Just came home, afternoon around 1pm+ was liek suddnely alot thing in my mind and feel so stress up, and so i went to gym before my dad mum sis and me go to my big aunt house, i reach gym and still look so stress up, but after i start all the workout, i started to forget everything liao, maybe gym is a place where i can reduce stress and forget everything that make me so stress up or whatever. Just to let me reduce stress, is to go gym everyday... Then finish workout and feel so tired and nocited that i became am PANDA!!!!.. my EYEs!!!! diaox.... Waiting for my dad to fetch me up at gym there and go to my big aunt there together.. Then while waiting i walk around, but is towards the direction of where my dad is coming toward me. When i step into e car and my sis isn't inside, cos her BF fetch her go my big aunt house, and one thing, i intend to give a ring file to sandy, as i dun even need it at all and have alot of it at home, so i asked my sis to bring, then i ask my mum. WHo bring it for me???.. UR sis la, then i erm ok..., When we reach there and saw my sister, she said she pass it to my mum!!!!. omg, then forget to bring. Reach there and started to feel so sian liao, cos nothing to do ma, only eat some dishes and sit over at e sofa watching tv. till 5+ then they say wanna play BLack JAck. i Wait for a while then play. They play like 1 dollar or 2 dollar.. Then my mum give me 4 dolalr to play lol. then end up playing with it till 7+.. Then that esther keep saying i bluff her, cos i say today i got work and end up i'm over at my big aunt house. While playoin black jack. my mum talk to all my aunt about me saying i just finish gym and i'm tired, then my 2nd aunt ask me bring his son alone to gym, he is pri 6 this year, but he look so dam skinny, my 2 finger is his arm size lol... so i think better not la, then my xiao aunt keep asking me about gf all this and that while i playing, kena pissed off with her. THen nv talk to her liao, just carry on playing, play till 7.30 and my mum ask whether i wa nan go home with her first instead of waiting for my dad. Then i play e last game and go liao,

My mum and me go home first and walk to e bus stop and we start chatting liao, while walking to the bus stop, take about 5-10 mins, then i keep saying her, stop gossiping about other people, So is like, if u gossip people all their bad thing and whatever bad think u do, will come to us, then both of us started talking back to each other, but we are not quarreling. Then i keep requesting to take Cab go home, cos i win some $$ ma.. Kena scold cos of only 2 person taking cab only ma, what for waste the money taking cab home, inside the bus 105 and we talk about, her work stuff, how she do this and that, then talk about me, What an i going to do in future, gonna chose what course for ITE?.. Then is like, will i be earning 2k+ to 3k+? when i just started working, cos is like alright for a family, but is still unsafe. Then i tell my mum to support me go U when i dun even know how to spell it correctly... GO jc first, cos i dun have anytthing in mind to take in ITE OR poly.... But one thing of going JC, my english and chinese!!!! wtf -.-... So is like no hope for me at all, So she say, if i really wan to go JC and U, and i work hard, she will find someway to support me go, i might be good in all the other subject, but not english and chinese, and there is alot more to learn lor, and i regret not studying during PSLE -.-... I wanted to teach harmonica and after some thinking, i think better not, cos is like when SYF time, i can tell that alot poeple In JC can blow better then me, i might be the most pro in my school, or secondary school, but i can't be the pros amount all of them?.. So no point lol, i can't plan anything de, last time kena said by kristine, everything need people to plan for u de. Cos i cant become an leader ma.. End up at my house there eating dinner, the money i won and i pay it for my mum dinner and mine, we ate fish and chip and chicken chop, was waiting for almost 1 hr!!!!.. My mum chicken chop came and eaten finish liao, and then my fish and chip just come, my mum was like so angry and keep saying and saying, but i didn't feel anything lolx. Was like been too kind??, cos everytime at mac work kena scolded, then i think of scolding other people when i''m their customer.. But whenever its time for me to complain all this that, i didn't say anything and didn't feel angry at all, inmaging 1 hr le!!! -.-.... Maybe i'm just too kind. But still i will carry on been kind to anyone =D.. THats me!!!!

alright, gonna chiong all my hw and study for my Eoa test+ must revision all the thing that i had learn last week, cos everytime my teacher is teaching me, i will look at my taacher and listen, but instead i'm day-dreaming, Reak day-dreaming till helmi wake me lolx.. Can't be like this anymore. Try To mE more HARDWORKING ok!!! JOHN TAN KENG SIONG!!!..

And one thing so far liao, still haven wrote it in blog, is about the idayu thing and me, cos i think not even Yong sheng know. Only Krist know some of it, helmi and audrey also know... Bet YS will ask?? lolx.. but at least i told idayu the truth and reject, and she told me that, at least i told her how i feel all this, and y i dun wan to stead.. due to some reason.. sigh right?? lolx

Ha just wake up and dream of 2 different thing...... come with yesterday morning, i Rmb that i go to one of my elders house and she wanted to go horse betting, and so we clear up everything for her at e kitchen, all the steamboat stuff, i'm washing my own utenshi, at last diaox. End up i washing all the stuff -.-..... Then make my whole t shirt wet, then i faster go and dry it up. And we finish visiting everyone and last min we wanted to visit my six aunt, the family that we are closer with and they are closer to, cos they stay nearby only.. So we went there and they start waving at us when we are below of their house lol. They happen to stay at 16th floor. After e visit, we went home and we called whether they wanna come our house or not lolx. turn by turn??. Only my six aunt and six uncle coming, so we cook steamboat and welcome them, i fetch them at the door and say, happy new year again!!! lol...... Then i was like, first time people come my house and i serve them all way long, serve them snack + drinks+ alot thing la lol.. Then we chat chat chat until look at our young photo, then all end up chit chatting till 11+ then my six uncle dun bear to go home lol. But my six aunt drag him alone... And what i dream of is...

THe first one is about kristine, funny then end up worrying -.-.. not gonna say the whole stories lol.. Then luckily i wake up and the dreams over, then sleep again, i dream of school days and everybody is having their recess... i went to the canteen with dovan and helmi, then i went to the toliet first, cos very URGENT ar lol.. Then suddnely i business finish, alot people start to running in. BOth gender -.-""" THen i was like huh?? how come boys toliet girls also can come in.. Then later i go out and everbody having recess, then saw npcc group over there performaning lol. I tok should be recess time?. nvm, then i was like keep falling and seat on the floor, then i was like so pai seh. Duno y i can't walk, i stand up then walk for a few step and fall again, then suddenly someone came and help me and bring me to somewhere near to rest, then i ask her, how come girls can come to the boys toliet. She told me that they teacher dunno have what contest, then what thing red bull de, and they ladies teacher have won, so the girls can go to the boys toliet and the boys can't go to the girls toliet. then i was like.. erm -.-!!!! ok.... So the recess over liao, then my leg ok liao le, i can walk liao, but i happen to saw helmi still at e canteen and he himself still over there, but he is wearing gym clothes. Actually we have PE before recess, then we need to change to Uniform ma, then he nv bring Uniform and so he change to the gym clothes, also dunno y he bring gym clothes to school lolx, but its a dreams. Then i tok he is waiting for me also ma, cos the whole recess i tell him i go toliet, then i go find him and Saw MR razali our (VP) Mrs mary bay our (P) and dunno y willson sitting there lol.. THen i go there and put on my sock and wear shoes. cos i'm bearfooter when i started to keep falling down just now, then razali said y and i still over here, actually i wanted to tell helmi something, but i told him that just now i keep falling down all this, cos my leg suddenly so weak that i actually keep falling down, then i happen to walk past here and i wear my shoes then go back class liao, then he happen to stand up and say alot thing, say dun give excuess of this, then i point at him and say in a rude way, I NV LIE LOR, U DUN BELIEVE U CAN ASK THE CONSELLER WHO HELP ME OUT JUST NOW,The way he look is like still dun believe, then i walk towars like gonna fight liao. Then suddenly willson. (WHAT!!!!).. Wan to fight liao ar!!!! then he pull me away, then i say, who say i gonna fight??, i'm just walking towaars razali to talk things well with him, and then he let go of me and i start to walk towards razali and wanted to fight liao... THen my alarm rang and i woke up, then i was like still the have image of the last scene. of me and raliza walking towards each other, then i wanted to sleep back and close my eye, i still have the scene infront of me lol.. IS like, I shouldt do this right???.. Y i suddenly dream of fighting, and yet i still wan to carry on sleeping? and dream of the same thing and contiune it.. Was like so -.-...

