Today, having my math test and i'm alone sitting outside the classroom while the rest of them are insnide the classroom, not becos i kena scolded, but becos i chose to sit outside.. Becos, i dun wan to sit inside and end up everybody copying each other, so i wan to have a fair match in studies with helmi+ tiao sin.. So i decided to sit outside alone and Rebecca tan allow me to =).... So i was like checking my paper again and again.. Then i decided to pass up and u guess what?.. MISS TAN ONLY CHECK MY PAPER AGAIN AND AGAIN.. Till she find one mistake which is totally a careless mistake.. NOt again right -.-... crap man.. So i only scored 24/25 -.-"". As for helmi, i heard that tiao sin told him one answer so he can get full mark.. haix. But nvm, just hope that i can win with my own ability.. Haix, saw that??.. When i went home after harmonica, just outside e school gate and i'm walking behind ma, so audrey actually saw me and ask idhawati to stop and qiqi + MR tan to wait for me.. So i quicking walk towards them and said. I SO BIG S HOW Ar. 4 person waiting for me?.... Haix, then mr tan told audrey that, i'm been a responsible person and show a good example in class to every of the other class mate.. LOL.. Guess what i did during his science period today??.. We went to lab and they are doing experiment ma, so i was like, i dun think that the exam will come out with all this kind of experiment for test. So i was like walking around outside the science lab and sit outside the door at the back, so i was chatting over there with Amar and Tiao sin, talking about gangster stuff... Then Tell them to learn Thai boxing in order to fight well, but i dun intend to fight anyway.. So u call this set a good example?? crap... So after math, we went for recess and they saw me like not happy like that, i'm just not in a mood all e time okie??... not becos the reason i kena careless mistake and lose to helmi.. Since i made an careless mistake, means i lose liao..... So y not?. i admit defeat at e moment. As long as i work hard =).. HAHA, our first period MRS BAY ask us to go to the CONdo Land to talk About OUr N level stuff, so we are waiting for her outside there and i find it bored and actually lie to the ground. So when she is coming, Zul called me and ask me to stand up, luckily he told me, so our class people is like. Always help out with each other one, but when comes to gang fight all this. They are RACIALs.. Haix..

My Mind is always money!!!!!! So as for today the talking with Mrs Bay, i have decided to go SIMEI ITE!!!!!!.. But quite far right??.. i think i might chose nursing.. But very hard to get top 5% inorder to go Poly after that. But nvm, let fate decide, how well i can score for my N level =).. But i guess, my english eoa chinese and cpa just suck.. Only my math and science helps alot..,... Crap la.. For nothing i just feel stress, dun even know i'm stress or not.. Cos i decided to go gym again, crp crap crap..I Always detamine on training when i reach gym and forget everything.. Haix.... So tml after school, gonna go gym alone liao.. Then during harmonica, we went for break and i stay in the auditurence and everybody started to follow me, we stayed inside from 5 to 5.30 amd actually we are su ppose to go back and carry on our practice at 5.10 de lol. So i'm the master mind after all..... REally just can't study at home, was thinking to flip open my book, but i just can't do it.... So i in school always walk like gangster,dunno y, maybe just wanted someone to bash me up?. .. But u know when u bash me up, we will get into a fight after all.. So when ys u saw this, and try it out, dun regret =)... Just came back for dinner where we actually went to bukit timah hawker centre to have our dinner with my family execpt my sis...


When recess going to end, i'm looking at the 4 years record in hong kah for all the event i talking, which is discus, shotput and javenlin.. So i just look at it and Mr Razak walk pass and actually talk to me about it, like as if looking down on me like that, ask me aim to win but not the record for e school, and if u are able to break the school record, u can't do well in national after all.. But anyway, its true, i mgith be able to break the record which i have always been wanting to.. But for national. I think i might not have confidence lor, need someone accompany.. But i guess helmi will come bah.. Always around me supporting me de.. Just can't stad one of my cousin, call gualbert and he actually talk alot of lame stuff, really lame that i can't stand him. So i just reply (haha)..