Haix.. Feeling that i have neglect helmi alot?. also dunno y i haven been talking alot with him for quite long liao?. Then everytime we sit together, he was like so sian de, cos i will walk out of the class and walk around the school during lesson. But he just stay in the class with no one beside him. Looking around for someone to talk to.. I'm sry for not been a good fren bah.. As time passes, i was wishing that i'm a loner and got no frens.... Just wanted to be alone bah...

We have been eating lots of stuff from KFC recently? lol... + wednesday, went gym and eat kfc... Then today eat again. But i treat jerry and terry + yin long KFc le.. Broke liao =(.. Today i bring them to gym and was like, haix.. They keep playing around, then end up running at the track and leave liao. Then i alone over there contiune training for a while then leave that place.... But before that, we went to kfc at (5 head)... 5 head? lolXx.. Then over there crapping, then walk to gym...

About the CCa stand down thingy.. dunno if i got the time to go back harmonica again?. Even if i go back, i walk around and play a fool. Mr soon will shout and ask me to go out, just like he did to kelly and joanne last time.. So is like, after national + cca stand down. Gonna study?, alone over at je library bah. Everyday except saturday sunday. Maybe i will be there at least 6 times per week?.Dun wan to ask anyone follow me bah.. Be a guai kia =)..

Hey, my looked? I change alot?. lOl. My god mother say that i change alot?. Then she can't reconise me lol. Cos i was sitting at the bench behind the stall. Was in the church. So many times she walk towards me, she was wondering who am i?. Till i talk to her, then she say.. What??!!.. John ar? lol.. Diao... Nvm. If during the study period, i would like to be alone =).. So if i happen to stare at my book in the library?+ listening to mp3. Then didn't noticed u, lol sry =\.. Haix, nvm. Wait for the time to come bahx.