Haix.. sleep during PE period, cos mr razak dunno go where.. So i was sleeping half way and when i wake up, i tok is around 12+ liao, but is still e first period only le.. So we go for cpa N level coursework, i do quite fast and almost finish, but we got alot of time to do the n level coursework, so i decided to sleep again, guess what before i went into the com lab??.. i sit on e floor and lead against the wall and sleep...... Kindly boring all day long, then kannan and vesentan wanna fight due to vesentan say something like(ur mother blah blah blah), so kannan angry ma, was about to fight and quarrell, i just stay beside and see them quarrelling, then everybody was like, what kind of monitor is this.. Haix........
I Saw a video clip of this bodybuilder, RONNIE COLEMAN!!!.. He is the Olympic bodybuilder champion for straight 8 years liao.. He is carrying a pair of dumbbell press on his chest, wt of 175kg per dumbbell, imagine?.. INhuman lol...
Anyway, so sian. i was shock that the science test falls on today, then i guess i will scored very badly, feel l ike giving up liao. Cos my this test make my overall marks down.... So i was like so crap lor, so sian, nothing to do also.. Then we have our First House meeting after school, all the Dm and PE teacher guard at the school gate and dun allow anyone to leave, he wanted all of us to attend the house meeting.. So we went in and i have chosen Shotput, Javenlin and Discus, all this basic thing i have been taking part in, but always can't win anything de.. Cos i didn't really train hard afterall, but i did it this year.. So i think i can win, but even if i win, will i be happy?..
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Yesterday after school, was thinking of going gym alone and went to gym and reach home around 4+, and i got alot of miss call now aday lor, i didn't hear and there is no number, becos my caller ID suddenly cut off. So i can't call back the person who have call me, then suddnely a call came and i answer, It was samantha and she ask me, ( after school liao ar?.. U know that today got iLI meeting?.. O, i know, but i go for 2 times liao le, then everytime talk about the same thing, so i guess i not going to go. But then she told me, its different thing and she will be the one conducting. I'm sleepy, but i guess, i just go bah, since samantha call me to go down, if yenni, i dun think i wi ll go down lol.. .So i went there and saw Jessica over there.. She told me that last sunday was her last day.. But then, she is over there for the meeting lol.. So we started e meeting, only got a few of us. Chirsty,qiaoting, muliani,chong yee,yini,jessica and me+ yenni and samantha only bah.. SHe told us that they are doing to choose 4 more poeple or 3 more poeple to join the ILI TEAM!!!!... BEcos they gonna change shufen, lili, yiwen+ xiaoqin i think.. So they are going to choose 4 more poeple bah, then yenni say, the only guy who have chance is me.. Then i was like, i dun wan la, then i keep telling them, like that i do kitchen can liao... Then samantha was like punching me, then ask me Y not??.. Then they tell us to give a compliment form to the customer that u have serve to write for u if u think u did a good services and they are happy with it.. But i tell them, i nv even give a GEMS Card before!!!!. Then she told us that, 1 compliment letter, u can get am additional income of 15 dollar!!.. She told us that one guy From JE get 15 compliment letter within 2 week or 1 month.. So i'm guessing whose that guy is, so the person is SEAN!!! lol.....
So the meeting over liao, we went to toliet and i walk with qiaoting and jessica to Je and qiaoting meeting up alex, while jessica find that she is bored. So i decide to accompany her till her fren come bah.. So i suggest going to K POOL.. But them, we can't play, we haven reach 16 le, but i think i should give it a try, i give the lady my EZ link and tell her that, help me open table 36. Then she actually going to give me the card liao, but then she check and say i haven reach 16. So i was like pai seh and walk out liao, we went into the ice skate there and see bah.. Cos she also have some problem with herself anyway.. Then i just accpmpany her.. Then s uddenly i saw LAWRENCE SITTING beside and looking at those skater lol.. talk to him for awhile and he is off to work, then we stay over there till about 6.35... We left and go home liao, while we are walking towards JE, haix. she ask if .... i...... .. But then i was like no reply bah, then she apologies.. Ha.. Anyway gonna go.. Bb

Today, having my math test and i'm alone sitting outside the classroom while the rest of them are insnide the classroom, not becos i kena scolded, but becos i chose to sit outside.. Becos, i dun wan to sit inside and end up everybody copying each other, so i wan to have a fair match in studies with helmi+ tiao sin.. So i decided to sit outside alone and Rebecca tan allow me to =).... So i was like checking my paper again and again.. Then i decided to pass up and u guess what?.. MISS TAN ONLY CHECK MY PAPER AGAIN AND AGAIN.. Till she find one mistake which is totally a careless mistake.. NOt again right -.-... crap man.. So i only scored 24/25 -.-"". As for helmi, i heard that tiao sin told him one answer so he can get full mark.. haix. But nvm, just hope that i can win with my own ability.. Haix, saw that??.. When i went home after harmonica, just outside e school gate and i'm walking behind ma, so audrey actually saw me and ask idhawati to stop and qiqi + MR tan to wait for me.. So i quicking walk towards them and said. I SO BIG S HOW Ar. 4 person waiting for me?.... Haix, then mr tan told audrey that, i'm been a responsible person and show a good example in class to every of the other class mate.. LOL.. Guess what i did during his science period today??.. We went to lab and they are doing experiment ma, so i was like, i dun think that the exam will come out with all this kind of experiment for test. So i was like walking around outside the science lab and sit outside the door at the back, so i was chatting over there with Amar and Tiao sin, talking about gangster stuff... Then Tell them to learn Thai boxing in order to fight well, but i dun intend to fight anyway.. So u call this set a good example?? crap... So after math, we went for recess and they saw me like not happy like that, i'm just not in a mood all e time okie??... not becos the reason i kena careless mistake and lose to helmi.. Since i made an careless mistake, means i lose liao..... So y not?. i admit defeat at e moment. As long as i work hard =).. HAHA, our first period MRS BAY ask us to go to the CONdo Land to talk About OUr N level stuff, so we are waiting for her outside there and i find it bored and actually lie to the ground. So when she is coming, Zul called me and ask me to stand up, luckily he told me, so our class people is like. Always help out with each other one, but when comes to gang fight all this. They are RACIALs.. Haix..

My Mind is always money!!!!!! So as for today the talking with Mrs Bay, i have decided to go SIMEI ITE!!!!!!.. But quite far right??.. i think i might chose nursing.. But very hard to get top 5% inorder to go Poly after that. But nvm, let fate decide, how well i can score for my N level =).. But i guess, my english eoa chinese and cpa just suck.. Only my math and science helps alot..,... Crap la.. For nothing i just feel stress, dun even know i'm stress or not.. Cos i decided to go gym again, crp crap crap..I Always detamine on training when i reach gym and forget everything.. Haix.... So tml after school, gonna go gym alone liao.. Then during harmonica, we went for break and i stay in the auditurence and everybody started to follow me, we stayed inside from 5 to 5.30 amd actually we are su ppose to go back and carry on our practice at 5.10 de lol. So i'm the master mind after all..... REally just can't study at home, was thinking to flip open my book, but i just can't do it.... So i in school always walk like gangster,dunno y, maybe just wanted someone to bash me up?. .. But u know when u bash me up, we will get into a fight after all.. So when ys u saw this, and try it out, dun regret =)... Just came back for dinner where we actually went to bukit timah hawker centre to have our dinner with my family execpt my sis...