I'm just a student and wanted to fight with mr raazalli lolx. But it is a dreams anyway.

So i going off to my big auntie h ouse liao, becos of going to her house, i called mac and say if dun need people then i dun wan work liao, straight away they say dun need people, cos double pay ma, yenni sure wan to save money de lol.

How about today?? haix.. early in e morning wake up and got no clothes to wear, then like so =(.... And so, i wear e same clothes lolx. Cos i onoly buy one new clothes ma. Last min buy de, so is like can't find another cloth... Yesterday afternoon to nite at my ah ma house and saw them gambliing all this. And yet i didn't??? omg, impossible right??. Then i just follow my mum all day long sitting at the sofa and watch tv, watch until half way i sleep for an hour then wake up, whole body wet, cos too hot over there lolx.... Maybe right now dun have e feeling of gambling, until my relative come to my house then maybe i play, but mostly i will not be at home.

Today can say eat alot of sack lol, Went to 4 different house, with all my relative with us to visit those elders. Then the first one we go, she so old liao still go and bet on horse -.-..... Second one we go and we keep asking my dad, what should we call them huh?? lolx.. Is like we went there once per year only, so will forget... Then go to e third house, a condo. My father sister i think. Then suddnely my dad workmate called and say his malaysia people when back to malaysia and die maybe due to car crash.. Then i was like omg -.-.. i actually pray for....... not them, but they also like so suey like that on CNY, go back then die.. ZZzzzzz.. The forth house we go and is a something like terrance house la.. Then we go there and know no one lol. THen we just all sit at e table and eat and eat. Until we going off then we farewell =D...

RMb one thing also, dad and mum drinking Tiger beer. THen i just go and drink some, they NAG NAG NAG NAG lolx..... RECently saw esther for like 2 days straight ma.. Then we talk talk talk talk craps alot. alot about me and her lor, haix..... Her vicent =D. and moi.

This year collection for ang bao is the least.. Tml will have to go back to work liao, but haix!!!!!!.. MY hP bill haven pay lol.+ internet bill. Forking out money to pay it all at one time. But still got alot thing to buy, ever since last year have been thinking of buying Handphone and dumbell set.. But always can't save that kind of money, cos everytime anyhow spend ma, but i also nv spend on buying things lolx. only buy those protein.. cos 100+ bucks liao.. Each time i buy, i didn't feel anything.

haix.. HAPpy NEW YEAR!!!!!.. But to me, maybe not happy.. diaox.. YEsterday went to work and do lobby haix!!!!!. But for like 1.30hr only bah. then do grill liao, then is like yesterday totally not much customer lor lolx... THen after work, for nothing esther pull me and stare at me..Thats what i hate about her, then saw syasya and say bye to her. Then she reply and got one very cute pattern. Then i say, u look cute on that, then esther say wanan woo her then say la -.-.. diaox. maybe i say something wrong, but i shouldnt say that at e first place?.. Or maybe it is wrong to say people cute handsome pretty all this??. haix, but still in my heart, only one person.. As all of u know bah.. Followby, i was intend to cut my hair at je there, then i go in, they say close liao -.-... Was intend to cut and maybe look better, but they close l iao, then if this few days no time to cut, wednesday school reopen liao, sure kena gromming check again... Then faster go home and go to church.. Haix.... So we went home and have our reunion dinner!!!!.. Ate half way and drank red wine.... Hope that later on will have fun bah. Is like suddenly not interested in anything?.. Actually got alot to writre de. But not in a mood for writing.. And so.... HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!! EVERYONE =D..

Quite a number of things happen recently.. ABout helmi??.. and alot more bah. but helmi i will keep it to myself As for Ys =D Haix.. noticed after u know shirley and keep smsing each other when u know u are going to meet each other later on. But still, u still sms each other during lesson and whenever u go lor. But is like me last time, find it so happy, everytime i sms i will have this =).. But as for u, everytime sms is like so normal like that, then look sian sian de wh ile smsing, but i know u r happy when both of u smsing each other right??.. But is like, not gonna say u that much, but studies first =D.... Try not to sms during lesson times. Might affect ur studies... So everything is up to u. Haix.. after so long of thinking... Has decided to stay happy everyday, not to keep thinking and wondering. So i guess, i will have an good mood and not like recently staring at people, and today happen to talk to helmi and one sec 1 malay guy talk back, then i tok is his fren then nvm, but instead he dunno him at all, then wtf??.. Should we just go find that guy and bash him up??.. But is like bullying? haix.. And what happen today is that, we have e spot check for lower sec and during recess, all of us happen to get panic, cos maybe upper sec will also kena spot check, U know what everybody do??.. Get their console fren to keep all their hp and electronic stuff into e console room. Then is like all line up other lol?.. Then we asembly after recess and there is no spot check, everybody shouted and yawnling lol.. Cos it is an fault alarm, but i t hink maybe tml or next week sure have spot check,maybe i just carry on bringing it, take a risk lor. If fated to be conficate then conficate bah.. No point. After school was wondering if i should go for e rehersal.... i'm the only person throwing discus at e field and miss wang keep guiding me alone, and i pratice for quite long doing e same thing over and over again, make me sick, and i still can't mastered it.. It is so dam hard lor, she told me that last time, she done that for 4 hour each every practice she have. whch is 3 pratice per week and done that for 3 weeks.. Then i was l ike stun???... Somemore so hot, but the field not mudding. i love it =D. After that, miss wang left me, and i alone throwing at e field, was knowing that alot people is looking at me from far away, but i just carry on trainig with my stuff, and she told me that, after trainig hard and throwing for long, my index finger will intend to turn hard and rough, so will not be pain next time when i throw. After throwing for a while, our school soccer boys have their match with other school. And is like, they anyhow put the position lor. Cos they have confidence, but is true, our soccer boys is dam good bah.. NOt like track & field that guy, which is me -.-"""... Then after that i just leave the field and wait for miss wang, after that i was looking at e soccer match and idaya erm-..- she.. diaox.. Called me and say if i track & field over liao, then she asked me to go up and take a look, then audrey and tianrong like -.-""".. cos i Bang seh them. Then they all cock out while blowing, make everyone so pai seh. Then i nv bring harmonica, audrey request mrs chua to give me an extra the harmonica in her office. Then she borrow me that and asked me to blow,when it is our turn, my section happen to blow loud cos the mice is infront of me, but for the rest, totally no sounds at all lor, then is like, whats the point of performaning tml and make us malun???. Correct right??... But we still have to perform, plan to take all e different notes from different section and blow all together, at least i backup them, dunno if i can make it tml lor. Just try my best and make harmonica pround. Hope that someone might be a pro of harmonica recently and take over me =D.. More pro then me, then hoho.. Or should i find someone and keep blowing with that person everyday to improve????... haix. The problem is that, they can't blow those fast tune is becos, they didn't practice. So an i?=P.. but i practice all e notes while harmonica practice.. So is like??? lolx... Was thinking mac omg omg omg, not gonna work might during holiday, i just take it as part time job and during june holiday, i gonna find factory and work in, is like u work 1 month at factory.. is more then 6 months of working mac pay.. So y not take e 1 month to work at factory??.. Everytime i'm short of cash, i will tend to save money by not eating.. Then i wait for my mac pay, and it happen to disappoint me everytime. Is like, WCP got 4 dollar le.. we only?? haix, Dun bother that much lol, YENNI AR!!!!!!... I have not been studying for an very long time liao, also dunno y i stop studying at nitez liao, but when my track and field all event over.. But will be june l ike that bah.. then i will everyday STUDY!!!!!!. Till late everyday bah... But maybe i say too early liao??. Dun even know if i can make it when the times come, I find that N level is easy, but alot people since to tell me, N level is very hard, dun too over confidence. Ys always think i'm too over confidence on myself, but truthfully, is a kind of saying, not really confidence in myself, whatever thing i have done so far in my life.. dun think i have e confidence in it, make me feel i'm lousy... Even if i say i'm confidence in myself, i'm just encouraging myself.. Noticed one thing that y i dun bother about studies recently, is when i got e mood to study and wanted to, my hand writing have improve alot, but recently, my hand writing go back to e past time, totally suck, no one can see my hand writing.. Cos i think when i dun bother, i will not write it probably.. As for those Cards i gave people, is not that i dun bother lor, i try to write as nick liao. But i still can't write it nice =D.. So dun blame me =D.... One thing i need now, mastered my throwing, and stop thinking about alot thing that have happened=D......... So all e best for me tml =D. HARMONICA +++++

