Ha... Just feel so bored..... Was like lol.. When mR tan Saw me and say, eh john, nice haircut -.-""... When i cut it for like days liao.... So sian one -.-... Now every week will have one grooming check, i got cut my hair or not, i will sure kena catch de ....... Haha nvm... Yesterday works was like haha.... Over there only me and auntie kim kuan doing grill site and auntie ah hoi alone doing VETS.. Which means mc chicken and filiet there... Then suddenly customer in, all of us chiong lol.. Cos i was like was very speedy liao, can't stop de.... Then after a while i do pc, like as if i'm not doing lor, cos not enough crew, i still have to do all the job lol... But nvm..... Everytime got alot of thing to say one le, but eventually forgotten liao.. Have been very forgetful recently, due to nv use my brain probaly.... One thing i have been telling myself to control, dun wan to kena another caning in school again.. Due to fighitng right??... If i just can't control, i might fight with e malay boys again, but is different malay boys la... Then if i continue, public caning liao, just hope that i will not fight again =D.... Stay happy always.... This tuesday going to esplernet... surpose to spell it this way??? lol.. something like that la, Cos mR said tell us to go to have fun?... Playing the 3G phone... Was thinking that, i might not know anyone over there, but instead when i saw a group of people, jessica ask me sit down la.. Then i saw kenny, serene and jessica... Then i'm not left out!!!!.. SOmething about samantha, So worried that i will might failed my lobby test this coming sunday at je... from 2.30 to around 3, i will be doing lobby and the left 3 out 1 hour, i think will be tourial liao, so bo liao right?.. Thats y i hate NSRS and this is my first one, and my last one..... Maybe i should take 2 part time job, as my bro told me to go marina bay to become waiter.. MAybe morning to evening work at mac, then night at marina bay...... Hard working huh?? lol.. Out of no way.. Suddenly feel l ike saving alot of money and make me feel safer, as i might not be able to find a good job outside when i'm old, so lets see how much can i save at the end of this year!!!!.. Still long lol.... Then today morning went to church then do the warrent t hing again.... .. Feeling so crap when Ys Use my phone calling shirley, saying that he will not use long, or not he will be paying me.. When isaw him today and ask him for $$$$. he gave me an attitude... At least he talk things well with me, i will not charge him $$$.. Cos he use over 30 min liao... My one dun have outgoing call free ma..... But instead, he say dun wan le, then i told him(.. I will nv let u touch my hp anymore k??...).... Repilied(I can always use others de).. WTF!!!!!!.... nvm..... So i guess i will nv let him use again??.. Whenever poeple needs something, i will try to give them if i have.. But, they take things for granted... Haix.. guess for my future.. i Dunno la, whatever -,-.... I guess study hard.. But no point saying study hard when i'm not even doing it??.. haix........ So i should cut down playing internet, but recently, i nv even touch my labtop for days liao.. If i touch, i only come to this blog and blog, then off liao..... Just dunno what i'm thinking, sometime i almost kena knock down by cars.. Was like jam walk and saw no car, suddenly i walk across l iao, the car is like just 1 or 2 m away from me. Then i w ill kena knock liao.. But then, i happen to walk across without even noticed the way is just 1 or 2m away from me... Luckily lor... Sigh.... Crap la, should i stop going gym and use the time to studies and forget about winning anything from track and field???... Or maybe i can still carry on trainnig and study..... Whatever it is, i will try to do everything.... Think i'm a person who know how to say, but didn't reach my goal de.... Who will appreciate me as a good fren??...... So hard to trust people, even myself can't be trusted...... Whatever it is, i'm just frustrusted recently.. But i didn't show it out at all... I always vent e anger on something else... But not something that will hurt anyone, But helmi.. He was like dam sleepy everyday and was like so frustruted all e times.. Think i dunno ar? lol......... Wanting to spend all my money in one day and buy everything i wanted to buy... But whenever i left a sum of money, i will stop spending it liao.... HAix... Crap.. BB