When recess going to end, i'm looking at the 4 years record in hong kah for all the event i talking, which is discus, shotput and javenlin.. So i just look at it and Mr Razak walk pass and actually talk to me about it, like as if looking down on me like that, ask me aim to win but not the record for e school, and if u are able to break the school record, u can't do well in national after all.. But anyway, its true, i mgith be able to break the record which i have always been wanting to.. But for national. I think i might not have confidence lor, need someone accompany.. But i guess helmi will come bah.. Always around me supporting me de.. Just can't stad one of my cousin, call gualbert and he actually talk alot of lame stuff, really lame that i can't stand him. So i just reply (haha)..

NSRS JUST SUCK

Haix,,,This gonnna be my last time going NSRS AND my first time lolx... HE keep telling the manager saying that, like as if i own him money, nv smile one... WTH, Give me a fail then fail la, like i care, i'm just helping samantha.. Or not i dun give a dam of even coming for the NSRS...... I dun smile my problem right... Is like as if i'm working for a high payed job......

Suddnely remember this, was working yesterday and auntie bee koon become Pc ma, so she asked me to do 2 chesse burger. SHe said, ah john, then she walk like thinking, an i calling the wrong name?.. Then she ask me, ar,, what is ur name huh??.. Ah john la.... Always call me ah john and s uddenly u just forget, haix... Am i a person that make people forget easily??.. But nvm, no point remembering me.... Nothing special to u anyway...

So i was like, watch tv till very late yesterday, only 1+ to 2.. Then woke up at 6.45 and get ready to go church.. i was rushing wearing a long sleves T shirt and put my mac t shirt into my bag.. So i was there and reach e church, when the mass actualyl started liao.. Everybody haven reach, only me another one guy.. Then i was thinking that they will not be coming liao.. Then suddenly all 4 of them come one by one lol... Or not today sure not enough warrent liao.... So when we finish e church and my bro and i stay at the church canteen and look after my grandmother while my auntie + my mum go to market....So my bro ask me to pei him over there and dun leave go work first.. So i stay till my auntie came and i left.. I went to e busstop and was wondering, what bus should i take to go SSC lol.. So i look at e board over there and i can actually take 178 or 66 to go SSC... So i board 66 and go SSC.. REach there and punch in at around 920+.. Cos customer in.. Samantha wanted to teach me breakfast. So i was like so blur de lor, the breakfast think i have done before in kitchen is Filet and flipping the hotcake lol.... So today i get to learn all e thing except the BBF Egg.. So i guess, i get the use of doing breakfast liao... But i can't become breakfast PC.. Cos i can't remember all the stuff lol, not use to all e stuff ma.... Guess she is the only manager who actually wanted to teach me haha... I'm not sure other manager not good ok? lol... THen she was like,wei!!.. There is one thing u haven do before u go NSRS, U see ur mouth. Below ur nose and above ur mouth.. lOL -.-""... Y u nv cut, so i went to cut and i look like wtf lol.. Fine, after a few day, they will come back.... So i was like going kitchen till 11.30 and went for break lol!!!... only 2 hour of work and went for break. Punch in and do kitchen again, till 1pm and request punching out and get ready for lobby NSRS... So i was like walking outside to je and peek at who is working at JEC today.. THen i walk back to ssc again... Went back there and look at the Question paper and memories everything.... So i was like rushing to Pop to meet sandy. Then realise i didn't cut my finger nails.. So i went to buy nail cliper. CRAP LA.. Y am i spending money??.. STUPID... STOP SPENDING MONEY LA.. OR not, gonna skip breakfast and lunch everyday..... haha.. THen suddenly Seans tap on my back... Actually, not bad knowing him as a fren bah.. Even though our age haix.. But nvm.. Gald to know him too..So i was over there and started to do e lobby test liao.. U know what/???.. I TIRED MY VERY BEST, BUT I JUST CAME SMILE... SMILE SHOWS THAT I'M HAPPY. BUT I'M ACTUALLY LAUGHING, DOESNT MEAN I'M HAPPY... I REALLY TIRED, BUT GUESS WHAT HE SAID?... IS LIKE AS IF I OWN U MONEY. FINE.. GIVE ME A FAIL AND I WILL JUST LET SAMANTHA DOWN AND QUIT MAC....... BUT CAN'T, AS WHAT SHE SAID, HE NEED ALOT OF CREW, HAIX..WHAT ALOT POEPLE TOLD ME, UR PAY SO LOW, RATHER DUN WORK LIAO....BUT BUT ERM.... is SO DAM HARD TO TELL THEM THAT I WANNA QUIT.. THAT YEN NI, I GUESS SHE WANTED ME TO STAY NOT BECOS I'M GOOD AT ALL THE STUFF, IS THAT SHE DUN WAN TO LOSE A LOW PAYED CREW, GET IT??..IIIIIIII .. So i left JEC MAc liao, and went back to ssc and crap with sandy all alone.. So we went back and rezal tell us to punch in at 5 to 5.30 to take over yunus and so he can go for break.. But we dun wan to punch in.. So sky take over yunus, but sky got sore thoat ma, so bad of me.. Haix.. SORRY About it.. didn't mean it.....

There is someone told me this today.. he/she stead lie to him/her.. Then was like asking me if he/she should forgive him/her.. So i was like, haix.. Can't give him/her an answer lor.... Is like, is ur own choice after all.. I can't do anything to it, if i happy to give u e wrong way and u regret it.. But if u chose it urself, i think u also will regret, but not as much as follow what i told u.....

Guess alot people care about looks.. And one thing, there this one person called me and i was shook.. who is it??... so many surronded me and someone called me, and i'm sure i didn't listen wrongly lor... But i turn around, is like no one call me, i know is one of them.. But dunno who lol -.-'""....Let MUSIC be my PASSION!!!.... I love music, i can actually blow out how i feel, sad or happy or just blowing for fun or blowing it in e correct way within one songs. So i just love it..... Finally saw kristine wearing spect again.... Gonna go for harmonica tml after school again.. Should i start to go gym at night everyday again?/ lol.. i tired that before and i'm very tired at that time.. Due to hmm.. Then i wanted to be tired and make myself busy...... HAha.. Was wondering when will i lost my HP.. not becos i wan to lose it, but i know. It will be lost someday.... Ha, i'm just tired, but must study for e math tml =D... then crap with miss tan again begging for marks lol... K BB. haix