After e talk at school about discipline, i find that i'm useless for being an chairman and class monitor. so what if i'm the leader, i dun even have e good character.. So no point, maybe i should go and resign.... Haix., today nv go gym le.. due to mum keep scolding me for been crazy going gym everyday.. not everyday lor, is monday to friday, and today and tml not going cos tired and helmi busy ma... So is not everyday =D.. But i dun find any other reason which can make me give up on training.. Unless due to some other reason. Then i will give up.... And so, its another day liao. Tml will be e track and field, cos miss wang is free from sick!!!!.. But is like. alot people from other sch take part in e event, maybe same age as me? and they actually started joining track and field and started trainnig more eariler then me. And i justs started hard trainnig this year??... So my chance of winning is low like -100%... So whats the point, cos of hellmi keep encourage me, then i continue de, Today in school, our firs tlesson is English and Mr said told us so spilt into teams, Then my team are asked to write intrustion of telling them something like treasure hunt, telling them the clue where to go all this, then my one is the hardest lol. But the mainpoint is to ask us to read instrustion everytime when doing english exam and for any other subject. Then there is 4 different type of instrustion.. Then we start at hall. And the clue we give them step by step, in the end we will still end up at hall lolx.. that mr said idea.The group that take my instrustion on the paper, will have to start at e canteen. So i will follow them and guide them alone. Then they always walk to e wrong way lol... And this group happen to be the last to reach e hall. Then when we reach, i keep shouting, yaay!!!!! we won!!!. lolx..but actually we are e last one... And something about me, i feel that i have been very nice to everyone, and always let in to them, even when they are so ridiculous that i can't stand them. But still, i'm still nice to them, who and i???... What the **** can make me torelent all this thing, i got some kind of special power huh?.Y people try to be nice to u and yet u still dun treasure it?... After yesterday blog,, i sound like i very hao lian, due to, i said that if i leave then they will die. haix...
Above statement. i'm saying to alot of u around me and those bastard....
Have been suffering from all e pains.Today having Eoa and i have to struggle for my work.. While doing WB with e topic of crossword puzzle and alot more.. I do the crossword puzzle with e help of textbook. It took me 30 min and i still can't finish it until mrs long discus e answer with us. My studies!!!!. I must work hard on it, But i'm dam tired recently. if there is time, i will comfirm sleep de, only take some time to blog, Then sleep... diaox.. i'm PIG!!!. not a tuzi!!!!!. dunno la.. MAybe both tuzi and pig lallaaa..

Due to a complain from dear krirstine!!!. so my word is bigger now, or not peep will not be coming to my blog liao lolx

hiax.. yesterday got no time to blog.. so start with yesterday.. Dunno due to bad mood???.. Then i late for sch yesterday,then i was shock that they say got N level coursework for Cpa.. Then i nv go and study for it.. but its ok bah, cos the coursework will last for 2 weeks??.. So if i happen to dunno some of it, i can go home can check =D... And during lesson, i have been sleeping. lol.. but, is an free period. So i just sleep, but during non free period. i will stay awake and study but, all the things the teacher have told me, within the next min, i forgotten everything that he have told us. So it was li ke? omg, what will happen to my N level. I nv even think of going ite, so is like if i cannot take O level. My highest study cert is N level??

Then after school stil got that harmonica -.-'' what liao, due to teacher having meeting at e auditorence. we have to move everything down to e music room, so i'm the one carry all e file, then i close the door of the harmonica, just incase someone go in and steal something ma, then later go down liao, the mr soon say wanna get some easy notes and the chinese new year song to e new peep. Then i say the door close liao, then he say, something like this , u do everything also like so stupid li ke that,, what kind of chairman, WTF???... Fine, forget about that, then for the whole haronica pratice. whatever he said out from his mouth, i will talk back, till i say something too over liao, audrey said"WEI". Then i know i too over liao, but really can't stand him lor, Everyday scold scold scold scold, But as for harmonica right, every song if i nv blow, for those quick song and hard de, there will be no sound, so for this coming CNY performance, if i not going to come school, alright mr soon, u gonna lose ur face infront of e our whole sch, but u think i should do that????..... Maybe i should not.

Then mrs chua told me that there will be an rehersel on thrusday. start at 2.30pm. And my track and field start at 2.30 -.-"" So is like, i know what to do on stage liao, so whats the point of rehersel. Just carry on blowing without me during rehersel enough liao ma... So even i kena scolding very badly.. i will not go for the rehersel, just incase on friday u scolded me, i just run out of sch and go home.

I just dun care if i get a public caning or whatever lor, is like i have my limit too right??.. so does everyone.

Cos is like last week for 2 trainig and miss wang was sick. Gald she is fine right now, then we miss 2 training liao. So this saturday cny eve. no training, then thursday is the trainig i looking forward to. So i not gonna miss it.

Sometime i feel like stop going gym everyday liao.. Its was like dam tired after that and maybe thats y i have been sleeping in sch?? when i'm not doing that ever since sec 1. But, if i didn't go gym, how an i going to win???...I will be going gym and all this stuff until june??? think i can stand that long???.. What to do???. when i have the detamination...

and yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. today during our pe lesson. we 4T1 VS 5N1. playing Baseball/softball, girls vs girls and boys vs boy.. The girls scored 12 while 5n1 girls scored 6. The boys for us scored 6 while 5n1 scored 2 =DDDD.. hohO!!! yAYAYAYAY!!!!!.. But.. Its a friendly game =D. no prize to be won, And when it is my turn to bet the ball. I miss all the 3 balls.. OMG!!! -.-".. Then iw as like forget it liao, dun play liao, see i give up so easily?? haix........ Trying to make my mood better. But, can't??.

Will be going gym later on which is about 4.pm. haix........

