Haix got alot thing to say... But happy valentine's day.. Started off with sunday night where i actually go Imm to buy e new hp and make me broke..... I was thinking of quitting mac and when sunday i was working, i keep mentioning that i wanted to quit, but i heard samanth keep telling me not to quit cos she really need people during march.. So i was like sian, i was thinking not to go for the lobby test, but then not to hai samanth, so i make up my mind and go. So WTH AM i THINKING???.. I said i wanted to quit, and yet i still helping them??.. Too bad for been soft hearted....... MAC WORKS KILLs..... If i continue working mac and nv study much, think i gonna die?? And Fail my N level, I was shock that our school only got 6 distintion for O level.. So i dun think i'm more clever them then. So i dun think i can do well for my N level.... Then when i punch out after work on sunday, i saw sean opening the door for the customer at ssc, but actually, he is leaving and going back to JEC. He Tell me that, after for so long and u still like that??..... And actually we chat for a while and he go back to work liao, so he also wanted to quit!!??!!!???.... Should i Quit mAC!!!!????... I'm confuse when i everytime can't make my own decision. Everytime my fren got problem, they will come to me instead of some of the other frens, what i can help u all is telling u all what to do, and i dun even know is it the correct way to go. And i can't even settle my own prob everytime when i think i'm stress up.... Seems to let alot of people down.. All my frens, teachers and alot more.... Everybody who know me and i know u....... Haix, was wondering if i'm getting more and crazy??.. On monday, while i'm on e way to school, i keep LOoking(stare) at those gangster for no reason'???... And those people in my school de... Finding trouble for myself... So who cares????.. Kena beaten then beaten bah.... If that will kill me, then my fate is to die on that time when i got beaten which i actually ask for it.... DUring lesson on monday, Mr Tan suddenly tell us about one book which actually tell us about relationship, cos due to the next day is valentine's day.. HELP ME TO CHANGE BACK TO MYSELF LIKE WHAT I USE TO BE WHEN THE SCHOOL JUST STARTED???.. Who always have the initiative to study hard........ Whatever!!!!.. Think gonna go gym by myself which i know is boring, but i still wan to go.. haix..... Dunno if i can come online that often??.. BUSY BUSY BUSY, Cos i got alot things better to do then coming online and play those stupid games which actually kills my times so dam fast???.....