MY day

Just came back from work, haix....... Was about to tell samantha that i wanna learn closing, so that i can earn more money.. Cos when i just reach home, my previous Hp bill came + my new line bill will be coming too+ my internet bill.. O crap, i can pay all at one goal, and i will left nothing.... But still, i'm struggling with my $$$$.. Haix... 10.30 woke up and go down and buy breakfast for my family with my hair so nerdy and messy.. But still, i dun care at all, went down to buy roti prata and waited for about 10 min.. So i was rushing eating up my roti prata.. There is one incident that make me stop eating roti prata, after i ate some prata in e past, i kena stomach ach for e whole day. So i haven been eating it for a long time liao. Luckily today nv stomach ach lol.. So i went to work and punch in, samantha asked me to do lobby to prepared for tml Exam. From 12 to 2 pm doing lobby and sit down at a table doing some tourial.. When i have done with it, its sandy turn, so i have to take over her till 3.00pm and i go for break.. But when i reach at the backdoor of mac, razal came and ask me to change the lightbulb, or shoulod i call it lamp. So i tried and change and change, change it for like 27 min then i go for break... My first time doing it ma.. So the crew room for us to rest and eat got alot of peo0ple, so i decided to go out and eat at area D, alone there dreaming and eat..Suddenly remember the past during holiday... But nvm, i'm fine with it now.... So i punch in and do grill side, was very slacking and customer suddenly in and only left kun tat and me becos auntie bee koon went to toliet for a very long time.. Then we actually can rush and give our produce in time de. But we got no PC over there helping us to wrap up all e burger, then i was like wtf..!!! REZAL over there nv help us, until when the crowd over liao, then he help us to wrap some of it. Crap... Haha.. so we slack around and crap crap crap, till 6.30 and saw christy come liao, she gonna be OUR FM!!!!!! STArting ON E FIRST OF MARCH!!!!.. HOPE everything will be successful.. So i was asked to go lobby again -.-".. But then i was like dun wan la, then rezal say, how about counter?.. Ah ya nvm la, i do lobby lor. Do till 8.30 and finsh liao, around 7 i started helping louis to close lobby liao, i help him clean tray and sweep the floor + clean all the tables and chairs with satilezer..... So i call home and my mum told me to eat myself, not eat myself, but to have my dinner alone outside.... So i stay over there eat mc chicken student meal.. Realise that i have been training and grew alot of wt and become bigger in sizes lol.. Not sure whether i got grew bigger..... Guess what???.. On e way home outside the path at NTUC there, got one china guy talk to me, he said he came from oversea and come here to work, and he need some cash..... So i was like, he talk alot of t hing to explain y he need money, but i didn't heard all of them, then i only can fought out just 4 dollar.. Then i was like, nvm la.. Since u in singapore no money, then take that 4 dollar and go for ur work can liao.. Dun nid to return, but he ask for my phone number and intend to call me tml and return me.. So i gave him my number and left liao.. Then he was like ty ty.. In a very formal way, shake my hand and go away liao... Hopefully i dunno he will cheat me or what bah.. If he happen to return it back to me tml??.. Then i bless him for been a honest person... I also dun care about e 4 dollar.. But right now, i'm having money prob ar!!! lol... Haix.. 1 more month till my school sport day field event, so i gonna plan for e 1 month of training!!!!!! haix... No extra time liao...Hopefully i can do it.. After 4 years in hong kah, was thinking that i can win, end up. last year kena trash by those sec 4 and 5...... Guess i got no time to study for my monday Math test and Chinese test. while my science test postphone to thrusday.. But i can;t be bother to study my chinese. There is nothing for my to study, as for math, hopefully i study hard and scored ful lmark and dun get any careless mistake.. Wondering if i'm clever enough to scored full mark, not becos i'm smart, is just that the paper is easy... Alot of them can get full mark if they are able to check properly.... Haix, jinhua suddenly called me and ask me take over her tml from 9.30 to 1.30, i must rush there after my church, so i can;t have my breakfast. Nvm forget it, skip some meal wont die.. So i will be going nsrs after that and maybe i will come back mac to work again.. So i will try to fought out time at night to study for my math bah..... If i nv work in e afternoon.. I will be going shopping with helmi!!!!!!..... As what am i go ing to buy???.. Present.. But as for helmi, secret =).

Haix.. Comes with today seeing YS suddenly nv say anything, with my guessing, i'm right, but i didn't even ask what is happening. Thats not me???.. Ya, that wasn't me at all, was thinking, y i didn't ask him and even console him at all??.. O crap, was asking him to go gym to reduce stress, as exercise will make u reduce stress, thats what i always do??.. Lol.. like as if i everyday kena stress up like that, cos everyday sure have exercise one... Just crapping with my math teacher miss tan, she is only 19 year old le.. Then i was like, she everyday will give us worksheet to do one, cher, if i scored full mark, u give me the additional one mark ok??... THen she say, get first then talk.. then i was like, the first person who do finish and she is marking, then she mark and keep checking, guess what is she checking??.. Looking for mistake -.-"", she even use calculator to find for mistake.. So she can't find any of it, she wrote FINE! lol.. Then i was like teaching alot people in e class, then i say, after teaching all of u this, every person give me 5 dollar enough.. lol.. I might be rich after that if i teach them everyday? hahaha!!!.. But i'm just crapping... So i went home and watch e, I and the vampire meeting 2.. translet to chinese... HAlf way through, i sleep and woke up at 4-5 and went to gym... So i started doing my chest workout while waiting for helmi and dovan, then i was like carrying dumbell 17.5kg per hand for my bicerp.. Then helmi was like, what u ate!!???.. Suddenly can carry that, lol.... Was thinking to write alot for blog when i reachome, but i forget everything liao.... THen crap again when we going home.. Haha.. Tml gonna work liao -.-:"".. Maybe going boon lay to play CS first... then rush to work. see how first la, Cos is like, later simon kena trash by them.. Hopefully i go and can help them out..

After watching this shows, the part( Zhang Zhong find that surfing the internet is a fun think for those people who are lonely, so he went to use up all his saving to buy a labtop to play, and the first ever website he go is ICQ, he get to know one lady called zhen zi, w hich is the zhen zi where they come climb out from the tv one, so they happen to chat every night till the 7th day, zhang zhong suddenly fall in love with her and he tell zhen zi that he know that u r a ghost, but i still chose to be with u everyday, no matter what, i will still be with u... So Zhen Zi decided to fly out from his computer world and come out to drag Zhang Zhong in and live with her, so Zhang Zhong actually went in with her and everything was like a dream, Suddenly, ma xiao ling found out that zhen zi job is to go online and kill all those guy who she know from ICQ and take away their soul, total of 3k of them.. But she didn;t killed Zhang Zhong becos she have fallen for him... So Ma Xiao ling and tian you come from hong kong rushing to japan and save Zhang Zhong, so when they reach and Zhang Zhong decided to use some spell which can make another image of him. So when he is doing the spell half way, Zhen zi actually went out before Zhang Zhong start making another imagine of himself, so when Zhen zi came back, she brought a bun for him to eat becos she scare that she might starve to death... So Zhang Zhong was touch by what she did, but he got no choice but to run away from her..So he turn invisible and the image of Zhang Zhong came out and Zhang Zhong just flee and just out from the door, and Zhang Zhong was just out from a Monitor and saw ma xiao ling and tian you. So Zhen zi know that they actually wanted to kill her liao, so they started to use some magic and cast on Zhen zi, and Zhen zi was like protecting Zhang Zhong image, and tell them that, u can kill me, but please let Zhang Zhong out of this monitor first... Then suddenly Zhang Zhong image turn back to a piece of paper, Zhang Zhong decided to go back into the monitor becos he know that he really like zhen zi, then zhen zi was like so dam angry becos Zhang Zhong have cheated her feeling for him, So she is very angry and actually suck all the guys soul around the whole wide world.. And make everyone go into the monitor with her... So Ma Xiao ling and tian you was drag in and ma xiao ling use the spell of dragon to kill Zhen zi, when the dragon come out and Zhang Zhong command the Dragon to stop, so he tell them about what actually happen, A ghost actually go out and buy a bun for a guy when she know he might strave to death... So the dragon was touch and went back.... And Zhang Zhong decided to Stay with zhen zi forever in the monitor, while they walk around intot the monitor... Zhen zi asked, will u regret been with me???... Zhang Zhong reply, yes. I regret, becos i should have know u early.. So Zhen Zi decided to push Zhang Zhong out of the monitor, as she know ghost and human can't be together forever...Ya.. Thats e fact... Haix...