Haix.. early in the morning wake up and go for church to become warrent =D.. So i actually wear my bro t shirt.. cos i no formal t shirt ma. Then we rush to church and i will be going to the office and asemble first.. but i go there, the door is lock and i'm panic. Suddenly a girl come and i tok is a organizer. Cos she look mature with formal t shirt, Then i was like huh???.. she say, u also going for the warrent thing?. then i'm sure she is part of us also, and then we intend to go to the church. then half way saw our teacher, and he faster tell us to go, cos the mass is starting, then we reach there, the mass is about to start, then we are asked to look at them for this week. and the following week, we will be doing e real thing liao. so hmm.. Its ok for me =D Then suddenly we talk half way.. This girl =P. forgotten ur name.. really can't remember, cos i find it so hard to pronouce ur name and spell.. Then she is from CCS lol. SEc 4 and actually know jessica.. Then we talk about cca. then blah blah blah bah..... Then the mass over liao, we stay behind, becos the head of warrent wanna talk to us and tell us how to do for the following week, then half way over the conversation. a lady come and said she drop her ear ring into a small hole quite deep inside, in between the chair, Then she happen to bring a long iron string, but is thin one la. Then she happen to start using the iron string to dig it out. She almost take it out liao but, the ear ring still drop back lol.. Then i was like. seeing only ma, and i didn't help at all, then i try to help, the first try i hopp liao, but drop, then e second time, i hopp and slowly i taken out liao lol. Then the lady just so happily shake my hand, and Said. GOD BLESS U!!!!!.. alright then bye bye... lol. Then we go and eat breakfast with my family. We go home after that and get ready to go to my grandmum house liao... THen it took us about 1 to 2 hour to get ready before we left e house lol.. Then we reach there liao and saw my ah ma at e house below. going to cut hair. but we told her not to cut bah, then we went ontop. We watch tv over there.. then suddenly my xiao uncle come to me and say how is my gym stuff,.. Then VS me arm wrestling.. Then i was like huh?? wtf.. but we still vs la.. i only can move his hand by a bit and lose liao.. IS like,, i'm weak??., Cos i nv win people in arm wrestling de.. not good in that.. Then i lost =D lol Then after that i going out liao ma.. for shopping. then i feel bad cos is my grandmum birthday and i go there for a while only lor, then leave just like that.... But i still go. then my mother. sis and bro and me go to causeway point and my mum and sis go shopping.. while me and my bro go back to je while iw ating for helmi, Then he is busy ma, then my bro and i go eat delifrance, and yet i said i nv eat before =D.. lol, Then he take e order and i'm like so malu lol, After that tend to walk pass mac and keep looking inside lol =D.. But can't see anything.. So i went to popular with my bro, then walking half way home with him, helmi is inside e bus and coming, so i meet him over at jp lor. Then i'm the one waiting again, but nvm, later we go queensway there is so much PEEP!!!!!!!!!. then we just look for our shoes over there, and we happen to buy e same shoe lor =D... Bought a shoes for $106 queensway a wallet for $39 at Jp a shoes bag for $19.95 at jp a t shirt for $79.50 levi haix.. still got spend alot money lol.. then kena scolded.. diaox... Actually got alot more to write de, but late liao, and yet i'm busy rushing HW LOL!!!

Haix... Hmm, Shoudl ihappy for ys???.. hahah.... Alright feeling shoick today.. reach another target in gym, at least achieve something?. better then nothing, haix, today me and helmi talk talk talk talk talk talk, talk about everything =D. Was in sch again and everyone said i have change liao.. Early in e morning when to class and nv take the class journal. which is a monitor job and a monitress. And i just ignore it, and also, in class not in e mood to study, not as active as last time, When we have our after recess asembly at the parade there. Then the next class going off, i just join them and just go. cos it is dam hot over there lor, One of the thing i have change alot??.. haixxx... like out of a sudden change until like that.. So hmm.. YS!!!!!!!!!! CMON!!!!!!!. GO AHEAD!!!!!.. Dun keep asking me y i k now =D... lol.. becos i know.. diao

Whats the point of helping fren???... Find that, thats all i can help?? Or maybe i'm just a extra helping them.... alright fine So sian recently.. nothing much to write de, always being myself, haix. today is the second day i miss my gym training and today miss wang nv come to school and cancel our field event training. Hope she will be alright, and will be coming to sch tml =D As for helmi.. Thx for e concern... But u all happy can l iao.. and ys, dun bother about me k?... just wanted to be alone at times.. Hope u all will be happy bah.. Maybe i'm happy helping u all???.. Haix.. just can't forget her, so dun think about me about those reletionship thing... Dun even need to ask.. helping me to get into a relationship??... U all have fun will do... which is e teacher i like e most???... i also dunno which one... Muhahaha i'm happy i'm happy. =)))))... Now aday.. diao, must go back to e last time john when sch just reopen.. Dun be so sleepy during class and always day dreaming!!!!!!!!!!!! Or not u will regret it!!!!!!! Alright thats all i wanna say

haiz. second post today... Stil having problem with myself.. haven done hw and everything else.. hope she is fine and happy Today comes with, in e morning, grooming check again.... two weeks ago i kena catch by them and actually cut my hair, and 2 weeks later which is today, they catch me again, Then i just walk inside e toliet and wait until all of them are dismiss then i walk out lol. So they just forget about me =D.f TOday after school go and check whether my pay go in liao ma... iS like waaiting to see how much an i getting, and so,, i go to check how much i will be getting this 2 week.. and yyet i'm disappointed. Is like, mac is paying us so little and yet i still stay over there, maybe thats not me???.. Dunno y i have been staying there lor. i can actually go factory and work during holiday and can actually earn the amount i have benig working for e whole year in mac?? right???.... THen i dun have to work on saturday and sunday during school days which make me more tired lor.. ever sinice last time. Have been wanted to quit liao. but dunno hwo to open my mouth, but sometime miss e fun over there???.. ah ya, not sure about it lor... Tml will be track and field day]... after that go to gym again, today didn't go cos of whole body still aching and too tired liao ma. Then i think helmi also stay at home and sleep for e whole afternon lol.. i also la =D. i'm in a better mood now... maybe due to just wake uip and didn't think of anything, but but but butbut but but but,, fine forget it... Tml will be a better day !!!

The Blog i wrote today will have those ***** words.. so..... hmm..... ALRIGHT.. START WITH TODAY Just dunno y i'm so dam stress and look angry whenever people saw me. maybe i'm just stress???.. or just too tired, Quite a number of thing happen recently... was wishing if i can just sit there and do nothing. can't be bother to do anything, feel like giving up on everything, but still can't.... I feel like giving up of everything and nv thought of giving up training for my field event which i have being looking foward to ever since sec 2 and helmi have being helping with it.. Cmon YS HELmi.. try to get alone =D... try to understand each other, not to quarrel.. A sry will end everything. People have being asking me what shoulod i take when i go to ite.. but i actually tell them id unno and wanted to take o level.. but u think is possible???.... so no point right... She went to camp and actuaally dun feel like sms anymore... Kena piss off by human been.... For being so childish and nv think about their studies when they are alrady in NT? class?.... As for CPA... IS that mr suan id unno if he can actually teach or not.. becos he really can't control of our class.... so he can't teach us alot. is happen i think yesterday. was like whole class chaos for his lesson. Went to com lab and while he teaching.., the whole class is very noisy and wanted to play internet??... WTF... INternet??... What so good about internet??.. THen study???.. ANd next week we will start our N level for cpa.. and yet everyone didn't revise and learn anything yet??.. MR suan can't stand us and just let us surf e net for 10 min and the whole class silent down and left 5 min to end e lesson liao. then he started teaching us.. out of 1 hr to 5 min???. wtf man... all e fucking student... wtf!!!!!!!!.... As for i saw one of e thrower mate.. in field event.. onyl me and him.. i find him alright. But one thing is that... he find that he is very big size and actually walk like gangster, and so, just becos he think he is big size and strong. he can actually bully e weak??.. hello.... y not come for me?... so what if u are big size..... Stop all that pls... THen after school liao and it is PC period and. for us is a free period. so about 1 pm me and helmi sleep until 1.30pm.. cos for us is dam tired.. so late sleep and everyday went to gym for our trainnig and reach our target.. u might think we are crazy?.. if u ever saw us in gym and forceing.. But, thats us.. Then after school liao and hamidah and aisha actually stay back and complain to MR tan and say o ur math teacher whatever la. blah blah blah.. Then i heard liao.. i actually walk to e staircase and i heard helmi say they are staying back and talk to mr tan and maybe say ill about our math teacher.. and so i went back and see what happen. THen she actually say alot.... and say that the teacher is teaching very fast and she dun understand at all.. But, the teacher is actually teaching very slowly. 1 small topic takes day to explain to us and yet no one listen to it??.. cmon la.. hamidah. i know u understand all e question one, and yet u say u dunno?.... I dun wanted to hurt peep.. And i really that good as a guy????... So sian... Feel like quitting harmonica due to some reason.. cos of that girl???.... can't face her.... Total flirt. and thats y she come and flirt with me.. i'm sry to have said that.. But i can't control Alright so thats all SRY ABout it.. Bear with it

