After some times of thinking during works today.. Not really some times, but alot of time.. Thats y today in work look so erm..... Somemore need to tahan esther childlishness.. Everybody knows that, but nv say it out... She is always ridiculous, wonder y so many poeple can stand her or just keep quiet just like me.. So i'm thinking that afterall, i'm been selfish. So i can't be so selfish anymore!!!!!!.. Must think for others!!!!... I have been doing that, but some other case, i did not... So i shall try to forget and stop all e selfishness.... Today work finish was like, feeling so sian studying In NT.. Can't plan of anything i can do in future, heard that sky can skip N level this year and take O level next year straight away, i can't even take O level.... Didn't actually share with anyone what is in my mind all alone, just wanted to say it out so that i can feel better, but still, i can't say it out... Sometimes make me feel like been a dead man sitting at e corridor like an begger doing nothing and not thinking of anything anymore. But haix.\ Suddenly feel like blowing harmonica, as it can shows my feeling right now when i'm blowinh and i love it. But i can't find a place where they actually sell a good harmonica,it might cost alot and i must save money from now onwards, cos i dun feel worknig anymore.. Just focus on all e thing i'm doing right now.... Suddenly heard something from my dad that a tv shows in television. Saying that those people go gym and hurt themselves, and the part of their body which actually hurt will last forever. So they keep warming me not to go gym so often. But didn;t told them that i actually hurt my arm liao... Haix, dunno what to wear to church tml, must wear formal again...