But nvm, gonna create another blog, but keeping it confidential.. So i might not write alot here, but still i will write alot lol..... Whatever it is, if i'm Zhang Zhong, i dunno i will do the same thing like him or not... Fine, whatever it is, i'm just haix... Forget it

Just came home from Television and Track and field, i was alone throwing at e field and one guy told me not to throw becos later they will have soccer match at 3pm.. So i went to the side of the field to practice.. THen suddenly miss wang came and ask me to show her some flip throw, Guess what she Said??.... Great, is much more more better then last time, alright, now show me the actual throws, throw about 2 or 3 time.. I Tried and i did it, i did the correct way, only that my angle not correct..... So i was like so happy, but i scare i might not do that well for the next training, i can do the correct way, maybe is by luck??.. Haix.. Then Mr razak ask what event am i taking??. Told him right now i'm training for discus, so he ask me to check for the record for hong kah... And aim for it, Miss wang told me that, i will have to throw around 28m to stay at the national 8th position, and if u can throw 28m with normal standing, when u learn how to spin and throw, u w/illbe able to throw, hmm.. maybe 35m?... Which can get u to top 3 position... Then i was like so stun, becos it is very far.... U wonder i saw alot of guy taking part in the competition is so dam big size and have been training for it ever since sec 1.. While i just started this year???.. And still learning the basic... And dun anyhow wild guess who i like.. Whoever it is, is non of ur business, i might tell u... But.... nvm...

diaox.. Noicted nowaday, for nothing i stare at people,was going home, then at my block below suddenly saw 2 guy wearing ITE t shirt, sitting at the bench below my block, then i stare at them and they already stare at me liao, then i was like stop and stare at them, but then, something come to my mind and so i just walk away doing nothing....

Then was like walking to sit at the parada square to asembly for silent reading, then i happen to walk quite fast and knock into a few sec 4 guys, then they say sorry sorry.. diaox.. I should be the one saying sorry, but then since they said sorry, then i just walk away lol... So we had english for our first period, while waiting for mr said to come, i was rushing doing the hw lol, i totally forgotten, then i was asked to stay outside of e classroom and do finish before i can go into the class.. So i rush and finish it lol, when the class gonna end, he called. (John), stand up, then i was like huh???... I nV talk le.. lol, but he say, not becos u talk, i wan u to tell the class what u experience yesterday when u go to esplanade, then i was like, thinking and huh?, huh?.. lol... After that we had our PE period and all of us quickly went to the hall and play touch ball!!!! lol.. Today our team champion.. There are, HELMI,jolene, anita, aishah,jie wei, and me.. =D... THen i was like keep hitting people face, but didn't have the chance to apologies to them.... In the end, today the royal rumble saviour is !!!!!!!! RIDHUAN!!! lol....

Haha, then during recess, saw mr tan and he say, john. I got one very important task for u to do, give this verifacation slip for N level to everyone and ask them to sign and give it back to me by today.. Then i was like, U CAN't GIVE THIS IMPORTANT TASK TO ME, I SCARE I CAN'T MAKE IT!!! LOL. crapping with him... During asembly, Mr RAZALI talk about security stuff, then after that, mr razak talk about HOUSE PRACTICE IS gonna start, cos on e thrid week of april.. So next wednesday, the whole school w/ill stay back for 1 hour and attendance will be taken. U can't leave e school becos the gate is closed, so we are to stay and have our house meeting over there and chose the house captain, so bo liao.. -.-"".. Hope that my house practice dun falls on monday and thrusday can liao..... But monday i dun mind, not on thrusday lol...

Went home and sleep till around 5 and wake up rushing to gym lol.. Cos helmi and dovan waiting for me over there liao.. So i was like crapping with dovan, then later about 8 we go home liao, helmi shouted.. 3 Lonely man lol..... Then i crap with them something that i'm not lonely.....

Haix. Tml will be a better dam, looking forward to e training for track tml

Today got our Eoa N level coursework.. Hope i score well as i dun really bother and yet i wanted to score well...... Today our first period is.... PE!!!!!!.. We played touch ball and our teams done well... haix.. But not me lol.. Today just rock, everybody is sweating and keep throwing the ball at each other... When the pe is about to end, MR razak said he wanted to play royal rumble!!! lol....And guess who win?? Helmi!!!!..... He VS Pei qi and he scare that he will throw too hard and pei qi cry, so he wait for pei qi to throw first, then throw it softly on her leg... If i'm him, i will let pei qi win de lol... I should give way to the girl????.... Hm.... Math test and science next monday haix.... Aimming both full mark to get 1st in first term.. Then i will try to continue working hard to continue e first position... But everytime also lose to, helmi, hamida, tiao sin and rafie.. By few marks?? crap..... Then when we come to math period, the first thing i go into the room, MIss tan!!!!... Give me one mark pls. diaox lol.. But i told her, if i scored full mark for this coming monday test, can give me that one mark??.. Then she just say, get it and give me see.. But she nv say she agree to it -.-"".. So when that day come, she sure denied de, cos she nv agree. Haix.. lolx....... Then during cpa period, saw kristine blog, feel like i'm just ... dot nvm.... Suddenly i become silent... Hmm, so after school i r ush home and change my pe t shirt.. Cos it is dam smelly lol.... Then i rushing and take cab back lol..... diaox.... Reach there and guess everybody also just asemble.. Then MR said not going -.-"; what liao, i tok he go and so i go.. But nvm, i was like so lonely over there listening to FM.. Then jessica say y i so quiet.. When we go school.. it is her turn to become quiet lol.... HAHA =D...... Suddenly heard this case, they quarrel over jianfeng, cos of Clan thing and they wanna VS COUNTERSTRIKE.. So Simon got their own clan calll NEGATIVE.. THen they vs kok koon which is POSitive, IF simon lose, their clan will be disband.. So simon suddenly come and find me, john.. Can help me something??. This saturday come down boon lay mall to help me vs them -.-".... But i was like thinking, i so long nv play liao, how can i help u alot??...... Nothing better to do... Haha... BTw we went to esplanade and i was told that there will be alot team over there..But end up, only our school go lol.. Haha.. Nvm.....Then i so bo liao over there, play with their N90.. Then i use my phone take so many rubbish photo lol.... haha. Guess gonna study to reach for e full mark liao.. BYe =D