Kindly sad when i heard alot thing... Hmm cos of ys??? and hmm... IDayu, simon,and jess actually have problem with thier Beloved =D... Just be there to console them except for simon??.. Maybe he is kind of, change stead all e time, so dun even need to bother about him lor, as for jess?.. mEI +!!!!!!. Ha i'm Alright...

Today was like a day??... LOL. indeed everyday is a day, when to school as normal with whole body arching cos of saturday track.. and yet today still when for trainnig at gym without resting much, In school slacking today, as there isn't alot lesson bah, As in one is cpa and ME is a slacking period, As for math, saw miss lim is very stress??.. maybe is that she try to speak loud and explain to us, but no one since to be listening to her??.. and i think, that make her look so stress bah, Hope our class will be more considerate lor???.. But in our class, except for ys who will see my blog?. who else??.. No point right, thats y i dun really like my class, maybe thats the reason when N level is coming and yet no one since to care at all lor, U might say i'm nerd in class for studying all e way and always keep quiet??... I study becos for future???. and to keep quiet and listen to teacher is to learn and to actually respect them?.. Even i'm not a very good student,, But at least i'm better them alot of u in 4t1. alright?...

Since to be not resting alot???.... lol, but its ok, hope i will get use to it, then today nv go for harmonica and i tok idayu can actually do my job too, but she told me that she is working at 3 and can't go for the harmonica, So i think???... we might we scolding tml?. Vice and chair not going le lol.. Who is going to lead?.. Feel like i getting more and more irrresponsible.. But maybe thats me???... muhahahah~!!!!i love it.,,, being crazy... lucky theres is helmi, to tired myself over there, Today when to train chest and helmi doing leg all e way,, after finishing all E set for chest and actually thinking of doing leg, but scare later anything will happen, and so i considate and just train bah, since i'm waiting for him too??... Happen to go to gym every night?... But, at night we might be very tired liao,, ahya dunno la.. all must depends de lor.

As For Yong sheng, If u think that being together will be a good way for u?. why not make e first move first instead of waiting for e girl coming towards u??.. U might not be happy, but can't blame as u have me this kind of good best =D lol.... Just wanted to tell u this only bah, If u find that u might be happy if u all are together,, y not try it out since u got some feeling for her??... k bah =D..


Everytime i will have this blog about gangster.. hate them u know???.. as for simon they all, they did'nt really bully people at sch, but as for the malay guys?.. sry, not being racist, They have being thinkin they own e sch?.. But if they ever get me to my nerve. Alright, i'm sry.. BuT i promise that i will not get close to gangster or related to them,, so =-(..... STop being a weakling =D.. Go out as a group??.. since u all are so powerful, y not fight alone??... and stop bullying people. But i do admit, some are very loyal and actually dun bully people, unless they saw someone bullying someone and actually help out,, thats what i like??.. or maybe that is not a gangsster??.. he is a person who fight for justice? lol... K bah thats all.. cya tml =D

Tml morning will get a good scolding muhahaha lol

Sometime about today.... i DId something that i hate today.. When to cat class this morning at church. Then go there liao.. they actually ask me to go for attactment. doing warrent bah.. Then i request doing at 7.30am de, and so i'm allow to do so =D.. After that finish liao, was like 12+ only le. then i reach mac at 1.05 like that only. then saw ys break, then go buy a chix fan meal eat with him, then 10 min later he punch in liao, eating alone over there and saw fajar lol, having break and smoke outside there,Then i asked if i can dun work today cos of, they might not need people as there isn't alot customer today and got so much crew liao.. Then in the end.. fajar ask me go inside cos he wanna tell me something..

Then he explain to me, he need people now, cos kavita take urgent leave. So i have to take over her ma. Then i sti ll got time.. i rush to shop and safe and look for lolipop.. And i look for about 10 min. then ask the cashier. u all got sell those lolipop. apple favourite de. ANd they happen to say.. sold out liao.. THEn i ****.. Should have asked him in e first place lor.. Then i faster rush back to mac and tok i going to late liao. Then go toliet change and get ready to punch in and saw jess break. Then she say, ??? u got work ar lol.... Punch in and was asked to do counter and i said. can't smile, what for do counter, But in the end still do bah.. Then after doing for e whole day.. Some customer complain to kamalia saying i didn't smile all this lor.. THen fine!!!!....Thank for your concern.. (JESS).. Dun know if u will see moi blog.. But if u saw. tag =D... Cos nv saw ur tag before lol..... Then do till night in a not a good mood..... Break at 5.30 and eat a while. customer in =D lol.. THen i break finish liao, faster punch in and backup them at counter and help kitchen and do fries.. do everything la lol.... After that then i find out.. i will be alone at counter from 7 to 9??... omg.. 1 person stocking up and 1 person servicing.. But i find out today the time very hard to go lor.. dunno y.. And so tml again.. Gonna go for harmonica after school.;. Which i hate the most.. COS WILL SEE THAT MR SOON!!!!!!!!!!. Omg.. Nvm.. HEY EVERYone.. I"M ALRIGHT.... TOday was like kena piss by esther.. When she keep asking ( ).. Then i just dun wan to tell her and keep tickle me whack.. BUt still No =D... Think i have being a vvery good cousin so far.. If she happen to do that agian. getting up to my nerve.. Nvm. I will still try..... Was thinking alot now aday.. But still,, haix. can't forget. Tml will be me and helmi start our training liao.. Hope we will be successful.... And becos of him. and thank to him... i will be going for track for thrusday and sat.. lol..i'm alright.. WHen i wan to jump i will call u =D.. or do anything else....... But if i happen to die in other way.. so too bad =(

