haix.... Thinking if i can live that long??.. might just die anytime..... kena crash by car.. something from high floor drop on my head??.. Maybe when my times is up... this thing will happen, So y not make myself happy?.. Alright. Today HELMI early in the morning called me.. and its was 8!!!!!. Then i tok like scolding him.. But he actually told me,"JOHN. can come to school now?. cos miss wang ask farhan to go for track and field, and i ask her if u can come or not,,she say ok". Then i was like shock?.. Cos i have being thinking of that bah, But dun get a chance, and so i take a cab down.... realise.. now aday i have being spending alot of money any how. But i think it worth it, then worth it bah.. Then reach school and MISs wang told me to run for 10 min as warm up, Then i was told that i was like trainnig for running instead of jogging'?.. lol..... After that........Then finally, she try to teach us the correct way of throw an discus and not to teach us javenlin. Cos she not so good in her javenlin. So she just intend to teach us discus and shotput bah.. So we went go discus at e field and teach us how to throw correctly. Then he field is dam muddy, But we just dun care and throw, then go to that spot and throw again....And MAYBE.. Doing All this Might MAke Me forget e unhappy thing, And happy things at times.. Then after so hard of trainnig for years.. I have won farhan by quite a distance. So i'm gald that after some hardworks, didn't wasted =D......... Feel like stop working liao.. Find out i got alot thing to do, Due to go sch liao. after that maybe rest a while night gym or afternoon gym.. Then always at night do revision till late late.. Might be good for me... Today afternoon actually when to take e scholarship!!!. and so i'm happy. Got money again, and last but not least, my mum actually give me 100 bucks to buy CNY STUFF!!!!!. finally lol..... But i think, a shoe might use it up lol.. BTW.... hate ys always say, Its fated to be together and its fated for us to be apart, even though i know u mean it good for me, but i just dun like.. dunno y, no reason tyvm. Just hope u see this and dun ask about it and dun write it liao... IF singapore is big and everyone owned a farm.. I think it will be great, most likely. And we actually dun use money, we use our veggie or meat or anything to exchange with other peoople.. and so,, i think they might not be so much bad guys?.... should be bah, TOday do counter like what lor.. first time i wear the CHIX FAN the SHIRt at counter, cos ever since chix fan came out, i nv do counter liao... Till today!!!... Cos i work till 9 ma. Then sure need i do counter from 8 to 9 de. As today miss wang say alot,, told us that, Must always have e discipline for urself. So u will be a successful person...... SO i think.... And just now. esther actually called me and ask what time i will be working tml.. as she told me in a very sad voice.. saying that she will be working at 11.30, dunno y. and she asked what time kristine work finish. Then maybe she wan to pull kristine with her??.. chatting......................EeeEE... Whats make me dun like my cousin again?... can't believe it.. sometime find that she is ok. But most of the time, can't stand her.. and i can't do anything hush to her.... k finish today liao. Tml Is my sad day. as my church class have started again.. from 11.30 to 1pm.. Make me so...... As u know i dun like to go, and i also can't say i'm force to go. But indded i'm force to go.. i told my mum alot times before, and she just pissed off.. And so.. to bad for me?. Dun wanna think that anymore.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!. ON MY BEHALf.... GUESS IF U SAW MY BLOG>> U WIll kNOW bah.. lol =D