Hahaha.. Going mad?? Yesterday night go down and run around toh guan with my brother, was thinking that i can't run, but when i started, i run all the way to the end lol....... Haix.. Reach home and end up can't sleep, so i read the roseanna book... Read and chat with my bro till 1+.. He spelt at around 1+ and i sleep around 2+ -.-""... The first thing i reach school and saw helmi, i look so different??.. lol.. I was like dunno y, become another person, dun feel sleepy+dun really talk... And look happy?... then helmi say.. What happen to u?.. Issit something nice happen??? lol -.-"".. NOthing la lol.... Everybody is sleeping during ME period.. Only me over there reading stories book for the whole 2 period lol.. Then Math period, See our math result, Actually i score the same as jie wei 21/25 top in class. THen helmi scored 19.. Ys 9..... Was thinking that i will still helmi, The first ihtng helmi saw my result, he say.. ACT la -.-".. I nv even say anything or show off saying that my mark is high.. I'm still not satified with my mark.. Actually can score full mark for that, just one question didn't do working.... My mark went into e drain -.-"" Then suddenly heard that jie wei get 22/25.. Then i sian liao, But nvm, i will try harder next time =D.... Haha.. Then followed by MT, Over there reading for e whole 2 period while everyone sleeping.... Then after school, from 1.30 to 2.30. read again, But still can;'t finsih the book.. So 2.30 reach l iao, mrs chua came and open the door, everybody go in and only about 7 poeple in the band room... Ha can't be bother anyway.. Then that tianrong hP kena confiscate by his mother, so she use mine and ask her LaoGONG To call my hp.... Cos free incoming ma.. Becos of something, i can;t carry on calling poeple liao .. Or not my bills flys.... Not TO SLEEP IN CLASS ANYMORE!!!!........ THE most.. 1 min =P lol...

Ha... Just feel so bored..... Was like lol.. When mR tan Saw me and say, eh john, nice haircut -.-""... When i cut it for like days liao.... So sian one -.-... Now every week will have one grooming check, i got cut my hair or not, i will sure kena catch de ....... Haha nvm... Yesterday works was like haha.... Over there only me and auntie kim kuan doing grill site and auntie ah hoi alone doing VETS.. Which means mc chicken and filiet there... Then suddenly customer in, all of us chiong lol.. Cos i was like was very speedy liao, can't stop de.... Then after a while i do pc, like as if i'm not doing lor, cos not enough crew, i still have to do all the job lol... But nvm..... Everytime got alot of thing to say one le, but eventually forgotten liao.. Have been very forgetful recently, due to nv use my brain probaly.... One thing i have been telling myself to control, dun wan to kena another caning in school again.. Due to fighitng right??... If i just can't control, i might fight with e malay boys again, but is different malay boys la... Then if i continue, public caning liao, just hope that i will not fight again =D.... Stay happy always.... This tuesday going to esplernet... surpose to spell it this way??? lol.. something like that la, Cos mR said tell us to go to have fun?... Playing the 3G phone... Was thinking that, i might not know anyone over there, but instead when i saw a group of people, jessica ask me sit down la.. Then i saw kenny, serene and jessica... Then i'm not left out!!!!.. SOmething about samantha, So worried that i will might failed my lobby test this coming sunday at je... from 2.30 to around 3, i will be doing lobby and the left 3 out 1 hour, i think will be tourial liao, so bo liao right?.. Thats y i hate NSRS and this is my first one, and my last one..... Maybe i should take 2 part time job, as my bro told me to go marina bay to become waiter.. MAybe morning to evening work at mac, then night at marina bay...... Hard working huh?? lol.. Out of no way.. Suddenly feel l ike saving alot of money and make me feel safer, as i might not be able to find a good job outside when i'm old, so lets see how much can i save at the end of this year!!!!.. Still long lol.... Then today morning went to church then do the warrent t hing again.... .. Feeling so crap when Ys Use my phone calling shirley, saying that he will not use long, or not he will be paying me.. When isaw him today and ask him for $$$$. he gave me an attitude... At least he talk things well with me, i will not charge him $$$.. Cos he use over 30 min liao... My one dun have outgoing call free ma..... But instead, he say dun wan le, then i told him(.. I will nv let u touch my hp anymore k??...).... Repilied(I can always use others de).. WTF!!!!!!.... nvm..... So i guess i will nv let him use again??.. Whenever poeple needs something, i will try to give them if i have.. But, they take things for granted... Haix.. guess for my future.. i Dunno la, whatever -,-.... I guess study hard.. But no point saying study hard when i'm not even doing it??.. haix........ So i should cut down playing internet, but recently, i nv even touch my labtop for days liao.. If i touch, i only come to this blog and blog, then off liao..... Just dunno what i'm thinking, sometime i almost kena knock down by cars.. Was like jam walk and saw no car, suddenly i walk across l iao, the car is like just 1 or 2 m away from me. Then i w ill kena knock liao.. But then, i happen to walk across without even noticed the way is just 1 or 2m away from me... Luckily lor... Sigh.... Crap la, should i stop going gym and use the time to studies and forget about winning anything from track and field???... Or maybe i can still carry on trainnig and study..... Whatever it is, i will try to do everything.... Think i'm a person who know how to say, but didn't reach my goal de.... Who will appreciate me as a good fren??...... So hard to trust people, even myself can't be trusted...... Whatever it is, i'm just frustrusted recently.. But i didn't show it out at all... I always vent e anger on something else... But not something that will hurt anyone, But helmi.. He was like dam sleepy everyday and was like so frustruted all e times.. Think i dunno ar? lol......... Wanting to spend all my money in one day and buy everything i wanted to buy... But whenever i left a sum of money, i will stop spending it liao.... HAix... Crap.. BB

Ha.. Spend my valentine's day with my parent outside having a big feasts... We ordered so many food with only 3 of us?? lolx...... Yesterday Mr Tan told us about something related to us, To be a successful person, u got alot things u have to do... When they come to one part where they say, those people who people truth is a successful person... So m i?? Ys and helmi was like.. woowww... Successful person. Hey.. Dun trust me so much anymore, i dun wan to keep so many secret.... I might BS u anytime k??.. Zzzz.. Before i went to gym, i slept till 4 and wake up rushing to gym to meet up dovan while helmi have already reach there and started running liao.. Then dovan say that he wanted to come gym regularly like i use to be, to train his chest to become bigger. Then i said.. (Ah ya, after a while, u will stop training when u got something better to do).... YAy... Finally i'm carrying dumb bell incline press 20kg each by myself... Rather heavy, last time try out and directly hit on my head, luckily didn't die...... Cos was like, yesterday suddenly think of, alot of thing at once, i find that life is very short.. Like something happen to my father and luckily god bless him.... U might get married very soon and ur parent will be staying together in some other place.... So when times come, they pass away, its ur turn to become grandparent liao.. So, dun u find it fast that times is running dam fast?... Like what the News yesterday said, they are going to start up with new buses which can let handicap person go in easily.. They will come out on 2023s.. WTH,, Still long lor.. So when the times come, u are so old liao... So i guess everybody should start a new life...But too bad, i got no life... When english period today, lol.. I said to Mr said.. How come u yesterday nv come???. lolx... u told us not to stay out late celebrating valentine's day and come to school the next day, and yet u celebrate until nv come to school? lol... Then he smile+ laugh.. becos his leg kena injure by his fren when he play soccer or volley ball with his fren.... Then he suddenly told us that, anyone wanna go to explernate next tuesday, there is a event conduct over there for student, they wanted us to try out s ome experiment, which is using 3G phone lol... Then all of them shout, ah ya, john have liao... Then Mr Said was like wow... -.-""..... That makes me broke..... So intended to go lor, only me wei ling and davandra...... When home rushing and change and go back school again for track and field, then i''m alone with miss wang trainnig my discus.. Over there keep trying and trying, still can't make it, so she left me alone over there practice, and yay!!!!.. Almost master the basic... BASIC lol....a. Haix, nvm, slowly and i w i ll be better after all... CMON!!! ... Erm... So happy that i score 46/50 for science and lost to tiao sin and helmi by 2 marks. Both of them score 48/50.... I was abit upset to my Eoa.. haix.. 13/25 diaox... MT 15/40 diaox.. Having math test tml, so i guess i can score high in that.... Just dunno y my eoa suddenly go down -.-""......Mr Said show us one Video clip.. About some kids from other countries which they actually beg for money everyday and clean other people shoes as a cobber for one whole day, just enough to buy one meal for themselve everyday.. So is like, i'm so forturnate???.. They left their house and beg money becos their parent abuse them, and even threaten to cut off their ear.. So they left their house..... Haix... Make me more depress -.-""... THen the YS liek what -.-'''".. Say teach him math after my Track.. Then called him and he said he is at latiff house.... Must be playing then end up dun wan to come, ask him if he wan to come or not, he say he dunno le -.-"""... Latiff house is just right beside the school only... Nvm, His math.. All the best tml =D..... I know that u gonna wait for shirley till her band over right lol.... haix.. So good of u...... So from now onwards. whatever u told me i will not take it seriously =D...