haix.... Thinking if i can live that long??.. might just die anytime..... kena crash by car.. something from high floor drop on my head??.. Maybe when my times is up... this thing will happen, So y not make myself happy?.. Alright. Today HELMI early in the morning called me.. and its was 8!!!!!. Then i tok like scolding him.. But he actually told me,"JOHN. can come to school now?. cos miss wang ask farhan to go for track and field, and i ask her if u can come or not,,she say ok". Then i was like shock?.. Cos i have being thinking of that bah, But dun get a chance, and so i take a cab down.... realise.. now aday i have being spending alot of money any how. But i think it worth it, then worth it bah.. Then reach school and MISs wang told me to run for 10 min as warm up, Then i was told that i was like trainnig for running instead of jogging'?.. lol..... After that........Then finally, she try to teach us the correct way of throw an discus and not to teach us javenlin. Cos she not so good in her javenlin. So she just intend to teach us discus and shotput bah.. So we went go discus at e field and teach us how to throw correctly. Then he field is dam muddy, But we just dun care and throw, then go to that spot and throw again....And MAYBE.. Doing All this Might MAke Me forget e unhappy thing, And happy things at times.. Then after so hard of trainnig for years.. I have won farhan by quite a distance. So i'm gald that after some hardworks, didn't wasted =D......... Feel like stop working liao.. Find out i got alot thing to do, Due to go sch liao. after that maybe rest a while night gym or afternoon gym.. Then always at night do revision till late late.. Might be good for me... Today afternoon actually when to take e scholarship!!!. and so i'm happy. Got money again, and last but not least, my mum actually give me 100 bucks to buy CNY STUFF!!!!!. finally lol..... But i think, a shoe might use it up lol.. BTW.... hate ys always say, Its fated to be together and its fated for us to be apart, even though i know u mean it good for me, but i just dun like.. dunno y, no reason tyvm. Just hope u see this and dun ask about it and dun write it liao... IF singapore is big and everyone owned a farm.. I think it will be great, most likely. And we actually dun use money, we use our veggie or meat or anything to exchange with other peoople.. and so,, i think they might not be so much bad guys?.... should be bah, TOday do counter like what lor.. first time i wear the CHIX FAN the SHIRt at counter, cos ever since chix fan came out, i nv do counter liao... Till today!!!... Cos i work till 9 ma. Then sure need i do counter from 8 to 9 de. As today miss wang say alot,, told us that, Must always have e discipline for urself. So u will be a successful person...... SO i think.... And just now. esther actually called me and ask what time i will be working tml.. as she told me in a very sad voice.. saying that she will be working at 11.30, dunno y. and she asked what time kristine work finish. Then maybe she wan to pull kristine with her??.. chatting......................EeeEE... Whats make me dun like my cousin again?... can't believe it.. sometime find that she is ok. But most of the time, can't stand her.. and i can't do anything hush to her.... k finish today liao. Tml Is my sad day. as my church class have started again.. from 11.30 to 1pm.. Make me so...... As u know i dun like to go, and i also can't say i'm force to go. But indded i'm force to go.. i told my mum alot times before, and she just pissed off.. And so.. to bad for me?. Dun wanna think that anymore.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!. ON MY BEHALf.... GUESS IF U SAW MY BLOG>> U WIll kNOW bah.. lol =D

How about today?

Since like my blog is always so quiet.. but nvm.. Starts here.
i wanna thank.. hmm.. tianrong,yong sheng and helmi.. Trying hard to encourage me.. Thank you vERy much!!!!.. Know that yong sheng. u are hurts at times and i just can't feel how hurt u are.. but now i understand.. So i will always be there for u too =D... Alright start with today.. When to school and almost late again??... Just wanted to be quiet.. But can't. Whenever i wanted to be alone. there is someone around me.. So i can't.
As for now aday.. gonna go gym from monday to friday every night until maybe May... Then after that go home and study till late late bah.. can't sleep now aday.. Maybe cos of holiday too long liao lol..So if i can't sleep. y not use my time on studies?... Find its a waste of time sleeping. Then today when to school and they ask all e monitor to stand up and collect e STUDENT HAND BOOK.. Then i after a while then stand up and go and take all e hand book.. Then bring it to class. Just dump it outside e door of our class and ask everyone to take it themselves.. As i dun care much about it, most of them didn;t pay for it and keep saying..NO USE FOR ME. WHAT FOR I BUY.. AND DUN ALWAYS SAY NO MONEY... IT just $2.40?.. if u really can't pay.. i pay for u.. But u all say no money becos u spend it on soccer boots? and alot rubbish.. For me.. alright.. Maybe i'm wrong i apologies...

So as it start our first lesson. which is english and didn't have e mood to study bah.... But still listening to What MR SAID is saying.. So then its Science time.. This time more worst bah.. I dunno what happen.. nomarlly i will listen to MR Tan Carefully. But right now??.. Haiz i also dunno.. When i dunno the question. i Dun even bother to ask. Maybe should ask him the next lesson... But WHen it come to math.. THis is our first lesson with our new teacher MISS YEP.. She isn't train and replace MRS CHONG bah.... I hope that she will gain exp from teaching us.. But when all of us have all settle down.. She stil haven start the lesson of e day.. Then slowly give out our math text book... Then since she nv teach at e moment, i do my own stuff bah.. ( Ten years series)..... Then after a while she started e lesson. Then finally i bought an pencil?? aiseh keep saying.. WOWOWW!!!!!. U finally bring an pencil to school and rular.. THen i -.-!!!!!!.. lol...

Then start our lesson over there and she speak very soft.. cos maybe due to our class sound population... But can't blame.. as she is new bah.. But, When she teaching us something new and almost the whole class. except me and helmi understand bah.. Then they keep coming to us and ask us how to do this and that. When most of th em actually nv listen to what mISS YEP is teaching when she is teaching.... But maybe i'm wrong again??.. Cos of she didn't teach us probably.. Then comes out with another question. and we try to solve.. But still we can't, And she tell some of them the answer and didn't tell e whole class, Then the some of them who know the answer tell us and we try to figure out whats wrong with our answer, While we figuring out whats wrong with out answer, she started telling to the whole class. and still, no one understood, And she just end e lesson and let us go to recess. Then all of them dun care about their work and just run out for recess.

I also la, Helmi intend to ask mrs yep how to do.. But i told him just to try it ourselves with e help of looking back at our textbook enough bah.. Since we have forgotten so many thing.. Then when to recess. And So.. Again, Helmi is the first one to quene up to buy his food and end up the last one. COs the malay store always very pack lol....... So up to here.. That stupid aiseh.. Always come close to me say.. U my stead.. DOTZ DOTZZZZZ.. She said she wanna find a chinese BF as she dun wan to know any malays When she go to ITE... SRY.NO OFFENCE>>. Racist...

Then suddenly i heard that people saying... I'M NOT fit enough to become the chairman of harmonica. ..... Alright.. i'm not fit enough.. Just tell mrs chua to kick me out of harominca??/.... HELLO!!!! EVERYONE. Y do u all like talking behind peep backs?.... ANd u think i wanted to become one???...when i just getted this position.i Dun since to happy about it.. AND i get e eagles awards becos of being e chairman.. So i must do my work and dun quit e band.... So if u wanna kick me out of e harmonica.. I return u ur $150 bah.. No point having it when u wan me to quit e harmonica.... I dunno who the person e.. and i dun wanna know.. Just stop all this, ALRIGHT???.. AS i say if u still find that i'm not fit to become one of t hem.. Just complain to mrs chua and kick me out... So as normal.. After this i gonna go library with helmi and study bah.. RaRELY This will happen... Then follow by going gym after that lor.... HELMI promise to assit me hard while in gym and motivate me... So that i will be more tired.. So at night will not be thinking too much and just sleep bah.. But every night i must do 1 Chapter..... SO.. No point bah =)

And so.. MDM TAY MY FaVORITE Science teacher walk past me and say.. GOod morning john.. HOW come u slim down.. THen i erm????.... i where slim down and my ht and wt is still the same... lol.. BUT all Thank To MDM Tay When she thought me science at sec 2 and let me grew interest in science lol.. So thank to her and make me study hard.. =D

so hard to stay postive

Was thinking if i can start being positive today onwards?... but trying to.. but still can't... When to sch today and hopping that we will not be asemble at the parade there.. and YES!!!!> finally we dun have to.. and so we when to class straight.. or not i will be late again???.. think so bah.. then when to class first thing i do is.. sit beside helmi and slEEP!!!!!.... But i think its free time.. so will not affect my studies bah...... TRYING TO SMILE.. but can't.. i mean be happy too.... so i think let it be bah.... Was like.. after school tianrong sms me saying thank you for what i did for her. and try to do whatever i can do. And i wasn't happy at all too.. She yesterday afternoon ask me call her while i going gym... Then tell me saying that her teacher dun allow her to quit her chinese dance ma... .. Then i try whatever i can help and yet she when home after school straight away.. And i was thinking she just went home WO tellling me while she ask me to help her today after school.. Then after a while she sms me and thank me.. and said she not feeling well bah.. Guess she will be alright tml???... hmm.. hate this kind of whether... making everyone sick lor..Later freeze krist....... i will... dotz...... And yesterday PE right, was thinking if we will be doing some physical thing.. LIke pull up running and doing sit up for our nafa.. But mr razak j ust tell us to run 2 round and play Baseball.. BUt they call it softball...... and so.. let it be lor =\.

