Quite a number of things happen recently.. ABout helmi??.. and alot more bah. but helmi i will keep it to myself As for Ys =D Haix.. noticed after u know shirley and keep smsing each other when u know u are going to meet each other later on. But still, u still sms each other during lesson and whenever u go lor. But is like me last time, find it so happy, everytime i sms i will have this =).. But as for u, everytime sms is like so normal like that, then look sian sian de wh ile smsing, but i know u r happy when both of u smsing each other right??.. But is like, not gonna say u that much, but studies first =D.... Try not to sms during lesson times. Might affect ur studies... So everything is up to u. Haix.. after so long of thinking... Has decided to stay happy everyday, not to keep thinking and wondering. So i guess, i will have an good mood and not like recently staring at people, and today happen to talk to helmi and one sec 1 malay guy talk back, then i tok is his fren then nvm, but instead he dunno him at all, then wtf??.. Should we just go find that guy and bash him up??.. But is like bullying? haix.. And what happen today is that, we have e spot check for lower sec and during recess, all of us happen to get panic, cos maybe upper sec will also kena spot check, U know what everybody do??.. Get their console fren to keep all their hp and electronic stuff into e console room. Then is like all line up other lol?.. Then we asembly after recess and there is no spot check, everybody shouted and yawnling lol.. Cos it is an fault alarm, but i t hink maybe tml or next week sure have spot check,maybe i just carry on bringing it, take a risk lor. If fated to be conficate then conficate bah.. No point. After school was wondering if i should go for e rehersal.... i'm the only person throwing discus at e field and miss wang keep guiding me alone, and i pratice for quite long doing e same thing over and over again, make me sick, and i still can't mastered it.. It is so dam hard lor, she told me that last time, she done that for 4 hour each every practice she have. whch is 3 pratice per week and done that for 3 weeks.. Then i was l ike stun???... Somemore so hot, but the field not mudding. i love it =D. After that, miss wang left me, and i alone throwing at e field, was knowing that alot people is looking at me from far away, but i just carry on trainig with my stuff, and she told me that, after trainig hard and throwing for long, my index finger will intend to turn hard and rough, so will not be pain next time when i throw. After throwing for a while, our school soccer boys have their match with other school. And is like, they anyhow put the position lor. Cos they have confidence, but is true, our soccer boys is dam good bah.. NOt like track & field that guy, which is me -.-"""... Then after that i just leave the field and wait for miss wang, after that i was looking at e soccer match and idaya erm-..- she.. diaox.. Called me and say if i track & field over liao, then she asked me to go up and take a look, then audrey and tianrong like -.-""".. cos i Bang seh them. Then they all cock out while blowing, make everyone so pai seh. Then i nv bring harmonica, audrey request mrs chua to give me an extra the harmonica in her office. Then she borrow me that and asked me to blow,when it is our turn, my section happen to blow loud cos the mice is infront of me, but for the rest, totally no sounds at all lor, then is like, whats the point of performaning tml and make us malun???. Correct right??... But we still have to perform, plan to take all e different notes from different section and blow all together, at least i backup them, dunno if i can make it tml lor. Just try my best and make harmonica pround. Hope that someone might be a pro of harmonica recently and take over me =D.. More pro then me, then hoho.. Or should i find someone and keep blowing with that person everyday to improve????... haix. The problem is that, they can't blow those fast tune is becos, they didn't practice. So an i?=P.. but i practice all e notes while harmonica practice.. So is like??? lolx... Was thinking mac omg omg omg, not gonna work might during holiday, i just take it as part time job and during june holiday, i gonna find factory and work in, is like u work 1 month at factory.. is more then 6 months of working mac pay.. So y not take e 1 month to work at factory??.. Everytime i'm short of cash, i will tend to save money by not eating.. Then i wait for my mac pay, and it happen to disappoint me everytime. Is like, WCP got 4 dollar le.. we only?? haix, Dun bother that much lol, YENNI AR!!!!!!... I have not been studying for an very long time liao, also dunno y i stop studying at nitez liao, but when my track and field all event over.. But will be june l ike that bah.. then i will everyday STUDY!!!!!!. Till late everyday bah... But maybe i say too early liao??. Dun even know if i can make it when the times come, I find that N level is easy, but alot people since to tell me, N level is very hard, dun too over confidence. Ys always think i'm too over confidence on myself, but truthfully, is a kind of saying, not really confidence in myself, whatever thing i have done so far in my life.. dun think i have e confidence in it, make me feel i'm lousy... Even if i say i'm confidence in myself, i'm just encouraging myself.. Noticed one thing that y i dun bother about studies recently, is when i got e mood to study and wanted to, my hand writing have improve alot, but recently, my hand writing go back to e past time, totally suck, no one can see my hand writing.. Cos i think when i dun bother, i will not write it probably.. As for those Cards i gave people, is not that i dun bother lor, i try to write as nick liao. But i still can't write it nice =D.. So dun blame me =D.... One thing i need now, mastered my throwing, and stop thinking about alot thing that have happened=D......... So all e best for me tml =D. HARMONICA +++++