Haix got alot thing to say... But happy valentine's day.. Started off with sunday night where i actually go Imm to buy e new hp and make me broke..... I was thinking of quitting mac and when sunday i was working, i keep mentioning that i wanted to quit, but i heard samanth keep telling me not to quit cos she really need people during march.. So i was like sian, i was thinking not to go for the lobby test, but then not to hai samanth, so i make up my mind and go. So WTH AM i THINKING???.. I said i wanted to quit, and yet i still helping them??.. Too bad for been soft hearted....... MAC WORKS KILLs..... If i continue working mac and nv study much, think i gonna die?? And Fail my N level, I was shock that our school only got 6 distintion for O level.. So i dun think i'm more clever them then. So i dun think i can do well for my N level.... Then when i punch out after work on sunday, i saw sean opening the door for the customer at ssc, but actually, he is leaving and going back to JEC. He Tell me that, after for so long and u still like that??..... And actually we chat for a while and he go back to work liao, so he also wanted to quit!!??!!!???.... Should i Quit mAC!!!!????... I'm confuse when i everytime can't make my own decision. Everytime my fren got problem, they will come to me instead of some of the other frens, what i can help u all is telling u all what to do, and i dun even know is it the correct way to go. And i can't even settle my own prob everytime when i think i'm stress up.... Seems to let alot of people down.. All my frens, teachers and alot more.... Everybody who know me and i know u....... Haix, was wondering if i'm getting more and crazy??.. On monday, while i'm on e way to school, i keep LOoking(stare) at those gangster for no reason'???... And those people in my school de... Finding trouble for myself... So who cares????.. Kena beaten then beaten bah.... If that will kill me, then my fate is to die on that time when i got beaten which i actually ask for it.... DUring lesson on monday, Mr Tan suddenly tell us about one book which actually tell us about relationship, cos due to the next day is valentine's day.. HELP ME TO CHANGE BACK TO MYSELF LIKE WHAT I USE TO BE WHEN THE SCHOOL JUST STARTED???.. Who always have the initiative to study hard........ Whatever!!!!.. Think gonna go gym by myself which i know is boring, but i still wan to go.. haix..... Dunno if i can come online that often??.. BUSY BUSY BUSY, Cos i got alot things better to do then coming online and play those stupid games which actually kills my times so dam fast???.....

Start with this morning went to school,

Almost late again!!! lol, everyday also like that de.. Got english for the first lesson and then followed by Science, then we having fun over there doing experiment. About suhlpur and iron.. THen we went to math class and saw someone shouted "JOHN TAN".. Look behind and saw alot of people, but can't see who is calling me, but then suddnely i saw audrey, then she point behind and say shirley finding me, then i was like huh?? what is it lol.. Then they say where are we going after school, PLAZA SING, they demand far and walk away, then during recess and discus where to go after that. Then discus until going LOT 1 and just to take a neoprint -.-"".. So we meet at the flayor at 12.30 after school and go together straight away after school. So we met up and go and take 334 to JE and take mrt to CCK. While in the bus, i'm like crapping to them+ ys. Then some cold jokes lol... We reached our destination at LOT 1 and shirley wanted to eat KFC lol. Then my bag got 2 piece of paper, guess what is it??.. Those discount voucher for KFC lol.. Cos lian de work KFC and give us alot of it ma. SO we went there and keep wondering what are we suppose to eat. So we all decided to eat CHESSE FRIES. Then i pay for ys and demand for 25% compound interest in return, JK anyway lol.... Then suddenly saw audrey not eating and look so weird, and i remember what she told me last time. So i move to another sit and seated down. So we started eating and see her eat like so weird lor lol...... Guess this is the first time we ate so slow??.... So we waited for lift to arrived. We let poeple go in first and end up. only shirley go inside and if we four happen to go in, OVERLOAD!!! lol. So we push Ys and shirley together into the lift and audrey an i go up by eslcalator. Then they are waiting for us ontop there looking at us lol. So before we take photo, shirley was like keep looking at the relfection of the screen of the neoprint machine and groom her hair. So was like she always will do this for like 5 min, then i crap. Excuse me, i gonna go to the toliet for 10 min, so dun mind wait for me? lol... So went in and the auntie is washing, so forget it lor lol.. Or not i will stay inside for 10 min... We took so long to chose which neoprint machine we gonna use... So we intented to chose the one that poeple is using, so they ask me to change to 1 dollar coins. So when i come back, they asked to put the coins in slowly for them to prepare. Then i take like every coin 10 to 30 seconds? lol.. Then alot of the photo wasn't ready and just take liao, so end up , the photo all not so nice de lol..... Then we faster go off liao, cos shirley and audrey wanted to go back school ma, then we faster walk to the mrt station and i go and top up my EZ link. Then while pressing the PIN code. Shirley was like keep looking at it, then AIYA!!!.. Can't see probably lol.. So we reach JE liao and take 334 back to school. So the 3 of them take the same bus and i walk home lor....

