand it.. So we went to shotput and i was practising my tanic. When over there and miss wang ask me how is the discus, i said i got first while others who are behind me is around 20m maximum.. Then she was like? omg.. But becos i got train, they didn't.. So we threw shotput and i'm the first one again, + javelin, i'm the first one who throw first, only discus, i'm the number 6 person.. So the first throw i did 10m and no one can beat liao, second i did 10.75m, records was 11.06m. I got the feeling of breaking the record, but guess what is the rest of the 4 throws distance?. 9.61m. All about the same, within 9.5 to 9.65. Till the last throws, 8.86m?... Nvm, but i got to say sorry to yong sheng, while i'm warning up with my discus, i accidently hit ys eyes. SORRY!!!!!.. An apology doesn't shows anything anyway... Dovan ask me, while we are eaiting. U Gonna stop training hard liao right?.. No lol, must train more harder for national.. But actually, what about my studies?. I have been trainnig for so long just for this few hours?.. But studies are more important. I dunno if i can start everything on july, can u believe that i will go to library straight away after school everyday to study?. Till N level?. Dunno, dunno if i can make it alone... Cos june i gonna train every single day for july national.. But by that time, miss wang already left me liao.. Dunno what is her plan for me.. But anyway, helmi have been supporting everytime i take part in e event. But i didn't go and support him for his running.. But i know he might win, due to we have been training hard?. But i dun think thats hard enough bah... He even help me to refill my waterbottle, from one end of field walk to the water cooler at the other end of the field under the hot sun, he did it quite a number of time liao. TY!!!!.. Haix, but i didn't did much... Guess i'm someone like this?.. Alright, i'm one of them.. And btw, yong sheng, whatever helmi said just now, just ignore it. I think what he said is too much.. But let it be and act like as if u heard nothing k?... I find that, how irritating lian de can be. I felt that i'm ok with him liao.. I might find him irritating, but i find that the irritating part i just ignore can liao.. Just try to look at his good point.. Sorry for all the peep around me, i didn't since to talk to u all when u all talk to me, becos i'm not in a mood.... I Spend alot $$$$$.. This month birthday. Shufen, guo wei, esther + me. and my parent.. $$$$..So Pls forgive me for nothing replying u guys