The Blog i wrote today will have those ***** words.. so..... hmm..... ALRIGHT.. START WITH TODAY Just dunno y i'm so dam stress and look angry whenever people saw me. maybe i'm just stress???.. or just too tired, Quite a number of thing happen recently... was wishing if i can just sit there and do nothing. can't be bother to do anything, feel like giving up on everything, but still can't.... I feel like giving up of everything and nv thought of giving up training for my field event which i have being looking foward to ever since sec 2 and helmi have being helping with it.. Cmon YS HELmi.. try to get alone =D... try to understand each other, not to quarrel.. A sry will end everything. People have being asking me what shoulod i take when i go to ite.. but i actually tell them id unno and wanted to take o level.. but u think is possible???.... so no point right... She went to camp and actuaally dun feel like sms anymore... Kena piss off by human been.... For being so childish and nv think about their studies when they are alrady in NT? class?.... As for CPA... IS that mr suan id unno if he can actually teach or not.. becos he really can't control of our class.... so he can't teach us alot. is happen i think yesterday. was like whole class chaos for his lesson. Went to com lab and while he teaching.., the whole class is very noisy and wanted to play internet??... WTF... INternet??... What so good about internet??.. THen study???.. ANd next week we will start our N level for cpa.. and yet everyone didn't revise and learn anything yet??.. MR suan can't stand us and just let us surf e net for 10 min and the whole class silent down and left 5 min to end e lesson liao. then he started teaching us.. out of 1 hr to 5 min???. wtf man... all e fucking student... wtf!!!!!!!!.... As for i saw one of e thrower mate.. in field event.. onyl me and him.. i find him alright. But one thing is that... he find that he is very big size and actually walk like gangster, and so, just becos he think he is big size and strong. he can actually bully e weak??.. hello.... y not come for me?... so what if u are big size..... Stop all that pls... THen after school liao and it is PC period and. for us is a free period. so about 1 pm me and helmi sleep until 1.30pm.. cos for us is dam tired.. so late sleep and everyday went to gym for our trainnig and reach our target.. u might think we are crazy?.. if u ever saw us in gym and forceing.. But, thats us.. Then after school liao and hamidah and aisha actually stay back and complain to MR tan and say o ur math teacher whatever la. blah blah blah.. Then i heard liao.. i actually walk to e staircase and i heard helmi say they are staying back and talk to mr tan and maybe say ill about our math teacher.. and so i went back and see what happen. THen she actually say alot.... and say that the teacher is teaching very fast and she dun understand at all.. But, the teacher is actually teaching very slowly. 1 small topic takes day to explain to us and yet no one listen to it??.. cmon la.. hamidah. i know u understand all e question one, and yet u say u dunno?.... I dun wanted to hurt peep.. And i really that good as a guy????... So sian... Feel like quitting harmonica due to some reason.. cos of that girl???.... can't face her.... Total flirt. and thats y she come and flirt with me.. i'm sry to have said that.. But i can't control Alright so thats all SRY ABout it.. Bear with it