Reach home and waiting for helmi calls. while waiting, i'm sleeping. So left e house around 4 and we meet at JE mrt station, then we take the mrt to octumns park?? Should spell li ke that or differenltly. So we change mrt to north-south i guess, to go doubt guant. Then suddenly saw a back view of someone looking like her, mysterious person, then i was like keep staring at her, cos she is right infront of me by a distance of like 5m?.... Then when we U turn, then it is a different person, Sigh.. So we reach PLAZA SING liao, and when to e cinema and see what are we going to watch later on, so i demand on watching I NOT STUPID TOO. Then they got no ch oice but to watch too lol.. Then while waiting we walk around and go to yamaha and saw all the guitar stuff, then went to another shop. All piano lol. no harmonica one. Then saw one basic harmonica book, and i brought it for 20+... So we find the whole plaza sing and finally we found BURGER KING!!! lol.. Went there and eat q uite alot of thing lor. Then the show is going to start, we faster drink our drinks and go to the cinema liao... So while waiting for so long, finally the shows started. And we laugh all the way t ill the end, but, Got alot of words they said. FAMILY stands for, FATHER AND MUM I LOVE YOU!.. haix, Still got alot more, make me cry. But whenever i see those part which make me gonna cry, i have some weird weird feeling and my tears is coming out, but i stop it from coming out, then the feeling is like i already cried liao.... The Shows is dam touching, i dun mind watching again... So after watching movie and went to toliet and intended to walk around, suddnely saw a bookstore and look around and wanted to buy stories books!!!. MR JOHN TAN BUY STORIES BOOKS? !!! lol... Was like looking for so many books lol, then helmi saw those gym books and noval cost him 106.. Then i take about 1 hr to look for some book that i like and dovan said that he is looking for one book.. But he forget the name liao, so we look around for like 1 hour and finally i found THE BIRDCAGE.. Then sudddenly i saw THE CHRONICLES OF NARINDA. And i tell dovan, wei, this book nice le, then he say, this is the book i'm looking for!!!.. lol.. I didn;t even know that he is looking for narinda lol.... Then i Remember the shows that i have watched last time... SIGH.. Nvm.... So i brought this 2 thick book and dunno went i can finish it up or started reading while i still reading a book right now. Still got nearly 200 page to finish up, so i wonder went can i ever started reading NARINDA. And the BIRDCAGE.... Miss the show NARINDA.. Crap la stupid NARINDA, y u let me see u?? -.-..... So was like spending 48 dollar for both the books. And we went to MRT to take e train go home, then when we take from doubt guant to outumns park, we deicded to take CAB. Then was like waiting for so long and alot CAB RIDING PAST US AND DIDN:T STOP!!!!.. CRAP LA, MUST BE WAITING FOR ON CALL DE... Then finally a cab stop and we take cab to my house and then to dovan follow by helmi, so i open full burst on my MP3 and and they actually make fun of me and i didn'[t hear anything lol.. BUt nvm. So reach home liao.. Bye =D lol

Nocited i have changed alot after my life working in mac

I seen to change alot ever since i 'm sec 4.. My thinking if totally different!!!.. As for sec 1,2 and 3. I have been playing Computer game all day long and even plan to play that stupid game call runescacpe until i'm married.. Stupid thinking right?. And i nv thought that when sec 4 comes, i have change alot and stop playing computer games liao... Rather waste of time right? U should just use the time to enjoy ur day outside or stay at home relaxing urself. Thats what i think right now la, maybe after june i will think differently, instead of going outside or stay at home enjoying myself, i will be going to library to study for N level liao, but i find that library is also dam noisy over there with all the teens around, but if i'm studying with a big group, i will also make alot of noise over there.

So as even YS said that i have changed alot, eventually i might lose all e fren when i go to ite, as we might not be able to go to the same ITE ma, so maybe this year is our last year been together. I'm sure that, if we all happen to go to different ITE, we might not be able to see each other anymore liao, so treasure the time we have right now... U wondering what i'm doing in school now aday??... ALmost every lesson sleep and dun even bother about the teacher, but the time when i sleep is when the teacher dun wan to teach the class, as some of them i dun find it important, so i just sleep all day long. Just hope that our class will be peaceful very soon inorder for us to prepare for N level, i'm 100% sure that when reaching N level, the whole class will be settle down, but dun u find that is too late to prepare for N level??..

So about yesterday thinking of should i stop working mac liao, so this saturday and sunday might be the last day of working i'm going to work in mac in my life. Cos i gonna take a very long term leave for studies and might not be going back mac to work liao, i dun think i'm a very good crew over there, so i dun think i should carry on working over there.... So i plan to be my mum son!!!!. Studies and she will supportr me by giving me somemore allowance. But we poor people have to work, not really that poor la, just to support ourselve/extra income, As for kenny, CNY he get 300 dollar from his uncle and dunno how many 1k from his father+ still got alot people le??. Every holiday he will go quite a number of trips to other country...

As for YS and Helmi, They have their own plan of what they are doing now, for YS, Happily chatting on phone with shirley every night, as for helmi, Can't be disclosed and dun bother to ask lol. CONFIDENTIAL.. So as for me??.. I got nothing. WHATHAHAHA FREEDOM!!!! diaox..

Gonna go PS tml to go and buy harmonica and watch I NOT STUPID 2 With dovan my (DOGGY) and helmi. Maybe i will start to be harmonica siao liao lol.. Stupid Ys go and tell shirley i bian tai all this!!! lol.. Can't be bother, say whatever u like.. Gonna save as much money as i can after buying harmonica and scores for harmonica+ clothes. Then i will be saviing as much as i can to go oversea!!! lol.... THats what i plan with helmi, save up and go oversea, Frankly, i nv go oversea before, except for malaysia?? lol.. Malaysia is connected... But still i enjoy staying in Singapore, but maybe i should try going oversea just once in my teens age??.... Alot people will be asking me y i quitting mac or maybe not.. Maybe due to alot reason to make me quit...

Today got e N level EOA coursework.. I think i did something wrong in it, so i'm doom!!!! -.-... Maybe thats my retribution, u wonder i have done so many bad things in my life liao, abit+ abit+ abit = alot.. So i have done alot of bad things liao.. Punish me if u like!!! Saturday my relative will be coming to my house and i gonna lock my room door lol, incase anything lost which i might just scold all the #$#%%% at them. And those small kids dun touch my chocolate, or u better watch out and i'm not going to give anyone faces. Not even my parent + granny if those kids happen to...... I dunno what i will do on that day, but i'm sure that i will not hasitant to scold them and i will just take it as, i dun have those relative liao..

Haix...Was in e school in e morning and having PE.. lol, ys ask y i now aday not so active in PE liao, becos i dun like e game, thats y i not active liao. So thats the reason <--------... Was asleep in class during math lesson... THe person who is singing for the secondary schcool superstar one right, the teresa singing rockz... But not a fans of her, when i reach home and saw my hp, miss wang s ms me that this week T&F will be cancelled... SO sian de, wonder today my blog is dam short, something must be wrong lol. First time nothing to write, alright c ya t ml

Haix, early in e morning went to church, today we have started warrenting or i should have spell it warlenting, should be one of it lol.
Then the first time i do was like alright, the second time i do is like i did something wrong and i'm the last person who go back and put the money into the basket, was abit nervous over all whole thing. Gonna do that again this coming sunday, so my bro and i go to mac and have our breakfast while my sis,mum and dad go and have it at coffeeshop. We reach over there and brought a (big) meal, and a hot cake ala cate.. The serivce is not bad la, everybody have all e greeting probaly. Not like me!!!!.... Now aday do counter totally like bao qi tian, ate finish and we go to e coffeeshop and find my sis, dad and mum.

Over there waiting for them to eat finish and suddenly my 4th uncle called and ask how to go to my big auntie house, then my dad and mum + sis arguing where is the correct direction, my dad insist the direction he said is correct, but in the end, he is wrong and he p.s =P lolx..