Then just rain finish only.. The field is so mudding.. Then tell us to play bear footed.. So we take off our shoe all this.. Then start to form our team by index number.. ODD AND EVEN... Was just like last year lor.. Then our team is the one catching the ball all this.. And ODD team will be the one betting the ball. Then the moment we stand at our position.. everyone start to complain saying. EEEEEEE>>>>>> so smelly and it dirty my leg.. And even when i was walking. The mud jump up onto our shirt and short.. So all of the girls start screeming lol....... Then we start e game.. was like not fun.. cos our team alot poeple OUT lol... But we always win last time.. but right now.... LOL?...

And so.. come to this maybe again??..... Y can't god just get rip of all flirter!!!!... BAStard.. gangster.. alot more.. Y not???... maybe i'm part of them..Or maybe should get rip of me first before killing all of them???....
HMM DOTZ.. Maybe that will happen soon???... Wish so bah...

Was thinking whats the point of having money.... when i'm not spending it.. Or maybe next time i shuld need it... So just keep bah.. or no tlike last time.. Worry about alot thing.. bills ah.. t shirt all this.. B ut now still worry about my t shirt.....+jia ying...... if she is ok... hmm............................ Right now.. wonder if everyone who is looking at my blog will understand what an i writing?? Very hard to read right??? lol....
At time feel like letting off everything and rest and sleep doing nothing.. but can't...

Was feeling that mrs chong look too up on me and helmi??...Cos she will be leaving us to a untrain teacher for math. until may.. I was hopping that she will teach us probaly and our class will listen to her.. But i knew what will happen this coming math lesson. The w hole class will be CHAOS.. She tell me when finsih our lesson today.. PLs take care of e class.. But i dun think i can keep the class silent.. I'm USELESS... Right now i feeling that whatever i do will nto success bah.. So i keep telling helmi.. i;m still weak and i might lose bah.. no more confident... Thats y trying to study hard.. IF i can Make it to U????.. See. i dun even know how to spell... Or maybe i nv try.. How an i suppose to go?...

Yesterday during asembly.. MR razali tell us about e story... No one can control what u going to do.. only u urself can....So always do e right thing when u know its right.. and dun do those rubbish that is wrong when u know its wrong... Get it all bastard and gangster..???..

Here it goes for today bah..Signing off.............John.. tuzi.... p[iggy.. xiong xiong..

Its Was a what yesterday?

After one day of thinking over and talking to myself... i'm alright liao.... And it happen just yesterday bah..... But what i just wanan say is... Hope Kristine will focus on her studies first bah.....And none other then that.... i Will be there................ Just dunno how i feel right now... Can't control my emontion.. and yet i still can control bah..... Or hmm..? i'm perfectly alright...I already know this will happen very fast when we are together.. Just like what u think.... And right now, dunno my next step will be??? Gonna finish this and slp liao bb -D. 2.45pm

ABout thing happen recently

Yestday was like??.. so bored.... didn't go work cos of my grandmum birthday.. Then must go ma... THen early in e morning wake up justr to go church,, after that then go for to market with my sis and my mum.. FOllow by eat our breakfast at the nearby coffee shop.. THen a auntie come to us and say wan to drink anything?.. Then i said i wan coffee black.. THen my mum said.. What???!!!.. WHen have u learn how to drink coffee black de.. Then the auntie say, Ur voice like that, wan to drink tea Oh?.. THen ok lor anything,, Then was like so nice cos i long time nv drink liao.

Then its raining while we eating and we intend to take cab go home.. Then ITs was raining heavily after i have when out of the shelter and flag for a cab.. Then luckily. MY sis got an umbralla then she bring it to me with my mum and cover me. Then we said. Singapore say cab no business. And there should be alot cab going around right??.. But instead we waited for so long and yet there isn't any cab coming to us lor..

Reach home liao. THen straight away sleep cos later afternoon need to go to my grandmum house.. Then i was half way sleeping and halfway Smsing WIth dear ma.. Then is like the moment she reply. i wake up lol.. until 2.47 i think.. about that.... Then my bro ask me faster wake up cos we going off liao. Then wake up go bath liao... then like 3.10. Then my mum say.. Faster la. We going off liao.. Then she go bath and cook some dishes until 4+ then leave our home.... THen we going off l iao.. right now inside the car and listening to music and sing along..Haiz.... Then reach grandmum house there. And we reach ontop there and wish my grandmum happy birthday.. Then i maybe sit beside there just outside e kitchen the floor with my bro beside me and tlaking to each other. Then my cousin came liao... All become beng??? all act dao.. Then i cannot stand them ma.. Just dun talk to them..

Then when all of us is ready and all the dishes is put outside of e house liao and celebrate.. And my grandmum already sit infront of e cake liao..

WIll update later on.. NOw in school...

haiz.. Another day

Hmm.. What about today???... Benig still so sick.. dunno y.. maybe i'm being stubborn not going to see the doctor?... My retribution lor.... Then reach there at mac liao.. that 2Pid yenni ask me to dun punch in first until reaching 12 then ask me punch in..... Haiz wdf......Then i punch in liao.. doing grill all e way until i punch out lor... Done that until after i break.. I take over auntie adenline for grill. Then only me and Yong sheng doing Grill...+ all the fan burger... Then fine lor.. 2 person i think will be alright bah.. Then do till half way.. ys go out and left me alone doing ?????....... Then no customer then anything bah.. But then.. customer in liao.. One person doing that.. then need to cook fan beef the meat????.. Ah ya.. is like feeling so restless liao bah.. so sian.... Then was thinking after that can go to find Dear and wait for her.. Then go home ma,, cos she very late go home.. But then,, My mum still ... nag nag nag nag... so Must go home+ must go home rest... ... Hope dear will be alright bah........ !!!!!> WISHING ME>> TML WIL BE A GOOD DAY.....!!!.. STop ALL e SICKNESS>> OR NOT CAN"T SLEEP AT NIGHT AGAIN>>>>> YONG SHENG!!!!> I GOT MENTION U THIS TIME...lol... K bah.

Today WT?????

Today like what lor..when school then keep thinking what will happen later after school for CCa open house.. But it start with. This morning sciene period.. Mr tan asked me to collect 1 dollar from those who nv bring thier file.. then i just collect lor.. Then go and buy all e file for science de.. Then after school hor.. Straight away go band room and go help out liao.. when to stage and arrange all the chair over there lor.. then was t hinking.. Will all of them come and perform?? and i was right.. not everyone came lor... Then i was like?? dun wan come then might as well just quit la...... Then that mr soon which is my conductor.. He hor... Cannot speak english probaly and chinese de lor.. then mix mix say.. Then nvm bah.. cos he alraedy like 80+ to 90+? So can;t blame bah.. Then keep scolding people.. Then i do all the thing ma.. Then after that around 1.30 liao.. Then we should all be inside the band room liao, but, Not everyone is over there lor.. Then, ah ya,, Since they dun bother about it.. Then dun Come!!! Then i was asked to go and find all the awards and all t he thing we have won. Then i go back and find liao.. Then when i a bout to leave the room. Mr soon shout at me, and said (DUN GO DOWN FIRST LA.. COME AND PRACTICE FIRST.. NOW WHAT TIME LIAO.. GOING TO 2PM LIAO LE. THEN U ALL STILL HAVEN PRACTICE. THEN HE KEEP SAYING MRS CHUA WHICH IS MY CCA TEACHER. SAY SHE WHAT WHAT WHAT.. Y ALWAYS DO THING LAST MIN DE. THEN I JUST DUN CARE LOR.. JUST TALK BACK TO HIM AND SAID, IF U NOT HAPPY WITH HER, JUST GO AND SCOLD HER LOR. COS IF U HAPPEN TO SCOLD HER, U MIGHT GET FIRED?) Then i just went down and put all the awards at e booth.. hmm at a table bah... Then faster rush up and practice.. When i go inside. then mr soon scold jesscia as she normally dnu get scolded de.. Then i was like stun and so angry, cos what he do is always shout shout shout and scold poepole,, No wonder, last time he got teach so many school de, Then kena kick out maybe becos of that bah.. Then we started practice., after the pracitce, I asign poeple to bring the drum and piano down.. Then i take e keyboard(piano). tHen the rest of e guy take the drum.. Then carry until half way.. got 2 person carry e drum.. Say hand pain. THen i change with them lor.. 3 person carry the piano and i carry e drum alone bah...... Then reach on top liao. sitting behind the stage waiting for our turn.. Then started for choir.. Then i called DICK CHAN.. and He said he cannot make it.. Maybe he is busy bah.. Then when choir fniish. we started to arrange all the chair.. Then mr soon was like so rush and carry the chair so fast and keep scolding people.. ask us to move the piano over to the centel.. Then i was thinking... Not happy then All of us dun blow lor.... But can't ma... haiz.. Then after that.. keep asking us to carry this and that.. ah ya.. dun talk about that liao., then when time to carry backk.. All of them went back to the band room and left me and jeremy over there lor.. Then both of us carry the drum up onto the third floor and put it there. Then go back to the back stage and carry the piano back.. Then was like so heavy when carrying e piano lor... Then go back liao.. suppose to drag poeple to our table or rather booth to sign up and join our harmonica.. Then all of us just walk around and nv even bother about it bah.. Then i also bah.. so can't blame.. Then at last. Only one person come and write his name over there.. Then the cca open house haven end ma.. Then nothing to do.. Then we went to e band room and play poker with audrey.. kenny. and choon kiat.. play a w hile then teacher come back and scold us liao.. Then after that i waiting for helmi to go gym ma.... Then when we on e way back to my home.. Cos i need to change clothe before i go gym ma.. Then he told me.. MISS WANG IS lookING fOR Those people who is GOOD at THROwing EVEnt.. THEn i was like =DDDD. wWEEEE WEEE... HERER HERE...!!!.. But i think dunno she will chose me or not....... Btw now aday the wheater very bad bah.. So everyone take ccare......ESP DEAR!!!!. Then got flu 2 days liao. hope tml will not have anymore flu liao bah.............

HAte being the chairman

Started with this morning bah...Almost everyday late to school de, but nv la.. lol.. Then i reach there go and find Mr Chen (DM).. To check my hair bah. dunno catch me how many days liao lor..Then i cut liao. he still catch again.. HE just see my hair and then just let me off liao.. Then today is like after i cut some part of my hair.. then become like erm?????...... BUt nvm bah Then after school waiting for going to harmonica start at 2.30 ma. walk around the school and feeling dam sick and stil need to go for harmonica.. Got no choice but to go,, cos tml will be the CCA open house.. But anyway. I dun think there will be anyone Will come and register at our stall. As they dunno what is harmonica???.. Cos rong tian was in the hall with all the sec 1. then mR yeo ask anyone wanna join harmonica?? Then everyone was like huh? -.-??? whats that... So u htink anyone will join meh? then he ask again.. anyone wanna join npcc.... alot people wanna join... Then i was like so sick and so fair up with the idayu thing.. not with idayu la... but with that guy lor. Dun wanna mention about them anymore.. Then i need to prepare this and that.. normally when last time i just join harmonica.. Mr soon is very nice to me and maybe becos i was thinking.. i blow well???.. When i'm not a chairman last time.. Dick chan was the chairman and he just did his job bah.. but almost everytime late. But he got no choice, cos of going for lesson ma.. Then mr Soon always scold him. he also dunno y.. then when i have become chairman liao.. Then dick left. Is my turn to kena scolded by him all the time.. was thinking should i quit or not??.. But is like i get the money liao.. then i quit meh??? So i got no choice but to stay. Then i'm abit sad??? After i heard something past few day.... Feeling sick bah.. Tml still need to go to school.. Got no choice but to go.. cos for performance after school ma.... But i Think Without me around. there will be no sound in e band.. But i dunno i was right or wrong bah.Or maybe when i not around? they will be better?... Haiz.... just dunno what is it bah... dun feel like working.. but the schedule already out liao.. But nv work= no money bah... Scare later i spend all my money... Then stop working and do the thing i wanna do.. i have being thinking when i'm sec 2??.. training at gym for half way. Then becos of the work for e whole holiday.. Then i nv go gym to train..But if i i long quitted mac?? i might not know KRISTINE BAH =DDDD...Yong sheng.. i'm sure u will say something about this... alright.. just keep it to urself... Thinking if my teacher can give me lots of hw everyday?? Whenever i'm free bah.... Wanna go sentosa?? haha. Off to rest bah

A day of today bah

Look like i didn't sleep enough for a straight of dunno how many days liao bah. Then today sleep two hour+ or two hour only bah then wake up a nd go to churchz.. i was like so sian de.. cos sleep a while then wake up liao ma.. then after that still need to go to church ma. Then after church we went to eat our breakfast bah. with my bro and i wasa waiting outside at the toliet. and the toliet is like. a door. then peoploe walk past can see whatever u are doing. lol... Then i also sleepy.. then went home and straight away sleep. but for maybe 30 min only bah. Then i went to work and was like??? dun wan to qwork lor.. cos think got enough crew liao and no customer also. then iw as ask to do drink drawer while there is no customer lor....Then after a while i said..no customer still ask me do drink drawer. then the[y say.. do hot lor.. more worst. must do lobby selling.. Then come to doing hot when customer abit in only le.. then i tell them. i wanna wash tray and yi wen take over me for hot.. then later gladys break then yi wen take over her counter bah.... Then i break and seat outside. SO then at night liao bah.. 7.30 punch out and sleep at the table over there stll suddenly 8.30 wake up. and saw my hp. a miss call was like 1 min ago only bah. from dear =DThen i suddne;y wake up and in a rush walk out of mac just sayinhg bb to esther and dinie bah.. Then i call and walk towards dear. then i walk ot the library there and she is like behind me.. then finally we s aw each other liao bah.. Then we went to jec mac and dear check what time she workijng tml ma.. and so we went to the jurong east interchange.. then keep syaing. wanan take 99 or 334.. then end up going to take 334. then when the bus came and dear saw her senior.. then decide go and take 99.. then we go there liao... we take 99 and talk tlak talk. half way then her fren called her and said wanan dio project ma.. then we drop down and intend to go back JE.. Then we walk from jurong poly clinic to Je bah.. Then it was raining. but luckily i got umbrella.. So we when there and reach back to the 99 bus stop where we take..THen dear fren caled her and told her that dun nid to go liao bah.,. then we walk back to the bustop and bus 99 come and i was intending to walk in. but she Drag me out!!!!... Then on e way to my h ouse bah.,. Then reach my house there liao. tHEN i b r ing her to the 98 bus stop. then when we reaach there.. the bus 98 is just behind of us only bah.,. so is like so long lor. we walk here adn there.. but nvm. i love it -=D.. So G onna sleep Soon bah.,, AHAa. Study Hard., All the Best -DD