So we went home and i actually have a nap till 11 reaching 12. Then they are like, faster wake up!!!, we are going to da E house liao, so i wake up liao, but i still lying at my bed lolx........ Then something happen, i might just turn deaf, cos something was poke and stunk for a while inside mr ear and i was like, pain like hell and can't say anything. Tok i might be deaf at that moment... So my life will be writing and not speaking... But right now e ear still abit pain, hopefully will not get to e worse can liao.

So we went to my da e house and my father listen to the hokkien song and i actually love it, cos i have been l istening to it when i'm young till now. So i actually love all the song that my dad sings and listen to. So i'm like outdated to all the english song right now lol.... Reach to my Da e house liao and we go to e house and HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! lol.. Then their grandson is playing MS!!.. Then another 2 of them comes and bring 2 labtop with them. what liao!!!!, when i'm at their age, i nv even touch an labtop before.. And now they actually owe one each?? diaox.... So they are playing Maplesea.. Then after a while of watching them play, we felt that so bored over there and we started gambling.. I start with my money of 15 to 20.... And i won like 10+ and have a total of 20+ to 30+.. Then suddenly about 8 people playing liao, then i bid higher and end up. I lost everything. But i think is ok bah.. Once per year, but chinese new year got so many days lol, is like more then once liao... Then my wallet is out of cash......

I think i should take leave for mac from maybe next week onward to end of feb or the first week of march.. Dont feel like working at this moment... So maybe i should go and take leave with yenni this coming saturday.
Gonna go and find place that sell SCORES and i know it is quite expensive. But still i still wanted to buy lol, and a brand new harmonica which might cos 100+.. But dunno if i bear to spend it money when times come lol... So i should stop buying protein liao, everytime i buy will cos at least 130 is the minimum... So i should change eating egg white liao.. HAix!!!!..... My hp is like omg!!!, everytime inbox full, cos only can stored 30 msg ma.. So i hate it!!! Zzzz. Gonna buy new hp but i know i can afford, but still i dun wan to spend it lol. Gonna try to save alot of $$$$, i also dunno y i wan to save so much money..... When i reach home i piang my hw and do some revision for tml science exam. Hope i can get 90+ just l ike last year end of year lol.. So that ,overall for e whole years i can score high.....

Find that my hair is getting longer and look more sux lol.. But no time to cut or becos of lazyness?? lol... Can't blames, thats me!!!.. Tml will have to stay back for harmonica again!!! haix, i dun mind staying back and blow harmonica. But the Mr soon always go against me, no matter what i do, he will say i stupid la, everything also dunno what to do, how to become an chairman. But the problem is that i can't catch what he is saying....So i'm always at e faults. So the next person gonna be chairman, Congratz to u =DDD =D.............. lolxxxxxxx........

After some times of thinking during works today.. Not really some times, but alot of time.. Thats y today in work look so erm..... Somemore need to tahan esther childlishness.. Everybody knows that, but nv say it out... She is always ridiculous, wonder y so many poeple can stand her or just keep quiet just like me.. So i'm thinking that afterall, i'm been selfish. So i can't be so selfish anymore!!!!!!.. Must think for others!!!!... I have been doing that, but some other case, i did not... So i shall try to forget and stop all e selfishness.... Today work finish was like, feeling so sian studying In NT.. Can't plan of anything i can do in future, heard that sky can skip N level this year and take O level next year straight away, i can't even take O level.... Didn't actually share with anyone what is in my mind all alone, just wanted to say it out so that i can feel better, but still, i can't say it out... Sometimes make me feel like been a dead man sitting at e corridor like an begger doing nothing and not thinking of anything anymore. But haix.\ Suddenly feel like blowing harmonica, as it can shows my feeling right now when i'm blowinh and i love it. But i can't find a place where they actually sell a good harmonica,it might cost alot and i must save money from now onwards, cos i dun feel worknig anymore.. Just focus on all e thing i'm doing right now.... Suddenly heard something from my dad that a tv shows in television. Saying that those people go gym and hurt themselves, and the part of their body which actually hurt will last forever. So they keep warming me not to go gym so often. But didn;t told them that i actually hurt my arm liao... Haix, dunno what to wear to church tml, must wear formal again...

Recently busy for training, didn;t care about other thing at all, but still can't get e techni for discus, so is like rather disapointed with it. But i shall not give up =D.. Was like past few day they say gonna hve grommnig check again, in the end dun have, next year then the bubble are free to come our school. So is like that very nite i cut some of it make me look like -.-"".. anyway i also not good looking. So i dun bother about them liao, if they happen to catch me and i will nv let the bubble cut my hair.... Was talking with helmi alot just now at gym, talk about our future plan all this and relationship, he said that i happen to plan alot for future and considerate. But is like, even thought i plan it, but when the times come, i will do a different thing.... Then happen to know this guy also at gym de, last time SP de. Talk to him alot also about e training stuff.. Ys was like stun when he heard us going gym from monday to friday, worry that we might not stand it and just broke down anytime, cos due to too tired.. Then at recess he talk about protein stuff, say we taking protein not very good all this, but i happen to keep quiet and let him talk finish first, then i strike back lol.... Till he got nothing much to say Latiff right.... dunno if u wil come to my blog, but latiff have been saying that he wanted to come gym with us due to some reaon, at first i thought is becos nazilah and he wanted to keep fit, so he wanted to go gym. But instaed he told helmi that he wanted to train for NS, cos he is 18 this years liao le.. But right, no offence la, nazilah is the person u like ever since like last year right?? or maybe more then 1 year liao. So is like she still can't accept u, then have been hurting u right?, so no point lor..... But everything is up to u whether u wanna get hurt somemore... Thats all i wanna say.. Today in school, still the same as before, early in e morning read story book and almost late everyday!!!!! lol... Went to english which all of us dun really like, due to our english suck? lol.. Maybe still got alot reason y we dun really l ike english lesson, when english lesson going to end, i start to sleep liao, cos helmi and i train so hard and not enough sleep, make us so sleepy. And today went to science lab after english lesson, we go into the science lab first and wait for teacher, but got one technition, a india auntie over there work for so many years liao. Came out and tell us to go out cos of the teacher is not around and we are not allow to bring bag into the lab, but is like we have been bringing it into the lab ever since we are sec 3 during every science lesson. Then jolene reply, i 4 years in hong kah i nv hear before this kind of rules before. But is like, last year she also got told us before not to bring bag into e science lab liao. Then jolene just walk out and the india auntie not happy with it ma, cos she is still more old and we should respect her, buti actually, i was thinking of quarreling with her also lol. Then she go to e office and find Mr Tan. Said that we are rude to her and Mr wee and Mr tan came and Mr Wee didn't scold us.. But just to say some words that we sec 4 liao, so we should actually respect her.... Followed by math lesson, We went in and sleep all the way, me tiao sin and helmi sleeping beside each other till 10,30. ... Just now finish gym and saw esther sms me bo liao stuff lol.. Make me so piss.. but still i have to reply her de ma, or not like very bad like that..... And heard that YS going bugis with yin hao(his pri sch fren) and shirley(lover)... Haix jealous alot, but stilll i got alot more thing to do.. So... haix... Was talking to helmi about e valentine thing. But still we dun have e plan on that day, so just stay at home and sleep lor lolx.... Trying to come onlnie just go write blog and off liao, cos reach home nothing to do i sure sleep de. lolx... can't be bother to do my hw till i'm free...